Forget about the past

In the beginning, when I was ignorant and ignorant, I used to think that this world is very simple, either good or evil, I used to think that children grow out of their mother's creaking nest, I used to think that boys can only like girls, only the opposite sex The relationship between them can be regarded as a real love.

But it’s not like this. In this world, apart from the great good and the great evil, there are more people who stab your sore foot with a smile, and then ask you if it hurts with concern.There is also the kind of person who treats any evil things that have nothing to do with him as a joke, and tacitly allows the evildoers to do evil.In short, this world is not as simple as black and white, it is darker than you imagine, but warmer.

Children don't grow up from all kinds of weird places out of thin air. The birth of a life requires a lot of patience, preparation and... love.

Before he met that person, he always thought that he was the same as other people. He didn't know until that person appeared that some feelings were enough to break through all barriers, including gender.The emotion was so strong that it almost burned itself out.

They were all boys, and he didn't know how to explain this slightly weird feeling when faced with other people's surprised eyes, so he didn't dare to mention it to anyone.How to express this feeling, how to express it?So he could only hide it in his heart all the time, trying his best to strangle the bud of this feeling.

But it doesn't seem to be of any use... Xu Chen lay on the table and ruffled his hair irritably. He has a pretty baby face, with delicate features and a sad face, which can easily arouse girls' motherly love.Seeing the eager eyes cast by the girls in the front row, he sighed in his heart, buried his head in his arms and ignored it.

He is now in his third year of high school, and he is only a month away from the college entrance examination. Seeing the countdown numbers on the blackboard decrease day by day, he feels more and more anxious.

Alas, he sighed sadly again, should he tell those words that are rotten in his heart?

Xu Chen's head was about to explode, and he didn't know what to do, so he had no choice but to ask the girl in front, who was single for ten thousand years and also known as a love expert.

Zuo Meng had a clear expression on his face, and stared at him with great interest for a long time. Seeing that his face was a bit impressive, he said unhurriedly:

"I said, if you really like someone, you have to confess it. Whether it is successful or not is one thing, after all, it is a heart. Anyway, you are already in the third year of high school. If it is not successful, it will not be embarrassing for a few days. If it is successful, you will fight for it." How nice it is to go to a university, right? Feelings are the worst thing to procrastinate, you have to let yourself give up, or be together. Otherwise, this kind of heart may have to be kept in your heart for the rest of your life, are you willing?"

Xu Chen held his chin with a serious face and shook his head silently.This kind of feeling may not be understood and responded to, but it is very unwilling to keep it in my heart.At least let that person know, let that dazzlingly outstanding boy know his intentions.

Zuo Meng couldn't help gossiping, and moved her eyes wide open curiously:

"Hey, let me say, you, a young man who is studying hard and making progress every day, is looking for that girl? Do you want me to help you find out the truth, so that you can have a bottom line in your heart."

Xu Chen continued to shake his head, trying to figure out how to say it, besides, this girl and himself didn't know each other well enough to tell her everything frankly.Zuo Meng was a little discouraged, and was about to turn around and do her homework for a while, when she heard the voice of the person behind, which was clear and moving:

"Have you...have you ever liked someone? I mean the serious one."

Zuo Meng lowered her head and smiled, then nodded lightly, "Yes."

How could it not be, such a long time is enough to like someone.That kind of careful liking, wanting to get closer, but not daring to take a step forward because of timidity.When I saw that person, I didn't even know how to smile, and I didn't know where to put my hands and feet, so I could only say hello with a bewildered smile.Wanting to please that person, but clumsy and not knowing what to do in response.

This feeling... She understands it very well.A mood that is both sweet and sad.

Xu Chen was stunned, and the girl's face showed a rare gentle expression, her eyebrows and eyes were so gentle that water could be squeezed out.This girl is thinking about that person in her heart at this time, so she is probably soft.He smiled, he could be regarded as a kindred spirit.

"Will you confess?" He couldn't help asking.

"Maybe." Zuo Meng answered vaguely. Faced with her own emotions, she was still confused by the authorities, and couldn't see which way to go was the best.But time is enough, she can walk slowly, as long as she doesn't get lost, she will reach the end after all.

Xu Chen tremblingly lit the desk lamp and wrote the love letter. With a guilty conscience, he didn't dare to look at his mother from home to dinner.His mother was too shrewd, and he was afraid that a self who had a shallow view of each other would show signs of it.

Fortunately, his mother is quite open-minded. Seeing his son's abnormal behavior, he guessed it in his heart, and happily mentioned it to his husband when he was sleeping.Unexpectedly, this perplexed person frowned and said:

"It's the third year of high school now, why do you still let him mess around?"

The grumpy mother Xu turned her head and glared at him, "Bah! You'd be fooling around if you let Xiaochen be as stupid as you, you old man, don't talk, go to sleep!"

"Hey...why am I so angry?"

Xu's mother ignored him, turned off the bedside light on her own, and turned her back to him in the darkness.Xu's father felt angry and funny at the same time, this person's temper is really the same as back then, hahaha.

Father Xu is happily recalling the past between himself and the person next to him, while his son, the coward who has never written a love letter, is jumping up and down scratching his head.Carefully putting the letter paper into the envelope, Xu Chen looked like he was done, um...give this letter to him tomorrow.

That person is a very, very good person.Quite dazzling, whether it is appearance, academics or family, they are all top-notch.Originally, his face was already very charming, but this evildoer actually has a pair of peachy eyes that can almost devour people's hearts.Those eyes always have an indescribable smile, and when they smile, the eyes are slightly curved, which is a suffocating gentleness.Many girls are fascinated by his pair of peach blossom eyes, and even the love letters written to him are full of fragments that praise his eyes.

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A few more chapters on the next website... This time I will definitely not abandon the pit... OTN is updated twice a week~ If you are impatient, you can go to my weib to have a look, Gu Moliang, it is faster there, please take care of me~