Forget about the past

Changge noticed that Xu Chen was asleep, and put down the seat silently so that he could sleep more comfortably.

Changge knew what he had misunderstood. The reason he was unwilling to explain was that he was afraid that the other party would run away if he knew what he wanted.He could feel that he was already a little moved by his heart, and he could get a glimpse of the affection in his eyes, but whether this heartbeat was enough to support him to come to his side, Changge had no confidence, he couldn't take risks , and dare not act too hastily.

This is a relationship that Changge desperately longs for. He hopes that he can go to the end with him, so he is vigilant and careful every step of the way.In order for the final outcome to be what he expected, he will give him enough time to make a choice, and he is willing to wait.

He still remembers the torment of the time when he was about to come out. He is not sure whether he dares to take this step. The pressure from all directions is nothing, and the most difficult thing to face is his parents.

He hesitated for a long time before telling his mother.

The mother was so frightened that she couldn't speak, and she confirmed again and again. Finally, the carefree woman burst into tears, hugged him in her arms, and kept asking: "Changge, Changge, what will happen to you in the future?" What should I do?"

The starting point of the parents in the world is only for their children, and she is only worried about what her children will face in the future.

Because he chose a path that was contrary to everyone, Gang Changlun, and thorny, those people would turn around and laugh at him, and those thorns would hurt him, but as a mother, she had no way to protect him from harm.

When his father found out, his reaction was greater than his mother's. He slapped Changge hard. Changge looked up at him without saying a word. He could understand his father's anger, but he didn't think he was wrong either.

The father and son faced each other silently, and no one was willing to admit defeat.

In the end, it was his father who compromised. He was smoking a cigarette, staring at Changge's eyes in the smog, and said calmly, "Gu Changge, this is the path you chose. I'll just tell you so that you can take care of yourself, because you haven't regretted this There's a way to go."

Changge quickly understood what he meant, and coming out was indeed more difficult than he could have imagined.

In school, wherever he went, he could hear those discussions that tried to lower his voice but couldn't hide the irony in them, and those eyes that were glued to him were also unpleasant.

The most memorable time in Changge's memory was when he was eating in the cafeteria. A boy sitting across from him suddenly asked him, "Hey, are men's asses really that comfortable?"

There was a group of black and white people behind him, laughing at this moment, Chang Ge frowned, and covered his face with all the food on the plate without hesitation, the gravy slid down the man's face, It was sickeningly greasy.

Changge was already tall, but because he was a little angry, he looked even more imposing. In the silence of the crowd, Changge warned him word by word: "Take care of your stinky mouth, don't Use your dirty thoughts to speculate on other people's minds."

The matter was quickly unraveled, and such voices heard in the school faded away.

And in the mall, Changge’s new company had just started at that time, except for those undisguised ridicules, what’s more, he would smirk at himself with a pig-like face and say, you promise me that I will sign it in one night. What about the contract?

At that time, Changge could only endure those gazes or coldly reject those invitations.

But now he can not care about these gazes, he has enough strength and courage to support himself to straighten his back, and say to those people, I hope what you see is not my sexual orientation, but my ability, if it is true If you don't mind, then turn left when you go out.

The reason why Changge came out early was also because of Xu Chen, the boy in his memory suddenly appeared in the same school, he was shocked and then ecstatic, he found that the flame in his heart that he thought had been extinguished was rekindled, and then Bright and warm, yet so intense that it's impossible to ignore.

A single spark can start a prairie fire, the flame repeatedly torments his heart, he can no longer control his feelings, he wants to be close to his boy, and before that, he needs to prepare everything to prevent him from being wronged in the slightest and hurt.

Changge thought, he can be regarded as a patient person, and he has endured for so many years.

It was already late at night when we arrived downstairs at Xu Chen's house. Changge gently shook Xu Chen to wake him up. Seeing his confused and cute expression, his heart softened: "Xu Chen, you're home."

Xu Chen yawned and unbuckled his seat belt. He wanted to ask him how he knew he was here, but he still didn't say anything. He just said to him: "Let's go, it's so late, let's go up together."

"Not too good, it's so late." Changge hesitated a little, he looked really bad after driving overnight, and he didn't want to meet his father-in-law with empty hands and a vicissitudes on his face.

"Let's go, otherwise my mother will scold me to death when she finds out that you sent me back and I let you stay in a hotel." Xu Chen tugged on Chang Ge's sleeves, his eyes sparkling: "Let's go, just be Help our country not to be told to death by my mother, okay?"

Chang Ge really couldn't refuse, he sighed for his lack of principles, turned off the engine, got out of the car, and consciously went to pick up Xu Chen's suitcase.

Xu Chen asked for luggage several times and Changge refused to give it, so he simply walked ahead excitedly. The familiar environment and the memory of the oncoming made him very happy. Changge watched him having fun from behind, helplessly Laughed.

Xu Chen rang the doorbell and no one answered the door, so he called his mother on Changge's mobile phone, and the other end asked sleepily, "Which one?"

"It's me, Mom, I'm at the door, you open the door for me." Xu Chen showed his big white teeth when he smiled.

The mother quickly opened the door, and the sleepy-looking father who was forcibly picked up behind him, Xu Chen threw himself into his mother's arms excitedly: "Oh, my mother, I want to kill you!"

Mom patted him on the back perfunctorily: "Are you hungry? Shall I order you some noodles?"

"I want it," Xu Chen nodded repeatedly, and while pulling Changge in, introduced, "Mom, this is my friend Gu Changge. He sent me back."

My mother hurriedly played the long song enthusiastically, praised Xu, and then told Dad Xu: "Old man, go to the convenience store downstairs and buy some toiletries."

Father Xu grumbled reluctantly: "It's too late..."

"Hurry up, the two of you are so tired after living in the car for so long, really." After ordering Dad Xu, the mother pushed the two of them to sit on the sofa: "You can take a nap for a while, I'll go and make some noodles." After cooking, after you eat the noodles, go take a bath, sleep and rest."

"Hey, Dad, why don't you buy me a toothbrush by the way, I've kept that toothbrush for a long time." Xu Chen said to Dad Xu who was about to close the door at the door, Dad Xu responded lazily, and closed the door softly .

Mom cooks the noodles very well. There are two poached eggs in each bowl, with green vegetables and mushrooms added. The soup is bright and the noodles are chewy and steaming with fragrance. It is very attractive to look at.

Xu Chen snorted and finished a big bowl, touched his stomach in satisfaction and let out a long sigh, but if Chang Ge wasn't here, he might have tears falling into the bowl while eating, and it was still him who went around Hello home.

Changge also ate nothing left, and said to Xu's mother who was sitting on the side: "Auntie, you are really good at cooking."

The words were sincere and quite flattering. Mother Xu smiled when she heard this, and looked very kind: "A bowl of noodles is nothing, and I would like to thank you for sending Xu Chen back from our family."

"Sit down and take a shower. By the way, there was originally a guest room, but because people don't come often, it was used as a utility room. Tonight, I can only squeeze you and Xu Chen. "

At this moment, Changge felt that the person opposite was really an angel, he lowered his head and smiled inaudibly: "I don't mind."

It's not just that I don't mind, I can't be more satisfied.

Changge went to take a bath first, Xu's mother brought him a set of Xu Chen's pajamas, and asked him to change the clothes on his body so that he could wash him, Changge thanked him with a smile.

Changge didn't really want to go out in that set of clothes that shortened his hands and feet, but considering that his parents were here and it was inconvenient to expose his upper body, he refrained from taking off the clothes that strangled him to death impulse.

Xu Chen, who was sitting on the sofa waiting to take a shower, said that he was deeply helpless about the couple toothbrush bought by his father.Forget it, Xu Chen smirked, since one is blue and the other is pink, then give Changge the pink one hahaha~

As for Chang Ge, who only cares about toothbrushes for couples, so what about pink, he is always attacking.

Changge was lying on Xu Chen's bed, looking up at the ceiling. The bed was smaller than his, and it was not very comfortable to sleep, but he felt a sense of satisfaction that he had never felt before.

Clearly knowing that the newly put on sheets would never smell of Xu Chen, but he still couldn't help but take a deep breath, it was very fragrant, it was the relaxing smell of lavender, Xu Chen's mother was really a very sweet woman. Gentle people.

The photo on the bedside table was spotlessly cleaned. It showed a boy in his youth, with delicate eyebrows and immature eyes, smiling slightly at the camera, revealing a small dimple on his left cheek.It looks like the sun in early spring, a little weak, but warm enough.

Changge stretched out his fingers, and gently stroked the photo, as gentle as stroking a lover's brows and eyes, lingering on his mind.

The fragrant Xu Chen lay down next to Changge, Changge moved a little to the side, sat up, Xu Chen glanced at him: "What are you doing?"

Changge took off his shirt without saying a word, revealing a muscular upper body with smooth lines, delicate collarbone, wide shoulders and narrow waist.

Xu Chen stared at him blankly, then reacted and yelled: "Fuck! What are you doing?"

Changge silently answered "I want to fuck you" in his heart, and said calmly: "Your clothes are too small, and they are uncomfortable to wear."

Xu Chen said "Oh" in embarrassment, feeling ashamed of thinking too much, buried his head in the quilt and reflected on himself, and after a while, said cautiously: "Well, I'll go turn off the light."

He didn't get an answer, so he turned around in doubt, only to find that Chang Ge had fallen asleep, breathing long, and his eyelids were covered with overly long eyelashes.

Xu Chen stared blankly for a while, and then said softly: "Thank you, you have worked hard."

Turn off the lights and have a good night's sleep.

Because she was considerate of the child, Xu's mother knocked on the door at eleven o'clock the next day to wake them up. At this time, the sun was lazily shining in through the window.

The two squeezed in the bathroom to brush their teeth. Changge looked at Xu Chen, who was full of foam, from the mirror, and suddenly felt very satisfied. If they live together in the future, it will be like this.

Xu Chen raised his eyes, and the two of them looked at each other in the mirror, looking at Changge's pink toothbrush, he raised the corners of his lips high, and his eyes curved accordingly, so cute that he wanted to be rubbed hard.

Chang Ge put his hand on the top of his hair, Xu Chen shrank his neck subconsciously, his eyes were crystal clear, Chang Ge gently rubbed his soft hair, and smiled at him again.

During the meal, Xu Chen and Chang Ge sat on one side, and Xu's mother stared at her son suspiciously: "Xu Chen, why are you so red?"

Xu Chen rubbed his cheeks vigorously. Seeing that Chang Ge was also looking at him sideways, he simply buried his head in the bowl. This time, even the roots of his ears turned red, and said vaguely: "The weather is too hot, mom, can you put the The window opens."

Xu's mother kicked Xu's father who was eating quietly, "Go, open the window."

Dad Xu turned his head and glared at Xu Chen: "How grown up, let's see how lazy you are, go by yourself."

Xu Chen reluctantly moved the chair away, Changge got up first, and smiled, "I'll go."

When Changge returned, it had already switched to the heavy topic of "When will Xu Chen get a girlfriend?" Xu Chen lowered his head and did not want to answer.

Changge sat down next to him, and naturally took up the topic: "Auntie, he's still young, don't worry."

"Then Changge, do you have a girlfriend?" Xu's mother turned her attention to Changge with a look of great interest.

"Not yet." Changge replied gracefully, and added: "But we have found our way."

"That's good too, Xu Chen, take a look at her." Xu's mother started to babble, "I think the girl Zuo Meng who came to our house before is pretty good, why don't you look around with her?"

"Mom," Xu Chen said helplessly, "Zuo Meng and I are just friends, and we are not interested in each other. Don't worry about it. I know my own affairs."

"Forget it, I'm too lazy to bother you." Mother Xu hummed unhappily, then turned and went to the living room to watch TV.

Xu Chen breathed a long sigh of relief, and moved Chang Ge's searching eyes awkwardly. He met this person in front of him. Some things will happen sooner or later, but he can't muster up the courage. He is afraid of seeing the disappointed eyes of his parents...

Xu Chen turned his head to look at him. That rather handsome face had sharp edges and corners, sharp brows and starry eyes, a high nose bridge, and thin lips.Those eyes, the black pupils were reflecting his own figure, as if reflected in the calm sea under the dark night, deep and calm, making people gazing into it unconsciously.

Changge felt the gaze, so he raised his head, slightly bent the corners of his lips, and a gentle and rippling smile like spring water suddenly appeared in his eyes.

Xu Chen thought to himself, it seems that he always has endless tenderness towards him, obviously he seemed to be such a cold and reserved person at first, but now he gradually loves to laugh.

Maybe he himself doesn't know how good-looking he is when he smiles, neither Xinghe Tianxuan nor Bihai Yuntian is one-thousandth of the scenery in front of him.

"What's the matter?" Changge felt a little embarrassed when he was stared at, but nothing could be seen on the surface.

"Chang Ge, has anyone ever told you how good-looking you are when you smile?" Xu Chen blurted out, waiting to realize what he said, and bit his lips annoyed.

Changge was taken aback by this sudden sentence, then turned his head unnaturally, and said in a muffled voice, "No, no."

Xu Chen felt joyful in his heart, guessing the other party's feelings for him, he smiled triumphantly and approached: "Are you shy?"

Changge glanced at him helplessly, and saw that he was so proud that his tail was going up to the sky, and couldn't bear to let him down, so he said frankly, "Yes."

Xu Chen let out a "fuck" in his heart, he didn't expect him to play cards unreasonably, such calmness made his cheeks burn with embarrassment.

Changge chuckled, and asked like him, "Xu Chen, are you shy?"

"I didn't!" Xu Chen was disturbed by his laughter, and denied it shamefully and angrily.

"Really?" Changge smiled lowly, gently stroked his ears with his slender fingers, caressed unconsciously, and said softly, "But your ears are all red."

The speed of speech is extremely slow, the words are correct, and the words are full of ridicule.

Xu Chen ran away whimpering, and Changge couldn't help laughing at his running back.

After running a little further away, Xu Chen held the flesh on his face and rubbed it. At that moment, his heart was really pounding.

The more depressing some things are, the clearer they are that they cannot be ignored. The seedling buried in his heart has grown wildly into a towering tree, entangled his heart tightly, and he can no longer get rid of it and have nowhere to escape.

That tree was named Gu Changge.

Because of Xu's mother's enthusiasm, Changge stayed at Xu Chen's house for two more days.Every night, I would secretly hug someone who was sleeping like a pig into my arms, and if I found out, I would tell the other person with a straight face: "You got here by yourself last night, and I can't stop it."

When the other party confessed, he silently rubbed his arm that was numb from the pressure of his head, and bent his lips. He really enjoyed it.

The two are still planning to go to Japan because Xu's mother feels that her son is tired of watching her after staying at home for a long time. When Changge chatted with her, she mentioned the previous plan of the two.

Xu's mother slapped her thigh and said: "This relationship is good, it's too late to go now, take him away quickly!"

Changge said "OK" decently, and someone who was silently eating pistachios next to him raised his head innocently and looked at his mother. Did he sell himself...?Still in front of my face? ?Mommy love me again...

The plane ticket is booked, but Changge's car is inconvenient to take away. Knowing that Dad Xu is very interested in the car, and confirming that Dad Xu has a driver's license, Changge simply gave the car keys to Dad Xu: "Uncle, if you like It can be opened."

Xu's father knew that this was unreasonable, but because of a man's love for cars, he couldn't control his hand to pick up the keys, and Xu's mother gave him a hard look.

When the two were about to leave, Xu's mother quietly pulled Xu Chen aside and asked, "How can your friend be so generous at such a young age, isn't he a drug dealer?"

"Mom," Xu Chen was speechless, "Where are you going? He is in serious business."

"But the car he gave to your dad is not cheap, Land Rover, my God..." Xu's mother had a shocked expression on her face, and then she said brokenly: "If it gets scratched when you go out, it's better to sell you to him to pay off the debt gone."

"Am I your own?" Xu Chen looked up at the sky, and seeing Changge glanced at him, he gently hugged his mother who was thinking too much: "Okay, I'm leaving, mom bye. "

Xu Chen dozed off a little on the plane, so he leaned on Changge's shoulder and slept for a while. Changge propped up his chin, looking at the blue sky that was so close to the almost transparent, feeling comfortable and happy.

He hummed softly, while raising his hand to rub Xu Chen's shoulders once and for all, lest his shoulders ache when he fell asleep, probably because of comfort, Xu Chen snorted lightly like a cat.

If you ignore the singing of Changge who ran away to the Pacific Ocean, this picture is beautiful and warm, as moving as someone carefully painted and polished.

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