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Gu Xun thought back to Lin Yuyao, who was reluctant and firm when he took over Wang Dian's drama. It was the first cold war between them, and his memory was still fresh.However, looking at the person who can say "I hope to have a chance to cooperate again" calmly now, Gu Xun suddenly felt a strange emotion in his heart.

But before Gu Xun finished digesting the sudden emotion, Lin Yuyao who was sitting next to him suddenly stood up.

"I'm going to the bathroom."

"Oh, good." The person at the table responded.

Lin Yuyao went out, Gu Xun's group of cronies and friends seemed to be liberated, they all changed their expressions, and pointed the topic at Gu Xun.

"I said what happened to the news a few days ago? You finally couldn't stand the home-cooked dishes and started hunting wild game?" Ma Chengming said with a smirk.

The news he was talking about refers to the scandal that Qi Le created.

"You guys can believe that the little star wants to get involved with porcelain?" Gu Xun guessed that this group of people would gossip, and lied calmly at this time.

"Okay, don't lie to us with that set of rhetoric. We have been friends for many years, so I don't understand you." Someone said bluntly.

"Also, that Qi Le was in my crew before, and I said whoever stuffed this guy in for me, so it was you who did it." Wang Dian had the evidence.

Gu Xun still insisted: "You believe in gossip if you like it."

"That's right, you've persisted for three or four years anyway." Wang Dian winked, "To be honest, there are always times when you get tired of fucking someone every day. Back then we had a bet on how long you could play that love game. Guessing for a month, Ma Chengming guessing for a week, and guessing for a day. It turned out that you have persisted for a few years, and it is normal that you can't hold back now, man."

"I eat too much home-cooked dishes, so I always want to change the taste. A few newcomers came to Lio a while ago, do you have time to go and have fun?" Ma Chengming, the rich second generation with tattooed arms, raised his chin at Gu Xun, asked.

Gu Xun smiled and said nothing, Quandang agreed, and the scum at the table knew it.

This group of people were just ordinary friends at best, and it was naturally impossible to tell them the fact that he and Lin Yuyao had broken up.As for the misunderstanding that he cheated on wild food, Gu Xun didn't bother to explain it. The drinking and meat friends who play on the spot, they only want to see the side of each other who can have fun with themselves. They can drink and eat meat together, but they can't have a heart-to-heart relationship.

"But how did you coax your family this time? Didn't you have to kneel on the keyboard to admit your mistakes when you came out to play before?" Ma Chengming asked with a cigarette in his mouth.

Gu Xun played with the lighter in his hand: "Are you asking me for experience?"

"Fuck you." Ma Chengming scolded with a smile, "I'm not as cowardly as you. I'm too scared to come out to play because of a man. When we played these few years, did you spend the night with us?"

Gu Xun said in twos and twos: "If I don't play with you, you're still lonely, aren't you? Ma Chengming, don't say you've been secretly in love with me."

Ma Chengming smiled, and said nonchalantly: "If you are willing to lie down, I can consider it."

Gu Xun threw the lighter in his hand, Ma Chengming reacted quickly and dodged, but missed.

"If you want me to tell you, what's so good about that Lin Yuyao? If it weren't for you, would he be so famous now? Lao Wang approached him a few times, and when did he give him face? He said he was free to cooperate, but he pointed out in his heart. Don't look down on our director Wang's play." Ma Chengming said.

Wang Dian was dissatisfied: "You say what you said, why are you talking about me?"

Ma Chengming squinted at him, with a conceited look of seeing through the truth: "How can I not understand you. Knowing that people don't want to see you, you just mentioned that you want to cooperate again, don't you just want to disgust him for a while."

Wang Dian raised his hands in surrender: "All right, my little trick can't hide from Master Ma's piercing eyes."

When they got together in the past, they rarely teased Lin Yuyao behind his back so unceremoniously, but today, knowing that Gu Xun was tired of playing innocent love games, they started talking nonsense.

"Lin Yuyao obviously doesn't like your drama."

"Have you said enough?" Gu Xun suddenly interrupted their conversation.

"Still protecting?" Ma Chengming looked at Gu Xun's serious face with a smile, "Let's not talk about Lin Yuyao, let's talk about your new little lover, he looks good in the photo."

"I'm here for dinner today, not to talk at the dinner table." Gu Xun frowned, with a warning in his voice.

Ma Chengming suddenly suppressed his smile, and his face became stiff.

The atmosphere suddenly turned upside down, and the innocent onlookers looked at each other in blank dismay.In the end, it was Wang Dian who spoke to ease the atmosphere: "Would you like to order two more bottles of wine? I think everyone will be able to drink tonight. Young Master Ma, what would you like to order?"

Ma Chengming got down the steps, and turned his head to talk to others.

Gu Xun knew what Ma Chengming was going crazy.A rich second generation dawdling around, who is not young but has no achievements, his private life is chaotic and emotionally unstable.In the past, he and Gu Xun were like-minded when they became friends, but after Gu Xun and Lin Yuyao fell in love, they began to calm down, and their careers were bright and prosperous, so Ma Chengming became eccentric.

Drinking and meat friends are only limited to eating, drinking and having fun. Once someone deviates from this depraved track, then this fragile relationship means that it will be broken.

They like to drink and club with Gu Xun, willing to degenerate, and never want to see the other party's deep affection and get out of the quagmire.

When Lin Yuyao came back from the bathroom, the topic at the dinner table had already turned to the topic of sex.Several men were chatting about the promiscuity parties they had participated in, using vulgar and obscene words, which were unbearable.When it came to Xing Chu, several people toasted and laughed.

Gu Xun's expression was calm, and he only occasionally said a few innocuous words.

Lin Yuyao sat back in his seat and laughed along with them, but there was no smile in his eyes.He took a cigarette from the cigarette box on the table and lit it. Wang Dian saw it and asked in surprise, "Yu Yao can smoke?"

Lin Yuyao nodded with a cigarette between his fingers.

"Learned for filming?" Ma Chengming asked.

Lin Yuyao has acted in some roles where he needs to be able to smoke. Everyone thinks that he smokes to learn acting.

Gu Xun saw him smoking a cigarette deftly, Lin Yuyao felt his gaze, tilted his head and pushed the cigarette case at him, asking if he wanted one.

Gu Xun shook his head slightly and refused.He knew that Lin Yuyao should be in a bad mood now, because Lin Yuyao rarely smoked.Gu Xun was quite surprised when he knew that the other party could smoke for the first time, but the situation at that time was terrible.

At that time, Lin Yuyao had just finished filming Wang Dian's "Once Upon a Time in the Flower City" and finally had to go home.During the several months of filming, he has been away from home, separated from Gu Xun, and the first two days after returning home, he found that Gu Xun was still returning in the middle of the night, and in his spare time he was like a wild horse running wild.

That night, Gu Xun attended a party hosted by a producer, and was drinking and playing cards in the private room when the door suddenly opened, and the light came in, revealing a group of monsters and monsters who were sensual and sensual under the dimly flickering lights.

"Hey, Yuyao, here." Wang Dian mingled in the crowd, and tiptoed to see Lin Yuyao who was against the light at the door.

"Gu Xun..." Lin Yuyao said, his voice was not loud, he was covered by the deafening music, and he could only see his mouth moving a few times.

Gu Xun was drunk a lot, and it took him half a beat to see him clearly.

"Don't come here to catch traitors, Yu Yao, Gu Xun is very good, he didn't mess around, I testify." Someone made a joke that they thought was very funny.

Gu Xun asked, "Why are you here?"

Lin Yuyao explained a long list: "I didn't answer your call. I asked Wang Dian. He said that you drank too much here. I'm afraid you won't be able to go home later. I'll come to pick you up."

"Xiao Jiang and the driver are outside." Gu Xun exposed his clumsy excuse, and the subtext was that there must be another reason for his unnecessary actions.

What could be the reason?Lin Yuyao looked around at the ambiguous atmosphere full of tobacco and alcohol, and his heart gradually sank.

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Halfway through the party, Gu Xun was taken home.No one spoke along the way, when they got home Gu Xun immediately went to take a shower, when he came out he was about to go back to his room to sleep, when he passed by the living room, he saw Lin Yuyao still neatly dressed and sitting on the sofa.

"You don't wash and go to bed so late?" Gu Xun wiped his hair and walked around from behind, his sight became clearer. Lin Yuyao sat there silently, like a storm brewing.

"You also know it's late?"

Gu Xun paused for wiping his hair, and said, "Let's go to bed first."

"Now go to bed as if nothing happened, and I will do this every day in the future, right?" Lin Yuyao said calmly.

"What happened? It's just a drink and a party." Lin Yuyao's sudden attack tonight made Gu Xun lose face in front of his friends. He suppressed his emotions and didn't want to make trouble with others, but Lin Yuyao obviously didn't intend to Skip this stubble.

"that is it?"

"That's not it."

Gu Xun acted as if it was a matter of course, making Lin Yuyao unable to speak the words stuck in his throat.

"This kind of gathering can't be dismissed, it's just entertainment." Gu Xun softened his tone first.

"Don't make excuses." Lin Yuyao raised her voice in decibels.

Why did you want to be with Gu Xun in such a hothead?Because Gu Xun has something that he doesn't have - freedom, wantonness, and unrestraint. These things that Lin Yuyao lacks deeply attract him.

But now, he has put Gu Xun into the intimate relationship between the two, but it is also equivalent to cutting off part of Gu Xun's freedom, wantonness and unrestrainedness, and let the other party face the same lover every day, with similar tastes. Dinner and a rough life.

It's just too weird.Lin Yuyao is in love for the first time, and he has no experience before. He can't figure out why the so-called love is so contradictory and changeable.

There was a pack of cigarettes on the table, which Gu Xun casually threw away two days ago. Lin Yuyao lit one from it, and took two puffs with shaking fingers. The long-lost familiar smell of nicotine calmed him down a little.

Gu Xun stared at his skillful movements, his surprise overshadowed the unhappiness of the quarrel just now.

"You still smoke?"

"In your heart, should I be a good boy who can order a glass of milk or orange juice at the bar?" Lin Yuyao said.

"I just didn't expect you to smoke." Gu Xun sat on another sofa, a few steps away between them.

Lin Yuyao's smoking side face is calm and unwavering, like a deep well, where one can see her unfathomable emotions, but upon closer inspection, it seems illusory and endless.

They didn't really know each other at all.Gu Xun didn't know that he could smoke, just like he didn't know about his childhood experience, family situation, or even the unknown morbid emotions in his heart.

A word welled up from the bottom of my heart, rushed to my throat, and was about to be blurted out: "Gu Xun, we still..."

"I'll try my best to change it in the future." At the same time, Gu Xun also spoke.

Lin Yuyao was interrupted in the middle of her conversation, and looked over in surprise.

Gu Xun stood up and walked over, sat next to him, and continued: "Whatever you want me to do, I'll try to lean up. Is that okay?"

"Are you lying to me?" Lin Yuyao asked.

Gu Xun knew what Lin Yuyao hadn't finished talking just now - the other party wanted to break up.Gu Xun also thought about it, more than once, since he agreed to be with the other party, he began to think about this question.

For more than 20 years, Gu Xun has enjoyed absolute freedom. Feelings or love have little meaning to him, and may not even be the icing on the cake, but rather the shackles of Taoism.

During the cold war with Lin Yuyao, during the quarrels, and during the outings, he had the idea of ​​breaking up.Even just now, such thoughts flashed through his mind a few minutes ago.But the moment he realized that Lin Yuyao wanted to break up, and when he saw the side of Lin Yuyao that he didn't know before when he smoked, he suddenly felt that being bound and changing for the sake of the other party might not be an unacceptable bad thing.

So he replied, "Probably not."

Not an entirely yes answer.

"You can't even be sure."

"I'm sure I'm coaxing you instead."

Lin Yuyao choked, stopped smoking, and didn't speak for a while.

Gu Xun accompanied him through the silent silence.The half of the cigarette in Lin Yuyao's hand was burning little by little, and the smell of smoke enveloped a small space and surrounded them.

After a while, Gu Xun stretched out his hand and took away the half of his cigarette, put it in his mouth and started to smoke.

"If you want to smoke, can't you get a new one?" Lin Yuyao looked at Gu Xun puffing on the half of the cigarette he had smoked, and asked.

"This thing is not a good thing, I will smoke the rest for you."

"Then do I have to thank you?"

Gu Xun raised his head, and the two of them stared at each other. The light shone into their eyes like starlight in the sky.The tense atmosphere just now was broken up by a stare, and the frozen air re-flowed.

Gu Xun stubbed out the cigarette, leaned closer, squeezed Lin Yuyao's chin, and kissed a long and smoky kiss.

"That's the way to say thank you."

Falling in love is really a wonderful thing. One second you were still arguing and thinking about breaking up, and the next second you miraculously forgive and reconcile with them.

Everyone is both generous and stingy.

Generous enough to tolerate all the shortcomings of the other party and any wrong things they have done, and so stingy that they have to dig out old accounts when arguing, and care about every little thing that happened in the past.

When you face someone with conflicting feelings, maybe that is love.

—You can both bear him and you can't bear him.I want to be close to him, but also want to stay away from him.

As soon as her finger hurt, Lin Yuyao came back to her senses, looked down and found that the cigarette held by her fingertip had burned to the end, and the ash that had not lost its temperature fell onto her hand, and the burning pain was obvious.

"Yu Yao?"

"What?" Lin Yuyao looked up at Wang Dian.

"Bring me the cigarette case. What are you thinking? I just saw that you are not in the right mind, but Gu Xun is still by your side." Wang Dian laughed.

Gu Xun whose name was mentioned also looked over.

Lin Yuyao pushed the cigarette case to him, and said perfunctorily, "I'm thinking about the scene I'm going to shoot tomorrow."

"Tsk, you're really dedicated." Ma Chengming was annoyed.

Lin Yuyao smiled and said nothing, picked up a piece of food with chopsticks and lowered his head to eat. Seeing his reaction, the rest of the people turned their heads to chat about other topics, not to make fun of themselves.

"In the past few years, there have been a lot of gay people in the circle. I don't know if it's because of the influence of Gu Xun and Yu Yao." Wang Dian said.

"There are quite a few people who want to follow their example and want to taste the benefits."

"It's not that easy. Aren't they the only couple in the circle now?"

"That's right, hey, is Zhang Tingyun gay? I heard that he made a gay movie, which was only finished a few days ago."

"Really? Zhang Yingdi has gone into the sea?"

"The news is true, but this film is very low-key from start to finish, and the secrecy work is better than Gu Xun's "Mirror Shadow" filmed by Director Chen."

"Then is he gay?" a singer asked eagerly.

"Whether he is gay has anything to do with you, Xiao Ning." Wang Dian teased him.

"Please, Zhang Tingyun! If he is gay, countless little friends in the circle will flock to him. Who doesn't care about it?" said the boy named Xiao Ning.

"I think your butt is itchy." Ma Chengming spoke yellow.

"You people!" Xiao Ning was helpless, and turned to Lin Yuyao, "Hey, Yuyao, are you familiar with Zhang Tingyun? I saw that there was news that you had a private meal together?"

Lin Yuyao didn't expect that the conversation would turn to him, and it had something to do with Zhang Tingyun. He subconsciously turned his eyes to look at Gu Xun next to him. Sure enough, the other party's face had completely darkened, but no one present noticed.

"I'm not very familiar with her. I met him at a party before. Because I graduated from a school, I only exchanged a few words." Lin Yuyao said.

"Really?" Xiao Ning didn't believe it, "Then is he gay?"

"This is his personal privacy, how could I know." Lin Yuyao replied.

"Ok."

Zhang Tingyun stands at the end of his life, has a high status, a good family background, and is full of talents. Even a genius like Gu Xun is slightly inferior to him in terms of qualifications and maturity.

Gu Xun's face was so gloomy that water dripped out, but the topic at the dinner table still revolved around Zhang Tingyun.

"Yu Yao and I will go first, it's getting late, we have to film tomorrow." Gu Xun interrupted everyone's conversation.

"Isn't it still early? There will be a second stall in the midnight market later. Yuyao, let's play a little longer." Wang Dian advised to stay.

Gu Xun wanted to leave, but he didn't communicate with himself, but Lin Yuyao also wanted to leave, so he declined, "Next time, we really have to start work tomorrow."

"Okay, then be careful on the road, do you want to give it away?"

"No, you guys continue to drink." Gu Xun stood up, Lin Yuyao followed suit, greeted and went out.

When walking through the corridor of the hotel, Gu Xun walked extremely fast.Lin Yuyao couldn't keep up and was too lazy to follow, so he sent a message to the driver later.When they came, they took one car, and when they went back, they didn't need to play any more, so naturally they had to divide into two cars.Lin Yuyao greeted the driver in advance, but he ended the meal early, wondering if the driver had come.

"Ah..." Lin Yuyao lowered his hair and didn't pay attention to the front, when he bumped into something suddenly.

——It's Gu Xun's back.

Already at the elevator entrance, Gu Xun stopped and waited for the elevator.

Lin Yuyao touched the bumped nose and moved two steps to the side.

"Not familiar with your brother Zhang? Not bad, now you don't blush when you lie." Gu Xun said sarcastically as he stepped into the elevator.

"I'm not obliged to report to you or to you whether I'm familiar with you or not." Lin Yuyao said.

"Don't be really unfamiliar. Didn't you all break up with me? I never saw you with him. Did I not let you take the movie at that time, which disturbed the development of your relationship. "

"Did you install a detector or a camera on me? Why don't you think about it. When you are sleeping in the same bed as someone else, I might be sleeping with him." Lin Yuyao got angry and retorted.

When Gu Xun heard this, he suddenly got angry, grabbed Lin Yuyao's arm, and pushed him against the elevator wall, his back hit the stiff wall directly, numb with pain.

"What's the matter?" Lin Yuyao relieved the pain for a while, trying to push Gu Xun away.But the other party shackled his shoulders on both sides, trapping him firmly in place.

Gu Xun's eyes were slightly red, looking a little fierce.

But Lin Yuyao was not timid at all, and said, "What do you want to do? There are surveillance cameras in the elevator."

"What can I do to you?" Gu Xun asked back, gnashing his teeth quite a bit, but there was a hint of helpless sadness.

Lin Yuyao was startled.The elevator reached the floor at this time, and the door opened in response.

Gu Xun took a deep look at him, then slowly relaxed his strength, and finally walked towards the parking lot without saying a word or looking back.