Qianfan

Qian Fan stopped studying after entering junior high school, because high school had to go to the town, had to board, and had to pay a lot of money.He can't leave grandma, he doesn't worry about grandma being alone; what's more, the economy doesn't allow it.

This was the first time Qian Fan disobeyed grandma's ideas, and grandma was so angry that she refused to talk to him for a few days.

Grandma said: "If you don't study now, what will you do when you leave the society? Don't think that old women don't understand at home every day. It's so convenient for other college students to find a job. You haven't studied in high school. You will carry cement and bricks in the future? Just this body—"

The last four words were articulated, fully expressing grandma's indisputable anger.Qian Fan lowered his head to suffer, he thought, he can't make grandma feel that he can do nothing but study, and that if he doesn't study, he can't do anything.But this village is only as big as a palm, and there is only one paper mill that tirelessly produces household garbage, and there are no other decent employers for him to make a fortune.

Thanks to his flexible head and cute looks, he went to the night market with the neighbor's uncle and helped others, earning a few hundred yuan a month for hard work, consciously contributing to the economic construction of this family.

The night market has been in operation for two years, and the town suddenly pays attention to the construction of civilization in the village. A group of urban management has fallen from the sky to crack down on small vendors along the street, and the operation of the night market is in jeopardy.Qianfan lost his job.

The uncle went to dig coal. That year, all the people dig coal, and all the people invest in coal mines.Qian Fan weighed the several hundred yuan bills in his pocket, and had no choice but to go home angrily.

Once he went to the pharmacy to buy medicine for his grandmother, and heard two girls around him complain that he had to take a ride out to buy a barbecue. If he had known, he would not have applied for the university here.

Qian Fan belonged to the one whose head was sharpened and got into the eyes of money. Can he let this business opportunity go?cannot.As soon as he got home, he discussed the grand plan with his grandma, and the old man agreed, and immediately went outside to learn about the purchase channels and the prices of various barbecue skewers.

Some people's culinary skills are gifted, and he probably only needs to look at them a few times, and then filter them in his mind to create a delicious dish.Qianfan belongs to such a person.But he didn't think it was talent, he attributed it to his previous cooking experience in that family.

He just happened to be riding a tricycle to set up a barbecue stall.

When most people start fantasizing about romance, love, and enjoying the squandering of their youth, he wants to make money, save money, make money, save money...

Qian Fan is definitely a nocturnal, he can only leave when the MB bar closes at two o'clock, and he drives Yu Xiaoyu's motorcycle in the store.It takes 02:30 to fall asleep even after a bit of tossing.

He lives and eats alone now, so he doesn't care who he quarrels with.

Grandma left two years ago. After Qian Fan and Yu Xiaoyu managed to get together the surgery fee, she left without a sound and no one noticed.

Yu Xiaoyu said on the phone that day: "It's not short of money, Brother Yu will go back tomorrow."

On the phone, Qian Fan felt that Yu Xiaoyu had difficulty speaking, as if he was desperately enduring something.

But he himself was not much better. He watched the scene for others, and when two groups of people fought, his shoulder was scratched by a beer bottle, and blood was gurgling.

Two young men in their early twenties are raising life-saving money for an unrelated old man in the fastest way possible.

This society cannot be said to be absolutely good or evil, it depends on what you want to see it as.When you look at it, you only feel that the ghosts and monsters in your heart are "evil", and they break free from the cage, creating chaos in your eyes.After all, they feel that the society is still a bit warm. When the old man they don't know takes them home, when the old man they don't know pays for their medical expenses, and talks about "there is nothing wrong with being so young", when that old man The old man who didn't know each other blushed anxiously with his neighbors because of a hen that he couldn't find, just because the eggs laid by that hen were going to be eaten by the two little ghosts...

She lived diligently and tremblingly all her life, and only in her later years did she exchange for the love of her knees. That bit of family affection is like a snow lotus that has been sealed under the ice cave for thousands of years and finally waited for the spring, glowing with the warmth that has bloomed for many years. Throwing everything to Qian Fan and Yu Xiaoyu, she felt that she still had more to say, but unexpectedly, the god of death came sooner...

God has never been merciless, a lingering life did not persist until they went home.

It was the first time the two smoked in that house, one after another, and finally Qian Fan said: "Grandma has never lived in a big or nice house in her life."

The money bought grandma the tomb with the best geomantic omen in the city, Qian Fan thought, if grandma wants to scold, she can scold her, this is the only luxury in her life.

The first time I sent Qian Fan to the hospital, my grandma said, "Oh, it's expensive to be in the hospital. It's a waste of money. Gua Wazi will be healed soon!"

In the past, for Qian Fan's study, grandma took out a handful of tuition fees from her inner three-pocket, and smiled apologetically and inferiorly at the teacher: "Is the teacher counting enough?"

In the past, I helped Qianfan buy a second-hand tricycle, and the old and the young almost visited all the tricycle dealers in the town. At noon, grandma took out half of the cakes baked in the morning, and said, "How dare you sell it so expensive when it's so old?"

Before seeing Yu Xiaoyu's wounds and buying nutritional supplements, grandma didn't even frown. She bought whatever she heard was good for bone growth. Grandma said, "This child has a good eye for him, and he likes it!"

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Yu Xiaoyu patted Qianfan's shoulder, the two of them stood slumped, the old house was covered by the setting sun, and it was glowing red.It is obviously a dilapidated red brick and black tile house, which just creates the illusion of resplendent and magnificent.

The afterglow of the setting sun faded away very quickly, and it was resplendent just now, but it quickly faded away in an instant, just like standing in front of an old house and looking back at grandma's single and boring life.

Everything is like a mirage. The days of living with my grandma these years seem to be a dream, and the years are so peaceful that it is unbelievable.

"Let's... let's go." Qian Fan swept the cigarette butts on the ground, "Grandma doesn't like the smell of smoke. Lock the doors and windows, turn off the water and electricity... let's go."

Qian Fan's voice was a painful and suppressed cry, it was the first time in so many years that he shed tears.

This is the person who has treated him best and loved him the most since he could remember, and the person he has lived with the longest.He has no ambition to get rich. He wants to be rich because he knows that one day when he becomes famous and rich, grandma will be very happy and life will be better.

People who have been working hard all of a sudden lose their goals and support, and the belief in life is like a body with its spine removed.So Qian Fan was depressed for a while, when he moved to another city with Yu Xiaoyu.He didn't know what Yu Xiaoyu was doing, and he didn't want to know.When he woke up from his stupor and realized in his conscience that he needed to take care of this cheap brother who came out halfway, Yu Xiaoyu was already an employee of that MB bar.

It's not that Qian Fan never stopped him, Yu Xiaoyu said that he had paid his wages in advance, and besides that he would be careful, so he put on a condom.

Qian Fan's only common sense told him that Yu Xiaoyu's job was like stepping on a minefield every day.Yu Xiaoyu was helpless, his good temper quickly bottomed out: "Are you looking down on homosexuals?! Yes, I just sell ass, what's wrong? If I sell it, what about the rent, what do you eat! You spend all day Like a lost ghost, do I rely on you to make money?!"

Yu Xiaoyu seldom loses his temper because he thinks a man who loses his temper is too immodest.In contrast, Qian Fan is a person who does not show his emotions. His life experience has taught him to be restrained, restrained, suppressed, and reserved. All his emotions are wrapped in a thin snail shell, and the snail shell is covered with hedgehog spines. , How could he show it to others in a cramped way.

After being yelled at by Yu Xiaoyu, Qian Fan, who wanted to save face, suddenly stopped talking. His scientifically based remarks and aggressive persuasion just now seemed so embarrassing.

"No, I never looked down on you. I, I just..." Qian Fan licked his tongue, he rarely expressed things unsatisfactorily, especially in front of Yu Xiaoyu, he felt that Yu Xiaoyu was really two years older than him. Pretentious, in fact, his thinking is more naive than his.So when he got along with Yu Xiaoyu, he always regarded himself as an elder brother in his heart.

Qian Fan said, "Are you still short of people? Waiters or security guards."

Yu Xiaoyu's anger came and went even faster, he lit a cigarette for himself, gave Qianfan one, and said in a surprised tone, "You?"

"Otherwise you?"

The two laughed and choked on smoke.