Forget about the past

The artist named Wuwu bit the bullet and updated a few more issues. The comic fans who read it from the beginning finally found out the clues. People kept questioning her. She had no choice but to lie that she was sick and needed to rest for a while.

At this time, a careful person posted a comparison of the update time of the two, which was indeed clear at a glance, and for a while, there was a lot of scolding on the other party's Weibo.

Xu Chen looked at it coldly, feeling nothing in his heart. It can only be said that he had lost expectations for these things, not to mention that he had lost sight of the purpose of doing this in the first place.

Someone wrote to him privately, saying that he hoped that he would continue to paint, that he liked his painting style and plot very much, and that he hoped that he would stay away from these.Xu Chen replied with a thank you, thought about it, and wrote another sentence, I broke up with him, and will not update it.

Still feel sad, Xu Chen uninstalled Weibo, he didn't want to look at those things again, he sat and panted for a while, got up and stuffed all the painting utensils in the room into the back of the closet like crazy, including the one that didn't The finished sketch paper was put together in the dark, and he promised that he would complete the drawing, but now it seems that he doesn't know if there is a chance, anyway, don't forget it.

When Mama Gu called, Xu Chen stared blankly at the phone screen, but still picked it up: "Hello?"

"What's the matter with you and Changge?" Gu's mother's voice still sounded so gentle as to die.

Xu Chen's eyes were red all of a sudden. He sat on the floor and called out "Mom" in a hoarse voice.

"Good boy, don't feel bad." Gu's mother sighed, "I don't know why Changge went crazy again. I asked him, but he refused to tell me anything. So, can you tell me what happened? What is it?"

"I...I don't know." Xu Chen wiped his face and forced a smile.

Gu's mother frowned and thought for a while, only to comfort her: "Stop thinking about it, I'll ask him again to see what he says. In short, even if Changge really sorry for you, the Gu family will not forgive you , you have long been a member of our Gu family, I have already said that, right?"

"Um……"

Changge was in a meeting when he received a call from Gu's mother. He made a pause gesture, and only after leaving the conference room did he ask, "What's wrong?"

"What are you going to do to that child?" Gu's mother's tone was never serious, "Who was the person who kept telling me that he liked him before? Look at what you are doing now? You He's a man, how could he not take any responsibility at all?"

Changge lit a cigarette, his eyes and eyebrows were completely sunk in the darkness, only seeing the red light between his fingers, he said softly: "It will only ruin him if he is with me, what he should have lived was a healthy and bright life." It’s right to live a frank and frank life, not like it is now.”

"Do you think you are saving him?" Mama Gu turned her eyes away and landed on a piece of Fendai chaotic grass she newly planted. She saw a piece of soft and fluffy powder, like a snowfall. She smiled laugh,

"Chang Ge, how could you be so confused. Wasn't he very happy when he came? What the child wants is to be with you. As long as the two are together and hold each other tightly, they will be happy." To fall into the abyss."

No matter how mature Changge is, he is only in his early twenties, and it is his first love. In addition, he takes Xu Chen too seriously, and his care is messy.

Changge seemed to be in a daze, and he opened his mouth in a nasty manner, showing confusion in front of his mother for the first time since he was an adult, and asked, "Mom, what should I do?"

Gu's mother laughed until she lost her eyes: "You young people just love to mess around."

When he found that all the food in the refrigerator was broken, Xu Chen stood in front of the refrigerator, keeping the posture of pulling away, and stood there for a long time in a daze.

It turns out that this is really the case, even if it is put in the fresh-keeping room, the fresh-keeping time is limited.

He took a large plastic bag and was about to clean it all out. He looked down and saw some liquid splashing down his bare feet.

He opened his eyes wide and tried his best to identify what it was, but the fog rising from his eyes kept confusing his eyes.He opened his mouth and silently called Changge's name, the feeling of missing him was really uncomfortable at all.

Zuo Meng and the room chief organized a group to see Xu Chen, and when he saw the visitor, he lowered his eyes slightly disappointed.

Zuo Meng took the fresh food he had just bought from the supermarket to the kitchen and prepared to show off his skills. Xu Chen sat on the sofa with his knees in his arms, and the head of the department who was kicked out because he was not helpful pulled up a chair and sat opposite Xu Chen.

The head of the room looked at him for a long time, and couldn't bear to say: "You have lost a lot of weight."

Xu Chen raised his head bluntly, smiled, touched his face and said, "Really? I didn't notice it."

"It's really not easy to notice the changes in oneself." The head of the room felt a little sad. Not only did he lose weight, but even some things in him seemed to be dead.

Love, ah, can really toss people.

Xu Chen has indeed lost a lot of weight. The baby's fat face has completely disappeared, and his chin is so sharp that it looks like it can stab someone to death. Because of the thin face, his eyes are surprisingly big. There is no expression in them, and it can even be said to be There is no wave in the ancient well.

Zuo Meng's handicrafts are not bad, Xu Chen didn't eat much while holding the bowl, and he was a little sad when he thought about his tongue being raised by Changge.

Zuo Meng saw that he was stupefied while eating, and her nose was inexplicably sore: "Hey, concentrate on eating."

The head of the room also chimed in: "Yes, yes, eat quickly, Chef Zuo rarely enters the kitchen once."

Xu Chen looked at them and smiled: "Okay."

When I woke up from the empty double bed, the clock on the wall was pointing to three. Changge was thinking about the dream he had just had. The aggrieved child lit a cigarette.

Cigarettes, he quit when he was about to be with him, after all, it is not a good thing, he wants to live longer, so that he can spend more time with the other party.But now he can't leave his hand, and every day is chaotic. What's the difference between one more day and one less day?

The moonlight always looks cool, like water and gauze, without any warmth. The pot of asparagus on the window sill is shrouded in such light. He entrusts the care of all the plants in the house to his mother, but this pot, It was originally given to Xu Chen, but he forgot to take it away, so he kept it with him, almost by accident.

Probably it was the florist's phrase "As long as you water it with your heart, it will definitely bloom" in my ears, or I thought of Xu Chen propping his chin and smiling and saying to him, "I really look forward to it blooming".

If you wake up suddenly, or just when a gust of wind blows by, the green is dotted with many white flowers, as small and delicate as snowflakes that melt at the touch of a touch, trembling slightly and blooming to the extreme , exposing the fragile and delicate stamens in the middle, exhaling an elegant fragrance.

Changge was stunned for a long time before he got up and took out the camera from the suitcase, adjusted the focus, and pressed the shutter carefully. The flower in the photo was so clear that even the veins were clearly visible, and it seemed that the juice inside could be heard. The flowing sound, and the rest are blurred backgrounds, and even the purple night is reduced to a foil.

Changge grabbed the camera and fell on the bed, his arms covered his eyebrows and eyes, and he couldn't see his expression, only showing his smooth chin. He smiled silently, hurry up, go back.

"Hey, bastard!" When Xu Chen heard Dad Xu's rough voice, Xu Chen didn't realize it for a long time. He sat up from the bed and yelled "Dad", his palms were full of sweat.

Xu's father snorted a few times on the other end of the phone, and was elbowed by Xu's mother who was sitting next to him, before he said angrily: "What? You are going to die for me for a man, and you are playing suicide? You also I don’t want to think about who fed you shit and pee all these years, I really think that my life is worthless.”

"What are you talking about, why are you making such weird noises, Xu Chen is your son, not your grandson!" Xu's mother couldn't stand it, "Speak well!"

Xu Chen couldn't laugh or cry, Xu's father felt a little embarrassed, silently took the mobile phone to the balcony, cleared his throat: "Tell me why I gave birth to such a worry-free thing like you, you can really do it, forget it, you like it Men like men, I agree."

Xu Chen opened his eyes wide in surprise, and then he smiled until his eyes became sore, and he said softly, "Thank you, Dad."

Thank you for tolerating me, thank you for fulfilling me, and thank you for loving me.

Father Xu paused, and then said, "I heard you broke up with that kid?"

"Ah? Hmm..." Xu Chen silently covered his face.

"Tch," Xu's father disdained, and laughed, "Look at you, you don't have the demeanor of Lao Tzu back then. Don't you young people just like to toss and toss? Break up, let's break up, let it go!" If you can’t get it down, you’ll have to chase it back, you idiot. I’m dead, you should think about it yourself, ah.”

Xu Chen looked at the hung up phone with both a smile and a smile. He sat on the bed with his knees hugged and tilted his head to look at the bright light outside.

He laughed slowly, covered his eyes with his hands, and there was a little bit of liquid seeping out from between his fingers, why did he become so crying, he laughed at himself, but it’s okay, everything will be fine, anyway, It's always going to get better.

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