I'm super delicate
Chapter 58
Probably out of a fear of being caught, the glass of water that Xi Changlin took was very characteristic of He Chi, one third was hot water, two thirds was cold water, and the temperature was slightly hot after neutralization.
He endured his dislike, took a sip, and said: "Genetic testing requires hair, saliva or blood, which is not difficult for us to collect. But since we want to do testing, let's do a full set. They are a family of four, Including mine."
Xi Changlin overheard the quarrel between Guan Tong and Yan Xinting in the study when he was a teenager, and found out that he and Guan Tong were related by blood. This truth was undoubtedly a severe blow to him.
Thinking about it now, this process was simply a clever arrangement, because when he was so shocked that he almost froze into a statue at the door, Guan Zhi appeared behind him, dragged him away with a smile, and said, "Now you know, you Mom is a slut who seduces men."
At that time, Xi Changlin's lips were pursed, but he couldn't say anything to refute.
For a long time after that, Xi Changlin hoped that someone would stand up and tell him that what he overheard that time was false.But the favor of the gods never fell on him—by chance, he found a close photo of Guan Tong and his mother.
Even now, knowing the truth that Guan Tong deceived Xi Chun back then, even after nine reincarnations and connecting to the timeline of the original world, deep in Xi Changlin's heart, there is still such a ridiculous wish hidden.
As much as he missed those who passed away, he wished to prove that he had nothing to do with the living one.
But it was impossible for him to tell He Chi about this.
So after he finished speaking, he lowered his dark and beautiful eyes, staring at the shallow ripples in the water glass.
He Chi took a deep look at him and said, "Leave the task of collecting samples to Emi."
Xi Changlin nodded with a "hmm", "Don't choose hospitals or institutions in Ninghai City for appraisal, this place is full of the Guan family's eyes."
"Well, I'll let her go back to Pinghai City in person." After He Chi gave instructions to Emi, he walked towards Xi Changlin, but when he was three steps away from the young man, he actually stopped.
The man's nostrils fluttered, and then his brows frowned slightly, "Why did I smell an unusual smell?"
I didn't expect to be discovered so quickly, but Xi Changlin didn't change his face, he also sniffed, turned his head quickly, smelled the surroundings, and said, "What smell? Why didn't I smell it?"
He Chi: "It's a surprising smell."
"Oh? The taste of surprise..." Xi Changlin thought for a moment, pretending to be suddenly enlightened, "Look at the time yourself, although it is not late at night, many people have already fallen asleep, and now is the time for the dream-eating tapir to come out to look for food The smell you smell is probably the aroma emitted by the nightmare to enter the dreamland of its prey."
"..."
He Chi strode over and slapped Xi Changlin on the head. With a straight face, he said in a deep voice, "I can smell the smell of chili, pepper, spices, green onion, ginger, garlic and other things mixed together. It's delicious. Spicy, very stimulating to the senses."
The young man quickly placed the paper cup on top of the water dispenser, took half a step back, and planned to slip around He Chi, who wanted to be grabbed by the wrist first.Then the person behind him took his hands back, pressed him into his arms, lowered his head and sniffed lightly on him.
"Sauerkraut fish? And... boiled pork slices?" He Chi narrowed his eyes and asked.
Xi Changlin: "No, I just drank a bowl of multigrain porridge at night."
He Chi snorted coldly, and raised his hand to press Xi Changlin's belly, "I drank porridge a few hours ago, so tell me, why is my stomach bulging?"
"There is a saying that you can't touch a tiger's tail, but do you know where a cat can't touch it?" Xi Changlin narrowed his eyes and asked.
"A cat's soft belly." He Chi said without the slightest hesitation.
Xi Changlin said coolly: "So now you want me to give you a shoulder throw to celebrate the long-lasting friendship between us?"
He Chi made a "tsk", pinched the soft flesh on Xi Changlin's stomach twice, and then reluctantly let go, "No wonder you slammed the door so fast before, you didn't want me to find out?"
Xi Changlin drew a long tune: "Congratulations on the [-]th—"
"Demoted my position again." He Chi laughed, "If my concubine is going to bed tonight, can I save my declining status in my husband's heart?"
"No." Xi Changlin stomped on He Chi neatly, slapped away the man's hand that was reaching out to grab him, and walked towards his bedroom without looking back.
"Then I'll have to go to bed every day." He Chi sighed and followed behind Xi Changlin.
Without saying a word, Xi Changlin unscrewed the door and walked into the bedroom, making a gesture to slam the door shut, but He Chi quickly resisted it and slipped in through the crack of the door.
The window in the bedroom was wide open, and the gust of wind and rain poured in, wet the cashmere carpet and floor near the window.The takeaway bag hung by Xi Changlin outside the window was still strong and did not fall, hitting the wall again and again, making a sound different from wind and rain.
He Chi understood it in an instant, and couldn't help laughing: "After being drenched by the rain, is it possible that you still want to eat? Why don't you just throw the corpse out of the window."
"Do you think everyone is as unqualified as you? Just throw it down, what if it hits a passerby or a dog?" Xi Changlin said indifferently.
"Yes, yes, we, Xi Miao, are very well-bred, completely different from those brats who threw bricks under the windows." He Chi followed his words, then glanced at the cheesecake with several holes dug out on the table, Go to the window and take out the rain-soaked takeaway bag, and throw it on the coffee table in the living room.
Xi Changlin sat cross-legged on the sofa again, and when He Chi came back, he leaned against his door and asked in a low voice, "The floor of this room is wet, do you want to sleep with me?"
The young man just wanted to pick up the capacitive pen and write something on the pad, when he heard this, he raised his eyes and said, "Are you in charge of warming the bed?"
"Apart from me, who else can be responsible here?" He Chi raised his eyebrows.
"Big Brother Electric Blanket." The capacitive stylus turned in a beautiful arc between his fingers, and Xi Changlin leaned back against the pillow, smiling casually.
"Are you going to use an electric blanket in summer?"
"I turn on the air conditioner at 20 degrees, and then turn on the electric blanket, what's the problem?"
He Chi was speechless: "...Is it necessary?"
Xi Changlin let out a snort from his nose: "Then there is no need to warm the bed in summer?"
This bastard is like this, obviously he raised the question himself, but he always likes to blame others at the end, but the one standing at the door doesn't mind.
He Chi walked in, removed the capacitive pen and tablet from Xi Changlin's hands and legs with one hand, put the other hand on the side of the man's face, and asked in a low voice: "Although there is no need to warm the bed, I still want to ask, and I am willing to follow you." Shall I go?"
Xi Changlin bent his eyes, stretched out his hand to pinch He Chi's chin, and said slowly: "Chi Chi, if you look at me like this, I will soften my heart."
"Then you are soft-hearted." He Chi laughed.
He Chi's blue eyes are deep and clear, like the sea and the sky, both so broad and bright, waiting for someone to soar.
The distance between them was not too close, but it did not prevent Xi Changlin from seeing himself in He Chi's eyes.
"Are you really going to soften your heart?" He Chi said, "After you soften your heart, let me take advantage of it."
Xi Changlin and him looked at each other for a long time, and said in a complicated tone: "I would find it strange if my heart is soft."
"Huh? What's so strange?" He Chi slowly leaned down and tentatively kissed the side of Xi Changlin's face.
Xi Changlin only trembled his eyelashes, neither pushing away nor refusing.He Chi's lips moved down, pecking at the young man's lips: "Is this so strange?"
"It's still weird like this?" The place of this kiss became the neck of this person.
Then, He Chi kissed Xi Changlin's collarbone, imprinting marks on the place where he bit it last time, and waited for Xi Changlin to "hiss" softly because of the pain, then looked up at him, and said, "Or... like this Weird?"
Xi Changlin lowered his eyes, pressed his lips tightly, then shook his head and said, "It's another kind of strangeness."
"What kind of strange?" He Chi asked.
Xi Changlin couldn't bear his gaze, turned his head to the way the man whispered in his ear, and finally told the truth: "I feel like I've lost something, my heart is empty, and I don't feel safe."
Not everyone needs the love and warmth of another human being to live.
During that countless time, he erected a hard, thick, invulnerable iron wall for himself, how many times he acted on the spot, no one has ever walked into Xi Changlin's heart.
Sometimes he can't tell exactly what is being locked up by him, and it should be the loneliness.He lost his mother at the age of three, and lost his grandfather who raised him at the age of 12. He has never received the love of his father for more than 20 years. He is lonely like a shadow, like a black cloak of death that wraps him tightly. Sooner or later, he will be dragged to hell .
But loneliness is not useless, it seems to be a battle flag that is erected forever, accompanying the lonely person to cut off the thorns and invincible, go through the boundless time, and return to the end of the moment.
It is like an old friend of Xi Changlin, although he has not met face to face, but he is dependent on each other from beginning to end.
Now there is such a person who tells him time and time again that he wants to be by his side.Just like light drives away darkness, companionship drives away loneliness. The battle flag that has been flying behind is broken and disappears in the lighter and lighter wind.
Lonely is saying goodbye to him, and he does not want to leave alone.
Being watched by He Chi's affectionate eyes, Xi Changlin's hands began to tremble. After about two or three seconds, he lowered his head and covered his face.
"Why does this happen?" he heard his own voice ask.
Obviously shouldn't be like this, obviously shouldn't be reluctant...
Obviously people are social animals, and the collocation of loneliness is usually fear or fear, but Xi Changlin regards it as a friend, because in his cognition, people and loneliness are born together.
A person who came into the world alone, and walked back to nothingness alone, even if he spent his whole life in the flesh and blood, he couldn't keep it or take it away.
He Chi looked down at Xi Changlin, who covered his face with his hands, making one think he was about to cry.
After a few seconds, He Chi sat next to the young man, clasped his shoulder with one hand, wrapped the other around his waist, leaned over, and kissed the man's fingers.
"Xi Miao, don't be afraid, okay?" He Chi said warmly, "Even if you really lose something, you get more, don't you?"
"Will what you get be more useful than what you lose?" Xi Changlin asked after a long time.
"I know that once you feel soft-hearted and give up certain things, you will no longer be as invulnerable as before. But now it is not the world of the past. We don't have to think about completing the task, and we don't have to regard everyone as an enemy. You don't need to make yourself strong." He Chi's voice diffused in the quiet room, like the sound of a cello playing, deep and magnetic, "People are beautiful because of their weaknesses, aren't they?"
Xi Changlin’s voice is warm: “The nine worlds I have experienced are not virtual worlds, but parallel spaces one after another. People are all similar, otherwise similar civilizations would not exist in independent places. Where there are people, there will be People cannibalize people, no matter where they go, they will not spit out bones."
"Don't you believe that I can protect you well?" He Chi kissed Xi Changlin's hand covering his face, and gently touched his forehead.
Xi Changlin shook his head again: "I don't want your protection."
"Then let's fight side by side, is that okay?" He Chi said.
Xi Changlin was silent for a moment, moved away from within the reach of He Chi, shrank in the corner of the sofa, and buried his face in the pillow.
"Xi Miao?" He Chi tilted his head and called softly.
The young man didn't make a sound, he just moved the pillow to show that he heard it.
He Chi stopped talking, and after a while, he picked up an orange from the fruit plate and slowly peeled it.
In this seemingly endless silence, oranges, peaches, apples, dragon fruit, honeydew melon and other fruits filled the largest round porcelain plate.
He Chi took out a box of yogurt from the refrigerator, opened it and was about to pour it on, when Xi Changlin finally said, "But He 21, I really despise you."
He Chi raised his eyebrows, he didn't comment on being downgraded for no reason, and only asked, "Why do you despise me?"
Xi Changlin answered irrelevantly: "With you, neither of us will be happy."
"Tell me why?"
"For example, there are big differences between the two of us in terms of diet and habits." Xi Changlin raised his face from the pillow and stared at He Chi full of resentment, "You, the elderly, the eating habits of the elderly, the work and rest of the elderly, I'm different, I'm young, I'm still at the age of a flower, I need cheap and delicious junk food to irrigate and grow."
He Chi tilted his hand, poured half a box of yogurt into the fruit plate, and snorted coldly, "I'm only five years older than you."
"Isn't that the point?" Xi Changlin grabbed the corner of the pillow and raised his head, "The point is the difference in diet and living habits!"
"You are told to go to bed early and get up early, and you are not allowed to eat heavy oil, salt and spicy food, all because your health is not good and you need to recuperate slowly."
"What's the difference between living like this and dying?"
"The difference between living and dead!"
Xi Changlin stood up, lowered his eyes and shook his head slightly: "No, you don't know how to live."
He Chi sneered, and stuffed the mixed fruit plate into Xi Changlin's hands.
The young man straightened his face immediately: "I don't want to eat."
"Did I tell you to eat it?" He Chi snorted coldly, "Hold it for me, I'll take it out later to express condolences to the crew who just finished the night show."
"Okay, okay, since Mr. Investor is so considerate of the employees, I'll run an errand for you." Xi Changlin turned and went out without delay, "Of course, I'll tell them this is The fruit plate made by Mr. He himself."
"Stop—" He Chi raised his voice.
Xi Changlin turned a deaf ear to it.
He Chi's face darkened, and he walked over in three steps and two steps, and grabbed Xi Changlin's arm.
"Little 21, you can't be dishonest in what you say." Xi Changlin turned his head, approached He Chi, and whispered.
"These fruits are all peeled for you." He Chi lowered his eyes, his voice lost the momentum just now, and sounded a little soft.
Xi Changlin lifted up the fruit plate, which was half a meter in diameter, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Do you raise pigs? Can I eat such a pile?"
After speaking, he changed the subject: "I'm curious about another point, why is there such a big dinner plate in the hotel room?"
He Chi: "I asked Emi to prepare it in advance. She bought a whole set, and this is the biggest one."
"It sounds like you have a lot to choose from, but you chose the biggest one—" Xi Changlin paused, then raised his tone, "So there is really a big difference in our eating habits!"
"Then I'll change a container for you?"
"No, I don't like cantaloupe dipped in yogurt."
"Peel another cantaloupe for you?"
"Not hungry."
"Drink a glass of milk to sleep?"
"You want to give me sleeping pills again?"
He Chi took the fruit plate away from Xi Changlin without a trace, and then pulled him out of the bedroom, saying, "Then don't drink it."
When passing by the decorative cabinet by the wall, he put down the fruit plate and said, "Sleep with me tonight? The carpet in your room is too wet."
Xi Changlin retorted: "Although the carpet is wet, but I don't sleep on it, does it affect me?"
"It's too humid." He Chi replied after thinking about it, but he didn't expect that it just gave Xi Changlin room to play.The young man raised his head and said, "Turning on the air conditioner will cause dryness and lack of water in the room. It will be wet. Doesn't this just neutralize it?"
"Xi Miao..." He Chi lowered his eyes helplessly, and sighed softly, "You know what I mean."
Xi Changlin stared at He Chi for a while, then raised his hand to poke He Chi's chest, his eyes teased, and asked, "He 21, are you in such a hurry to go to bed?"
He Chi denied it: "No, I just want to get my name right as soon as possible."
"But I despise you so much, we won't have good results together." Xi Changlin said slowly.
"You are allowed to eat those unhealthy foods once a week." He Chi said.
Hearing this, Xi Changlin bit his lower lip, lowered his eyes, and said softly after a while, "Chichi, I only eat once a week, this kind of life is very unhappy."
He Chi thought about it carefully and made a concession: "Then twice a week."
Xi Changlin sneered while gesticulating: "Three meals a day, add up to 21 meals a week. You are killing the little beauty left in my life."
"Anyway, even if I don't allow you to eat, you will still secretly order takeaway where I can't see it." He Chi snorted coldly, grabbed Xi Changlin's waist and pulled him into his arms, pulling the man into his arms in this posture. own room.
Being bound like this, Xi Changlin didn't know why he wanted to laugh.He didn't suppress it, and kept shrugging his shoulders. He Chi pinned the back of the man's head again, and buried his head on his chest.
"It's okay if you don't want to sleep in the same room as me. You can sleep on my side tonight, and I'll sleep on yours. Tomorrow, when the hotel people clean up the carpet, we can change it back." He Chi pushed Xi Changlin beside his bed and sat down. , whispered.
"Chi Chi, you don't have to be so nice to me." Xi Changlin raised his face and said to He Chi.
"As your No.20 concubine, I'm not good to you. How can I please you so that I can be alone?" He Chi pinched Xi Changlin's cheek, and turned to get his pajamas and toiletries.When he walked to the door with these things, the man stopped abruptly, turned his head and said good night to Xi Changlin.
Xi Changlin sat by the bed, swaying his bare feet, forced a smile, and replied good night and sweet dreams.
As soon as the door was closed, the room fell silent.The decoration of the hotel suites is not to be evaluated. The lighting in He Chi's room is very dark, with only two floor lamps emitting a faint light.
Xi Changlin swayed his legs, and glanced casually over the computer that had been turned off, the tablet with the screen turned off, and the cup of tea on the table that was about to bottom out. It could be seen that He Chi planned to wash up and go to bed after talking to him
But the world is unpredictable, who would have thought that after He Chi called him out, the plot would develop like this?
Xi Changlin asked the system, and it was only a few minutes past eleven o'clock.Without his mobile phone by his side, he suddenly felt that he didn't know what to do. After all, there was such a flurry of emotions, and he didn't feel sleepy at all.
He fell back in boredom, and after rolling a few times on the bed, the system popped up: "Boss, you have mentioned to Mr. He many times before that you want to know what identities he once had, and let me check, but Never asked about the result."
Xi Changlin, who wrapped himself in a quilt into a chicken roll, trembled, not knowing how to answer these words.
The system added: "Actually, in your heart, you didn't care much about who he was before, you just talked about it."
"..."
"You don't particularly dislike He Chi taking care of you. To be reasonable, you even like and enjoy it a little bit."
Still no response.
With a soft sigh, the voice of the system gradually lowered: "Boss, it's all over now, are you still unwilling to agree to your No.20 concubine?"
Silent.
Just when the system thought that Xi Changlin was going to be an ostrich for the rest of his life, he said, "I can't say it."
"It is a thousand times harder to say yes than to refuse and change the subject."
The process from not knowing the reason to finding the reason was not long. It's not that Xi Changlin refused to agree, but he couldn't say the two words of yes.For him, this is too difficult.
This person has been with loneliness for too long.Loneliness can make a person strong, but if he abandons loneliness and walks towards another person, he will not only have weakness, but also have a kind of sadness that worries about gains and losses.His heart is no longer firm, it will come out of his heart, become weak, and start wandering around other people.
He doesn't like... No, it should be said that he is afraid of this wandering and restlessness.
It would be too ugly to live like that.
"You haven't tried it, how do you know that you will be restless?" the system asked him.
Xi Changlin gave the answer: "Because I have experienced it before."
System: "But people are different, he is He Chi, He Chi is different from anyone else, and the experience he will bring to you is also different from any previous experience."
"Why did you become so philosophical all of a sudden?" Xi Changlin laughed suddenly.
The system that received a certain order from the highest level could not answer this question, he only said: "If you are ruthless, you will be fine?"
Xi Changlin sighed, put his hand on his heart, and asked softly, "Can you really be ruthless about this kind of thing?"
The system asked him back: "If you don't try it, how would you know?"
Makes sense.
"Are you really going?" Xi Changlin asked again after three or four seconds.
"If you don't go again, I will go for you!" The system was furious.
Xi Changlin grinned silently, dawdled for a long time, and then got out of the quilt.
He stepped on the soft and thick carpet, and slowly got up, but when he was about to walk a meter away from the bed, he turned back quickly!
When the system was about to roar again, I saw him condescendingly staring at the crumpled quilt on the bed, stretched out his hand a few times hesitatingly, and finally leaned down and hugged the quilt into his arms.
No one started, what should I say?Xi Changlin asked while moving on the carpet.
The system said that Boss, you have experienced so much, trivial things must be nothing to worry about.
From the bed to the door, from the door of one bedroom to the door of another bedroom, the time of a few minutes is infinitely extended, as slow as centuries, and the past is like stars emerging in the long river, flying and spinning on both sides, Cast into a lengthy time tunnel.
The moment he grabbed the doorknob of He Chi's room, Xi Changlin realized that he was sweating profusely.He quickly wiped it on the quilt.
Did He Chi lock the door?It should not be locked...
As Xi Changlin thought about it, his hand opened the door one step ahead of his brain.
Soft light poured out of the room, and Xi Changlin saw He Chi turn his head from the coat rack.For some reason, my heart, which was beating like a drum at that moment, miraculously settled down a little bit.
"What's wrong?" Xi Changlin heard He Chi ask.
The young man who clenched the quilt tightly lowered his eyes and said in a voice as light as a mosquito, "It's too humid here, you'd better come to sleep."
Immediately afterwards, he raised his voice and raised his chin: "There is still a quilt! I don't like your quilt, I want to sleep on mine!"
Hearing this, a smile appeared on the lips of the person who wanted to come to him after going through hundreds of years, crossing thousands of mountains, crossing thousands of rivers and crossing countless flowers and willows.
He endured his dislike, took a sip, and said: "Genetic testing requires hair, saliva or blood, which is not difficult for us to collect. But since we want to do testing, let's do a full set. They are a family of four, Including mine."
Xi Changlin overheard the quarrel between Guan Tong and Yan Xinting in the study when he was a teenager, and found out that he and Guan Tong were related by blood. This truth was undoubtedly a severe blow to him.
Thinking about it now, this process was simply a clever arrangement, because when he was so shocked that he almost froze into a statue at the door, Guan Zhi appeared behind him, dragged him away with a smile, and said, "Now you know, you Mom is a slut who seduces men."
At that time, Xi Changlin's lips were pursed, but he couldn't say anything to refute.
For a long time after that, Xi Changlin hoped that someone would stand up and tell him that what he overheard that time was false.But the favor of the gods never fell on him—by chance, he found a close photo of Guan Tong and his mother.
Even now, knowing the truth that Guan Tong deceived Xi Chun back then, even after nine reincarnations and connecting to the timeline of the original world, deep in Xi Changlin's heart, there is still such a ridiculous wish hidden.
As much as he missed those who passed away, he wished to prove that he had nothing to do with the living one.
But it was impossible for him to tell He Chi about this.
So after he finished speaking, he lowered his dark and beautiful eyes, staring at the shallow ripples in the water glass.
He Chi took a deep look at him and said, "Leave the task of collecting samples to Emi."
Xi Changlin nodded with a "hmm", "Don't choose hospitals or institutions in Ninghai City for appraisal, this place is full of the Guan family's eyes."
"Well, I'll let her go back to Pinghai City in person." After He Chi gave instructions to Emi, he walked towards Xi Changlin, but when he was three steps away from the young man, he actually stopped.
The man's nostrils fluttered, and then his brows frowned slightly, "Why did I smell an unusual smell?"
I didn't expect to be discovered so quickly, but Xi Changlin didn't change his face, he also sniffed, turned his head quickly, smelled the surroundings, and said, "What smell? Why didn't I smell it?"
He Chi: "It's a surprising smell."
"Oh? The taste of surprise..." Xi Changlin thought for a moment, pretending to be suddenly enlightened, "Look at the time yourself, although it is not late at night, many people have already fallen asleep, and now is the time for the dream-eating tapir to come out to look for food The smell you smell is probably the aroma emitted by the nightmare to enter the dreamland of its prey."
"..."
He Chi strode over and slapped Xi Changlin on the head. With a straight face, he said in a deep voice, "I can smell the smell of chili, pepper, spices, green onion, ginger, garlic and other things mixed together. It's delicious. Spicy, very stimulating to the senses."
The young man quickly placed the paper cup on top of the water dispenser, took half a step back, and planned to slip around He Chi, who wanted to be grabbed by the wrist first.Then the person behind him took his hands back, pressed him into his arms, lowered his head and sniffed lightly on him.
"Sauerkraut fish? And... boiled pork slices?" He Chi narrowed his eyes and asked.
Xi Changlin: "No, I just drank a bowl of multigrain porridge at night."
He Chi snorted coldly, and raised his hand to press Xi Changlin's belly, "I drank porridge a few hours ago, so tell me, why is my stomach bulging?"
"There is a saying that you can't touch a tiger's tail, but do you know where a cat can't touch it?" Xi Changlin narrowed his eyes and asked.
"A cat's soft belly." He Chi said without the slightest hesitation.
Xi Changlin said coolly: "So now you want me to give you a shoulder throw to celebrate the long-lasting friendship between us?"
He Chi made a "tsk", pinched the soft flesh on Xi Changlin's stomach twice, and then reluctantly let go, "No wonder you slammed the door so fast before, you didn't want me to find out?"
Xi Changlin drew a long tune: "Congratulations on the [-]th—"
"Demoted my position again." He Chi laughed, "If my concubine is going to bed tonight, can I save my declining status in my husband's heart?"
"No." Xi Changlin stomped on He Chi neatly, slapped away the man's hand that was reaching out to grab him, and walked towards his bedroom without looking back.
"Then I'll have to go to bed every day." He Chi sighed and followed behind Xi Changlin.
Without saying a word, Xi Changlin unscrewed the door and walked into the bedroom, making a gesture to slam the door shut, but He Chi quickly resisted it and slipped in through the crack of the door.
The window in the bedroom was wide open, and the gust of wind and rain poured in, wet the cashmere carpet and floor near the window.The takeaway bag hung by Xi Changlin outside the window was still strong and did not fall, hitting the wall again and again, making a sound different from wind and rain.
He Chi understood it in an instant, and couldn't help laughing: "After being drenched by the rain, is it possible that you still want to eat? Why don't you just throw the corpse out of the window."
"Do you think everyone is as unqualified as you? Just throw it down, what if it hits a passerby or a dog?" Xi Changlin said indifferently.
"Yes, yes, we, Xi Miao, are very well-bred, completely different from those brats who threw bricks under the windows." He Chi followed his words, then glanced at the cheesecake with several holes dug out on the table, Go to the window and take out the rain-soaked takeaway bag, and throw it on the coffee table in the living room.
Xi Changlin sat cross-legged on the sofa again, and when He Chi came back, he leaned against his door and asked in a low voice, "The floor of this room is wet, do you want to sleep with me?"
The young man just wanted to pick up the capacitive pen and write something on the pad, when he heard this, he raised his eyes and said, "Are you in charge of warming the bed?"
"Apart from me, who else can be responsible here?" He Chi raised his eyebrows.
"Big Brother Electric Blanket." The capacitive stylus turned in a beautiful arc between his fingers, and Xi Changlin leaned back against the pillow, smiling casually.
"Are you going to use an electric blanket in summer?"
"I turn on the air conditioner at 20 degrees, and then turn on the electric blanket, what's the problem?"
He Chi was speechless: "...Is it necessary?"
Xi Changlin let out a snort from his nose: "Then there is no need to warm the bed in summer?"
This bastard is like this, obviously he raised the question himself, but he always likes to blame others at the end, but the one standing at the door doesn't mind.
He Chi walked in, removed the capacitive pen and tablet from Xi Changlin's hands and legs with one hand, put the other hand on the side of the man's face, and asked in a low voice: "Although there is no need to warm the bed, I still want to ask, and I am willing to follow you." Shall I go?"
Xi Changlin bent his eyes, stretched out his hand to pinch He Chi's chin, and said slowly: "Chi Chi, if you look at me like this, I will soften my heart."
"Then you are soft-hearted." He Chi laughed.
He Chi's blue eyes are deep and clear, like the sea and the sky, both so broad and bright, waiting for someone to soar.
The distance between them was not too close, but it did not prevent Xi Changlin from seeing himself in He Chi's eyes.
"Are you really going to soften your heart?" He Chi said, "After you soften your heart, let me take advantage of it."
Xi Changlin and him looked at each other for a long time, and said in a complicated tone: "I would find it strange if my heart is soft."
"Huh? What's so strange?" He Chi slowly leaned down and tentatively kissed the side of Xi Changlin's face.
Xi Changlin only trembled his eyelashes, neither pushing away nor refusing.He Chi's lips moved down, pecking at the young man's lips: "Is this so strange?"
"It's still weird like this?" The place of this kiss became the neck of this person.
Then, He Chi kissed Xi Changlin's collarbone, imprinting marks on the place where he bit it last time, and waited for Xi Changlin to "hiss" softly because of the pain, then looked up at him, and said, "Or... like this Weird?"
Xi Changlin lowered his eyes, pressed his lips tightly, then shook his head and said, "It's another kind of strangeness."
"What kind of strange?" He Chi asked.
Xi Changlin couldn't bear his gaze, turned his head to the way the man whispered in his ear, and finally told the truth: "I feel like I've lost something, my heart is empty, and I don't feel safe."
Not everyone needs the love and warmth of another human being to live.
During that countless time, he erected a hard, thick, invulnerable iron wall for himself, how many times he acted on the spot, no one has ever walked into Xi Changlin's heart.
Sometimes he can't tell exactly what is being locked up by him, and it should be the loneliness.He lost his mother at the age of three, and lost his grandfather who raised him at the age of 12. He has never received the love of his father for more than 20 years. He is lonely like a shadow, like a black cloak of death that wraps him tightly. Sooner or later, he will be dragged to hell .
But loneliness is not useless, it seems to be a battle flag that is erected forever, accompanying the lonely person to cut off the thorns and invincible, go through the boundless time, and return to the end of the moment.
It is like an old friend of Xi Changlin, although he has not met face to face, but he is dependent on each other from beginning to end.
Now there is such a person who tells him time and time again that he wants to be by his side.Just like light drives away darkness, companionship drives away loneliness. The battle flag that has been flying behind is broken and disappears in the lighter and lighter wind.
Lonely is saying goodbye to him, and he does not want to leave alone.
Being watched by He Chi's affectionate eyes, Xi Changlin's hands began to tremble. After about two or three seconds, he lowered his head and covered his face.
"Why does this happen?" he heard his own voice ask.
Obviously shouldn't be like this, obviously shouldn't be reluctant...
Obviously people are social animals, and the collocation of loneliness is usually fear or fear, but Xi Changlin regards it as a friend, because in his cognition, people and loneliness are born together.
A person who came into the world alone, and walked back to nothingness alone, even if he spent his whole life in the flesh and blood, he couldn't keep it or take it away.
He Chi looked down at Xi Changlin, who covered his face with his hands, making one think he was about to cry.
After a few seconds, He Chi sat next to the young man, clasped his shoulder with one hand, wrapped the other around his waist, leaned over, and kissed the man's fingers.
"Xi Miao, don't be afraid, okay?" He Chi said warmly, "Even if you really lose something, you get more, don't you?"
"Will what you get be more useful than what you lose?" Xi Changlin asked after a long time.
"I know that once you feel soft-hearted and give up certain things, you will no longer be as invulnerable as before. But now it is not the world of the past. We don't have to think about completing the task, and we don't have to regard everyone as an enemy. You don't need to make yourself strong." He Chi's voice diffused in the quiet room, like the sound of a cello playing, deep and magnetic, "People are beautiful because of their weaknesses, aren't they?"
Xi Changlin’s voice is warm: “The nine worlds I have experienced are not virtual worlds, but parallel spaces one after another. People are all similar, otherwise similar civilizations would not exist in independent places. Where there are people, there will be People cannibalize people, no matter where they go, they will not spit out bones."
"Don't you believe that I can protect you well?" He Chi kissed Xi Changlin's hand covering his face, and gently touched his forehead.
Xi Changlin shook his head again: "I don't want your protection."
"Then let's fight side by side, is that okay?" He Chi said.
Xi Changlin was silent for a moment, moved away from within the reach of He Chi, shrank in the corner of the sofa, and buried his face in the pillow.
"Xi Miao?" He Chi tilted his head and called softly.
The young man didn't make a sound, he just moved the pillow to show that he heard it.
He Chi stopped talking, and after a while, he picked up an orange from the fruit plate and slowly peeled it.
In this seemingly endless silence, oranges, peaches, apples, dragon fruit, honeydew melon and other fruits filled the largest round porcelain plate.
He Chi took out a box of yogurt from the refrigerator, opened it and was about to pour it on, when Xi Changlin finally said, "But He 21, I really despise you."
He Chi raised his eyebrows, he didn't comment on being downgraded for no reason, and only asked, "Why do you despise me?"
Xi Changlin answered irrelevantly: "With you, neither of us will be happy."
"Tell me why?"
"For example, there are big differences between the two of us in terms of diet and habits." Xi Changlin raised his face from the pillow and stared at He Chi full of resentment, "You, the elderly, the eating habits of the elderly, the work and rest of the elderly, I'm different, I'm young, I'm still at the age of a flower, I need cheap and delicious junk food to irrigate and grow."
He Chi tilted his hand, poured half a box of yogurt into the fruit plate, and snorted coldly, "I'm only five years older than you."
"Isn't that the point?" Xi Changlin grabbed the corner of the pillow and raised his head, "The point is the difference in diet and living habits!"
"You are told to go to bed early and get up early, and you are not allowed to eat heavy oil, salt and spicy food, all because your health is not good and you need to recuperate slowly."
"What's the difference between living like this and dying?"
"The difference between living and dead!"
Xi Changlin stood up, lowered his eyes and shook his head slightly: "No, you don't know how to live."
He Chi sneered, and stuffed the mixed fruit plate into Xi Changlin's hands.
The young man straightened his face immediately: "I don't want to eat."
"Did I tell you to eat it?" He Chi snorted coldly, "Hold it for me, I'll take it out later to express condolences to the crew who just finished the night show."
"Okay, okay, since Mr. Investor is so considerate of the employees, I'll run an errand for you." Xi Changlin turned and went out without delay, "Of course, I'll tell them this is The fruit plate made by Mr. He himself."
"Stop—" He Chi raised his voice.
Xi Changlin turned a deaf ear to it.
He Chi's face darkened, and he walked over in three steps and two steps, and grabbed Xi Changlin's arm.
"Little 21, you can't be dishonest in what you say." Xi Changlin turned his head, approached He Chi, and whispered.
"These fruits are all peeled for you." He Chi lowered his eyes, his voice lost the momentum just now, and sounded a little soft.
Xi Changlin lifted up the fruit plate, which was half a meter in diameter, raised his eyebrows and asked, "Do you raise pigs? Can I eat such a pile?"
After speaking, he changed the subject: "I'm curious about another point, why is there such a big dinner plate in the hotel room?"
He Chi: "I asked Emi to prepare it in advance. She bought a whole set, and this is the biggest one."
"It sounds like you have a lot to choose from, but you chose the biggest one—" Xi Changlin paused, then raised his tone, "So there is really a big difference in our eating habits!"
"Then I'll change a container for you?"
"No, I don't like cantaloupe dipped in yogurt."
"Peel another cantaloupe for you?"
"Not hungry."
"Drink a glass of milk to sleep?"
"You want to give me sleeping pills again?"
He Chi took the fruit plate away from Xi Changlin without a trace, and then pulled him out of the bedroom, saying, "Then don't drink it."
When passing by the decorative cabinet by the wall, he put down the fruit plate and said, "Sleep with me tonight? The carpet in your room is too wet."
Xi Changlin retorted: "Although the carpet is wet, but I don't sleep on it, does it affect me?"
"It's too humid." He Chi replied after thinking about it, but he didn't expect that it just gave Xi Changlin room to play.The young man raised his head and said, "Turning on the air conditioner will cause dryness and lack of water in the room. It will be wet. Doesn't this just neutralize it?"
"Xi Miao..." He Chi lowered his eyes helplessly, and sighed softly, "You know what I mean."
Xi Changlin stared at He Chi for a while, then raised his hand to poke He Chi's chest, his eyes teased, and asked, "He 21, are you in such a hurry to go to bed?"
He Chi denied it: "No, I just want to get my name right as soon as possible."
"But I despise you so much, we won't have good results together." Xi Changlin said slowly.
"You are allowed to eat those unhealthy foods once a week." He Chi said.
Hearing this, Xi Changlin bit his lower lip, lowered his eyes, and said softly after a while, "Chichi, I only eat once a week, this kind of life is very unhappy."
He Chi thought about it carefully and made a concession: "Then twice a week."
Xi Changlin sneered while gesticulating: "Three meals a day, add up to 21 meals a week. You are killing the little beauty left in my life."
"Anyway, even if I don't allow you to eat, you will still secretly order takeaway where I can't see it." He Chi snorted coldly, grabbed Xi Changlin's waist and pulled him into his arms, pulling the man into his arms in this posture. own room.
Being bound like this, Xi Changlin didn't know why he wanted to laugh.He didn't suppress it, and kept shrugging his shoulders. He Chi pinned the back of the man's head again, and buried his head on his chest.
"It's okay if you don't want to sleep in the same room as me. You can sleep on my side tonight, and I'll sleep on yours. Tomorrow, when the hotel people clean up the carpet, we can change it back." He Chi pushed Xi Changlin beside his bed and sat down. , whispered.
"Chi Chi, you don't have to be so nice to me." Xi Changlin raised his face and said to He Chi.
"As your No.20 concubine, I'm not good to you. How can I please you so that I can be alone?" He Chi pinched Xi Changlin's cheek, and turned to get his pajamas and toiletries.When he walked to the door with these things, the man stopped abruptly, turned his head and said good night to Xi Changlin.
Xi Changlin sat by the bed, swaying his bare feet, forced a smile, and replied good night and sweet dreams.
As soon as the door was closed, the room fell silent.The decoration of the hotel suites is not to be evaluated. The lighting in He Chi's room is very dark, with only two floor lamps emitting a faint light.
Xi Changlin swayed his legs, and glanced casually over the computer that had been turned off, the tablet with the screen turned off, and the cup of tea on the table that was about to bottom out. It could be seen that He Chi planned to wash up and go to bed after talking to him
But the world is unpredictable, who would have thought that after He Chi called him out, the plot would develop like this?
Xi Changlin asked the system, and it was only a few minutes past eleven o'clock.Without his mobile phone by his side, he suddenly felt that he didn't know what to do. After all, there was such a flurry of emotions, and he didn't feel sleepy at all.
He fell back in boredom, and after rolling a few times on the bed, the system popped up: "Boss, you have mentioned to Mr. He many times before that you want to know what identities he once had, and let me check, but Never asked about the result."
Xi Changlin, who wrapped himself in a quilt into a chicken roll, trembled, not knowing how to answer these words.
The system added: "Actually, in your heart, you didn't care much about who he was before, you just talked about it."
"..."
"You don't particularly dislike He Chi taking care of you. To be reasonable, you even like and enjoy it a little bit."
Still no response.
With a soft sigh, the voice of the system gradually lowered: "Boss, it's all over now, are you still unwilling to agree to your No.20 concubine?"
Silent.
Just when the system thought that Xi Changlin was going to be an ostrich for the rest of his life, he said, "I can't say it."
"It is a thousand times harder to say yes than to refuse and change the subject."
The process from not knowing the reason to finding the reason was not long. It's not that Xi Changlin refused to agree, but he couldn't say the two words of yes.For him, this is too difficult.
This person has been with loneliness for too long.Loneliness can make a person strong, but if he abandons loneliness and walks towards another person, he will not only have weakness, but also have a kind of sadness that worries about gains and losses.His heart is no longer firm, it will come out of his heart, become weak, and start wandering around other people.
He doesn't like... No, it should be said that he is afraid of this wandering and restlessness.
It would be too ugly to live like that.
"You haven't tried it, how do you know that you will be restless?" the system asked him.
Xi Changlin gave the answer: "Because I have experienced it before."
System: "But people are different, he is He Chi, He Chi is different from anyone else, and the experience he will bring to you is also different from any previous experience."
"Why did you become so philosophical all of a sudden?" Xi Changlin laughed suddenly.
The system that received a certain order from the highest level could not answer this question, he only said: "If you are ruthless, you will be fine?"
Xi Changlin sighed, put his hand on his heart, and asked softly, "Can you really be ruthless about this kind of thing?"
The system asked him back: "If you don't try it, how would you know?"
Makes sense.
"Are you really going?" Xi Changlin asked again after three or four seconds.
"If you don't go again, I will go for you!" The system was furious.
Xi Changlin grinned silently, dawdled for a long time, and then got out of the quilt.
He stepped on the soft and thick carpet, and slowly got up, but when he was about to walk a meter away from the bed, he turned back quickly!
When the system was about to roar again, I saw him condescendingly staring at the crumpled quilt on the bed, stretched out his hand a few times hesitatingly, and finally leaned down and hugged the quilt into his arms.
No one started, what should I say?Xi Changlin asked while moving on the carpet.
The system said that Boss, you have experienced so much, trivial things must be nothing to worry about.
From the bed to the door, from the door of one bedroom to the door of another bedroom, the time of a few minutes is infinitely extended, as slow as centuries, and the past is like stars emerging in the long river, flying and spinning on both sides, Cast into a lengthy time tunnel.
The moment he grabbed the doorknob of He Chi's room, Xi Changlin realized that he was sweating profusely.He quickly wiped it on the quilt.
Did He Chi lock the door?It should not be locked...
As Xi Changlin thought about it, his hand opened the door one step ahead of his brain.
Soft light poured out of the room, and Xi Changlin saw He Chi turn his head from the coat rack.For some reason, my heart, which was beating like a drum at that moment, miraculously settled down a little bit.
"What's wrong?" Xi Changlin heard He Chi ask.
The young man who clenched the quilt tightly lowered his eyes and said in a voice as light as a mosquito, "It's too humid here, you'd better come to sleep."
Immediately afterwards, he raised his voice and raised his chin: "There is still a quilt! I don't like your quilt, I want to sleep on mine!"
Hearing this, a smile appeared on the lips of the person who wanted to come to him after going through hundreds of years, crossing thousands of mountains, crossing thousands of rivers and crossing countless flowers and willows.
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