Zerg Rover

Xi Tian was walking back and forth in the packed room, anxiously trying to find if he had left anything behind.

Bookcases, sofas, beds, etc. are covered with dust-proof cloth.Ellis inquired about the settlement of Kennon Star on the Interstellar Sojourn Forum, and learned that they not only need to buy real estate, but also settle down for at least one year, which means that they must leave this home.

As the date approached day by day, Xi Tian's physical condition improved a lot, but he obviously began to feel restless.

What does restlessness feel like?

It’s like a little bare-bottomed devil buzzing and flying around your ears, beating gongs and drums in your hands, shouting loudly: “You forgot something!”, “You forgot something!”, "Go and see this!", "Go and see that!"

It's like a honeycomb in my heart, and it's full of noise wherever I go.

Dust sheets cover every corner and his past in this home.

His home became gray and dark, and took on a completely unfamiliar appearance.

The fact that he has been trying to escape has finally emerged: his family no longer wants him.

He wants to leave his home and the home planet where he has lived for 24 years.

Over the years, he has never left the ground under his feet, and he has never stopped breathing her air every moment.

Now, she changed her face, brandished a small whip at her children, glared at them, and drove the grown-up children out of her arms, his hometown.

He has no home.

Xi Tian leaned against the wall dejectedly and sat on the ground.

His mind was filled with the whole incident, and the cause and effect were vivid.But he still couldn't get rid of the feeling of being abandoned.

He seems to have turned back into a cub that just crawled out of an egg, looking around but can't find a male and female father to rely on, so he can only face the hard and cold real world with his weak and soft body.

Shoulders against knees, hugging yourself tightly.

His parents didn't want him, and now even his family didn't want him.

He really wanted to pull this house up from the ground, fold it into his pocket, and put it in his palm, so that no one could escape or leave it.

But even if he can control inanimate objects, he cannot control living people.

Man's will is the most uncontrollable, he can't control the abandonment of his fathers, he can't control the hatred of others towards him, and he can't control the decisions others make towards him.

The fathers brought him into this world and grew up away from him.

Teachers teach students one after another. The teachers are still in their original positions, but the students can never go back to their original positions.

His friends, mentors, each have a rich and colorful life, and there is no need to greet him when making any decisions.

The trajectory of life is several intersecting lines, passing through that intersection point, and gradually drifting away from then on.

Everyone leaves eventually, no matter what ties their past holds.

Don't invest too much emotion, don't love, don't hate, just watch them go away quietly.

That's it.

Don't worry, don't be nostalgic, don't expect.That way, there will be no disappointment and no injury.

The turbulent heartbeat gradually subsided.

Xi Tian opened his eyes, his eyes were flat and slightly cold, but he met a gentle gaze.

"My lord, what's the matter? Are you feeling unwell?"

Ellis knelt in front of him on one knee, with a thick coat draped over his arm, with a bit of worry in his voice.

The heartbeat that had just been calmed down by the ice began to surge again, gurgling sadness and grievances emerged, and then they were all caught by Ellis, and greeted him with a warm and powerful hug.

"I don't know what happened, but here I am."

Ellis clumsily imitated the way Yuko comforted him before.

I don't know whether it was a hug or words comforting Xiongzi, Xi Tian said: "Sorry, I can't control my emotions."

Ellis replied with a "hmm", let go of his embrace, and said in a low voice, "Your legs are so tight, I almost couldn't hold them."

It turned out that Ellis was eager to comfort just now, but Yuko was still in the posture of wrapping his knees.

Xi Tian laughed, the laughter became louder and louder, almost out of breath.He stood up tremblingly with the help of Ellis, but was shocked to find that a dustproof cloth on the bookshelf that was originally in good condition had fallen to the ground, and there were more than a dozen books spread out on the ground, all scattered.

"Why did the book fall on the ground?" Xi Tian asked.

Alice handed the coat to Xiongzi, picked up the books and put them back on the shelf, "They were like this when I came in to find you, didn't the Xiongzi make it?"

Xi Tian shook his head and got dressed. "I never leave books on the floor."

Ellis kept silent, Xiongzi loved to read, and he could take a book to read anywhere.At the same time, Xi Tian reads several books at the same time, and places them randomly as he likes. He insists that books placed on the sofa, coffee table, and floor are just "placed", not "lost".You can complain about the trivial things in life at any time, but if the dust cloth falls on the ground, this is not something Xiongzi will do.

"That's really strange, how can they move without anyone." Ellis sighed, and walked over to hold Xi Tian's hand, which was still cold.

Xi Tian's body temperature was one degree lower than Alice's, and his hands were cold.In the past two days, the snow has been falling continuously and the temperature has dropped sharply. They have to travel outside for half a day on the way to the interstellar airport. This makes Ellis worry that the male son is not warm enough.

"Your hands are so cold, I will find out the gloves, scarf and mask in a while, and put them on!"

Ellis straightened his collar.

"Is it cold?" Xi Tian put his hands on his face, "It's just a little cold, there's no need to cover it so tightly, right?"

Ellis pressed the back of his hand to Xiongzi's face, "This is the temperature of a normal person, you won't even feel cold."

Ellis has seen him for more than a day. Xiongzi abandoned the habit of drinking warm water at a fixed temperature, and sometimes he would eat food without knowing whether it was hot or cold.

Probably because the fact that he was leaving Zombie Star was a big blow to Xiongzi, even though he was still laughing and laughing as usual, sometimes he could still see Xiongzi staring in a daze.

"It's too ugly to wear them all. My face is covered. This face is the only one that looks good all over my body. You can't deprive others of their right to appreciate it."

When Xi Tian walks outside, he always attaches great importance to maintaining a charming demeanor.

"The weather is very cold. Your body temperature is low and you are prone to frostbite. You must wear it." Ellis replied decisively.

"Can I choose just one?"

"No, nothing less."

"Why don't you choose one and not wear it, just the same?"

"No negotiation!"

Even with the post-growth height bonus, the male son is still a line shorter than Ellis.In the morning, he was a gentle and tender lover, but now he has become a cub who bargains for clothes.

"You are 24 years old, not four years old." Ellis smiled like a male child just now, the difference is that he is trying to hold his breath, imitating Xi Tian's previous appearance, holding his chin with his hand, and giving him a superficial kiss, the sound is in his ear While whispering: "Be obedient, be good."

Xi Tianxia realized: "Okay." Then he realized that he was tricked by Ellis.

Ellis ran out of the study like a whirlwind, laughing and fetching the three warm items that had been prepared earlier.

"Alice is really bad at learning, and even teased me."

Xi Tian shook his head and sighed, looking at the bookshelf beside him, "If I only used electronic boards and readers back then, I wouldn't be able to carry these things away now, but now they are more leisurely than me and can stay in the house .”

As if thinking of something, Xi Tian put his hand on his face again: "It's not cold."

The author has something to say:

Xi Tian's sensitive attribute is destined to be unable to follow the route of abusing the protagonist-struggle-upgrade. This route places more emphasis on struggle than heart, and his sensitivity is perfect for expressing delicate emotions.

The current Xi Tian can go smoothly in a stable life, but he is like a flower in a greenhouse, unbearable to wind and rain.He still can't let go of his father, and he doesn't dare to have a child. Only by going out to experience some life can he move forward better.