Traceable
Chapter 49
Lin Yuyao learned about his father from Song Ping.He was locked up by Gu Xun that night, and when he came out, he rushed to the hospital. On the way, Song Ping's phone was connected again, and the other party explained in a panic: "I just dropped my phone and couldn't open it for a long time."
Lin Yuyao asked the hospital and the specific location and rushed there. Liu Hongyun was still undergoing surgery. Song Ping's frail and lonely figure was stretched out by the hospital lights. He walked over and asked hoarsely, "What's going on?"
Song Ping explained, saying that it was rare for the two of them to go out to eat, the restaurant was crowded and they shared a table with two young girls.Those two had been talking about Gu Xun and Lin Yuyao, their words frank and explicit, holding their mobile phones to watch the intimate selfies they sent.What Liu Hongyun avoids every day is forced to face it at this time.
"She left before the food was served. She couldn't hold her back and rushed out of the store. Fortunately, the car evaded it in time, but she fell down the steps by herself." Song Ping sighed, her face wrinkled Together.
Lin Yuyao was heartbroken, panting after listening to her explanation, and waited with her for the end of the operation.Fortunately, it was midnight, and paparazzi and idlers were not attracted. After calming down, we quickly started to arrange secrecy measures.
Liu Hongyun woke up at four o'clock in the morning, Lin Yuyao sat in a chair in a daze, and Song Ping slept on another bed in the ward.
"Why are you here?" Liu Hongyun asked coldly when he woke up and saw him.
"Are you awake? I'll call the doctor to come and take a look." Lin Yuyao stepped forward.
"Get out." Liu Hongyun had just finished the operation, his complexion was as pale as paper, his voice was weak but his attitude was firm.
Song Ping woke up immediately when she heard the voice, and persuaded: "Yu Yao stayed with you all night, and when she knew you fell, she rushed over immediately..."
"Do I need him to come? Do I need a pervert to be my son and call me mom?"
"You..." Song Ping didn't know what to do.
Liu Hongyun still remembered the words he heard from those two strange girls before he entered the hospital. Every word of their laughter was like a knife, piercing her heart every sentence, and tortured her.This makes it impossible for her to face her son normally now.
Lin Yuyao couldn't communicate with her, and the two were in a stalemate. In the end, Liu Hongyun won and kicked him out of the ward.
Song Ping calmed down the patient, and said, "Don't mind."
Lin Yuyao pinched the base of his nose, fatigue permeated every part of his body.Song Ping saw it and said, "Go back and rest, it would be nice to have me here."
He shook his head: "I'll take care of her."
"Oh, don't blame her." Song Ping lowered her voice, "Hearding about you in the restaurant was a big blow to her."
"Is it wrong just because you like men?" Lin Yuyao couldn't help but ask.After the age of fifteen or sixteen, the relationship between him and Liu Hongyun tended to ease, and the family gradually had a harmonious atmosphere. Although they were not close, they did not fight or scold each other like they did when they were young.But why since he came out, the relationship has entered a deadlock.
Song Ping shook her head and sighed: "Yaoyao, I watched you grow up, you are just like my son, as long as you are happy, you can like men and women, but Hongyun can't, it's not that she doesn't want to understand you..."
"What do you mean?" Lin Yuyao asked hesitantly, he seemed to have an answer in his mind, and was about to come out.
"You..." Song Ping looked confused.
Lin Yuyao looked at her lips, and suddenly his body trembled. He opened his mouth to stop what the other party was about to say, but his voice stuck in his throat.
Song Ping has already said: "Your father is the same as you..."
Lin Yuyao raised his head and closed his eyes, panting a few times.
The story of Liu Hongyun is the truth that he most wants to know and least wants to know for more than 20 years.He has played countless roles and read many tragic scripts, but now he understands that other people's stories cannot be compared with his own reality.
Others are in great pain, no matter how empathetic they are, in fact, they can only feel two or three points at most.But two or three points of his own pain, when he thinks about it deeply, can become overflowing ten points, making him feel so painful that he can't sleep or eat.
Liu Hongyun came from a low family background, and being favored by Lin Yu, who worked in the Industrial and Commercial Bureau, was the happiest thing in her life, but she didn't know at the time that this was actually the beginning of a nightmare.
Lin Yu's family is well off, his father is also the second in command in the system, and his mother is a university teacher.Liu Hongyun didn't read many books. She thought it was difficult to integrate into such a family, but her life after marriage was peaceful and warm. Her parents-in-law and husband were kind and gentle to her.However, when she was more than seven months pregnant, she discovered that her husband had cheated.It is common for men to cheat. Many relatives and friends around Liu Hongyun chose to turn a blind eye. Everyone persuaded her in the same way, saying that it was hard to climb a high branch and become a phoenix, so why break the tacit understanding.Liu Hongyun thought about swallowing his anger and endured it, maybe the other party would come back after playing tired.But she didn't expect that Lin Yu's cheating partner was a man.
She is short-sighted, and it is shocking for a man to be with a man. This is clearly a pervert!dirty!
Finally, she couldn't bear it anymore, and confronted Lin Yu with her big belly, but Lin Yu ignored him and asked her to have a safe childbirth and leave her nosy business.Liu Hongyun threatened him, saying that he would report to the bureau that his private life was chaotic and that he was a perverted second chair.
At that time, Lin Yu married her because he liked her forbearance and weakness, but he didn't expect to miss her. She is a stubborn shrew.The family quarreled and quarreled, and finally ended with Lin Yu cutting off the relationship with the man outside.
But the good times didn't last long. Two days before the due date, Liu Hongyun found that Lin Yu was still keeping in touch with people outside. She made a big fuss. The second elder of the Lin family and Lin Yu were worried about the baby in her belly, and apologized in tears.After the baby was born, Liu Hongyun was weak. Every time she looked at the baby in the swaddle, she would feel a thousand emotions in her heart. This baby should not exist. When her hand touched the baby's tender neck, she only needed to touch it lightly. If you pinch it, you can end this life.
The child suddenly burst into tears, and she quickly withdrew her hand, not knowing what kind of bewilderment she had committed just now.
After more than a year, Liu Hongyun and Lin Yu launched a tug-of-war. The other party cheated again and again, crying and begging her for forgiveness again and again, like an endless loop with no solution.Liu Hongyun suffered a mental breakdown after being tortured, and finally gave up and filed for divorce.As a result, unexpected events happened, and the two elders of the Lin family crashed in a plane and died at the same time.Lin Yu was hit, hugged her and refused to sign, crying and said: "I only have you and the child, I only have you."
Liu Hongyun loved him, loved him deeply.It was because of love that I dragged him for so long.She couldn't help herself to this lonely and helpless crying man.
After that, life got better, and the two looked like a loving couple who respected each other on the surface.But more than a year later, Lin Yu met a male student and fell in love, and Liu Hongyun once again fell into a nightmare.
"Why did you do this to me?" she asked.
Lin Yu took her hand and cried bitterly: "Forgive me, I really love him. For the first time, I found that I can love someone so much."
At this time, Liu Hongyun only had endless hatred in his heart.She once wanted to die, holding Lin Yuyao on the roof of the building, the wind was so strong that Lin Yuyao kept sneezing.Liu Hongyun walks forward, walks forward, and will step over the guardrail in one step.At this time, the son hugged her neck, looked down, and whispered softly: "Mom, I'm afraid."
Liu Hongyun woke up suddenly, took a few steps back, fell to the ground and sat on the ground, Lin Yuyao was also thrown, and burst into tears, Liu Hongyun covered her face with her hands and wept silently.
However, it didn't take long for things to change - Lin Yu was found to have stomach cancer.During the hospitalization, Liu Hongyun never visited him once, and the male student always took care of him.At last, Liu Hongyun took his son to the hospital when he was critically ill. The male student was handsome and his eyes seemed to be able to speak. He was obviously a man, but his hands were more delicate than Liu Hongyun who was doing housework every day.
"You have to make arrangements for property and account books." Liu Hongyun sat by the bed and got straight to the point.
Lin Yu was as thin as a stick, and his face was ashamed: "I'll talk about it when I get home."
"Go home? Which home?" Liu Hongyun sneered.
"I'm cured, let's talk about it when I go home." Lin Yu still said the same thing.
"Healed?" Liu Hongyun laughed out loud, his eyes filled with grievance, "You are going to die! These thousands or tens of thousands of medicines can't save your life."
Lin Yu suddenly opened his eyes wide and looked at his lover.The handsome boy turned his face away with red eyes.
The light in Lin Yu's eyes suddenly disappeared.
"What's the use of continuing the treatment, the medicine can't be pushed in anymore. You should have died a long time ago, Lin Yu, you deserve it!" Liu Hongyun became more and more excited as she spoke, standing up and waving her arms, "A person like you deserves to die!"
Lin Yu gasped for breath, and seemed to pass out from the stimulation.
The boy behind came up to pull her: "Don't talk nonsense!"
"What did I say nonsense? And you, you, a pervert who destroys other people's families, deserve to die too!" Liu Hongyun cursed.She was very happy when she said these words, both painful and happy.She knows that the fast is for this moment, but the pain is for the rest of her life.
Lin Yuyao, who was almost three years old, was standing by the hospital bed, unable to understand what happened, but saw the skinny man on the bed beckoning to him: "Yaoyao, come here."
Lin Yuyao walked over, and the man took his hand and stroked his white and tender face - this was the beginning of life.His son is still young, and he will have a brilliant life in the future, but he is already dying, and half of his body has been buried in the loess.
"Yaoyao, call me Dad." The man said.
Lin Yuyao turned to look at Liu Hongyun who was arguing with the male student, then looked back at the man on the bed, shook his head, and said timidly, "Uncle."
Lin Yu was stunned for a few seconds, then laughed suddenly, coughed halfway while laughing, and tears flowed all over his face.
But for these, Lin Yuyao actually has no memory, father is just a strange term to him.
Song Ping spoke slowly, and Lin Yuyao froze for a long time after listening, then suddenly turned around and rushed into the bathroom, opened a cubicle door, bent over and gasped sharply.
He didn't cry.When he was beaten when he was a child, Liu Hongyun hated him crying the most. The louder he cried, the harder he was beaten. Gradually, he stopped crying.
Lin Yuyao whimpered, his whole body was trembling as if being pricked by a needle.
Lin Yu ruined Liu Hongyun's life and also Lin Yuyao.The longer he grows up, the more he looks like Lin Yu. Looking at his son, Liu Hongyun can always think of those painful pasts, those memories that he will never get over and forget all his life.
Who was wrong?
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Hospitals always make people have bad associations. Liu Hongyun only had a minor operation, which was not serious. After staying for a few days, she clamored to go home.The smell of the hospital always reminded her of the past, making her feel sick and want to vomit.
Lin Yuyao followed him, and arranged for him to go home after consulting the doctor.
At first, Liu Hongyun ignored him and refused to let him live at home. Lin Yuyao didn't want to go back to the city where he lived with Gu Xun, so he had to rent a room downstairs from his mother. Fortunately, this drama was about to wrap up. The filming location is not far away, so I went to Liu Hongyun to help take care of it after filming.Liu Hongyun scolded and ignored it, but the latter remained unmoved and continued to report every day.
People are always fragile during illness and surgery, and Liu Hongyun is no exception. When she woke up in the hospital that day and opened her eyes, she saw Lin Yuyao.Lin Yuyao's careful care gradually brought the two of them closer.
In the evening, Lin Yuyao massaged Liu Hongyun's legs as usual, and was about to turn off the lights and go out to let him sleep.Just as he was about to press the switch, the person behind him suddenly said, "Yu Yao."
This was the first time Liu Hongyun called his name in several years.
Lin Yuyao clenched her fingers tightly, turned to look at her, and said, "What's wrong, Mom?"
"Mom, please, can you change it?"
Lin Yuyao's breath was stagnant, and his tone was slow: "This can't be changed..."
Liu Hongyun shook her head excitedly: "I don't want to hear this answer."
Lin Yuyao fell silent for a moment.
Liu Hongyun looked at him, and said after a while: "Break up with that person, if you can change it, you can definitely change it."
cannot be changed.
If Liu Hongyun is still tough, crazy and hysterical.Lin Yuyao would tell her this answer clearly.But at this moment, he couldn't say it out. The other party used a soft knife, which was slowly lingering close to his heart, which was more painful than a straightforward knife.
He raised his hand to cover his face, and suddenly thought that Liu Hongyun might be the same many years ago, and said to Lin Yu in a pleading tone, "Can you change it?"
Lin Yuyao put down her hands, faced her mother, and said shyly, "Go to sleep, it's late."
All the expressions on Liu Hongyun's face were gone, only heavy disappointment remained.
Lin Yuyao didn't dare to look at her anymore, turned around and closed the door, but didn't leave immediately, but leaned against the door panel and slowly closed her eyes.
At this moment, his mind was full of Gu Xun, but Gu Xun hadn't contacted him for a long time.
After Gu Xun was slapped that night, the lingering anger couldn't be dispelled, and he didn't recover after a long time. He was born with smooth sailing, and there was an elder brother who was the most responsible at home. From childhood to entering the entertainment industry, everyone spoiled him Let it go.It's rare to be wronged at this moment, and I can't think about it.Coincidentally, I received a movie, the role of a swimmer, so I packed my bags and followed the crew to a closed training camp the next day.
Sports will make people forget a lot of mundane trivial matters, Gu Xun only came out after more than half a month of closed training.After a long time, the anger has long since dissipated. Lin Yuyao didn't receive the gay film. Gu Xun rarely reflected on whether he had gone too far, so he bought a gift and went home, thinking that if he didn't, he would apologize, nothing.
But when I went home, I saw no one, and the house was cold and lonely.After eight o'clock in the evening, logically speaking, he should be at home, maybe still on the set?Gu Xun also held a sigh of relief during this period of time, and deliberately did not contact the other party. After all, every time there was a conflict in the past few years together, he was the first to bow his head and ask for peace.Although he didn't care, occasionally he hoped that the other party would take the initiative.But obviously, Lin Yuyao should also be angry in his heart, and he is sensitive and thoughtful, Gu Xun wonders if the other party will think about anything during this time.
He quickly contacted Wu Simin to ask about the itinerary, and got a reply that Lin Yuyao was at home.
"Not at home." Gu Xun said.
"At his mother's place in the suburbs." Wu Simin explained.
"Okay, thank you."
Gu Xun hung up the phone and drove to the suburbs. He had only been to the place where Liu Hongyun lived two or three times, but he remembered the route clearly and drove all the way downstairs.When parking the car, I saw a familiar figure walking out of the unit building, wearing sunglasses and a hat at night, which was unusual at first glance. Gu Xun took a second look and found that it was Zhang Tingyun.Zhang Tingyun walked quickly, got into the car, started the car and drove away.Gu Xun's heart sank, he thought of something, got out of the car in a hurry, and entered the elevator.
He went upstairs and knocked on the door, feeling suddenly angry.It was Liu Hongyun who opened the door. They hadn't met a few times, and they were both taken aback. Then Liu Hongyun closed the door again with a bang.
Gu Xun got frustrated, knocked again, suppressed his emotions and said, "Auntie, I'm looking for Yuyao."
The door opened again, but Liu Hongyun replied, "Get lost!"
Gu Xun hadn't been scolded like this in person before, so he was stunned: "Auntie, I know you don't want to see me, I'm here to look for Yu Yao. I brought you something..."
"Did I tell you to get lost?" Liu Hongyun said loudly, "Stop knocking, he's not here!"
The voice fell, and the door closed again in front of my eyes.Gu Xun's hand holding the object stopped in the air awkwardly.He had called Lin Yuyao before he came, but no one answered. Now he was turned away, a little dazed, so he called again, but no one answered.He had no choice but to send a text message, saying, "I'm outside the door."
Minutes later still no reply.Gu Xun sent another message: "Don't you want to come out?"
Lin Yuyao took a shower in the rented house downstairs, turned her phone to silent, and didn't hear the ringtone at all.After taking a shower, it was time to see Liu Hongyun every day. He took the elevator up, but when the elevator door opened, he saw an unexpected person standing at the door.
The two saw each other at the same time and hadn't seen each other for a while, so they didn't know how to react at this moment.
"Aren't you inside?" Gu Xun spoke first.
"Why are you here?" Lin Yuyao asked in surprise.
"I shouldn't have come, did I disturb you getting along with others? I didn't let you act in a movie, and it didn't prevent you from continuing to communicate with him. Are you expecting me to never appear again?"
"What are you talking about?" Lin Yuyao was at a loss.
"You brought Zhang Tingyun to the house? Is your mother more satisfied with him? He gets along very well, right? She shuts me when she sees me, and scolds me so well." Gu Xun gritted his teeth.
"Don't talk nonsense." Lin Yuyao knew what he was talking about.In the evening, Zhang Tingyun was attending an event nearby, knowing that the two hadn't met since he rejected the film, and today they met when they had free time.
The other party kept asking him why he rejected the movie, but Lin Yuyao didn't know how to explain it, so he evaded it vaguely, feeling gloomy, but bumped into Gu Xun again.
"I'm talking nonsense? When your mother saw me, she either beat or scolded me. I think Zhang Tingyun is doing very well. Has she liked her?"
"What do you know!" Lin Yuyao raised her voice and her tone became serious, "Don't talk about my mother."
"What do I know? I know that the first time I was beaten was by your mother, and the second time was by you. Your family is very powerful!"
"Then I apologize to you on behalf of my mother, and I apologize myself. If you can't accept it, then you call back?" Lin Yuyao raised his face at him.
Gu Xun tried his best to calm his emotions, but the appearance of Zhang Tingyun and Liu Hongyun's attitude just now made him unable to calm down. Looking back after saying these words, it seems that he was self-defeating again.
"Sorry, I..." Gu Xun took a deep breath, "I didn't come here today to argue with you."
Lin Yuyao shook his head: "Then you go." He walked past him as he said, going to open the door.
Seeing his attitude, Gu Xun became angry again, grabbed his arm, and pressed him against the wall to suppress him.
"I haven't seen you for so long, is this your attitude towards me?"
Lin Yuyao's back hurt from being bumped, and he frowned and said, "Then what do you want from me?"
He wanted to have a good talk with Gu Xun, but as soon as the other party came up, he began to criticize him for having problems with Zhang Tingyun and his mother. Lin Yuyao's mind was also in a state of confusion, how could he calm down and talk to him properly.
Gu Xun's eyes were bloodshot, and he complained: "I didn't see you like this, you never thought of looking for me, did you? I didn't bow down first when there was a conflict, why didn't you take the initiative once? Xia Shiyuan was the same, I You don't care if he has thoughts about me, what am I to you?"
Lin Yuyao suddenly smiled after hearing what he said.
"What are you laughing at?" Gu Xun said coldly, pinching his chin.
"I'm laughing at you, and you're starting to settle old scores." Lin Yuyao suddenly found that Gu Xun was so strange at this moment.
Gu Xun was startled, and relieved the hand that was pinching the opponent's chin.That's right, he usually hates the act of turning over old accounts the most, but he didn't know when he also got into this bad habit.
It suddenly became very boring.Gu Xun thought, why did he come to Lin Yuyao?First bow your head and apologize, reconcile, and continue to live and love as in the past.That's all.But how come it has turned into a tense situation now.
"It's boring." Gu Xun said, "It's boring to keep arguing like this."
"Since it's meaningless, it's better to break up."
This sentence was so light, it seemed that it would disappear without a trace when it entered the air, so that Gu Xun thought for a moment that he had heard it wrong.
"What do you mean?"
"literal meaning."
"You're talking angry, I can pretend I didn't hear it." Gu Xun stared into his eyes.
Lin Yuyao's eyes were calm and dull: "I'm not talking angry. Gu Xun, let's break up."
This is serious, Gu Xun finally realized.He was at a loss for a moment, then suddenly smiled again: "Because of Zhang Tingyun?"
Lin Yuyao understands that he has misunderstood, but he has no energy to explain anymore. During this period of time, too many things have happened, and he is too tired, like a traveler who has traveled a long distance, thinking that there is an oasis ahead, but after walking for a long time, All you can see is the endless desert.
"Yes, because of him. Brother is such a good person, much better than you. He won't lock me up, and he won't force me to reject the movie. My mother also likes her very much. And you, how do you compare with him?" Lin Yu Yao didn't choose what to say, every time he said a word, Gu Xun's face became colder.
"You two have been together behind my back?" Gu Xun's voice lost all warmth.
"That's not true. I still have a unilateral crush on him now, or if you help me promote it with him, maybe soon..."
"Don't regret it, Lin Yuyao." Gu Xun interrupted him, sternly.
He has his own pride, and when he heard Lin Yuyao's words, he was not angry but cold.This is far more embarrassing and embarrassing than the opponent slapping him.Gu Xun clenched his fist and slammed it on the wall behind Lin Yuyao's ear.
The loud noise made Lin Yuyao's eardrums vibrate, and her heartbeat seemed to be suspended for a second.
"No." Lin Yuyao heard her calm voice. In fact, her lips were no longer under the control of her brain, and she blurted out the words.
"You'd better not regret it." Gu Xun's eyes were red, and he was extremely angry, staring at him viciously.After a moment of silence, he turned around and left without hesitation, leaving only Lin Yuyao staying where he was.
After a long time, Lin Yuyao raised his hand and touched his chest. It was numb and there was no reaction at all.
He thought, he seemed to have turned Gu Xun into a stranger. When he looked at the other party tonight, he didn't seem to know Gu Xun.
Gu Xun should not be like this, being jealous, narrow-minded, shutting down people when he has a bad temper, and reversing old scores after quarreling... These are not what Gu Xun should look like.
Lin Yuyao didn't know why this happened.Gu Xun should be free and unrestrained, following one's inclinations.It's right to act like you don't care about anything.
He thought that hate would make people suffer, so he wanted love.But why is love so painful and unbearable?
Is he unworthy of love.Will his love ruin such a good person.
What's more, his love is still the murderer who killed his mother.
Why on earth?
He suddenly felt short of breath, and his heart was in piercing pain. He staggered to the closed elevator door and tapped the buttons hastily.After Gu Xun left, he realized that Gu Xun was gone and would not come back.
He hammered the button hard, and his hands ached, but the elevator stopped on the first floor and did not come up.
useless.useless.He kept thinking in his heart.
It has ended.
Lin Yuyao lost his strength and fell to the ground.
He vaguely heard that the gorgeous castle in the sky that he and Gu Xun had built was collapsing.
"Bang!" A loud noise ripped away Lin Yuyao's drowsy consciousness, causing his heart to beat violently for a moment.Frightened and struggling to open his eyes, his eyes were white. He was stunned for a moment, then turned his head and saw someone squatting down to pick up something.
"Brother Lin, did I wake you up? I'm sorry." Wu Simin was picking up a toughened glass water glass, "I accidentally dropped the glass on the floor."
Lin Yuyao was still a little dazed, feeling sore and wet at the corners of his eyes. This dream was too long and too sad. The faces of Lin Yu, Liu Hongyun, and even Gu Xun kept flashing in his mind. For a moment, he didn't know where he was. when.
"Is this a hospital?" He asked in a daze, as if the pain in his dream still remained in his heart.
"That's right." Wu Simin poured a glass of water and shook the hospital bed, "Drink some water Brother Lin. You don't remember that you have a fever... Hey, don't use your right hand, you're getting an IV drip." Wu Simin hurriedly reminded.
Lin Yuyao used his left hand to catch the cup instead. He fell asleep all night, and his body was short of water.
"Is it better? I took your temperature more than an hour ago, and it's gone." Wu Simin took the empty water glass.
Lin Yuyao nodded, his mind gradually cleared up.He remembered that he had a fever last night, and slept in the hotel bedroom with the quilt covered. Gu Xun came back in the middle, told him something, and then helped him into the car to the hospital.
The memory is actually meticulous, but it seems to be floating in the fog, and it is hard to tell whether it is imagination or reality.
He turned his eyes around the ward twice, and said hesitantly, "Where is he... Where is Gu Xun?"
Wu Simin pursed her lips: "I'm going to the bathroom."
Lin Yuyao looked up at her, and the little girl looked back with a smile in her eyes: "Brother Gu stayed here all night last night."
She didn't know why the two of them were fighting each other a few days ago and hated each other, but the relationship seemed to have changed in the past two days.This change is very subtle, Wu Simin can only feel one or two points as a personal assistant. She was originally tired of Gu Xun's leftist behavior after the breakup, but the other party's behavior and nervousness last night were not like pretending.And now, looking at Lin Yuyao's expression, he knew that since he woke up, his eyes had been slack and absent-minded, and he was obviously looking for someone.
Lin Yuyao was secretly teased, and immediately looked away to see how many drips were left.Wu Simin was about to say something more when the door was pushed open.
As soon as Gu Xun entered the door, he brought a scent: "Are you awake? I asked Xiao Jiang to buy some breakfast."
"Ah, I smell the soup dumpling!" Wu Simin exclaimed excitedly.
"Dog nose." Gu Xun smiled, and gave her the bag in his hand, "Eat."
"Thank you, Brother Gu."
"Xie Xiaojiang, he bought it."
Of course Wu Simin knew, but Gu Xun didn't know her taste.
"Your." Gu Xun turned and walked towards the bed, ready to set up the table for him to eat.
Lin Yuyao hurriedly stopped: "I haven't washed yet."
"Oh, yes." Gu Xun forgot about it.The nurse came in to remove the needle, and Lin Yuyao was liberated, and went to the bathroom to solve her physical problems.
After taking a shower, he came out to have breakfast. He was ill and had only light porridge to eat. He smelled the fragrance and was a little envious: "It smells so good."
Gu Xun took a soup dumpling and shook it in front of his eyes, then smiled cheaply and said, "Do you want to eat it?"
Lin Yu glanced at him.
"Tell you not to do that high-altitude mission yesterday. If you don't listen, you will eat it."
Lin Yuyao changed the subject: "When is the shooting today?"
"Nine o'clock. But brother Lin, you are still sick, you can rest." Wu Simin replied.
"The fever is gone, you can participate in the recording."
Gu Xun snorted next to him: "Then go to the hospital and lie down overnight?"
Lin Yuyao finally looked directly at him: "Can you say something nice?"
"I can't tell you."
Wu Simin sighed, listening to the two of them chattering regularly.However, unlike in the past, in today's match, the smell of gunpowder is not so strong.She propped her chin and thought, why is this?
After breakfast, Lin Yuyao insisted on going to the recording site. The reality show has been filmed for two days, and she fell down after filming yesterday. There was no delay.Come back again after recovering from illness today, but it still didn't affect the progress of the program group.
"Yuyao, don't you want to rest more?" Yang Cencen saw him and asked with concern.
"It's okay, I feel fine now." Lin Yuyao said.
"It doesn't matter. Today seems to be a rescue theme. You can treat yourself as a kidnapper and let Gu Xun use up your strength." Yang Cencen said in relief.
"Really? That's fine."
Gu Xun: "..."
There was still a while before the official recording, Yang Cencen was checking Weibo: "You two are popular again, the second episode aired last night, Yuyao, you suddenly developed a fever and went to the hospital, which alarmed the media, now you are all popular .”
Lin Yuyao hadn't looked at her phone since she woke up, but now she turned it on and it turned out that was the case.Even the scene where Gu Xun helped him out of the car at the entrance of the hospital last night was filmed.
Fans and netizens have left messages——
"The relationship is so good, I envy QAQ"
"I'm looking for a boyfriend, Max."
"After watching the second issue of "Best Partner", Yu Yao is too married 23333"
"Hmm... I'm the only one who thinks they've been out of the country too often recently, I always feel like they're covering up something =="
"Is it because I want to clean up the scandal of Gu Xun cheating on a third-rate starlet last time... It's disgusting to show love every day."
"The two of them broke up a long time ago, they seem to be inseparable, and now they are pretending to be a couple to make money."
"Some people are really spreading rumors. Qi Le's matter has been clarified for a long time, and they still let it out. As for the two of them breaking up a long time ago, it's troublesome, not BB."
"Speaking of Qi Le, I followed his Weibo and found that he hasn't posted selfies recently, and his fans don't seem to be on Reuters."
……
"Ready to shoot." Gu Xun took a picture of Lin Yuyao.
"Oh, good." Lin Yuyao didn't read any more, turned off the phone and started shooting.
This time, as Yang Cencen said, the filming was about timely rescue. Lin Yuyao took advantage of his illness and took a lot of laziness, but it was hard for Gu Xun to run all day.
The recording of the reality show is over, and the guests are leaving the show to make their own announcements.Lin Yuyao and Gu Xun went to Chen Xuemin's crew to film from time to time, and the atmosphere between the two became a little weird, but both sides did not reveal it.
In the next few days, Lin Yuyao received a documentary, went to the mountains to suffer for a few days, and fell asleep after returning home.He was woken up by the phone at night, and he picked it up in a daze, and heard the impatient voice of his manager Qin Yue.
"Yuyao, are you at home? Don't go out now. Something happened."
Lin Yuyao asked the hospital and the specific location and rushed there. Liu Hongyun was still undergoing surgery. Song Ping's frail and lonely figure was stretched out by the hospital lights. He walked over and asked hoarsely, "What's going on?"
Song Ping explained, saying that it was rare for the two of them to go out to eat, the restaurant was crowded and they shared a table with two young girls.Those two had been talking about Gu Xun and Lin Yuyao, their words frank and explicit, holding their mobile phones to watch the intimate selfies they sent.What Liu Hongyun avoids every day is forced to face it at this time.
"She left before the food was served. She couldn't hold her back and rushed out of the store. Fortunately, the car evaded it in time, but she fell down the steps by herself." Song Ping sighed, her face wrinkled Together.
Lin Yuyao was heartbroken, panting after listening to her explanation, and waited with her for the end of the operation.Fortunately, it was midnight, and paparazzi and idlers were not attracted. After calming down, we quickly started to arrange secrecy measures.
Liu Hongyun woke up at four o'clock in the morning, Lin Yuyao sat in a chair in a daze, and Song Ping slept on another bed in the ward.
"Why are you here?" Liu Hongyun asked coldly when he woke up and saw him.
"Are you awake? I'll call the doctor to come and take a look." Lin Yuyao stepped forward.
"Get out." Liu Hongyun had just finished the operation, his complexion was as pale as paper, his voice was weak but his attitude was firm.
Song Ping woke up immediately when she heard the voice, and persuaded: "Yu Yao stayed with you all night, and when she knew you fell, she rushed over immediately..."
"Do I need him to come? Do I need a pervert to be my son and call me mom?"
"You..." Song Ping didn't know what to do.
Liu Hongyun still remembered the words he heard from those two strange girls before he entered the hospital. Every word of their laughter was like a knife, piercing her heart every sentence, and tortured her.This makes it impossible for her to face her son normally now.
Lin Yuyao couldn't communicate with her, and the two were in a stalemate. In the end, Liu Hongyun won and kicked him out of the ward.
Song Ping calmed down the patient, and said, "Don't mind."
Lin Yuyao pinched the base of his nose, fatigue permeated every part of his body.Song Ping saw it and said, "Go back and rest, it would be nice to have me here."
He shook his head: "I'll take care of her."
"Oh, don't blame her." Song Ping lowered her voice, "Hearding about you in the restaurant was a big blow to her."
"Is it wrong just because you like men?" Lin Yuyao couldn't help but ask.After the age of fifteen or sixteen, the relationship between him and Liu Hongyun tended to ease, and the family gradually had a harmonious atmosphere. Although they were not close, they did not fight or scold each other like they did when they were young.But why since he came out, the relationship has entered a deadlock.
Song Ping shook her head and sighed: "Yaoyao, I watched you grow up, you are just like my son, as long as you are happy, you can like men and women, but Hongyun can't, it's not that she doesn't want to understand you..."
"What do you mean?" Lin Yuyao asked hesitantly, he seemed to have an answer in his mind, and was about to come out.
"You..." Song Ping looked confused.
Lin Yuyao looked at her lips, and suddenly his body trembled. He opened his mouth to stop what the other party was about to say, but his voice stuck in his throat.
Song Ping has already said: "Your father is the same as you..."
Lin Yuyao raised his head and closed his eyes, panting a few times.
The story of Liu Hongyun is the truth that he most wants to know and least wants to know for more than 20 years.He has played countless roles and read many tragic scripts, but now he understands that other people's stories cannot be compared with his own reality.
Others are in great pain, no matter how empathetic they are, in fact, they can only feel two or three points at most.But two or three points of his own pain, when he thinks about it deeply, can become overflowing ten points, making him feel so painful that he can't sleep or eat.
Liu Hongyun came from a low family background, and being favored by Lin Yu, who worked in the Industrial and Commercial Bureau, was the happiest thing in her life, but she didn't know at the time that this was actually the beginning of a nightmare.
Lin Yu's family is well off, his father is also the second in command in the system, and his mother is a university teacher.Liu Hongyun didn't read many books. She thought it was difficult to integrate into such a family, but her life after marriage was peaceful and warm. Her parents-in-law and husband were kind and gentle to her.However, when she was more than seven months pregnant, she discovered that her husband had cheated.It is common for men to cheat. Many relatives and friends around Liu Hongyun chose to turn a blind eye. Everyone persuaded her in the same way, saying that it was hard to climb a high branch and become a phoenix, so why break the tacit understanding.Liu Hongyun thought about swallowing his anger and endured it, maybe the other party would come back after playing tired.But she didn't expect that Lin Yu's cheating partner was a man.
She is short-sighted, and it is shocking for a man to be with a man. This is clearly a pervert!dirty!
Finally, she couldn't bear it anymore, and confronted Lin Yu with her big belly, but Lin Yu ignored him and asked her to have a safe childbirth and leave her nosy business.Liu Hongyun threatened him, saying that he would report to the bureau that his private life was chaotic and that he was a perverted second chair.
At that time, Lin Yu married her because he liked her forbearance and weakness, but he didn't expect to miss her. She is a stubborn shrew.The family quarreled and quarreled, and finally ended with Lin Yu cutting off the relationship with the man outside.
But the good times didn't last long. Two days before the due date, Liu Hongyun found that Lin Yu was still keeping in touch with people outside. She made a big fuss. The second elder of the Lin family and Lin Yu were worried about the baby in her belly, and apologized in tears.After the baby was born, Liu Hongyun was weak. Every time she looked at the baby in the swaddle, she would feel a thousand emotions in her heart. This baby should not exist. When her hand touched the baby's tender neck, she only needed to touch it lightly. If you pinch it, you can end this life.
The child suddenly burst into tears, and she quickly withdrew her hand, not knowing what kind of bewilderment she had committed just now.
After more than a year, Liu Hongyun and Lin Yu launched a tug-of-war. The other party cheated again and again, crying and begging her for forgiveness again and again, like an endless loop with no solution.Liu Hongyun suffered a mental breakdown after being tortured, and finally gave up and filed for divorce.As a result, unexpected events happened, and the two elders of the Lin family crashed in a plane and died at the same time.Lin Yu was hit, hugged her and refused to sign, crying and said: "I only have you and the child, I only have you."
Liu Hongyun loved him, loved him deeply.It was because of love that I dragged him for so long.She couldn't help herself to this lonely and helpless crying man.
After that, life got better, and the two looked like a loving couple who respected each other on the surface.But more than a year later, Lin Yu met a male student and fell in love, and Liu Hongyun once again fell into a nightmare.
"Why did you do this to me?" she asked.
Lin Yu took her hand and cried bitterly: "Forgive me, I really love him. For the first time, I found that I can love someone so much."
At this time, Liu Hongyun only had endless hatred in his heart.She once wanted to die, holding Lin Yuyao on the roof of the building, the wind was so strong that Lin Yuyao kept sneezing.Liu Hongyun walks forward, walks forward, and will step over the guardrail in one step.At this time, the son hugged her neck, looked down, and whispered softly: "Mom, I'm afraid."
Liu Hongyun woke up suddenly, took a few steps back, fell to the ground and sat on the ground, Lin Yuyao was also thrown, and burst into tears, Liu Hongyun covered her face with her hands and wept silently.
However, it didn't take long for things to change - Lin Yu was found to have stomach cancer.During the hospitalization, Liu Hongyun never visited him once, and the male student always took care of him.At last, Liu Hongyun took his son to the hospital when he was critically ill. The male student was handsome and his eyes seemed to be able to speak. He was obviously a man, but his hands were more delicate than Liu Hongyun who was doing housework every day.
"You have to make arrangements for property and account books." Liu Hongyun sat by the bed and got straight to the point.
Lin Yu was as thin as a stick, and his face was ashamed: "I'll talk about it when I get home."
"Go home? Which home?" Liu Hongyun sneered.
"I'm cured, let's talk about it when I go home." Lin Yu still said the same thing.
"Healed?" Liu Hongyun laughed out loud, his eyes filled with grievance, "You are going to die! These thousands or tens of thousands of medicines can't save your life."
Lin Yu suddenly opened his eyes wide and looked at his lover.The handsome boy turned his face away with red eyes.
The light in Lin Yu's eyes suddenly disappeared.
"What's the use of continuing the treatment, the medicine can't be pushed in anymore. You should have died a long time ago, Lin Yu, you deserve it!" Liu Hongyun became more and more excited as she spoke, standing up and waving her arms, "A person like you deserves to die!"
Lin Yu gasped for breath, and seemed to pass out from the stimulation.
The boy behind came up to pull her: "Don't talk nonsense!"
"What did I say nonsense? And you, you, a pervert who destroys other people's families, deserve to die too!" Liu Hongyun cursed.She was very happy when she said these words, both painful and happy.She knows that the fast is for this moment, but the pain is for the rest of her life.
Lin Yuyao, who was almost three years old, was standing by the hospital bed, unable to understand what happened, but saw the skinny man on the bed beckoning to him: "Yaoyao, come here."
Lin Yuyao walked over, and the man took his hand and stroked his white and tender face - this was the beginning of life.His son is still young, and he will have a brilliant life in the future, but he is already dying, and half of his body has been buried in the loess.
"Yaoyao, call me Dad." The man said.
Lin Yuyao turned to look at Liu Hongyun who was arguing with the male student, then looked back at the man on the bed, shook his head, and said timidly, "Uncle."
Lin Yu was stunned for a few seconds, then laughed suddenly, coughed halfway while laughing, and tears flowed all over his face.
But for these, Lin Yuyao actually has no memory, father is just a strange term to him.
Song Ping spoke slowly, and Lin Yuyao froze for a long time after listening, then suddenly turned around and rushed into the bathroom, opened a cubicle door, bent over and gasped sharply.
He didn't cry.When he was beaten when he was a child, Liu Hongyun hated him crying the most. The louder he cried, the harder he was beaten. Gradually, he stopped crying.
Lin Yuyao whimpered, his whole body was trembling as if being pricked by a needle.
Lin Yu ruined Liu Hongyun's life and also Lin Yuyao.The longer he grows up, the more he looks like Lin Yu. Looking at his son, Liu Hongyun can always think of those painful pasts, those memories that he will never get over and forget all his life.
Who was wrong?
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Hospitals always make people have bad associations. Liu Hongyun only had a minor operation, which was not serious. After staying for a few days, she clamored to go home.The smell of the hospital always reminded her of the past, making her feel sick and want to vomit.
Lin Yuyao followed him, and arranged for him to go home after consulting the doctor.
At first, Liu Hongyun ignored him and refused to let him live at home. Lin Yuyao didn't want to go back to the city where he lived with Gu Xun, so he had to rent a room downstairs from his mother. Fortunately, this drama was about to wrap up. The filming location is not far away, so I went to Liu Hongyun to help take care of it after filming.Liu Hongyun scolded and ignored it, but the latter remained unmoved and continued to report every day.
People are always fragile during illness and surgery, and Liu Hongyun is no exception. When she woke up in the hospital that day and opened her eyes, she saw Lin Yuyao.Lin Yuyao's careful care gradually brought the two of them closer.
In the evening, Lin Yuyao massaged Liu Hongyun's legs as usual, and was about to turn off the lights and go out to let him sleep.Just as he was about to press the switch, the person behind him suddenly said, "Yu Yao."
This was the first time Liu Hongyun called his name in several years.
Lin Yuyao clenched her fingers tightly, turned to look at her, and said, "What's wrong, Mom?"
"Mom, please, can you change it?"
Lin Yuyao's breath was stagnant, and his tone was slow: "This can't be changed..."
Liu Hongyun shook her head excitedly: "I don't want to hear this answer."
Lin Yuyao fell silent for a moment.
Liu Hongyun looked at him, and said after a while: "Break up with that person, if you can change it, you can definitely change it."
cannot be changed.
If Liu Hongyun is still tough, crazy and hysterical.Lin Yuyao would tell her this answer clearly.But at this moment, he couldn't say it out. The other party used a soft knife, which was slowly lingering close to his heart, which was more painful than a straightforward knife.
He raised his hand to cover his face, and suddenly thought that Liu Hongyun might be the same many years ago, and said to Lin Yu in a pleading tone, "Can you change it?"
Lin Yuyao put down her hands, faced her mother, and said shyly, "Go to sleep, it's late."
All the expressions on Liu Hongyun's face were gone, only heavy disappointment remained.
Lin Yuyao didn't dare to look at her anymore, turned around and closed the door, but didn't leave immediately, but leaned against the door panel and slowly closed her eyes.
At this moment, his mind was full of Gu Xun, but Gu Xun hadn't contacted him for a long time.
After Gu Xun was slapped that night, the lingering anger couldn't be dispelled, and he didn't recover after a long time. He was born with smooth sailing, and there was an elder brother who was the most responsible at home. From childhood to entering the entertainment industry, everyone spoiled him Let it go.It's rare to be wronged at this moment, and I can't think about it.Coincidentally, I received a movie, the role of a swimmer, so I packed my bags and followed the crew to a closed training camp the next day.
Sports will make people forget a lot of mundane trivial matters, Gu Xun only came out after more than half a month of closed training.After a long time, the anger has long since dissipated. Lin Yuyao didn't receive the gay film. Gu Xun rarely reflected on whether he had gone too far, so he bought a gift and went home, thinking that if he didn't, he would apologize, nothing.
But when I went home, I saw no one, and the house was cold and lonely.After eight o'clock in the evening, logically speaking, he should be at home, maybe still on the set?Gu Xun also held a sigh of relief during this period of time, and deliberately did not contact the other party. After all, every time there was a conflict in the past few years together, he was the first to bow his head and ask for peace.Although he didn't care, occasionally he hoped that the other party would take the initiative.But obviously, Lin Yuyao should also be angry in his heart, and he is sensitive and thoughtful, Gu Xun wonders if the other party will think about anything during this time.
He quickly contacted Wu Simin to ask about the itinerary, and got a reply that Lin Yuyao was at home.
"Not at home." Gu Xun said.
"At his mother's place in the suburbs." Wu Simin explained.
"Okay, thank you."
Gu Xun hung up the phone and drove to the suburbs. He had only been to the place where Liu Hongyun lived two or three times, but he remembered the route clearly and drove all the way downstairs.When parking the car, I saw a familiar figure walking out of the unit building, wearing sunglasses and a hat at night, which was unusual at first glance. Gu Xun took a second look and found that it was Zhang Tingyun.Zhang Tingyun walked quickly, got into the car, started the car and drove away.Gu Xun's heart sank, he thought of something, got out of the car in a hurry, and entered the elevator.
He went upstairs and knocked on the door, feeling suddenly angry.It was Liu Hongyun who opened the door. They hadn't met a few times, and they were both taken aback. Then Liu Hongyun closed the door again with a bang.
Gu Xun got frustrated, knocked again, suppressed his emotions and said, "Auntie, I'm looking for Yuyao."
The door opened again, but Liu Hongyun replied, "Get lost!"
Gu Xun hadn't been scolded like this in person before, so he was stunned: "Auntie, I know you don't want to see me, I'm here to look for Yu Yao. I brought you something..."
"Did I tell you to get lost?" Liu Hongyun said loudly, "Stop knocking, he's not here!"
The voice fell, and the door closed again in front of my eyes.Gu Xun's hand holding the object stopped in the air awkwardly.He had called Lin Yuyao before he came, but no one answered. Now he was turned away, a little dazed, so he called again, but no one answered.He had no choice but to send a text message, saying, "I'm outside the door."
Minutes later still no reply.Gu Xun sent another message: "Don't you want to come out?"
Lin Yuyao took a shower in the rented house downstairs, turned her phone to silent, and didn't hear the ringtone at all.After taking a shower, it was time to see Liu Hongyun every day. He took the elevator up, but when the elevator door opened, he saw an unexpected person standing at the door.
The two saw each other at the same time and hadn't seen each other for a while, so they didn't know how to react at this moment.
"Aren't you inside?" Gu Xun spoke first.
"Why are you here?" Lin Yuyao asked in surprise.
"I shouldn't have come, did I disturb you getting along with others? I didn't let you act in a movie, and it didn't prevent you from continuing to communicate with him. Are you expecting me to never appear again?"
"What are you talking about?" Lin Yuyao was at a loss.
"You brought Zhang Tingyun to the house? Is your mother more satisfied with him? He gets along very well, right? She shuts me when she sees me, and scolds me so well." Gu Xun gritted his teeth.
"Don't talk nonsense." Lin Yuyao knew what he was talking about.In the evening, Zhang Tingyun was attending an event nearby, knowing that the two hadn't met since he rejected the film, and today they met when they had free time.
The other party kept asking him why he rejected the movie, but Lin Yuyao didn't know how to explain it, so he evaded it vaguely, feeling gloomy, but bumped into Gu Xun again.
"I'm talking nonsense? When your mother saw me, she either beat or scolded me. I think Zhang Tingyun is doing very well. Has she liked her?"
"What do you know!" Lin Yuyao raised her voice and her tone became serious, "Don't talk about my mother."
"What do I know? I know that the first time I was beaten was by your mother, and the second time was by you. Your family is very powerful!"
"Then I apologize to you on behalf of my mother, and I apologize myself. If you can't accept it, then you call back?" Lin Yuyao raised his face at him.
Gu Xun tried his best to calm his emotions, but the appearance of Zhang Tingyun and Liu Hongyun's attitude just now made him unable to calm down. Looking back after saying these words, it seems that he was self-defeating again.
"Sorry, I..." Gu Xun took a deep breath, "I didn't come here today to argue with you."
Lin Yuyao shook his head: "Then you go." He walked past him as he said, going to open the door.
Seeing his attitude, Gu Xun became angry again, grabbed his arm, and pressed him against the wall to suppress him.
"I haven't seen you for so long, is this your attitude towards me?"
Lin Yuyao's back hurt from being bumped, and he frowned and said, "Then what do you want from me?"
He wanted to have a good talk with Gu Xun, but as soon as the other party came up, he began to criticize him for having problems with Zhang Tingyun and his mother. Lin Yuyao's mind was also in a state of confusion, how could he calm down and talk to him properly.
Gu Xun's eyes were bloodshot, and he complained: "I didn't see you like this, you never thought of looking for me, did you? I didn't bow down first when there was a conflict, why didn't you take the initiative once? Xia Shiyuan was the same, I You don't care if he has thoughts about me, what am I to you?"
Lin Yuyao suddenly smiled after hearing what he said.
"What are you laughing at?" Gu Xun said coldly, pinching his chin.
"I'm laughing at you, and you're starting to settle old scores." Lin Yuyao suddenly found that Gu Xun was so strange at this moment.
Gu Xun was startled, and relieved the hand that was pinching the opponent's chin.That's right, he usually hates the act of turning over old accounts the most, but he didn't know when he also got into this bad habit.
It suddenly became very boring.Gu Xun thought, why did he come to Lin Yuyao?First bow your head and apologize, reconcile, and continue to live and love as in the past.That's all.But how come it has turned into a tense situation now.
"It's boring." Gu Xun said, "It's boring to keep arguing like this."
"Since it's meaningless, it's better to break up."
This sentence was so light, it seemed that it would disappear without a trace when it entered the air, so that Gu Xun thought for a moment that he had heard it wrong.
"What do you mean?"
"literal meaning."
"You're talking angry, I can pretend I didn't hear it." Gu Xun stared into his eyes.
Lin Yuyao's eyes were calm and dull: "I'm not talking angry. Gu Xun, let's break up."
This is serious, Gu Xun finally realized.He was at a loss for a moment, then suddenly smiled again: "Because of Zhang Tingyun?"
Lin Yuyao understands that he has misunderstood, but he has no energy to explain anymore. During this period of time, too many things have happened, and he is too tired, like a traveler who has traveled a long distance, thinking that there is an oasis ahead, but after walking for a long time, All you can see is the endless desert.
"Yes, because of him. Brother is such a good person, much better than you. He won't lock me up, and he won't force me to reject the movie. My mother also likes her very much. And you, how do you compare with him?" Lin Yu Yao didn't choose what to say, every time he said a word, Gu Xun's face became colder.
"You two have been together behind my back?" Gu Xun's voice lost all warmth.
"That's not true. I still have a unilateral crush on him now, or if you help me promote it with him, maybe soon..."
"Don't regret it, Lin Yuyao." Gu Xun interrupted him, sternly.
He has his own pride, and when he heard Lin Yuyao's words, he was not angry but cold.This is far more embarrassing and embarrassing than the opponent slapping him.Gu Xun clenched his fist and slammed it on the wall behind Lin Yuyao's ear.
The loud noise made Lin Yuyao's eardrums vibrate, and her heartbeat seemed to be suspended for a second.
"No." Lin Yuyao heard her calm voice. In fact, her lips were no longer under the control of her brain, and she blurted out the words.
"You'd better not regret it." Gu Xun's eyes were red, and he was extremely angry, staring at him viciously.After a moment of silence, he turned around and left without hesitation, leaving only Lin Yuyao staying where he was.
After a long time, Lin Yuyao raised his hand and touched his chest. It was numb and there was no reaction at all.
He thought, he seemed to have turned Gu Xun into a stranger. When he looked at the other party tonight, he didn't seem to know Gu Xun.
Gu Xun should not be like this, being jealous, narrow-minded, shutting down people when he has a bad temper, and reversing old scores after quarreling... These are not what Gu Xun should look like.
Lin Yuyao didn't know why this happened.Gu Xun should be free and unrestrained, following one's inclinations.It's right to act like you don't care about anything.
He thought that hate would make people suffer, so he wanted love.But why is love so painful and unbearable?
Is he unworthy of love.Will his love ruin such a good person.
What's more, his love is still the murderer who killed his mother.
Why on earth?
He suddenly felt short of breath, and his heart was in piercing pain. He staggered to the closed elevator door and tapped the buttons hastily.After Gu Xun left, he realized that Gu Xun was gone and would not come back.
He hammered the button hard, and his hands ached, but the elevator stopped on the first floor and did not come up.
useless.useless.He kept thinking in his heart.
It has ended.
Lin Yuyao lost his strength and fell to the ground.
He vaguely heard that the gorgeous castle in the sky that he and Gu Xun had built was collapsing.
"Bang!" A loud noise ripped away Lin Yuyao's drowsy consciousness, causing his heart to beat violently for a moment.Frightened and struggling to open his eyes, his eyes were white. He was stunned for a moment, then turned his head and saw someone squatting down to pick up something.
"Brother Lin, did I wake you up? I'm sorry." Wu Simin was picking up a toughened glass water glass, "I accidentally dropped the glass on the floor."
Lin Yuyao was still a little dazed, feeling sore and wet at the corners of his eyes. This dream was too long and too sad. The faces of Lin Yu, Liu Hongyun, and even Gu Xun kept flashing in his mind. For a moment, he didn't know where he was. when.
"Is this a hospital?" He asked in a daze, as if the pain in his dream still remained in his heart.
"That's right." Wu Simin poured a glass of water and shook the hospital bed, "Drink some water Brother Lin. You don't remember that you have a fever... Hey, don't use your right hand, you're getting an IV drip." Wu Simin hurriedly reminded.
Lin Yuyao used his left hand to catch the cup instead. He fell asleep all night, and his body was short of water.
"Is it better? I took your temperature more than an hour ago, and it's gone." Wu Simin took the empty water glass.
Lin Yuyao nodded, his mind gradually cleared up.He remembered that he had a fever last night, and slept in the hotel bedroom with the quilt covered. Gu Xun came back in the middle, told him something, and then helped him into the car to the hospital.
The memory is actually meticulous, but it seems to be floating in the fog, and it is hard to tell whether it is imagination or reality.
He turned his eyes around the ward twice, and said hesitantly, "Where is he... Where is Gu Xun?"
Wu Simin pursed her lips: "I'm going to the bathroom."
Lin Yuyao looked up at her, and the little girl looked back with a smile in her eyes: "Brother Gu stayed here all night last night."
She didn't know why the two of them were fighting each other a few days ago and hated each other, but the relationship seemed to have changed in the past two days.This change is very subtle, Wu Simin can only feel one or two points as a personal assistant. She was originally tired of Gu Xun's leftist behavior after the breakup, but the other party's behavior and nervousness last night were not like pretending.And now, looking at Lin Yuyao's expression, he knew that since he woke up, his eyes had been slack and absent-minded, and he was obviously looking for someone.
Lin Yuyao was secretly teased, and immediately looked away to see how many drips were left.Wu Simin was about to say something more when the door was pushed open.
As soon as Gu Xun entered the door, he brought a scent: "Are you awake? I asked Xiao Jiang to buy some breakfast."
"Ah, I smell the soup dumpling!" Wu Simin exclaimed excitedly.
"Dog nose." Gu Xun smiled, and gave her the bag in his hand, "Eat."
"Thank you, Brother Gu."
"Xie Xiaojiang, he bought it."
Of course Wu Simin knew, but Gu Xun didn't know her taste.
"Your." Gu Xun turned and walked towards the bed, ready to set up the table for him to eat.
Lin Yuyao hurriedly stopped: "I haven't washed yet."
"Oh, yes." Gu Xun forgot about it.The nurse came in to remove the needle, and Lin Yuyao was liberated, and went to the bathroom to solve her physical problems.
After taking a shower, he came out to have breakfast. He was ill and had only light porridge to eat. He smelled the fragrance and was a little envious: "It smells so good."
Gu Xun took a soup dumpling and shook it in front of his eyes, then smiled cheaply and said, "Do you want to eat it?"
Lin Yu glanced at him.
"Tell you not to do that high-altitude mission yesterday. If you don't listen, you will eat it."
Lin Yuyao changed the subject: "When is the shooting today?"
"Nine o'clock. But brother Lin, you are still sick, you can rest." Wu Simin replied.
"The fever is gone, you can participate in the recording."
Gu Xun snorted next to him: "Then go to the hospital and lie down overnight?"
Lin Yuyao finally looked directly at him: "Can you say something nice?"
"I can't tell you."
Wu Simin sighed, listening to the two of them chattering regularly.However, unlike in the past, in today's match, the smell of gunpowder is not so strong.She propped her chin and thought, why is this?
After breakfast, Lin Yuyao insisted on going to the recording site. The reality show has been filmed for two days, and she fell down after filming yesterday. There was no delay.Come back again after recovering from illness today, but it still didn't affect the progress of the program group.
"Yuyao, don't you want to rest more?" Yang Cencen saw him and asked with concern.
"It's okay, I feel fine now." Lin Yuyao said.
"It doesn't matter. Today seems to be a rescue theme. You can treat yourself as a kidnapper and let Gu Xun use up your strength." Yang Cencen said in relief.
"Really? That's fine."
Gu Xun: "..."
There was still a while before the official recording, Yang Cencen was checking Weibo: "You two are popular again, the second episode aired last night, Yuyao, you suddenly developed a fever and went to the hospital, which alarmed the media, now you are all popular .”
Lin Yuyao hadn't looked at her phone since she woke up, but now she turned it on and it turned out that was the case.Even the scene where Gu Xun helped him out of the car at the entrance of the hospital last night was filmed.
Fans and netizens have left messages——
"The relationship is so good, I envy QAQ"
"I'm looking for a boyfriend, Max."
"After watching the second issue of "Best Partner", Yu Yao is too married 23333"
"Hmm... I'm the only one who thinks they've been out of the country too often recently, I always feel like they're covering up something =="
"Is it because I want to clean up the scandal of Gu Xun cheating on a third-rate starlet last time... It's disgusting to show love every day."
"The two of them broke up a long time ago, they seem to be inseparable, and now they are pretending to be a couple to make money."
"Some people are really spreading rumors. Qi Le's matter has been clarified for a long time, and they still let it out. As for the two of them breaking up a long time ago, it's troublesome, not BB."
"Speaking of Qi Le, I followed his Weibo and found that he hasn't posted selfies recently, and his fans don't seem to be on Reuters."
……
"Ready to shoot." Gu Xun took a picture of Lin Yuyao.
"Oh, good." Lin Yuyao didn't read any more, turned off the phone and started shooting.
This time, as Yang Cencen said, the filming was about timely rescue. Lin Yuyao took advantage of his illness and took a lot of laziness, but it was hard for Gu Xun to run all day.
The recording of the reality show is over, and the guests are leaving the show to make their own announcements.Lin Yuyao and Gu Xun went to Chen Xuemin's crew to film from time to time, and the atmosphere between the two became a little weird, but both sides did not reveal it.
In the next few days, Lin Yuyao received a documentary, went to the mountains to suffer for a few days, and fell asleep after returning home.He was woken up by the phone at night, and he picked it up in a daze, and heard the impatient voice of his manager Qin Yue.
"Yuyao, are you at home? Don't go out now. Something happened."
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