Zerg Rover
Chapter 39 The Beginning of Small Town Life
The ground made of concrete rolling ensures that even if it is dilapidated, no grass can grow, but it cannot stop the covering of dust.Weeds stubbornly emerge from the gaps in the concrete road, swaying in the wind.
The bright red plastic runway in memory has long been weathered into fragmented earthy pink.
The building is dilapidated, and the clear glass windows are covered with a thick layer of dust.
Only remnants of dilapidated ruins tell the traces of people who lived in the past.
Perhaps it was the rusty railings that he saw earlier that made Ellis mentally prepared. Walking into this large school, Ellis did not show much surprise at these.
Ellis didn't think about why Xiongzi wanted to see his exchange school on a whim, but simply thought it was driven by curiosity.When I was at home, there were many things like this. Xiongzi would buy some things out of curiosity, but usually he would never pick them up again.
The actions of male sons are greatly affected by emotional impulses.
Alice walked in this dilapidated place, and the memory fragments of the two-month exchange life were dusted off and revealed.
"This place is a cafeteria, and the third step is a little shorter than the normal step height, and it is easy to trip if you don't pay attention every time you step down.
The place I passed by just now is a dormitory apartment building, and the dormitory administrator is also female. Every time I see outsiders I don’t know, I will tell them to stop. It is said that the staff here are from the small town of Boulder, but I have never met them.The people in this place are very nice, much better than the military school seniors who raid the internal affairs at any time and push the door in regardless of whether you are dressed or not.
The military training here is just a formality, and the noise is over.
There are teaching buildings over there, and there are passages between the buildings. There are no windows in the passages, and the lights are turned on regardless of black and white. When the sun is very warm outside, the passages are so cold that people shiver.
I took classes with freshmen there for a period of time, because I didn’t choose a major and I took a little bit of everything. When it was the political teacher’s turn to talk about ideas and theories, the effect was more powerful than hypnosis.Once I fell asleep in class, the teacher woke me up and asked 'Are you awake? ’, I looked at him blankly, and then the teacher said, ‘It’s okay, you continue to sleep. 'Then sleep until noon after school.This passage was told by a classmate who was in class together. I have no memory of this passage at all.
......"
With the narration of the young voice, the past events of the student days are narrated, and a vague portrait is outlined in Xi Tian's heart.He is very young and naughty, so the teacher shook his head and sighed, and the classmates clapped their hands and applauded him.
"Did you really travel to three states by yourself after the college entrance examination?"
"Instead of walking by myself, I bought a mountain bike and spent a month and a half riding it along the Siming River, passing through three states. But these are all plain areas, unlike my classmate Sahir, who went all the way Zizhao Mountains, farther than I have walked. I just ran for snacks along the way, half eating and half playing, not hard. Sahir went to the birthplace of the Siming River, and after returning, he was tanned by the ultraviolet rays on the plateau Son."
"Your life sounds much richer than mine, at least go out for a walk." Xi Tian said with emotion, he didn't even know that his partner had a cycling past.
"How did Xiongzhu spend his college entrance examination?"
"Me, in my family, Xiongzi will receive government subsidies until he reaches adulthood, and he will have board and lodging at school when he is in school, and he will rent a small house with the money after the school is over.
I’m bored at home every day, reading with a reader, don’t look at me with adoring eyes, what I read is either love stories or novels about upgrading hegemony.
Then I was abducted by my friends and found my field of interest. This is the beginning of my study now.
Speaking of friends, before the incident happened, even the invitations were customized, and they were invited to participate after registration.
Speaking of it, it's really a bit embarrassing. "
Xi Tian stretched his waist.
"There is still a chance to send it out, right?" Alice stepped forward and took his hand.
"Of course, I just don't know when it will be."
Xi Tian gave him a kiss.
The wind, at this moment, is still.
They left the place by another road, and after the sun was past noon, they ate at the only small restaurant they passed, a meal that was surprisingly comfortable for their hunger.
Xi Tian asked the boss about the school as if chatting, the boss was still wearing an apron, gesticulating with both hands.
"That school, I heard that it was run by a private person. It has been in operation for ten years. In the past two years, due to the increase of land tax in the land of the farmer, I don't know how much it has to charge for that large area. And the school recruits more and more students. It's less and less, last year was the year before last, it should be last year, I heard that some cadres ran away with money, some people said they went bankrupt, anyway, there are all kinds of things.
When they left, some people went to the school to pick up leaks, the fences were all made of pure iron, if it wasn't for the rusty ones, they wouldn't sell for much, and the fences would have to be snatched up~"
No wonder, Xi Tian looked at the chair he was sitting on, it wasn't the one he was most familiar with when he was a student.
They said goodbye after eating and continued on their way back.
The buildings and crowds on both sides of the road gradually increased, but Xi Tian didn't feel any familiarity.
"Are you sure we're heading to the hotel?"
Xi Tian's sense of space and direction is not very good. He has only traveled the route once and has no specific reference.
"Our hotel is in the southwest corner of the town, and the school is in the south of the town. We are heading north now, and we just go to the real estate service center to have a look. There is a collection of rental and sale information for the entire town."
"...I didn't say I was going to rent a house today, you did it too suddenly."
"Since it's out, why don't we solve it together, make a quick decision, and settle down as soon as possible."
"...Okay, let me get used to it for a while. Ellis, next time you want to make such a decision about us, you'd better tell me in advance." Xi Tian had a serious expression, frowning, and stopped Ellis.
"Okay," Alice realized that Yuko was serious about this, "it won't happen next time."
The south of Boulder town is commercialized, and the north of the town is more of a residential area for local residents.This town receives tourists from Interstellar at certain times of the year, and short-term rental houses have become the choice for tourists who want to experience the original ecological environment.
After discussing with Ellis, Xi Tian and Ellis decided on two or three places in the north of the town. The agent showed them the houses, and finally chose a red brick house with a small yard, signed the lease, and got the key.
Back at the hotel exhausted at night, I was so excited that I could finally settle down.
Check out early the next morning, pack up your things, rent a house with complete furniture and electrical appliances, and move in with your bags.
The previous tenant obviously left here not long ago, the house was tidy and the walls were painted white.
They opened the doors and windows wide to let in the bright sunlight and drafts, and to ventilate the air.
At this time, the landlord saw them, walked into the yard, and greeted them.
The landlord, Rutherford Deli, is a subfemale. He is 50 to [-] years old. He has withered and yellow hair mixed with a lot of gray hair here and there, and has a ruddy complexion.
The subfemale grows naturally and ages naturally, but it is obvious that the landlord still maintains it well.
The landlord's husband passed away five years ago, leaving Rutherford two properties here. Rutherford has lived here for more than 20 years and has been very adaptable to life here.He rents out one of them for daily expenses.
"It's not the right time for you to come here. Boulder is best known for his life after snow in winter, but it's only summer now. It's really the wrong time to come."
"We're not here to travel." Xi Tian searched around in the luggage but couldn't find the cup, "I'm sorry, I haven't packed my things yet, so I can't find the cup, and I can't even pour you a glass of water. "
"I drink a lot of water, don't worry about it. You two look like a couple, what else can you do if you don't come to travel?"
Rutherford was in high spirits, and since the death of her husband he had been very fond of small talk.
Xi Tian didn't want to talk about the painful thing, and he was not good at lying, so he changed his words, "We are here for vacation, take a rest."
"Well, you young people, in the city, don't you just sit in an office, have a cup of tea and read a newspaper, and work so leisurely, but all of you say that you are tired, and you want to take a vacation and rest. Are young people so pampered?" Rutherford looked determined.
This remark made Xi Tian's desire to talk instantly mute. He lowered his eyebrows, and his attitude towards the landlord was neither cold nor cold, and he chatted with each other.
God knows, he just wants to bask in the sun.
Just when Ellis came out of the house and saw the landlord, he politely asked if there was a supermarket nearby.
He received a reply from a large supermarket in the northeast direction one kilometer away. He politely said that they were going to buy some necessities, and politely asked Rutherford to leave.However, Rutherford cheered up all of a sudden, his eyes became bright, he stretched his neck, and his voice was excited, a few degrees higher than before: "You are new here, you are not familiar with this place, I happen to I can help you lead the way!"
I don't know if Rutherford really didn't understand or was just pretending, he just led them like this without any explanation, introducing the shops on both sides of the road while walking.
Alice gave Xi Tian a wry smile, and Xi Tian shrugged weakly.
However, with the introduction of the landlord, a local, they quickly became familiar with the neighborhood.
Residential areas are full of basic necessities such as food, clothing, housing, and transportation. The roads in the town are planned horizontally and vertically, which is very easy to remember.
When we arrived at the supermarket, there was a security guard sitting next to the gate. The security guard was tall and strong, with a resolute face. Only a few strands of white hair exposed from under his hat showed that he was no longer young.Rutherford walked over quickly, greeted them warmly, and pointed to the two of them: "The new tenants in my house, I'm afraid they are not familiar with the way, so let's not bring them here to get acquainted with the way."
Then he gave the security guard a wink.The security guard looked indifferent, obviously already used to it.
The two looked at each other, and only then did they understand why the landlord brought them to the supermarket with such enthusiasm, just to find an excuse to see the person he likes.
"Rutherford, then we'll go in by ourselves..."
Before Xi Tian finished speaking, Rutherford interrupted: "You guys go, I can't help you anymore."
He didn't take his eyes off the security guard during the conversation.
Being interrupted, Xi Tian felt awkward, he had never suffered such a cold reception from ignorance.
"Have a good time in Boulder." Unexpectedly, the security guard's deep voice came.
After receiving Xi Tian's gaze, the security guard nodded and continued to observe the environment, ignoring Rutherford.
Rutherford looked surprised, and then grabbed the security guard and said something.
The two walked into the supermarket.
The luggage they mailed hadn't arrived yet, and it was full of clothes, small household machines, books, and the like.The rest of the daily necessities must be bought on the spot, such as bedding, cups and bowls, toiletries, and energy for charging the terminal, etc.Their shopping carts were piled full, Xi Tian tried to measure the weight, and his face turned pale.He simply pushed it to Ellis, but he couldn't bear it after thinking about it, so he picked up the bag that he could carry.
There was a small episode during the checkout. The people in front of them gave banknotes, but the banknotes have not been circulated in Wormstar for many years. The cashier waited to collect the banknotes, and Alice waited for him to scan the payment code and press his fingerprints. They looked at each other like this.The person in the back was still impatient and reminded the cashier: "Isn't he wearing a terminal? You ask him for his personal account number."
This small episode made Xi Tian pay attention to the payment situation around here on the way back, and found that people here generally use banknotes for transactions in physical stores, so he discussed with Ellis to open an account in a bank here. Get some paper money for emergencies.
When everything is moved home and placed in a suitable location, the empty house will gain popularity.
After a busy day, the two of them were hungry, and after walking around the house, they realized that they hadn't bought food at all.
The food he brought had already been eaten up, and it was originally prepared for a rainy day.Xi Tianxia consciously said to order takeaway, only to realize that this place is not in Zongxing anymore.
Made a quick decision to eat out.
It's afternoon school time, the sky is bright, the cubs are out of school, led by their parents, carrying small schoolbags, talking to their father while walking.
Opposite Xi Tian and Alice happened to be such a father and son.
"Female father, other children have male fathers, why don't I have one?"
Xiao Chong Cub was dressed in bright yellow and was carrying a fluffy schoolbag with a little yellow duck on his back. His immature voice was a little puzzled and a little cautious.
A layer of pity and sympathy instantly arose in Xi Tian's heart. Could this be another child with a single parent, a little bug cub without a male father?
The result was instantly shattered by the parent's words.
"You don't have a male father, but you have two female fathers. You came so suddenly that we didn't even discuss what you should call us. Didn't you call the other father Yiluo female father?"
It turned out to be a marriage between a female and a sub-female, which caused the cubs to not know which one to call the female father.
Xi Tian secretly compared the height of the parent who was leading the little worm, the parent had just squatted down to talk to the worm, and only now stood up.She is shorter than him, with a soft voice, obviously a subfemale.
At this moment, Xiao Chong cub cried out excitedly, "Father, it's Yiluo in front, it's Yiluo!"
"You have to call him 'Yiluo female father'!"
"No, I don't want to, you are also called 'Yi Luo', I will be called 'Yi Luo'."
Yafei held her forehead as if she had a headache.
The female in the distance came against the light, laughed and picked up the cub, then embraced the female who was holding her forehead, gave each of them a loud kiss, and asked the cub: "Little thing, did you mess with it?" Is my yajen angry?"
"I didn't!" Xiao Chong cub complained to the female as if he had found someone to back him up.
Xi Tian brushed past them, turned around and stopped to stare blankly at the backs of the family of three, their shadows were covered with golden brilliance, and there was faint laughter.
Before he knew it, Xi Tian had tears streaming down his face.
His heart seemed to be touched, but also seemed to be pulled hard.The family disappeared into the light, but the appearance of Xiao Chong Cub was still lingering in his mind.
Because of the scene just now, he touched some fragility in his subconscious.
Sensibility is the most mysterious part of the brain that is not controlled by reason.
Alice handed him the handkerchief, looking worried.
Xi Tian wiped it, folded the handkerchief and put it in his pocket.
His image is probably becoming more and more fragile in the eyes of his partner.
But being sensitive doesn't mean being vulnerable.
He's just emotionally more susceptible.
"I'm fine, let's go eat."
Xi Tian hooked Alice's shoulder like a good buddy, and led him forward.
The restaurant found a restaurant that showed that it could swipe the terminal ID card. Ellis greeted everyone, obviously he decided that the hero should not be stimulated any more.
Kennongxing is mainly engaged in large-scale mechanical planting, and is rich in whole grains. The local people's diet is based on this kind of grain. Grains of different colors and shapes are mixed together and steamed into rice.
Two bowls of rice were served on the table. They were brightly colored and colorful. As a male who grew up eating refined rice, he was not picky eaters or cookers, so he had little knowledge. At this time, he was puzzled. He was taught by his kindergarten teacher that "colorful mushrooms are poisonous." I can't eat" the bullet screen swiped the screen, I didn't know what to do for a while, and looked at Ellis subconsciously.
After yesterday's incident, Ellis finally understood not to make decisions for Xiongzi alone, let alone speculate on Xiongzi's meaning.
"what happened?"
Xi Tian pointed at the rice, but Alice didn't know why.
"There is no rice." Xi Tian whispered in Alice's ear, he didn't want others to hear it, it would make him seem very ignorant.
Thinking of Xiongzi's previous eating habits, Ellis immediately thought of the reason, followed his example, and said in a low voice, "This is how the rice here is."
He quietly bent the corners of his lips where Xiongzi could not see.
The two of them whispered like spies exchanging secret information.
Xi Tian was laughed out of his own imagination, holding Ellis in his arms to hold back the laughter.
Ellis didn't know why again, but it didn't delay him from being infected by the smile.
After a while, two stir-fried dishes were served, and it was obvious that they were overcooked at a glance. With the tragic mentality of testing poison, Xi Tian provoked a little to taste.
Sure enough, Alice ate without changing his face.
Xi Tian had no choice but to ask the store for a bowl of hot water, rinse the vegetables, and then eat the rice.
Rice steamed from five grains is not as soft as single rice, and different types of rice have different degrees of draft, which can be soft or hard, making Xi Tian be extra careful when eating.
After Xi Tian finished eating a bowl of rice, there was no soup, so he called the boss to ask, and the boss said: "You have finished eating, and you can't eat any more soup."
But Xi Tian is a southerner who has been a bug star for the first 18 years. He must drink soup when eating rice, otherwise he always feels that something is missing.He argued with the boss and insisted on ordering soup.
While waiting for the soup, Ellis apologized to him in a low voice, saying that he forgot to remind him that there is no habit of drinking soup here, and he forgot to order soup.
Xi Tian felt a little strange, anyone might forget such a trivial matter, why Ellis acted as if it was his mistake.
He replied "No need to apologize", and when the soup came, he put the matter behind him.
After being satisfied with one book, Xi Tian went to ask the boss if there is any takeaway delivery service.
The boss said with a surprised face, if you want to eat, you can eat by yourself, how lazy you are if you have two legs.
Xi Tian didn't give up, and continued to ask, is there no takeaway service in this town?
The boss thought for a second and shook his head solemnly.
Xi Tian seemed to hear a "click".
It was the sound of heartbreak.
Back home, the two large suitcases they sent arrived and were placed in the yard.
The two struggled to move into the living room, and Alice wanted to open it, but was stopped by Xi Tian.
Before leaving, Ellis sorted all the luggage. Xi Tian didn't know what was in it, so today he didn't even know if there was a water glass (open glass) in the carry-on luggage.
He opened a box, and it was full. His usual clothes were neatly arranged, the blanket he used to cover, a dozen new plaid handkerchiefs, two books that he read most often and filled with notes, and the I went to the pharmacy and prescribed calcium tablets for three months...
This box, without exception, is his supplies.
The other box, no doubt, must be Alice's stuff and what they need to live.
For a while, my heart was mixed.
Very early on, Xi Tian knew that his physique was different from others. He was easily affected by emotions. He realized that the emotional ups and downs were much higher than ordinary people, and he was easily stimulated by emotions.He is too easily moved, too easy to trust others, too easy to invest in a relationship.
This emotion can be family affection, friendship, love.
When he devoted himself, he must be unreserved, even if he was cut all over by reality.
Unlike those who are unconscious and only manipulated by sensitivity, Xi Tian spent a lot of time through books to understand this sensitivity, understand human weaknesses, and understand why he is manipulated by animal nature.
He uses emotions as a navigator, is rational and cautious, measures emotional changes with the scale of knowledge, and always knows which stage he is in.
He cautiously reminded himself not to be unreserved, to observe how much the other party pays, and then have the scale to repay with the same intensity.
He knew that the current self was shocked and unbelievable by the fact that he "was taken care of unabashedly by the other party".
Obviously he didn't do anything, but why can he be treated wholeheartedly by the other party?
He has always accepted money and gifts without mercy.
For a piece of affection, he didn't know how to deal with it.
Treat people with gentleness and gentle personality.This is the way he was born to treat himself and others.
He kept his emotions tightly, neither mourning for parting nor rejoicing for reunion.
However, no matter who makes him a man who "pays attention to attitude", he will still be touched by the feeling of "being taken care of by others" reflected in such details.
Xi Tian knew that he was once again in the mood of being moved.He can slowly wait for his emotions to subside and return to a calm and rational state, and then face his partner again, and continue to enjoy the sacrifice of the female with peace of mind.
Ellis was a female, he told himself, and it was only natural to do something for a male.
This includes his calling and driving, he following him to leave his hometown, and he is always by his side.
However, Ellis owed him nothing.
No one is born with debts and lives to pay off debts.
No one's contribution to anyone is taken for granted.
He couldn't ignore his indifferent waste of a sincere heart.
Ellis' name rolled on the tip of his tongue, turning into strange notes.
Xi Tian called over and over again, and got a response from the owner of the name.
Eye to eye contact, hand to hand touch.
Just like the beginning of the world, God created the first pair of Adam and Eve in Eden, frank and innocent.
They are like swans, kissing each other, and like dolphins, singing and playing.
Hug, caress, touch.
I want to cherish and treat him like the most precious treasure.The body is like boiling magma under a dormant volcano.
The slower you move, the hotter you feel.
It is obviously a body that has been explored, but it is as shy as it was when it was first seen.
At this moment, I see you are so strange, yet so familiar.
At this moment, it seems that I am no longer the old me.
The mountains and rivers are turned upside down, and the nebula is wiped out. They are not as good as you at this moment, which makes my heart so excited.
The brilliance is gorgeous and the eyes are empty.
Xi Tian clung to his ear and said the belated words.
Three words, each word is like a heavy stone, and the sound hits the heart.
No longer cautious, no longer reserved, no longer ambiguous.
At this moment, I am sure, I love you.
It was a passion more intense than ever.
Ellis didn't understand what kind of thought process Xiongzi had gone through to cause such a violent action.
He accepts everything Xiongzi gives.Whatever Xiongzi wanted, he satisfied.
Ask for whatever you want, and ask for it endlessly.
It's the only way he can express himself.
Xiongzi gave him a lot, being needed, trusted, and relied on.
He is valued and needed by those he loves.
That's enough.
After the passion, the two embraced each other quietly.They all enjoyed the tenderness after this intense.
Soft tides flow between each other, silently.
The aftermath of passion can spark another flame of passion under hormones at any time.
But Xi Tian doesn't want to go on to the next time now, and has another urge to confide.
"I used that thing, and you never asked me."
Xi Tian pointed to the thing he just threw away, which was a used condom.After Ellis came back, Xi Tian used this.
"The Lord must have his own reasons for using this."
After a few times, Ellis became aware of its function and what the male son was thinking.
Xiongzi didn't want him to get pregnant, didn't want a child.
"Sure enough, whatever I do, you assume it's reasonable by default." Xi Tian smiled, lying on his back, avoiding looking directly at Ellis, "My child, it's a very beautiful existence.
It's not that I haven't thought about what your child and mine will look like. It must be soft, small, and have the blood of two people.
Raising a child, listening to him shouting "Xiongfu" for the first time, holding him and walking on the street, his eyes are full of curiosity, like a noisy little questioning machine with a small wind-up, constantly asking questions A hundred thousand whys, whats, hows.
He will trust you completely, rely on you, rely on you, and his love for you is unconditional.
The child is such an attractive existence. "
Xi Tian turned over and kissed Alice.
"It's not that I don't want children, it's that I don't dare.
I am afraid that I cannot afford his trust, cannot afford his future life, and cannot give him a healthy growth environment.
There are too many variables in the future, maybe my child will have the same fate as mine, maybe he will become so stubborn that I can't control it, maybe he will have various problems in the future, I can't be sure that I have done it well Prepare.
I can't adjust my problems well, so how can I drag an innocent life into this world for my own selfish desires. "
Xi Tian gently stroked Alice's hair, which was already covering his ears. The hair was very thin, but it felt hard to the touch.
"I don't believe that I have the ability to be a good father.
So, I don't want kids, through those little props. "
It's not that Xiongzi hasn't thought about the future of them having children, but he thinks too much and goes too far. The endless troubles and trivialities in his fantasy are enough to scare away this Xiongzi who lives a stable life and has never experienced many setbacks.
After all, Xiongzi is more like a big kid.
Don't be stingy with expressing, what kind of emotions you have must be clearly stated.
Simple, so simple that she doesn't use her gender to cheat marriages for profit.
"However, seeing that family of three in the afternoon, that noisy little bug cub shook me.
Once I think that I will never have such a child again, I can't help but think, is my choice correct?
I personally prevented that little guy from coming, but I couldn't help but envy other parents who have children.
I am conflicted about whether to have children or not. "
He put his hand on Alice's belly, his eyes were tender and sad.
"Lord." Alice said softly,
"Not ready, we can take our time. We are still young and have enough time to prepare for his arrival. No one will stay the same.
I don't know when the hero made the decision, nor when the hero thought about so many things alone.
However, there is no purpose for man's appearance, man does not belong anywhere, and everyone dies.
To live is to experience, not to prepare for a smooth road to keep him carefree throughout his life.In fact, being alive itself is an unpredictable thing. Some people are still smiling by your side just now, and they will pass away the next moment.
No one can predict, no one can guarantee that so and so will be free from illness and injury, live a happy life and have a happy family.What really matters is often not the future, but this moment that can be grasped now. "
Ellis steals a kiss without a penis.
"When the fate comes, the child will come naturally. We don't need to deliberately prepare, we just need to wait until the conditions are ripe. Now, we need to grasp the present."
Alice took his hand and shook it.
That night, they talked a lot together, and they didn't know what time they were talking until they fell asleep in a daze.
Xi Tian dreamed of the orange-red color again, the gentle current of water wrapped him, and the soft tune comforted him.
Everything is so calm and peaceful.
The next morning, it was rare for Alice to wake up first, and Xi Tian was still asleep.
Ellis picked up the trash that was sorted out yesterday and threw it into the sorting trash bin outside the yard.
Walking back, I saw Rutherford, the landlord next door, wearing fluffy pajamas, slippers, and three or four colorful curls on his head with long hair. He warmly greeted Ellis.
"Hey, what an early wake up! Have you got an invitation to a party in Boulder town?"
"Party invitation letter?"
"Yes, our town holds a party every week this afternoon. Everyone gets to know each other, eat and drink champagne. This is very exciting."
"Where can I get this invitation letter?"
Rutherford walked out of the small courtyard, took out a piece of paper from a beautifully decorated letterbox outside the fence, and flicked it in his hand, "Here, it's in the letterbox." The voice was teasing. It's funny that I don't know the mailbox.
"This party is the best chance to meet your neighbors. I'll wait for you there this afternoon~"
Rutherford gave Ellis a wave and went back to the house.
Ellis walked outside his yard, and on the left stood a half-person-high pillar with a box made of green-painted wood on top. He thought it was locked, but it opened with a light push.Ellis took out the paper inside, which was the same as the one Rutherford had just held in his hand.
Dear Mr. Xi Tian and Mr. Ellis:
We will be hosting a party at the Kolawa Mod family this afternoon at four o'clock, and you are cordially invited to come.
Ellis looked at this piece of paper over and over in his hand. The paper invitation letter was really new to him who was used to electronic information.
There is going to be a party in the afternoon, why did you send out the invitation only in the morning?Wouldn't that be too hasty?
At least two days' notice is required for the party held in Siming City on the Worm Planet, so that both parties can prepare for each other, which makes Boulder's party seem less formal.
Alice forgot, however, that not all the people invited on the Worm Planet lived in the same town, and they were already familiar with each other, so it seemed impolite.
When Ellis walked in, Xi Tian was already up, and he couldn't help but look annoyed when he was getting dressed.
"I got up late! It's been a long time since I got up late. Now that the sun is up, I can't run in the morning."
"It's still early, it's only eight o'clock." Alice looked at the time on the terminal.
"A run at eight o'clock isn't called a 'morning run,' it's called a 'morning workout.'"
"It's only a day, it's harmless."
"Just this incident is enough to make me feel bad for a while." Xi Tian sat beside the bed and sighed.
"This is for you." Ellis handed the invitation letter to Xi Tian, "It's a small town party, and it will be held in the afternoon. According to the landlord, everyone will go."
"Alright, so I can find something for myself to do. I hope that people in the town will not be as self-righteous as Rutherford, otherwise I will move out next month."
Ellis let out a muffled laugh, "Rutherford will definitely go, I met him when I went out, and I saw him curling his hair."
Xi Tian made a "cut", "There will definitely be the security guard in the supermarket at the party, and Rutherford has his eyes on him."
"The hero is really familiar with these methods." Ellis teased.
"I'm not bragging, I've encountered bigger battles than this one. Those with concave shapes are coquettish, those who flop directly in front of me, those who are crying in the wind, I feel pity for them, those who play domineering presidents and spend a lot of money to show off their wealth, and keep bragging about their family. How powerful and powerful. Thin-skinned and embarrassed to refuse those two years, but I have seen so many wonderful things."
"The hero is really popular."
"No matter how popular you are, it's the past. Now, I'm yours."
Knowing what he wanted, Xi Tian was not stingy with sweet words, and gave Alice a kiss.No longer deliberately controlling emotions, but it seems much more vivid.
"Compared to who's who, I'm more concerned about breakfast now. Will we have to go out for three meals a day in the future?" Alice blushed, and hurried back to what he wanted to say.
"I don't want to go out to eat every meal. It's really troublesome not to have takeaway."
"In this case, you can only cook at home."
"It's a waste of life if you don't like to cook and cook by yourself."
"I didn't say I want you to do it yourself, I'll do it."
Xi Tian shook his head quickly when he heard that, "Impossible, you cook three meals a day, I will feel very sorry."
"Just get used to it, there's nothing wrong with it."
"Absolutely not. If you do it, it means that I must also do it."
"Cooking has always been the job of females. The males just have to wait to eat. Isn't it the same at home?"
Alice couldn't laugh or cry.
"At home, you only have to worry about lunch once. Besides, I brought the breakfast back. Don't compare me with other males. I'm not them, and they can't understand my feelings."
Xi Tian was very insistent on this matter.
Ordering takeaway is a fair trade where everyone takes what they need and pays for both goods and money.Ellis was his partner, not a salaried nanny, and he couldn't leave it all to Ellis.
Now it was Alice's turn to worry. Xiongzi's thoughtfulness was something he could have wished for, but to be so considerate to this degree, it was a little...well, it's indescribably subtle.
"My lord, why don't we finish this breakfast first, and then talk about cooking." Ellis looked at the terminal, "Correct, it's brunch."
Xi Tian thought of getting up late again, and couldn't help rubbing his forehead in annoyance.
"Don't you have anything to eat at home?"
"The supermarket we went to yesterday brought back so many daily necessities, but there was no food." Ellis looked around. "There is only drinking water, and it's still cold."
"Forget it, I've resigned to my fate, it's more important to solve the immediate problem first."
Walking on the road, Xi Tian was still counting how many things they had to do today. They had to arrange the items in the suitcase, go to the supermarket to buy some things such as rice, flour, grain and oil, go to the bank to open an account to withdraw money, and prepare for the afternoon party Prepare small gifts.
There are enough things.
He and Ellis complained, then sighed, let's accept fate, who made him choose this place.
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①From "Rick and Morty"
The bright red plastic runway in memory has long been weathered into fragmented earthy pink.
The building is dilapidated, and the clear glass windows are covered with a thick layer of dust.
Only remnants of dilapidated ruins tell the traces of people who lived in the past.
Perhaps it was the rusty railings that he saw earlier that made Ellis mentally prepared. Walking into this large school, Ellis did not show much surprise at these.
Ellis didn't think about why Xiongzi wanted to see his exchange school on a whim, but simply thought it was driven by curiosity.When I was at home, there were many things like this. Xiongzi would buy some things out of curiosity, but usually he would never pick them up again.
The actions of male sons are greatly affected by emotional impulses.
Alice walked in this dilapidated place, and the memory fragments of the two-month exchange life were dusted off and revealed.
"This place is a cafeteria, and the third step is a little shorter than the normal step height, and it is easy to trip if you don't pay attention every time you step down.
The place I passed by just now is a dormitory apartment building, and the dormitory administrator is also female. Every time I see outsiders I don’t know, I will tell them to stop. It is said that the staff here are from the small town of Boulder, but I have never met them.The people in this place are very nice, much better than the military school seniors who raid the internal affairs at any time and push the door in regardless of whether you are dressed or not.
The military training here is just a formality, and the noise is over.
There are teaching buildings over there, and there are passages between the buildings. There are no windows in the passages, and the lights are turned on regardless of black and white. When the sun is very warm outside, the passages are so cold that people shiver.
I took classes with freshmen there for a period of time, because I didn’t choose a major and I took a little bit of everything. When it was the political teacher’s turn to talk about ideas and theories, the effect was more powerful than hypnosis.Once I fell asleep in class, the teacher woke me up and asked 'Are you awake? ’, I looked at him blankly, and then the teacher said, ‘It’s okay, you continue to sleep. 'Then sleep until noon after school.This passage was told by a classmate who was in class together. I have no memory of this passage at all.
......"
With the narration of the young voice, the past events of the student days are narrated, and a vague portrait is outlined in Xi Tian's heart.He is very young and naughty, so the teacher shook his head and sighed, and the classmates clapped their hands and applauded him.
"Did you really travel to three states by yourself after the college entrance examination?"
"Instead of walking by myself, I bought a mountain bike and spent a month and a half riding it along the Siming River, passing through three states. But these are all plain areas, unlike my classmate Sahir, who went all the way Zizhao Mountains, farther than I have walked. I just ran for snacks along the way, half eating and half playing, not hard. Sahir went to the birthplace of the Siming River, and after returning, he was tanned by the ultraviolet rays on the plateau Son."
"Your life sounds much richer than mine, at least go out for a walk." Xi Tian said with emotion, he didn't even know that his partner had a cycling past.
"How did Xiongzhu spend his college entrance examination?"
"Me, in my family, Xiongzi will receive government subsidies until he reaches adulthood, and he will have board and lodging at school when he is in school, and he will rent a small house with the money after the school is over.
I’m bored at home every day, reading with a reader, don’t look at me with adoring eyes, what I read is either love stories or novels about upgrading hegemony.
Then I was abducted by my friends and found my field of interest. This is the beginning of my study now.
Speaking of friends, before the incident happened, even the invitations were customized, and they were invited to participate after registration.
Speaking of it, it's really a bit embarrassing. "
Xi Tian stretched his waist.
"There is still a chance to send it out, right?" Alice stepped forward and took his hand.
"Of course, I just don't know when it will be."
Xi Tian gave him a kiss.
The wind, at this moment, is still.
They left the place by another road, and after the sun was past noon, they ate at the only small restaurant they passed, a meal that was surprisingly comfortable for their hunger.
Xi Tian asked the boss about the school as if chatting, the boss was still wearing an apron, gesticulating with both hands.
"That school, I heard that it was run by a private person. It has been in operation for ten years. In the past two years, due to the increase of land tax in the land of the farmer, I don't know how much it has to charge for that large area. And the school recruits more and more students. It's less and less, last year was the year before last, it should be last year, I heard that some cadres ran away with money, some people said they went bankrupt, anyway, there are all kinds of things.
When they left, some people went to the school to pick up leaks, the fences were all made of pure iron, if it wasn't for the rusty ones, they wouldn't sell for much, and the fences would have to be snatched up~"
No wonder, Xi Tian looked at the chair he was sitting on, it wasn't the one he was most familiar with when he was a student.
They said goodbye after eating and continued on their way back.
The buildings and crowds on both sides of the road gradually increased, but Xi Tian didn't feel any familiarity.
"Are you sure we're heading to the hotel?"
Xi Tian's sense of space and direction is not very good. He has only traveled the route once and has no specific reference.
"Our hotel is in the southwest corner of the town, and the school is in the south of the town. We are heading north now, and we just go to the real estate service center to have a look. There is a collection of rental and sale information for the entire town."
"...I didn't say I was going to rent a house today, you did it too suddenly."
"Since it's out, why don't we solve it together, make a quick decision, and settle down as soon as possible."
"...Okay, let me get used to it for a while. Ellis, next time you want to make such a decision about us, you'd better tell me in advance." Xi Tian had a serious expression, frowning, and stopped Ellis.
"Okay," Alice realized that Yuko was serious about this, "it won't happen next time."
The south of Boulder town is commercialized, and the north of the town is more of a residential area for local residents.This town receives tourists from Interstellar at certain times of the year, and short-term rental houses have become the choice for tourists who want to experience the original ecological environment.
After discussing with Ellis, Xi Tian and Ellis decided on two or three places in the north of the town. The agent showed them the houses, and finally chose a red brick house with a small yard, signed the lease, and got the key.
Back at the hotel exhausted at night, I was so excited that I could finally settle down.
Check out early the next morning, pack up your things, rent a house with complete furniture and electrical appliances, and move in with your bags.
The previous tenant obviously left here not long ago, the house was tidy and the walls were painted white.
They opened the doors and windows wide to let in the bright sunlight and drafts, and to ventilate the air.
At this time, the landlord saw them, walked into the yard, and greeted them.
The landlord, Rutherford Deli, is a subfemale. He is 50 to [-] years old. He has withered and yellow hair mixed with a lot of gray hair here and there, and has a ruddy complexion.
The subfemale grows naturally and ages naturally, but it is obvious that the landlord still maintains it well.
The landlord's husband passed away five years ago, leaving Rutherford two properties here. Rutherford has lived here for more than 20 years and has been very adaptable to life here.He rents out one of them for daily expenses.
"It's not the right time for you to come here. Boulder is best known for his life after snow in winter, but it's only summer now. It's really the wrong time to come."
"We're not here to travel." Xi Tian searched around in the luggage but couldn't find the cup, "I'm sorry, I haven't packed my things yet, so I can't find the cup, and I can't even pour you a glass of water. "
"I drink a lot of water, don't worry about it. You two look like a couple, what else can you do if you don't come to travel?"
Rutherford was in high spirits, and since the death of her husband he had been very fond of small talk.
Xi Tian didn't want to talk about the painful thing, and he was not good at lying, so he changed his words, "We are here for vacation, take a rest."
"Well, you young people, in the city, don't you just sit in an office, have a cup of tea and read a newspaper, and work so leisurely, but all of you say that you are tired, and you want to take a vacation and rest. Are young people so pampered?" Rutherford looked determined.
This remark made Xi Tian's desire to talk instantly mute. He lowered his eyebrows, and his attitude towards the landlord was neither cold nor cold, and he chatted with each other.
God knows, he just wants to bask in the sun.
Just when Ellis came out of the house and saw the landlord, he politely asked if there was a supermarket nearby.
He received a reply from a large supermarket in the northeast direction one kilometer away. He politely said that they were going to buy some necessities, and politely asked Rutherford to leave.However, Rutherford cheered up all of a sudden, his eyes became bright, he stretched his neck, and his voice was excited, a few degrees higher than before: "You are new here, you are not familiar with this place, I happen to I can help you lead the way!"
I don't know if Rutherford really didn't understand or was just pretending, he just led them like this without any explanation, introducing the shops on both sides of the road while walking.
Alice gave Xi Tian a wry smile, and Xi Tian shrugged weakly.
However, with the introduction of the landlord, a local, they quickly became familiar with the neighborhood.
Residential areas are full of basic necessities such as food, clothing, housing, and transportation. The roads in the town are planned horizontally and vertically, which is very easy to remember.
When we arrived at the supermarket, there was a security guard sitting next to the gate. The security guard was tall and strong, with a resolute face. Only a few strands of white hair exposed from under his hat showed that he was no longer young.Rutherford walked over quickly, greeted them warmly, and pointed to the two of them: "The new tenants in my house, I'm afraid they are not familiar with the way, so let's not bring them here to get acquainted with the way."
Then he gave the security guard a wink.The security guard looked indifferent, obviously already used to it.
The two looked at each other, and only then did they understand why the landlord brought them to the supermarket with such enthusiasm, just to find an excuse to see the person he likes.
"Rutherford, then we'll go in by ourselves..."
Before Xi Tian finished speaking, Rutherford interrupted: "You guys go, I can't help you anymore."
He didn't take his eyes off the security guard during the conversation.
Being interrupted, Xi Tian felt awkward, he had never suffered such a cold reception from ignorance.
"Have a good time in Boulder." Unexpectedly, the security guard's deep voice came.
After receiving Xi Tian's gaze, the security guard nodded and continued to observe the environment, ignoring Rutherford.
Rutherford looked surprised, and then grabbed the security guard and said something.
The two walked into the supermarket.
The luggage they mailed hadn't arrived yet, and it was full of clothes, small household machines, books, and the like.The rest of the daily necessities must be bought on the spot, such as bedding, cups and bowls, toiletries, and energy for charging the terminal, etc.Their shopping carts were piled full, Xi Tian tried to measure the weight, and his face turned pale.He simply pushed it to Ellis, but he couldn't bear it after thinking about it, so he picked up the bag that he could carry.
There was a small episode during the checkout. The people in front of them gave banknotes, but the banknotes have not been circulated in Wormstar for many years. The cashier waited to collect the banknotes, and Alice waited for him to scan the payment code and press his fingerprints. They looked at each other like this.The person in the back was still impatient and reminded the cashier: "Isn't he wearing a terminal? You ask him for his personal account number."
This small episode made Xi Tian pay attention to the payment situation around here on the way back, and found that people here generally use banknotes for transactions in physical stores, so he discussed with Ellis to open an account in a bank here. Get some paper money for emergencies.
When everything is moved home and placed in a suitable location, the empty house will gain popularity.
After a busy day, the two of them were hungry, and after walking around the house, they realized that they hadn't bought food at all.
The food he brought had already been eaten up, and it was originally prepared for a rainy day.Xi Tianxia consciously said to order takeaway, only to realize that this place is not in Zongxing anymore.
Made a quick decision to eat out.
It's afternoon school time, the sky is bright, the cubs are out of school, led by their parents, carrying small schoolbags, talking to their father while walking.
Opposite Xi Tian and Alice happened to be such a father and son.
"Female father, other children have male fathers, why don't I have one?"
Xiao Chong Cub was dressed in bright yellow and was carrying a fluffy schoolbag with a little yellow duck on his back. His immature voice was a little puzzled and a little cautious.
A layer of pity and sympathy instantly arose in Xi Tian's heart. Could this be another child with a single parent, a little bug cub without a male father?
The result was instantly shattered by the parent's words.
"You don't have a male father, but you have two female fathers. You came so suddenly that we didn't even discuss what you should call us. Didn't you call the other father Yiluo female father?"
It turned out to be a marriage between a female and a sub-female, which caused the cubs to not know which one to call the female father.
Xi Tian secretly compared the height of the parent who was leading the little worm, the parent had just squatted down to talk to the worm, and only now stood up.She is shorter than him, with a soft voice, obviously a subfemale.
At this moment, Xiao Chong cub cried out excitedly, "Father, it's Yiluo in front, it's Yiluo!"
"You have to call him 'Yiluo female father'!"
"No, I don't want to, you are also called 'Yi Luo', I will be called 'Yi Luo'."
Yafei held her forehead as if she had a headache.
The female in the distance came against the light, laughed and picked up the cub, then embraced the female who was holding her forehead, gave each of them a loud kiss, and asked the cub: "Little thing, did you mess with it?" Is my yajen angry?"
"I didn't!" Xiao Chong cub complained to the female as if he had found someone to back him up.
Xi Tian brushed past them, turned around and stopped to stare blankly at the backs of the family of three, their shadows were covered with golden brilliance, and there was faint laughter.
Before he knew it, Xi Tian had tears streaming down his face.
His heart seemed to be touched, but also seemed to be pulled hard.The family disappeared into the light, but the appearance of Xiao Chong Cub was still lingering in his mind.
Because of the scene just now, he touched some fragility in his subconscious.
Sensibility is the most mysterious part of the brain that is not controlled by reason.
Alice handed him the handkerchief, looking worried.
Xi Tian wiped it, folded the handkerchief and put it in his pocket.
His image is probably becoming more and more fragile in the eyes of his partner.
But being sensitive doesn't mean being vulnerable.
He's just emotionally more susceptible.
"I'm fine, let's go eat."
Xi Tian hooked Alice's shoulder like a good buddy, and led him forward.
The restaurant found a restaurant that showed that it could swipe the terminal ID card. Ellis greeted everyone, obviously he decided that the hero should not be stimulated any more.
Kennongxing is mainly engaged in large-scale mechanical planting, and is rich in whole grains. The local people's diet is based on this kind of grain. Grains of different colors and shapes are mixed together and steamed into rice.
Two bowls of rice were served on the table. They were brightly colored and colorful. As a male who grew up eating refined rice, he was not picky eaters or cookers, so he had little knowledge. At this time, he was puzzled. He was taught by his kindergarten teacher that "colorful mushrooms are poisonous." I can't eat" the bullet screen swiped the screen, I didn't know what to do for a while, and looked at Ellis subconsciously.
After yesterday's incident, Ellis finally understood not to make decisions for Xiongzi alone, let alone speculate on Xiongzi's meaning.
"what happened?"
Xi Tian pointed at the rice, but Alice didn't know why.
"There is no rice." Xi Tian whispered in Alice's ear, he didn't want others to hear it, it would make him seem very ignorant.
Thinking of Xiongzi's previous eating habits, Ellis immediately thought of the reason, followed his example, and said in a low voice, "This is how the rice here is."
He quietly bent the corners of his lips where Xiongzi could not see.
The two of them whispered like spies exchanging secret information.
Xi Tian was laughed out of his own imagination, holding Ellis in his arms to hold back the laughter.
Ellis didn't know why again, but it didn't delay him from being infected by the smile.
After a while, two stir-fried dishes were served, and it was obvious that they were overcooked at a glance. With the tragic mentality of testing poison, Xi Tian provoked a little to taste.
Sure enough, Alice ate without changing his face.
Xi Tian had no choice but to ask the store for a bowl of hot water, rinse the vegetables, and then eat the rice.
Rice steamed from five grains is not as soft as single rice, and different types of rice have different degrees of draft, which can be soft or hard, making Xi Tian be extra careful when eating.
After Xi Tian finished eating a bowl of rice, there was no soup, so he called the boss to ask, and the boss said: "You have finished eating, and you can't eat any more soup."
But Xi Tian is a southerner who has been a bug star for the first 18 years. He must drink soup when eating rice, otherwise he always feels that something is missing.He argued with the boss and insisted on ordering soup.
While waiting for the soup, Ellis apologized to him in a low voice, saying that he forgot to remind him that there is no habit of drinking soup here, and he forgot to order soup.
Xi Tian felt a little strange, anyone might forget such a trivial matter, why Ellis acted as if it was his mistake.
He replied "No need to apologize", and when the soup came, he put the matter behind him.
After being satisfied with one book, Xi Tian went to ask the boss if there is any takeaway delivery service.
The boss said with a surprised face, if you want to eat, you can eat by yourself, how lazy you are if you have two legs.
Xi Tian didn't give up, and continued to ask, is there no takeaway service in this town?
The boss thought for a second and shook his head solemnly.
Xi Tian seemed to hear a "click".
It was the sound of heartbreak.
Back home, the two large suitcases they sent arrived and were placed in the yard.
The two struggled to move into the living room, and Alice wanted to open it, but was stopped by Xi Tian.
Before leaving, Ellis sorted all the luggage. Xi Tian didn't know what was in it, so today he didn't even know if there was a water glass (open glass) in the carry-on luggage.
He opened a box, and it was full. His usual clothes were neatly arranged, the blanket he used to cover, a dozen new plaid handkerchiefs, two books that he read most often and filled with notes, and the I went to the pharmacy and prescribed calcium tablets for three months...
This box, without exception, is his supplies.
The other box, no doubt, must be Alice's stuff and what they need to live.
For a while, my heart was mixed.
Very early on, Xi Tian knew that his physique was different from others. He was easily affected by emotions. He realized that the emotional ups and downs were much higher than ordinary people, and he was easily stimulated by emotions.He is too easily moved, too easy to trust others, too easy to invest in a relationship.
This emotion can be family affection, friendship, love.
When he devoted himself, he must be unreserved, even if he was cut all over by reality.
Unlike those who are unconscious and only manipulated by sensitivity, Xi Tian spent a lot of time through books to understand this sensitivity, understand human weaknesses, and understand why he is manipulated by animal nature.
He uses emotions as a navigator, is rational and cautious, measures emotional changes with the scale of knowledge, and always knows which stage he is in.
He cautiously reminded himself not to be unreserved, to observe how much the other party pays, and then have the scale to repay with the same intensity.
He knew that the current self was shocked and unbelievable by the fact that he "was taken care of unabashedly by the other party".
Obviously he didn't do anything, but why can he be treated wholeheartedly by the other party?
He has always accepted money and gifts without mercy.
For a piece of affection, he didn't know how to deal with it.
Treat people with gentleness and gentle personality.This is the way he was born to treat himself and others.
He kept his emotions tightly, neither mourning for parting nor rejoicing for reunion.
However, no matter who makes him a man who "pays attention to attitude", he will still be touched by the feeling of "being taken care of by others" reflected in such details.
Xi Tian knew that he was once again in the mood of being moved.He can slowly wait for his emotions to subside and return to a calm and rational state, and then face his partner again, and continue to enjoy the sacrifice of the female with peace of mind.
Ellis was a female, he told himself, and it was only natural to do something for a male.
This includes his calling and driving, he following him to leave his hometown, and he is always by his side.
However, Ellis owed him nothing.
No one is born with debts and lives to pay off debts.
No one's contribution to anyone is taken for granted.
He couldn't ignore his indifferent waste of a sincere heart.
Ellis' name rolled on the tip of his tongue, turning into strange notes.
Xi Tian called over and over again, and got a response from the owner of the name.
Eye to eye contact, hand to hand touch.
Just like the beginning of the world, God created the first pair of Adam and Eve in Eden, frank and innocent.
They are like swans, kissing each other, and like dolphins, singing and playing.
Hug, caress, touch.
I want to cherish and treat him like the most precious treasure.The body is like boiling magma under a dormant volcano.
The slower you move, the hotter you feel.
It is obviously a body that has been explored, but it is as shy as it was when it was first seen.
At this moment, I see you are so strange, yet so familiar.
At this moment, it seems that I am no longer the old me.
The mountains and rivers are turned upside down, and the nebula is wiped out. They are not as good as you at this moment, which makes my heart so excited.
The brilliance is gorgeous and the eyes are empty.
Xi Tian clung to his ear and said the belated words.
Three words, each word is like a heavy stone, and the sound hits the heart.
No longer cautious, no longer reserved, no longer ambiguous.
At this moment, I am sure, I love you.
It was a passion more intense than ever.
Ellis didn't understand what kind of thought process Xiongzi had gone through to cause such a violent action.
He accepts everything Xiongzi gives.Whatever Xiongzi wanted, he satisfied.
Ask for whatever you want, and ask for it endlessly.
It's the only way he can express himself.
Xiongzi gave him a lot, being needed, trusted, and relied on.
He is valued and needed by those he loves.
That's enough.
After the passion, the two embraced each other quietly.They all enjoyed the tenderness after this intense.
Soft tides flow between each other, silently.
The aftermath of passion can spark another flame of passion under hormones at any time.
But Xi Tian doesn't want to go on to the next time now, and has another urge to confide.
"I used that thing, and you never asked me."
Xi Tian pointed to the thing he just threw away, which was a used condom.After Ellis came back, Xi Tian used this.
"The Lord must have his own reasons for using this."
After a few times, Ellis became aware of its function and what the male son was thinking.
Xiongzi didn't want him to get pregnant, didn't want a child.
"Sure enough, whatever I do, you assume it's reasonable by default." Xi Tian smiled, lying on his back, avoiding looking directly at Ellis, "My child, it's a very beautiful existence.
It's not that I haven't thought about what your child and mine will look like. It must be soft, small, and have the blood of two people.
Raising a child, listening to him shouting "Xiongfu" for the first time, holding him and walking on the street, his eyes are full of curiosity, like a noisy little questioning machine with a small wind-up, constantly asking questions A hundred thousand whys, whats, hows.
He will trust you completely, rely on you, rely on you, and his love for you is unconditional.
The child is such an attractive existence. "
Xi Tian turned over and kissed Alice.
"It's not that I don't want children, it's that I don't dare.
I am afraid that I cannot afford his trust, cannot afford his future life, and cannot give him a healthy growth environment.
There are too many variables in the future, maybe my child will have the same fate as mine, maybe he will become so stubborn that I can't control it, maybe he will have various problems in the future, I can't be sure that I have done it well Prepare.
I can't adjust my problems well, so how can I drag an innocent life into this world for my own selfish desires. "
Xi Tian gently stroked Alice's hair, which was already covering his ears. The hair was very thin, but it felt hard to the touch.
"I don't believe that I have the ability to be a good father.
So, I don't want kids, through those little props. "
It's not that Xiongzi hasn't thought about the future of them having children, but he thinks too much and goes too far. The endless troubles and trivialities in his fantasy are enough to scare away this Xiongzi who lives a stable life and has never experienced many setbacks.
After all, Xiongzi is more like a big kid.
Don't be stingy with expressing, what kind of emotions you have must be clearly stated.
Simple, so simple that she doesn't use her gender to cheat marriages for profit.
"However, seeing that family of three in the afternoon, that noisy little bug cub shook me.
Once I think that I will never have such a child again, I can't help but think, is my choice correct?
I personally prevented that little guy from coming, but I couldn't help but envy other parents who have children.
I am conflicted about whether to have children or not. "
He put his hand on Alice's belly, his eyes were tender and sad.
"Lord." Alice said softly,
"Not ready, we can take our time. We are still young and have enough time to prepare for his arrival. No one will stay the same.
I don't know when the hero made the decision, nor when the hero thought about so many things alone.
However, there is no purpose for man's appearance, man does not belong anywhere, and everyone dies.
To live is to experience, not to prepare for a smooth road to keep him carefree throughout his life.In fact, being alive itself is an unpredictable thing. Some people are still smiling by your side just now, and they will pass away the next moment.
No one can predict, no one can guarantee that so and so will be free from illness and injury, live a happy life and have a happy family.What really matters is often not the future, but this moment that can be grasped now. "
Ellis steals a kiss without a penis.
"When the fate comes, the child will come naturally. We don't need to deliberately prepare, we just need to wait until the conditions are ripe. Now, we need to grasp the present."
Alice took his hand and shook it.
That night, they talked a lot together, and they didn't know what time they were talking until they fell asleep in a daze.
Xi Tian dreamed of the orange-red color again, the gentle current of water wrapped him, and the soft tune comforted him.
Everything is so calm and peaceful.
The next morning, it was rare for Alice to wake up first, and Xi Tian was still asleep.
Ellis picked up the trash that was sorted out yesterday and threw it into the sorting trash bin outside the yard.
Walking back, I saw Rutherford, the landlord next door, wearing fluffy pajamas, slippers, and three or four colorful curls on his head with long hair. He warmly greeted Ellis.
"Hey, what an early wake up! Have you got an invitation to a party in Boulder town?"
"Party invitation letter?"
"Yes, our town holds a party every week this afternoon. Everyone gets to know each other, eat and drink champagne. This is very exciting."
"Where can I get this invitation letter?"
Rutherford walked out of the small courtyard, took out a piece of paper from a beautifully decorated letterbox outside the fence, and flicked it in his hand, "Here, it's in the letterbox." The voice was teasing. It's funny that I don't know the mailbox.
"This party is the best chance to meet your neighbors. I'll wait for you there this afternoon~"
Rutherford gave Ellis a wave and went back to the house.
Ellis walked outside his yard, and on the left stood a half-person-high pillar with a box made of green-painted wood on top. He thought it was locked, but it opened with a light push.Ellis took out the paper inside, which was the same as the one Rutherford had just held in his hand.
Dear Mr. Xi Tian and Mr. Ellis:
We will be hosting a party at the Kolawa Mod family this afternoon at four o'clock, and you are cordially invited to come.
Ellis looked at this piece of paper over and over in his hand. The paper invitation letter was really new to him who was used to electronic information.
There is going to be a party in the afternoon, why did you send out the invitation only in the morning?Wouldn't that be too hasty?
At least two days' notice is required for the party held in Siming City on the Worm Planet, so that both parties can prepare for each other, which makes Boulder's party seem less formal.
Alice forgot, however, that not all the people invited on the Worm Planet lived in the same town, and they were already familiar with each other, so it seemed impolite.
When Ellis walked in, Xi Tian was already up, and he couldn't help but look annoyed when he was getting dressed.
"I got up late! It's been a long time since I got up late. Now that the sun is up, I can't run in the morning."
"It's still early, it's only eight o'clock." Alice looked at the time on the terminal.
"A run at eight o'clock isn't called a 'morning run,' it's called a 'morning workout.'"
"It's only a day, it's harmless."
"Just this incident is enough to make me feel bad for a while." Xi Tian sat beside the bed and sighed.
"This is for you." Ellis handed the invitation letter to Xi Tian, "It's a small town party, and it will be held in the afternoon. According to the landlord, everyone will go."
"Alright, so I can find something for myself to do. I hope that people in the town will not be as self-righteous as Rutherford, otherwise I will move out next month."
Ellis let out a muffled laugh, "Rutherford will definitely go, I met him when I went out, and I saw him curling his hair."
Xi Tian made a "cut", "There will definitely be the security guard in the supermarket at the party, and Rutherford has his eyes on him."
"The hero is really familiar with these methods." Ellis teased.
"I'm not bragging, I've encountered bigger battles than this one. Those with concave shapes are coquettish, those who flop directly in front of me, those who are crying in the wind, I feel pity for them, those who play domineering presidents and spend a lot of money to show off their wealth, and keep bragging about their family. How powerful and powerful. Thin-skinned and embarrassed to refuse those two years, but I have seen so many wonderful things."
"The hero is really popular."
"No matter how popular you are, it's the past. Now, I'm yours."
Knowing what he wanted, Xi Tian was not stingy with sweet words, and gave Alice a kiss.No longer deliberately controlling emotions, but it seems much more vivid.
"Compared to who's who, I'm more concerned about breakfast now. Will we have to go out for three meals a day in the future?" Alice blushed, and hurried back to what he wanted to say.
"I don't want to go out to eat every meal. It's really troublesome not to have takeaway."
"In this case, you can only cook at home."
"It's a waste of life if you don't like to cook and cook by yourself."
"I didn't say I want you to do it yourself, I'll do it."
Xi Tian shook his head quickly when he heard that, "Impossible, you cook three meals a day, I will feel very sorry."
"Just get used to it, there's nothing wrong with it."
"Absolutely not. If you do it, it means that I must also do it."
"Cooking has always been the job of females. The males just have to wait to eat. Isn't it the same at home?"
Alice couldn't laugh or cry.
"At home, you only have to worry about lunch once. Besides, I brought the breakfast back. Don't compare me with other males. I'm not them, and they can't understand my feelings."
Xi Tian was very insistent on this matter.
Ordering takeaway is a fair trade where everyone takes what they need and pays for both goods and money.Ellis was his partner, not a salaried nanny, and he couldn't leave it all to Ellis.
Now it was Alice's turn to worry. Xiongzi's thoughtfulness was something he could have wished for, but to be so considerate to this degree, it was a little...well, it's indescribably subtle.
"My lord, why don't we finish this breakfast first, and then talk about cooking." Ellis looked at the terminal, "Correct, it's brunch."
Xi Tian thought of getting up late again, and couldn't help rubbing his forehead in annoyance.
"Don't you have anything to eat at home?"
"The supermarket we went to yesterday brought back so many daily necessities, but there was no food." Ellis looked around. "There is only drinking water, and it's still cold."
"Forget it, I've resigned to my fate, it's more important to solve the immediate problem first."
Walking on the road, Xi Tian was still counting how many things they had to do today. They had to arrange the items in the suitcase, go to the supermarket to buy some things such as rice, flour, grain and oil, go to the bank to open an account to withdraw money, and prepare for the afternoon party Prepare small gifts.
There are enough things.
He and Ellis complained, then sighed, let's accept fate, who made him choose this place.
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①From "Rick and Morty"
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