Traceable

Early the next morning, Lin Yuyao was woken up by the endless ringtones of her mobile phone. Gu Xun was fast asleep, and annoyed by the noise, he put his arms around Lin Yuyao and hummed twice.

Lin Yuyao's whole body seemed to be falling apart, and Gu Xun patted him on the waist almost without causing any problems.He hadn't had sex for a long time, even if the process was gentle, he couldn't bear it, let alone last night, Gu Xun couldn't control his strength at all.Reaching into the quilt, he took away Gu Xun's arm, rubbed his sore waist, and then went to answer the non-stop strange calls.

"Hello." Lin Yuyao's voice was hoarse and sleepy.

"Yuyao, it's me." A familiar voice came from over there, "I haven't had time to contact you recently, and I want to ask you how you are doing now? You won an award a few days ago, right, I saw it."

Lin Yuyao trembled, it was Xu Baomu's voice.

"Well, I'm fine. How about you, where are you now? I've got something to do these days, and I just found you when I went to the awards ceremony last time..." Lin Yuyao didn't know what to say.

"I'm fine. I'm fine." Xu Baomu said over there.

They chatted for a while, Gu Xun was woken up, grabbed Lin Yuyao's waist and snorted again, and asked, "Who is it?"

Xu Baomu heard the movement on the other side and asked, "Who is talking?"

Lin Yuyao said frankly, "Gu Xun."

"Oh." Xu Baomu understood, "You are together now?"

Early in the morning, the voices of both parties contained the laziness of just waking up, and they knew what was going on as soon as they heard it.

"Yeah." Lin Yuyao didn't hide anything.

"That's pretty good." Xu Baomu scratched his hair, and suddenly his door was kicked hard from the outside, the sound was so loud that it made his heart beat faster.

"What sound?" Lin Yuyao was puzzled.

Xu Baomu said, "It's nothing, something fell over." However, the door was kicked one after another without interruption.

He had no choice but to get up and open the door. The person who kicked the door was his roommate, who was drunk, pushed him away and said, "I'm working inside, I haven't opened the door for so long."

Xu Baomu replied, "Get lost."

Lin Yuyao listened to his movements and said, "Where are you now?"

Xu Baomu returned to his room, the room was small and dark, and it was very different from the one he used to live in.

"In a southern city."

"Aren't you coming back?" Lin Yuyao asked.

As a result, this sentence caused some pain, Xu Baomu was silent for a long time, and after a while, he heard a small sob: "Can I go back?"

Lin Yuyao was startled, turned his mind twice, understood something, but didn't answer.

Jiang Zhiliang got married, Xu Baomu endured for a long time, but he couldn't bear it and ran out.Before he left, he thought about taking some money, but it was all Jiang Zhiliang's, so how could he take it again.

Poor and white, ran away empty-handed.However, life is far from being as kind as he thought. Years of comfortable and wealthy life have exhausted him.

He sang in bars and small concert halls, had quarrels and fights with people, and caused troubles that could not be settled at all.The days were hard and long.

He burst out crying suddenly, with a loud voice, as if the emotions that had been suppressed for a long time finally broke out.

Lin Yuyao heard it bitterly, and didn't know how to persuade him.

Gu Xun heard it too, with a wonderful expression on his face, and asked with his lips: "Why are you crying? Hypocritical."

Lin Yuyao slapped him on the mouth: "You sleep."

Xu Baomu cried heartbreakingly and asked again: "Can I go back?"

When he asked like this, he just wanted to give up, and voluntarily walked into the golden and gorgeous cage and locked it with his own hands.

As long as Lin Yuyao nodded today and said yes, he would give up his persistence and bravery during this period, turn around, and run back in despair.

"I can't make a choice for you." Lin Yuyao said.

Seeing his tactful words, Gu Xun couldn't hold back and said into the phone: "If you don't come back, think for yourself. It's nothing to seek answers and comfort from others."

What Gu Xun said was exaggerated, but it was also true.What Xu Baomu lacked was a word of agreement.As long as someone tells him "you can come back", he can get comfort and affirm the answer, and then return to Jiang Zhiliang, and continue to be a dodder attached to others.

Xu Baomu's voice was immediately silenced, and there was a moment of silence, then two beeps, and the phone was hung up.

Lin Yuyao put down the phone and asked, "Is Jiang Zhiliang leaving him alone?"

"You think he's in a hurry, his own son is about to be born, how can he care about his son." Gu Xun said with his arm pillowed.

"When we broke up, was he in it...?"

"Maybe it's fueling the flames, anyway, it's not bad for him."

""Mirror Shadow" was invested by him... Isn't this ruining his business?" Lin Yuyao asked.

Gu Xun sneered: "He didn't like this film at all, he just owed Chen Xuemin a favor in the early years. He knew that Chen Xuemin would not be able to make any more classics."

Lin Yuyao sighed leisurely: "Then what should Xu Baomu do?"

Gu Xun hugged him: "That's someone else's business, you can't make a decision for him."

This is true.It was as if he was in a deep mental shock, no matter how anxious Gu Xun was, he couldn't get out of it for him, only he could.

Lin Yuyao hugged him back, and the two were intertwined with each other, affectionate.

"Does your back hurt?" Gu Xun asked.

"A little."

Gu Xun reached out and rubbed his waist a few times, then reached down again, his fingers touched the lukewarm acupuncture points.

Lin Yuyao twisted a bit: "Why?"

"See if it's swollen or not." Gu Xun said righteously.

Lin Yuyao stopped his restless hands: "It's not swollen, stop making trouble."

Gu Xun laughed a few times, then withdrew his hand and said, "Okay, let's sleep for a while."

Seeing that he finally stopped being a monster, Lin Yu felt relieved, nodded, and fell asleep together under the spring light.

At the moment before he fell into a dream, he thought, what choice did Xu Baomu make—come back, or continue to fight? He expressed his support, but he couldn't make any choice for others.Everyone has their own difficulties, what he can do is limited, the only thing he can grasp is the present, only the person around him.

Lin Yuyao had a leisurely life, and Qin Yue finally couldn't sit still, so he asked Gu Xun to go back and ask about the situation.

Gu Xun pondered over this matter, and felt that Lin Yuyao was recovering well in all aspects now, and could indeed be repaired and ready to go.

Lin Yuyao was taking care of the newly raised succulents at home. He was free and wanted to raise some living animals, but raising them meant being responsible for all the time from birth to death. He didn't think well, so he had to go to From all kinds of plants.

Gu Xun went in to change his shoes, walked over to his side, stretched out his hand to grab the fleshy leaves.

Lin Yuyao reminded him: "Take it easy."

Gu Xun touched it casually, without much interest: "It's pretty nice to keep."

"Ah."

Gu Xun went to pour a glass of wine to drink, Lin Yuyao was still playing with his succulent with great interest.

"Next, what are your plans?" Gu Xun asked.

"what?"

"Work."

Lin Yuyao stopped what she was doing, and looked up at him: "I thought about it a few days ago, and I want to study for a while."

"Go abroad to study for a master's degree? Come back and be a good student." Gu Xun smirked.

Lin Yuyao followed suit with a smile, and then lowered his head to touch the leaves of the plants: "It may not be necessary to act anymore."

Gu Xun guessed that he would have such thoughts, and said, "Isn't it good now?"

Lin Yuyao shook his head and denied: "I thought about it a lot, and found that I didn't really like acting before. I just used it to escape the past, and wanted to prove my existence through it."

This is disrespectful.Just like Xu Baomu said that accepting nurturing is for rock and roll, but in fact he is greedy for a comfortable and enjoyable life. They all use their dreams as an excuse to hide in a comfortable and safe place to deceive themselves and escape from themselves.

"You are serious about acting. Really." Gu Xun said seriously.He remembered that when he first met Lin Yuyao, seeing that the other party was seriously preparing for a role that only played for ten seconds, Gu Xun couldn't help but be moved.Acting is easy for him.But Lin Yuyao let him know that no matter how easy it is, he should take it seriously and be worthy of himself and every audience watching the movie.

Lin Yuyao pondered for a while: "But if something like that happens, the audience will not have a good impression of me."

The matter of deceiving the audience to break up will always be a dark history.What's more, his family was stripped to pieces.Lin Yuyao still felt a little uncomfortable in front of the public.

Gu Xun touched his earlobe, and understood: "I have a friend who does drama, if you don't want to appear on the screen now, you can try drama."

Lin Yuyao nodded, hugged his neck and kissed him.

Gu Xun became interested, deepened the kiss, and gasped for breath.

"By the way, do you remember Xiao Wu going on a blind date before?" Gu Xun let go and said.

"When?" Lin Yuyao panted and thought for a while, "I seem to have a little impression."

A long time ago, Jiang Yunzhou mentioned a few words.

"Two days ago, she showed her affection in front of Xiao Jiang, and I saw the photos." Gu Xun said, after Lin Yuyao quit working, Wu Simin turned to him as an assistant, "I know her boyfriend, he used to be on the production team, he was a Wen Ti."

"What a coincidence." Lin Yuyao said.

"It's even more coincidental. He fell in love with a costume designer on the set, but he was found stepping on three boats." Gu Xun said.

Lin Yuyao was surprised: "Are you sure?"

"The trouble was exciting at that time, I should remember it correctly." Gu Xun recalled the tearing battle that he saw with his own eyes at that time, and his memory was still fresh.

"What about Xiao Wu? Can you tell her?" Lin Yuyao worried.

"Tell her? She usually respects you." Gu Xun suggested.

"I think it's more suitable for you to say."

"I'm not suitable."

Lin Yuyao teased him: "It's suitable, you have the temperament of working in the women's federation that lives in the neighborhood committee."

Gu Xun: "..."

Feelings are like drinking water, so it's not easy for others to interrupt.They both evaded and evaded, but they didn't know how to talk to the little girl.

"Forget it, let Xiao Jiang talk about it." Gu Xun waved his hand and made a decision.

Lin Yuyao mourned for Jiang Yunzhou for a second.

Within two days, Gu Xun came back with new news: "Xiao Wu left in a high spirited manner after hearing the lecture. He was depressed for two days and didn't come to work."

"Furious?" Lin Yuyao asked.

"Xiao Jiang gave this word, and I was blown away when I heard it." Gu Xun said.

I don't know if the rumors are true or not.Lin Yuyao was thinking about whether to call and ask, but the doorbell rang after dinner at night.

Wu Simin was carrying a big box and stood outside the door with Jiang Yunzhou: "Brother Lin, I'm here to bring you warmth."

Lin Yuyao: "?"

Wu Simin entered the door and seemed to be in a good mood: "I made some biscuits and small cakes, and I'll send some to you and Brother Gu."

Gu Xun came out of the study after completing a ranking, "Yo, you're really sensible."

Lin Yuyao poured water for them: "Why do you think of doing this?"

"Don't mention it, it was originally meant to be made for that scumbag, but it was blown up, and there was a lot left over for no one to eat." Wu Simin said bluntly.

"Hmm..." Lin Yuyao and Gu Xun exchanged glances, "Then are you okay now?"

"Very good. Thank you Brother Jiang for telling me about this, otherwise I would have been cheated into marriage." Wu Simin said.She didn't know that this matter was instructed by Gu Xun, so she thanked Jiang Yunzhou.Jiang Yunzhou didn't explain, and then thanked him.

Gu Xun stood aside, hiding his achievements and fame.

The four of them were sitting on the sofa chatting and eating dessert, Wu Simin sighed after he was overjoyed: "But thinking about it, I'm still quite angry."

Lin Yuyao patted her on the shoulder: "If you're sad, just say it and rest for a few days."

Wu Simin shook her head: "There's not much sadness, you have to look forward. I'm just angry that my first relationship was so miserable, and I met a scumbag with a beastly face."

Her attitude was very calm, she was already smiling before she left, and excitedly pulled Jiang Yunzhou and said that she was going to drink.

It was already midnight, Lin Yuyao told Jiang Yunzhou to be careful and send the girl home.

After they left, Gu Xun went to take a shower, and when he came out, he saw Lin Yuyao still sitting on the sofa with his head bowed in thought.

"Why don't you go to bed? It's past eleven o'clock." Gu Xun wiped his hair and walked to his side, kicking his leg lightly.

Lin Yuyao raised his head, leaned on the sofa, and said slowly, "...I think of my mother."

Liu Hongyun is like a bomb, just mentioning it can blow up the calm and unprovoked atmosphere.

"Why did you think of her?" Gu Xun sat down.

Lin Yuyao stared at the lamp above her head: "Seeing how free and easy Xiao Wu is, I think of her."

She was cheated into marriage by Lin Yu back then, if Liu Hongyun could come out with a decisive divorce, would everything have a different ending?

Personal character and choice determine everything, which is where the tragedy comes from.Lin Yuyao knows that the past cannot be changed, but seeing Wu Simin's honesty, bravery, and decisiveness in dealing with his feelings, he unconsciously thinks of Liu Hongyun.

Gu Xun held his hand, but Lin Yuyao held it back and smiled at him.If there is no Gu Xun, I am afraid that I will also go to the same ending as Liu Hongyun.Fortunately, he has this person by his side.

"I want to see her." Lin Yuyao said.

"now?"

"Ah."

It didn't seem very good to go to the cemetery so late, but the two of them still put on their clothes and went out. They drove for more than two hours before arriving at the place.On the way, Gu Xun called the cemetery's night duty officer to say hello, and they entered with a flashlight.

The road was dark, and Lin Yuyao couldn't see clearly due to night blindness. Gu Xun pulled him and found Liu Hongyun's tombstone.

The cemetery was chosen by Lin Yuyao, and he only came once on the day of the burial.Liu Hongyun's tombstone stood there, just a few stones, looking neither sad nor happy, very cold.

"I'll wait for you over there." Gu Xun said.

Lin Yuyao nodded.

The dead are the most important, Liu Hongyun didn't want to see him, and Gu Xun didn't want to make trouble for others, so he went to the side and waited.

Lin Yuyao stood in front of the tomb for a long time before speaking softly: "You probably don't want to see me either. But I will come here once, and it may be the last time."

His voice was slow and eloquent.In fact, there was not much to say, and after a few words, he fell silent again.

One person, one tombstone, relatively silent.

Lin Yuyao looked at Liu Hongyun in the photo, and his heart was still a little blocked, but he knew that one day it would be resolved.

Gu Xun waited and had nothing to do. In this atmosphere, he couldn't take out his mobile phone to play games and watch gossip. He stared at his feet in a daze, and occasionally looked up at Lin Yuyao who was not far away.

The back of the other party looked very lonely under the gray light, which made him want to go up and do something.But there are some things that Lin Yuyao needs to face alone, Gu Xun understands.

"Okay." Gu Xun was wandering away, and Lin Yuyao walked back in front of him.

"Then go back now?" Gu Xun looked at his expression, which was quite normal.

Lin Yuyao took his hand: "Come with me to see another person."

Gu Xun followed him, but his heart was agitated, what other person?his father?

Lin Yuyao dragged him around in the cemetery: "I can't remember where it is, please help me to see a tombstone surnamed Sun."

Gu Xun didn't understand at all, but he didn't ask any more questions, and helped to find it together.

"Here." Lin Yuyao saw it, pulled Gu Xun and walked over, let go of his hand when he reached the front, knelt down and touched the tombstone with his hand.

There is no photo on the tombstone, and the name is only the surname, so it is impossible to tell who it is.

"Who is this person?" Gu Xun couldn't help asking curiously.

"It's a friend." Lin Yuyao said softly.

This is the tombstone of the owner of the video store, and a box of video discs is buried underneath.At that time, the boss lent it to him, but he kept forgetting to return it, and there was no chance to return it later.

Fate always loves to play tricks on people, sometimes it is a lifetime to miss, and saying goodbye is the last time.

Lin Yuyao didn't know if the boss had a tomb elsewhere. He was worried that he didn't, so he bought this cemetery himself a few years ago.As long as there is one person in this world who remembers him, then the existence of this person is meaningful.Lin Yuyao stubbornly thought so.

Gu Xun squatted beside him and listened to him tell the story.

"He is very nice, but he doesn't like to talk to people, and I didn't like to talk to people at that time. I stayed with him every day, watched movies, read books, and was very happy."

Gu Xun brushed back the hair that fell from his forehead: "It would be great if I knew you sooner."

Lin Yuyao smiled at him and shook her head slightly: "It's not too late now."

Yes.Instead of dwelling on the past, focus on the future.

Gu Xun stretched out his hand to him: "But I realize that I don't know enough about you, how many stories are you hiding from me?"

Lin Yuyao grabbed his hand: "I will tell you slowly later."

Gu Xun pulled him up and said with a smile, "Okay."

He likes the word "later".

"Go back now?" Gu Xun asked.

"Let's go back."

The two held hands and walked out of the cemetery. The downhill road was very long and there were no lights on the road.

"Can you see it?"

"I can't see clearly." Lin Yuyao said.

Gu Xun pulled him and said, "Then I'll take you into the ditch later and you won't be able to find it."

Lin Yuyao smiled.There was a blur in front of his eyes, and Gu Xun's figure appeared and disappeared in his sight, but miraculously, he was not afraid of the invisible road under his feet.

The mood is very calm, looking up, the sky is dark and there are no stars.But he knows that the brightest morning star is already by his side.

Gu Xun was talking to him next to him, the content of the chat was endless, Lin Yuyao always had a smile on his lips.He felt his body become lighter, and his heartbeat was smooth and powerful.The cemetery behind was left behind, getting farther and farther away, and the past was left together on the hard tombstones.

They are walking towards the distant horizon, towards the future, and there is still a long way to go.

Through darkness is light.

-End-

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