Qianfan

Yu Xiaoyu didn't try to comfort him at all: "I wouldn't bother with you. Why are there so many things going on all day? Either you're hospitalized, you vomit blood, or you're kidnapped! Wow, it's so exciting! Fuck it, who The heart can bear it! You should reflect on it, have you been together in the past few years, has it made him feel at ease?"

Qian Fan was so stupid that he started to think seriously!

However, the questioner didn't give the questionee time to think at all, and quickly concluded by himself: "No, you haven't had one day. He takes care of you, although he likes to take care of you, but think about it, he has to worry about you all day long. Broken stomach when the disease will relapse, and you have to worry about whether you will drink again when you go out to socialize, and study the medicinal diet, and you have to change the way to come up with tricks, medicinal diet, thanks to the fact that he can make it so delicious. Do you think he is a finger? He searched for folk prescriptions on the Internet after knocking? He went door to door to search for medicinal recipes that are good for the stomach, copied them one by one, and went to the hospital to ask the doctor. Oh, think about it, how much time he would spend on this trivial matter. Energy. Such a precious person always has accidents, so whoever you say will not be angry."

"That's not what I thought..."

"Yes, who wants to have an accident by himself? But just this time, let me ask you, did he not want you to go before you participated?"

"No ah……"

"Of course not. You acted so expectantly, would he just say you don't want to go? Xiaofan, can you think about it for him? He pampered you so carefully and let you, not to make you a A heartless person."

Qian Fan was speechless for a moment, and he, who was always eloquent, didn't know how to refute Yu Xiaoyu's words.

So, is it hard for Lu Zhengfan to be with him?He kept the question to himself, he didn't want to ask anyone.He began to wonder if he was that burden, or a burden?In the years he has known Lu Zhengfan, he has never felt that he is a burden. In fact, he is unwilling to tell Lu Zhengfan and Yu Xiaoyu that the reason for working so hard to make money is that he was penniless and was stared at everywhere, except for his desire for decency and dignity. , and also because I always have a feeling of "wanting to take care of Lu Zhengfan" in my heart.

He wanted to take care of him, to stand beside him, not behind him or in front of him.

But judging from the current situation, he is really the "man behind Lu Zhengfan".When he was in the hospital, Lu Zhengfan was in a cold war with him, and he didn't relax for a moment, throwing everything on him.

His breathing was heavy or shallow, as if it was pinching his heart.

When had Lu Zhengfan been so worried about someone... He felt that his nerves were going to fail.

Everyone says that "concern leads to chaos", and there is a reason for it and a sense of obsession in it.

Ye Song visited Lu Zhengfan once, and the two of them were talking on the balcony.Qian Fan, who was disabled and determined, glanced at them before going to work: What can I say for so long...

So he raised his voice and shouted to the other side: "I'm going to work."

Lu Zhengfan said "hmm" as a compliment.

Qian Fan thought, it's over, I have to coax him this time.

A pair of parrots were added to the balcony, chattering lively.Lu Zhengfan named them, one is Bengbeng and the other is Nao Nao.Biaobeng doesn't like to learn tongues, he likes to jump around in the cage, making a lot of noise, and he is responsible for the amount of language of the two birds alone.

Ye Song teased for a while and asked, "Are you all okay?"

"I'd be lying if I said it's fine." Lu Zhengfan refilled his tea, "I just feel a little tired; or rather, I don't know how to continue living with Xiaofan."

Ye Song sat across from him, and after a long silence, he said: "You know what? That year... Let me think about it, that winter, you bid farewell to me. I stood at the window and looked at it, thinking, that's great. You finally escaped from the Ye family, and I will wait for you to come back to rescue me. Later, I heard from the Ye family’s spies that you were almost killed in a mudslide in Yunnan. I was worried about you and myself at the same time: What if , if, someday, you don't come to rescue me, will I be locked up in the Ye family's mansion for the rest of my life?"

Lu Zhengfan didn't answer, looked at Ye Song, and beckoned him to continue, although what Ye Song said didn't sound like he was worried.

"I haven't dared to mention my thoughts directly to the old man. I want to get out of the shelter of the Ye family. I want to see the circle of my life by myself. But if I say that by myself, it means that everything about me is gone. , maybe even have problems with basic survival. So lame six kidnapped me, I hated him, but also had the feeling of 'it's great I walked out of Ye's house'. But I can't die outside for no reason, so I was saved again When the lame six came to capture me, it was close to death... I didn't resist, so he went smoothly unexpectedly, otherwise he would have been so easy with the skills I have practiced a few times."

Hearing this, Lu Zhengfan and Ye Song laughed bitterly.

"After that time, I thought, life is short, and I didn't have a deep understanding of these four words before. So fuck it, people's words are awesome, fuck it, wealth is not there, and fuck it, the future is uncertain, grandpa I just want to live happily now! After that incident, I confessed to the old man that I wanted to leave the Ye family."

Lu Zhengfan leaned back and looked at the calm young master in front of him.

In a few years, Young Master Ye, who only cares about sensuality, has been washed clean of lead, and his personnel experience is really a wealth that cannot be exchanged for a penny.

However, "Leave the past life and pursue the life you like", which seems to be an idea of ​​frivolity to outsiders, but it is the feeling that Lu Zhengfan and Ye Song both understand each other, which is not enough for outsiders.

Maybe one day, when he thinks back to the lofty sentiments of the present, he will find that the daily necessities have spoiled his deviant heart, and maybe there are only tears left with mixed feelings, so what?

In this life, if you have not lived according to your own will, how can you be worthy of "being born as a human being"?

Ye Lao did not give up on his beloved little grandson. As he got older, he longed for someone to be around him. Even though he forbade the Ye family to help Ye Song at the beginning, he still secretly sent someone to watch him to ensure his basic safety. .

Everyone in the Ye family saw the old man's intentions, and no one believed in the old man's angrily saying, "No one is allowed to help him! Whoever helps him is the enemy of the Ye family!"

But these are all secret affairs, and some things are still suitable to be carried out quietly in the dark.

Ye Song had a busy schedule back home, so after a brief recap with Lu Zhengfan, he had to go see his aging grandfather.In the past, Lu Zhengfan felt that he was out of tune with the Ye family and even the princes and men in the entire Forty-Nine City, because he had a temperament of sitting idle and looking at luxury and money.Sure enough, Ye Song was still "out of line", he said he had to fly to Africa for charity.Lu Zhengfan figured out why he was a lot of black.Ye Song smiled happily, full of freedom and joy, and Lu Zhengfan was sincerely happy for him.

After sending away Ye Song who was truly saving all sentient beings, Lu Zhengfan recalled Ye Song's words alone.

Life is too short.

Perhaps in Qianfan's short twenty-odd years, he has seen all the pain and ugliness of ordinary people all his life, and what he has achieved now may still be vague and unreal to him. In pursuit of the next "someday".

The innate love for Qianfan is integrated into the blood, so the love naturally arises.So is family affection greater than love, or has it always been family affection at all?

Lu Zhengfan didn't understand how this sourness came from. The torture was like a whip on his heart, and like a whip going down, there was a thick ups and downs, revealing the most true and original answer: I love him.

Otherwise, when I encountered a mudslide and thought I was not going to be happy, I wouldn't write those words.

yes i love him.

No matter how he struggles, no matter how uneasy he makes me, I am willing to accompany him and protect him!

After such a sudden enlightenment, Lu Zhengfan laughed and scolded himself: "It's really a bit cheap..."

On this day, Qian Fan, who always sticks to his post before the off-duty time, came back early. Lu Zhengfan was cooking soup in the kitchen, which was the pile of supplements with strange medicinal effects brought by Yu Xiaoyu.

As soon as he smelled the faint scent of medicine in the room, Qian Fan went to the kitchen, and the uncle Lu who was trying to hide in a panic was bumped into him.

Cough, here's the thing: after Uncle Lu rescued Qian Fan this time, new hatred and old hatred piled up, and his emotions escalated in an all-round way. It was an unprecedented irritability and comprehensively implemented the "three no's" principle: ignore, look at, and take care of, so Qian Fan's The real patient who injured an arm has been dealing with personal hygiene and three meals a day by himself these days.

Lu Zhengfan thought he didn't get off work so soon, so he secretly made soup and threw it in the kitchen. Qian Fan would go to the kitchen to find something to eat when he was hungry.As long as he didn't catch him cooking himself, it wouldn't be forgiven him.

Look, the brain circuit of a man in love is unreasonable!Is there any difference between seeing you make soup and drinking your soup? !

Qian Fan hadn't reached the kitchen when he saw Lu Zhengfan hurriedly taking off his apron to come out, he leaned against the door frame and blocked there: "Brother, should you calm down?"

"roll."

When Lu Zhengfan said a word, he regretted it, didn't he make up his mind to ignore him.

Qian Fan hadn't been scolded for several days, and he felt uncomfortable all over. It seemed that Lu Zhengfan's opening had accurately scratched the itch in his bones, so he said again in a particularly good mood: "You scold me again."

"...Are you okay?"

After speaking, the two people looked at each other, one looked at each other expressionlessly, and the other stared at each other with joy, and smiled after seeing each other like this.

Lu Zhengfan: "Let's go, let's hang your arms and don't make trouble here." After speaking, he went back to the kitchen and prepared lunch.

In fact, Qian Fan hadn't seen Lu Zhengfan cooking for him for a long time. He went out early and came back late a while ago, and when he got home, he would wash his hands and then sit down to eat.Lu Zhengfan is really considerate in doing things, the dishes are set, and the temperature of the food is just right, so he always comes with both hands as soon as he sits down. Occasionally, Lu Zhengfan also helps him peel the shrimp and crab, but he controls his diet.

At this moment, he stood there watching Lu Zhengfan skillfully rummaging through the various cabinets in the kitchen for ingredients and utensils to be used. If it were him, he would not be able to tell which cabinet contained what.With all kinds of tastes in his stomach, Qianfan blinked his wet eyes and walked in.

Lu Zhengfan didn't stop his eyes and said to him: "Go out and wait for food, don't come in crowded..."

Before he finished speaking, Qian Fan wrapped his uninjured arm around his waist, pressed his chest against his back, leaned his chin on his shoulder, and did not speak.

The movements in his hands paused, and Lu Zhengfan sighed: "Why..."

Qian Fan didn't answer, but put more strength on the arm holding Lu Zhengfan's waist, and hugged him with all his strength.

Lu Zhengfan seemed to understand, turned around and rubbed Qianfan's head with his cheek, neither of them spoke anymore.

Time seems to be frozen, but there is still a feeling of flowing water silently around the two of them.

One day, no matter how hot a relationship is, there will be a bunch of burnt ashes left, no matter how gorgeous flowers are, there will be dried specimens, and no matter how young the face will be, wrinkled and wrinkled, a lifetime is so far away but so close in sight.

Qianfan's young age is like a dilapidated sailing boat. He doesn't know where he started from. In the bright universe, he passed through endless darkness and suffering. He tossed and turned unwillingly with loneliness, stubbornness and anger. One city after another, the journey continued intermittently until I met Lu Zhengfan.

At first that love was kept secret, but today it can be regarded as a fruitful cultivation.

Fortunately, I have gone through thousands of sails and arrived at your side.

The second volume suddenly sees a thousand sails hidden

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