Traceable

When Xia Shiyuan turned his head and saw Lin Yuyao at the door, surprise first appeared on his face, then vague complacency, and finally all changed into false panic.

"Yu Yao, don't get me wrong..." He pretended to be anxious and said.Anxiously trying to gather up the clothes, but the baggy shirt fell down, revealing the shoulders and looming waistline.

No one spoke for a while.

"Gu Xun and I..." Xia Shiyuan hesitated to speak.

At this time, Gu Xun pushed him down with clever strength, Xia Shiyuan staggered and almost lost his footing.He thought that Gu Xun was caught on the spot and panicked, so he quickly turned his head to look, but the other party looked calm, showing no signs of panic, Xia Shiyuan was stunned for a while.

But now he couldn't care about this weirdness anymore, Xia Shiyuan turned his head to look outside the door again, and said, "Yuyao...I'm sorry." He no longer defended himself, and lowered his head to pretend to be apologetic after acquiescence.

Lin Yuyao glanced at him, then went to Gu Xun.Gu Xun didn't avoid his gaze, and went straight to meet him.

"What are you doing?" Lin Yuyao asked with a pale face, leaning against the door.

"I'm sorry, Yu Yao, Gu Xunzhen and I..." Xia Shiyuan spoke hesitantly, deliberately half-covering it, which made people even more suspicious.

"I didn't ask you." Lin Yuyao interrupted him unceremoniously.

Xia Shiyuan had never seen Lin Yuyao with such a tough and tempered attitude, so he could only look back at Gu Xun.

Gu Xunchu remained calm: "Seeing is believing, what you see is what you see."

Xia Shiyuan subconsciously stood beside Gu Xun: "We didn't intend to hurt you, Yu Yao..."

"Get out." Lin Yuyao said.

"What?" Xia Shiyuan asked.

"You go out." Lin Yuyao restrained her voice.

Xia Shiyuan turned his eyes to look at Gu Xun, as if asking for help.

Gu Xun looked at him: "Did you hear that? Let you go out. My boyfriend probably doesn't welcome you here, or in other words, will never welcome you to step here again."

Xia Shiyuan was stunned: "What do you mean?"

"literal meaning."

Xia Shiyuan thought, even if nothing happened right now, the presence of the text message and the scene just now were enough to make Lin Yuyao feel uncomfortable and destroy his relationship.But looking at the situation in the room and Gu Xun's subtle attitude at this time, it seems that it is not what he expected.

He chewed over the events of this period of time several times, and gradually came up with some scattered clues.

"You knew..." He looked at Gu Xun in shock, but the other party still treated him indifferently. From Lin Yuyao's opening the door until now, he has always maintained the same calm look.

Did Gu Xun know that Lin Yuyao would be back tonight?

Xia Shiyuan suddenly understood - was he being tricked?She was completely tricked by Gu Xun! ?

No wonder Gu Xun put on airs with him from the moment he entered the door, first he said he wanted to eat, and then he really watched the game after eating. When Xia Shiyuan couldn't help expressing something, Gu Xun wanted to take a bath again.

After going down twice, I didn't even touch a piece of clothes.

Patience gradually ran out, Xia Shiyuan looked for an opportunity, and took the initiative to climb onto Gu Xun's lap.

The last fig leaf was torn off.

The other party was not surprised, and looked at him leisurely: "Now you are at your good friend's house, and you are sitting on his boyfriend's lap."

Xia Shiyuan fiddled with the buttons of Gu Xun's shirt: "You don't want me to appear here? Sit here?"

"He treats you well, right? That's how you repay him by sending resources and performances?" Gu Xun laughed, and the real intention could not be heard in his tone.

"You can't slap a slap, Star Gu. I have reminded Yu Yao that you are not a good person, but he doesn't believe it." Xia Shiyuan said slowly.

"What a coincidence." Gu Xun said.

Xia Shiyuan didn't understand: "What a coincidence?"

"It's nothing. Aren't you afraid that he will fall out with you if he knows that you are messing around with his boyfriend behind his back? "

"You are his boyfriend and you are not afraid. What am I afraid of?" Xia Shiyuan showed no fear or remorse, "What's more, don't you know him? He knows this, and he will only find reasons on himself, no Blame and hate others."

Gu Xun leaned back, his eyes became condescending: "You know him very well."

"After all, I have slept with him for four or five years, no less than you." Xia Shiyuan unbuttoned Gu Xun's clothes while talking.

"In those four or five years, you took a lot of money, right?"

That's right.Lin Yuyao is a kind person, everyone in school loves to associate with him, has friends everywhere, and praises him for his character.After all, who would hate a saint who is lucrative and has nothing to lose, but has no temper.

But Xia Shiyuan was impatient at this moment and didn't want to talk about Lin Yuyao anymore.

"Why do you keep mentioning him? It's not suitable to talk about it now." Xia Shiyuan smiled, and took Gu Xun's hand to his chest, "Help me take it off."

"He said you are a straight man, very straight, it seems to be wrong news." Gu Xun slowly unbuttoned him.

"I'm a straight man, but when I meet you, I don't mind bending over." Xia Shiyuan leaned close to Gu Xun's ear and said, the damp and hot air penetrated into the ear holes, which made Gu Xun suddenly feel disgusted.

Before Xia Shiyuan noticed it, he reached out to touch Gu Xun's lower body. Gu Xun sensed his intention and grabbed his shoulder, trying to push him away.

The door opened at this moment...

Lin Yuyao, who rushed home overnight but was so stimulated, could hardly stand. He leaned on the door frame to support his body, and fixed his eyes on the two people in the room.

Xia Shiyuan recalled Gu Xun playing with him after he entered the house, and the conversation that always stayed on Lin Yuyao, and he had already reacted, and raised his voice: "What tricks are you playing?"

Gu Xun said: "To be precise, it's my trick alone."

"So? What are you going to do? I still have every message you sent me in my phone, and you were the one who invited me here today. What are you doing all this for?" Xia Shiyuan was puzzled.

Gu Xun glanced at him, but didn't speak, as if he was too lazy to talk to him.

Seeing this high-ranking and willful appearance, Xia Shiyuan was overwhelmed. He thought of his ex-girlfriend and her bunch of friends, all of whom had the same face!Disgusting!

"So what role am I now? A pawn? Gu Xun, are you too self-righteous, never thought that one day someone will use the same trick to deal with you?" Xia Shiyuan didn't fully understand today's scene What is the situation, but he knows that he has been tricked.Being fooled by those Gu Xun who were born with a golden spoon in their mouths!He was so angry that he couldn't bear it!

Gu Xun said, "I haven't thought about it."

Xia Shiyuan breathed out, he was depressed, but he had nothing to do with Gu Xun, so he turned to Lin Yuyao and said, "Yuyao, I..."

"Please get out!" Lin Yuyao didn't want to talk to him anymore.

Xia Shiyuan looked left and right, and found that the two of them didn't pay attention to him at all, as if he was a piece of air, an extra part in this room.

He stood awkwardly for a moment, the atmosphere in the room froze, the two people seemed to be wrestling with their eyes, he stood aside and no one cared.Unable to keep boring himself, Xia Shiyuan had no choice but to leave with his mind full of doubts. When he got downstairs, he still didn't understand what the two of them were up to.What role did I play in tonight's game?cannon fodder?supporting role?Or just a pawn?

Neuropathy.He cursed secretly.

Xia Shiyuan left, Lin Yuyao slammed the door, and there was a loud noise, which was extremely noisy.He has always been polite and law-abiding. Normally, he would definitely not do such a behavior that disturbed the neighbors, but tonight he lost his composure for the first time.

"You did it on purpose?" Lin Yuyao said calmly.

When he opened the door and saw that scene, Lin Yuyao thought it was a nightmare come true, just like a long time ago, when he knocked on the door of Gu Xun's house full of joy, he saw his bed partner at that time.Lin Yuyao understood the principle of liking the new and disliking the old, for a moment she really thought that Gu Xun had cheated - after all, it was not surprising that the other party could do such a thing.

But after the initial anger and shock faded, he realized that something was wrong.

Gu Xun's eyes moved down, and his eyes focused on the mobile phone in his hand: "Aren't you very clear?"

Lin Yuyao followed his gaze to look at his mobile phone - when he chatted with Gu Xun about pigeons that night, he told the other party that he finished work early and was on the plane back to Beijing the next morning.

Gu Xun knew his itinerary, no matter how stupid he was, he would never invite someone to his house, unless it was not a premeditated cheating, but a premeditated layout.

"So what are you doing all this for?" Lin Yuyao asked the question that Xia Shiyuan had just asked.

"Obviously."

"Yes, you reminded me that he was interested in you, but I didn't take it seriously. So now you want to use this method to let me see the truth clearly?" Lin Yuyao put down the suitcase and walked into the living room.

Gu Xun did not deny it: "It can be said so."

"Is it necessary to use this method? You can tell me directly, or use other methods. In short, it shouldn't be the worst method." Lin Yuyao questioned.

"I told you, more than once. But have you ever cared? It's a joke and it's over. Are you too confident in yourself, or do you not value me too much? You know what I used to be, so you can't stare at me. Do you want me to order? Why did you bring such a thing at home?" Gu Xun said.

"If you can't restrain yourself, let me keep an eye on it, Gu Xun, are you three or five years old!?" Lin Yuyao retorted.

"So do you take it seriously? Do you care? Is it because I really cheated on Xia Shiyuan, and you don't care? You can also say 'Am I bothering you?' and leave?"

"I don't care, I don't care."

"Then how submissive are you? You accept whatever others give you, and you won't resist or have emotions? You don't want to fight for yourself?" Gu Xun raised the decibel.

Lin Yuyao was stunned by his yelling, and after a while, she opened her mouth and changed the subject: "Xia Shiyuan is my friend, I can handle it myself. Just like when you and Wang Dian's group go out fooling around all day, Do I interfere with you in this way?"

"No, but these two are not the same thing at all." Gu Xun admitted frankly, but in fact he hadn't been with Wang Dian's group for a long time. Last time he promised Lin Yuyao that he would change, he grasped measure and scale.

"Wang Dian's film, every day and every moment I was filming, I endured those lines and plots that I disliked. But I still took it, and I still finished the filming, because it was your friend, because you told me It's too late, so I took it, as a favor, as a concession from me to you." Lin Yuyao was emotional.

It's another old account.

"I told you that you don't have to take Wang Dian's play. You don't need to do things you don't like or take a step back to please others. Do you understand?"

"I don't know."

Gu Xun said, "You understand. It's like you know that Xia Shiyuan doesn't regard you as a friend, and has been using you to take advantage of resources."

Lin Yuyao was stunned, opened his mouth but didn't make a sound, and it took a long time for him to speak: "What did you say?"

Gu Xun pulled his arm, pulled him in his direction, and said softly, "You know you're at a disadvantage, but you don't care."

Lin Yuyao trembled all over.

Gu Xun raised his head and stared at his reaction, knowing that he was right.

He had discovered that Lin Yuyao had a personality problem before, and the other party seemed to have an attitude towards everyone - friendly and gentle, as if he didn't have any emotions.Gu Xun first thought that this was a product of the influence of a single-parent family, and being kind to others was not a bad thing, so he didn't think much about it.

But after that, things became more and more wrong. Gu Xun remembered that there was a homophobic actor who, when he was acting with Lin Yuyao, used the fighting scenes again and again to intentionally play tricks, and even spread some ugly rumors in the crew.

Gu Xun was very angry when he found out, but Lin Yuyao reacted flatly, as if he was not the one being targeted, and just said: "He is homophobic, targeting me is normal."

Gu Xun asked: "Aren't you angry? Don't you hate this person?"

"I'm a little angry, and he's too much delaying the progress of the crew."

Gu Xun felt very uncomfortable listening to what he said.

This is very abnormal.It's so abnormal.

Xia Shiyuan's appearance made Gu Xun even more confused. Lin Yuyao was not stupid, on the contrary, he was very good at observing others' thoughts and motives.Gu Xun also tried it out, and it turned out that Lin Yuyao knew about it, or in other words, he knew it all along.

——From the time when he was a student, he knew whether it was true for others to be friends with him, and what was his original intention of being kind to others all the time?

"The moment you opened the door, do you hate Xia Shiyuan? Do you hate my betrayal?" Gu Xun's voice was like a tiny snake, piercing straight into Lin Yuyao's heart.At the same time, his hand followed the line of Lin Yuyao's forearm, and clasped the other's cold left hand.

Lin Yuyao looked at Gu Xun with red eyes. It was obvious that Gu Xun was much shorter than himself standing there, but at this moment Lin Yuyao felt that he was actually humble.

For a long time, all the time, those things that he tried his best to cover up were torn apart by Gu Xun forcefully.

"It's too much, Gu Xun." Lin Yuyao panted sharply. When he opened the door and saw that scene, he really felt strange emotions that he had never felt before, and he was so crowded that he couldn't adapt to it.

Is that distaste and hatred for others?

Lin Yuyao couldn't hold on anymore, his body slowly fell, and finally squatted on the ground.

Gu Xun shook his hand: "You don't need others to prove your own existence."

"Yes, what you said is correct." Lin Yuyao lowered his head as if muttering to himself, "Congratulations for seeing through me."

"I didn't see through you." Gu Xun lifted his chin to make him lift his face, but unexpectedly found that Lin Yuyao's eyes were red.

It wasn't the initial anger when he saw his lover messing around with others, but...

"Yuyao, I..."

"I don't want to talk anymore, I don't want to talk about this anymore, I'm very tired." Lin Yuyao interrupted him.

Gu Xun looked at the dark circles under his eyes: "Then go and rest first."

Lin Yuyao stood up and straightened her expression: "I'll sleep in the audio-visual room tonight."

As he said that, he was about to leave, but Gu Xun grabbed his wrist: "You sleep in the bedroom, I'll go to the audio-visual room."

Lin Yuyao was silent for a few seconds, and finally walked towards the bedroom, but paused before entering the door.

I only heard him say: "No matter what your purpose is, you should not use this method."

Before Gu Xun could respond, he closed the door.

Gu Xun thought he had seen through his entire beard, but it was actually just the tip of the iceberg.He didn't know his past, and he didn't know that since he could remember, he was accompanied by his mother's disgust and hatred.

The most common sentence Liu Hongyun said was: Why did you come to torture me?

Lin Yuyao has lived in self-loathing since he was a child. He always reflects on himself when things happen. When others throw negative emotions at him, he accepts them all, but after he absorbs them, he will not vent them.

Liu Hongyun made him doubt the meaning of his own existence, and he was afraid that he would be a burden and disgusting existence to everyone.

When the video store owner died, he was glad that he escaped, and hated himself for that emotion for many years afterwards.He is sensitive to external perception and becomes fragile, so he goes to extremes.

He wants to please everyone, and wants to prove that he is a meaningful existence through others.He can't hate others, just like his mother who rarely fulfills his mother's responsibility, he is treated like this, but he can't hate her.He doesn't hate others, and the reverse effect he achieves is self-hatred.

Gu Xun only saw the superficial layer, so he set up a plan on his own to stimulate him, to make him feel emotional, to let him vent.But Gu Xun didn't know where the source came from.

At first Xia Shiyuan came to tease him, but Gu Xun didn't intend to pay attention to it. He doesn't hate people who have plans and want to climb up, but it doesn't mean that he likes someone like Xia Shiyuan who seduces his friend's boyfriend behind his back behind his back. people.

The message sent by the other party was not ambiguous at the beginning, but started with Lin Yuyao, talked about the people they knew in common, searched and answered one or two, and found out a lot about Lin Yuyao's student days.

And the more he heard, the more Gu Xun felt that Lin Yuyao had problems getting along with others.

In the end he designed the game.

Gu Xun bet that he was very important to Lin Yuyao, so important that different emotions could be involved.

In fact, he won the bet, but he felt that something was wrong.

Gu Xun has never cared about other people's opinions in his more than 20 years of life, which is completely opposite to Lin Yuyao who cares too much about other people's opinions.Therefore, his head was hot for a while, and he didn't consider whether the setting of this bureau was meaningful or not, and whether it was right or wrong.

Did it have any effect on Lin Yuyao?Gu Xun couldn't help asking himself.

But he didn't regret it, at least he solved Xia Shiyuan, and Liu Shiyuan and Ding Shiyuan would never appear again.This method is rotten, but it can be irritating to the point.

Gu Xun brushed his forehead hair, looked at the closed door, and suddenly felt an indescribable and rare frustration.

—although he seems to be self-defeating.