I'm super delicate
Chapter 22
The moment Xi Changlin was pressed against the wall by this hand, he had already adjusted his expression, his lips were tightly pressed, his dark eyes were round and round, and the corners of his eyes were slightly red, and there was sadness mixed with anger.
"You're already trespassing, Duan Xibo." Xi Changlin took a breath, his eyes swept over Duan Xibo's face and turned down, staring at the nearby coat rack, "Leave, Save the last face and dignity."
Duan Xibo's breathing gradually became heavier, and his grip on Xi Changlin's wrist became tighter and tighter, until the young man hissed in pain and did not let go.He stared straight at the profile of the person in front of him, and a smile suddenly appeared on his gloomy face, "You said before that no real harm was done, so it doesn't matter."
The hand leaning against the wall moved slowly, stroking Xi Changlin's face very lightly; the voice was low and hoarse, with a hook at the end, and a slight smile, but it made people shiver uncontrollably:
"But this time you are very firm. Is it because He Chi came forward to save you last night, so you couldn't wait to get rid of me and go with him?"
Outside, it was raining like a splash, the thunder was rolling and mighty, and the moment blue and purple lightning tore through the sky, Xi Changlin raised his eyes and burst out laughing.The side of his face was pale and awe-inspiring under the lightning, his narrow and beautiful eyes were weakly bent, and the bottom of the eyes that were illuminated was desolate.
"Duan Xibo, you are really... not as good as him, not anyone else." Xi Changlin adjusted his posture in an imperceptible arc, and the smile on his face was like a flower that had been ruined in the rainstorm. There is only a faint lingering fragrance floating, and the tone is light, like smoke and sand, and sorrow flows silently.
"You don't like me at all, do you? You care about me only because I can't get over that hurdle and can't sleep with you. In fact, you don't care who fucked me, all you want is to embarrass me .”
The young man's expression was heartbreaking, Duan Xibo trembled suddenly, his gloomy expression froze for a moment, but he loosened his hand slightly and then clenched it tightly, pulling him in front of him at once, and said viciously: "How can you be like this?" think?"
"It was you who forced me to think this way." Xi Changlin endured the pain, his tone was cold.
"Ha, hahaha——" Duan Xibo laughed suddenly, while laughing, he let go of his hands and held his stomach, bent over, took two or three steps back, and bumped into the closed kitchen door with a bang.
"You said that I don't like you at all?" He asked sharply. When he raised his head, a tear slipped from the corner of his eye. "If I didn't like you, I would tolerate and tolerate again and again? If I didn't like you, I would foolishly Waiting here for you all day, trying to explain to you?"
"If you like it, will you give me to other people over and over again?" Xi Changlin raised his voice.
Duan Xibo stared at him, and walked back step by step, with a trace of confusion in his eyes: "I don't know what happened to me at that time, it was like being hypnotized... At that time, I was not under my own control, so, that's why... meeting……"
He stretched out his hand to grab Xi Changlin's, but the young man dodged very quickly and walked half a step diagonally to the door.
"Will you listen to my explanation?"
"You trust me, okay?"
"I like you... I love you, Xi Changlin!"
Duan Xibo turned his voice up one after another, and roared out the last three words heart-piercingly, with extreme pain in his eyes.
At this time, the system suddenly said: "He Chi has already arrived downstairs, and he will be at the door in half a minute at most."
Xi Changlin blinked, shook off the tear on his eyelashes, looked up at Duan Xibo for a few seconds, and then said, "I'm sorry, I don't know how to trust you, after all, you just said that I couldn't wait to get rid of you." You...you were the one who didn't trust me first."
"Count down ten seconds."
"I'm sorry, I don't feel your liking." The young man smiled again as he said that, the light in his eyes flickered, and he was sad and silent.
"Count down five seconds."
Duan Xibo opened his eyes wide and murmured his lips several times. He was about to speak when he saw Xi Changlin holding the doorknob.
"three two……"
creak-
The door was opened by Xi Changlin, and the strong wind rushed in, the cold smell of rain and the bitter smell of leaves and soil filled the nostrils.He lowered his eyes and said softly to Duan Xibo: "You go, don't come looking for me again."
He Chi stood still at the door, and the sound of his footsteps frightened the voice-activated lights in the corridor. He was in a halo, unable to see his expression clearly.Emi beside him stepped forward quickly, dragged out Duan Xibo who was still standing in the entrance and refused to leave, raised his free hand to cover the man's mouth that was about to open, and dragged him to the elevator .
"Hand over to the police for attempted burglary." He Chi ordered coldly.
Emi said "yes", and the sound of high heels gradually faded away.
Xi Changlin kept holding the doorknob, pressed his forehead against the cold anti-theft door, and remained silent for a long time.He Chi didn't go in, but changed his position to help him block the wind.
After about 3 minutes, Xi Changlin said: "Why are you here?"
"Take you to dinner." He Chi raised his hand to brush the hair next to Xi Changlin's ear, and spoke softly.
Xi Changlin's eyelashes trembled, but he didn't move away, "I want to be alone for a while."
"Then I'll wait for you here." He Chi said.
The young man finally stopped hiding himself behind the anti-theft door. He tilted his head and forced a smile, "It's embarrassing for you to do this."
"It's already a quarter past seven, and you'll have a stomachache if you don't eat any more."
"I order takeout."
"Then I'll have someone bring dinner over. Go in, don't stand at the door." He Chi pushed Xi Changlin's hand away from the doorknob, ignored the man's surprised expression, stepped back outside the door, and slapped Close the door with a bang.
Xi Changlin stared, as if he wanted to see through the door. This was the first time in his life that he met someone who was better at retreating than him, and he was extremely shocked.
He took several deep breaths before he calmed down, adjusted his expression and opened the door again.
"Come in." The young man sighed and whispered.
He Chi went in with a smile, watched as Xi Changlin helped him put out the slippers, then found a pocket, threw the shoes Duan Xibo was wearing before into it, put them outside, and slammed the door shut.
"What do you want to eat?" He Chi asked.
"It's all right." Xi Changlin took He Chi inside and said as he walked, "If you want a drink, you can find it in the refrigerator; if you want tea, I'll wash my hands first, and then make it for you."
"I'll do it myself." When passing by the bathroom, He Chi opened the door and pushed Xi Changlin in.
This apartment is not big, and the location of most things can be seen at a glance, and the tea pots are placed on the bookshelf.He Chi went to the kitchen to boil water, then took out the water cup and kettle to clean.
Xi Changlin came over with his slippers on after washing his hands, leaned on the door frame, looked at He Chi's back and asked, "Do you want to listen to the guitar, zither or pipa?"
There are a lot of musical instruments on his side, Guqin, Guzheng, and Pipa are all hung on the wall, and two guitars are erected in the corner, but there is no piano.He Chi didn't mention it, and while picking up a few chamomiles with a tea tong and throwing them into the kettle, he said, "Let's play the guitar."
The young man said "hmm", went to the corner and took out a guitar, sat down on the floor and began to tune the strings.
Since he switched careers and started acting, Xi Changlin has less time to practice playing. In addition, he has been in the fast-traveling dungeon for hundreds of years, so he doesn't have much exposure to music in his old profession, and his fingering is even more unfamiliar.Xi Changlin practiced climbing the grid for a few minutes according to his memory, and the music under his fingers became smoother, and then he played "Farewell".
He Chi, who came out of the kitchen with chamomile tea, was slightly taken aback.
"Why play this song?" the man asked in a low voice.
Although there was no answer, Xi Changlin changed the tune without hesitation, and the tune dripping from his fingertips changed to "Rush Out of Your Window".
"...
Get out of your window,
Just use your speed without looking back.
Through this darkest valley,
Look for the gift that was given to you.
You are free, free to fly.
Do you know that there is a distant place waiting for you to imagine.
The reef of life is a distant spark,
How can we wither without waiting for her to open.
......"
His slender fingers danced on the strings, the afterimages rose and fell, and he suppressed his clear voice to a low voice. There is a lonely courage hidden in the vicissitudes of life, and his blood is not cold in the rain.
It seems to be a young man who is struggling to run, and it seems to be a gray-haired regret, accompanied by the rain outside the window, which makes the listener's emotions surge.
After playing the song, He Chi walked over and held out his hand, "Stop sitting on the ground."
"You have to sit down to play the guitar to feel it." Xi Changlin smiled softly, and the pale yellow light shone into his eyes, crushing into an inverted galaxy.
He Chi turned back and picked up a pillow from the sofa, "That's the cushion."
"Playing the guitar must be close to nature in order to play a pure tone." Xi Changlin smiled with crooked eyes, and his tone was righteous.
As he spoke, he plucked the strings with his fingers, and the clear and cool sound of the piano flowed out instantly like moonlight.
This is not a well-known song, but his improvisation.
His long eyelashes were lightly drawn, his eyes fell on the piano, and he lowered his voice very softly, "You know what? I thought I would make music for the rest of my life.
"Usually, this sentence will be followed by a 'but'." He Chi said.
Xi Changlin's nose fluttered, and he smiled lightly: "But this road is too difficult, and there are few people who support it, so I have to give up."
The sound of the piano changed from bright to low, and the gurgling was like rain hitting plantains. Xi Changlin ran away from home and sang along the street. Then he was spotted by a talent show, debuted as a group, and the story of the final disbandment slowly unfolded.
It was a young but heavy road. There were times when people sang freely on the streets when the night was cold, and there were times when people roared on the stage amidst the lights and shadows;
"Then do you regret it?" He Chi sat opposite him, picked up the kettle to refill the glass, "regret giving up music."
"Is it useful to regret it?" Xi Changlin tilted his head, stopped his fingers, and heard the crisp sound of unmelted rock sugar hitting the kettle.
He Chi asked again: "Then are you satisfied with your current life?"
"Of course I'm not satisfied." Xi Changlin took a sip of tea, leaned against the wall with his guitar in his arms, and twitched the strings with his fingers.The tone of the hollow string was clear, he bent his eyes, and said slowly: "It's very tiring now, it's more satisfying to live a life of eating and dying."
He Chi also laughed.
Not long after, the dinner was delivered, and Xi Changlin put away his guitar, opened the table, and sat opposite He Chi.
The two seldom talked during the meal, but in the middle of this time, Xi Changlin suddenly asked: "Do you know the CEO of Yundan Huyu?"
"You're already trespassing, Duan Xibo." Xi Changlin took a breath, his eyes swept over Duan Xibo's face and turned down, staring at the nearby coat rack, "Leave, Save the last face and dignity."
Duan Xibo's breathing gradually became heavier, and his grip on Xi Changlin's wrist became tighter and tighter, until the young man hissed in pain and did not let go.He stared straight at the profile of the person in front of him, and a smile suddenly appeared on his gloomy face, "You said before that no real harm was done, so it doesn't matter."
The hand leaning against the wall moved slowly, stroking Xi Changlin's face very lightly; the voice was low and hoarse, with a hook at the end, and a slight smile, but it made people shiver uncontrollably:
"But this time you are very firm. Is it because He Chi came forward to save you last night, so you couldn't wait to get rid of me and go with him?"
Outside, it was raining like a splash, the thunder was rolling and mighty, and the moment blue and purple lightning tore through the sky, Xi Changlin raised his eyes and burst out laughing.The side of his face was pale and awe-inspiring under the lightning, his narrow and beautiful eyes were weakly bent, and the bottom of the eyes that were illuminated was desolate.
"Duan Xibo, you are really... not as good as him, not anyone else." Xi Changlin adjusted his posture in an imperceptible arc, and the smile on his face was like a flower that had been ruined in the rainstorm. There is only a faint lingering fragrance floating, and the tone is light, like smoke and sand, and sorrow flows silently.
"You don't like me at all, do you? You care about me only because I can't get over that hurdle and can't sleep with you. In fact, you don't care who fucked me, all you want is to embarrass me .”
The young man's expression was heartbreaking, Duan Xibo trembled suddenly, his gloomy expression froze for a moment, but he loosened his hand slightly and then clenched it tightly, pulling him in front of him at once, and said viciously: "How can you be like this?" think?"
"It was you who forced me to think this way." Xi Changlin endured the pain, his tone was cold.
"Ha, hahaha——" Duan Xibo laughed suddenly, while laughing, he let go of his hands and held his stomach, bent over, took two or three steps back, and bumped into the closed kitchen door with a bang.
"You said that I don't like you at all?" He asked sharply. When he raised his head, a tear slipped from the corner of his eye. "If I didn't like you, I would tolerate and tolerate again and again? If I didn't like you, I would foolishly Waiting here for you all day, trying to explain to you?"
"If you like it, will you give me to other people over and over again?" Xi Changlin raised his voice.
Duan Xibo stared at him, and walked back step by step, with a trace of confusion in his eyes: "I don't know what happened to me at that time, it was like being hypnotized... At that time, I was not under my own control, so, that's why... meeting……"
He stretched out his hand to grab Xi Changlin's, but the young man dodged very quickly and walked half a step diagonally to the door.
"Will you listen to my explanation?"
"You trust me, okay?"
"I like you... I love you, Xi Changlin!"
Duan Xibo turned his voice up one after another, and roared out the last three words heart-piercingly, with extreme pain in his eyes.
At this time, the system suddenly said: "He Chi has already arrived downstairs, and he will be at the door in half a minute at most."
Xi Changlin blinked, shook off the tear on his eyelashes, looked up at Duan Xibo for a few seconds, and then said, "I'm sorry, I don't know how to trust you, after all, you just said that I couldn't wait to get rid of you." You...you were the one who didn't trust me first."
"Count down ten seconds."
"I'm sorry, I don't feel your liking." The young man smiled again as he said that, the light in his eyes flickered, and he was sad and silent.
"Count down five seconds."
Duan Xibo opened his eyes wide and murmured his lips several times. He was about to speak when he saw Xi Changlin holding the doorknob.
"three two……"
creak-
The door was opened by Xi Changlin, and the strong wind rushed in, the cold smell of rain and the bitter smell of leaves and soil filled the nostrils.He lowered his eyes and said softly to Duan Xibo: "You go, don't come looking for me again."
He Chi stood still at the door, and the sound of his footsteps frightened the voice-activated lights in the corridor. He was in a halo, unable to see his expression clearly.Emi beside him stepped forward quickly, dragged out Duan Xibo who was still standing in the entrance and refused to leave, raised his free hand to cover the man's mouth that was about to open, and dragged him to the elevator .
"Hand over to the police for attempted burglary." He Chi ordered coldly.
Emi said "yes", and the sound of high heels gradually faded away.
Xi Changlin kept holding the doorknob, pressed his forehead against the cold anti-theft door, and remained silent for a long time.He Chi didn't go in, but changed his position to help him block the wind.
After about 3 minutes, Xi Changlin said: "Why are you here?"
"Take you to dinner." He Chi raised his hand to brush the hair next to Xi Changlin's ear, and spoke softly.
Xi Changlin's eyelashes trembled, but he didn't move away, "I want to be alone for a while."
"Then I'll wait for you here." He Chi said.
The young man finally stopped hiding himself behind the anti-theft door. He tilted his head and forced a smile, "It's embarrassing for you to do this."
"It's already a quarter past seven, and you'll have a stomachache if you don't eat any more."
"I order takeout."
"Then I'll have someone bring dinner over. Go in, don't stand at the door." He Chi pushed Xi Changlin's hand away from the doorknob, ignored the man's surprised expression, stepped back outside the door, and slapped Close the door with a bang.
Xi Changlin stared, as if he wanted to see through the door. This was the first time in his life that he met someone who was better at retreating than him, and he was extremely shocked.
He took several deep breaths before he calmed down, adjusted his expression and opened the door again.
"Come in." The young man sighed and whispered.
He Chi went in with a smile, watched as Xi Changlin helped him put out the slippers, then found a pocket, threw the shoes Duan Xibo was wearing before into it, put them outside, and slammed the door shut.
"What do you want to eat?" He Chi asked.
"It's all right." Xi Changlin took He Chi inside and said as he walked, "If you want a drink, you can find it in the refrigerator; if you want tea, I'll wash my hands first, and then make it for you."
"I'll do it myself." When passing by the bathroom, He Chi opened the door and pushed Xi Changlin in.
This apartment is not big, and the location of most things can be seen at a glance, and the tea pots are placed on the bookshelf.He Chi went to the kitchen to boil water, then took out the water cup and kettle to clean.
Xi Changlin came over with his slippers on after washing his hands, leaned on the door frame, looked at He Chi's back and asked, "Do you want to listen to the guitar, zither or pipa?"
There are a lot of musical instruments on his side, Guqin, Guzheng, and Pipa are all hung on the wall, and two guitars are erected in the corner, but there is no piano.He Chi didn't mention it, and while picking up a few chamomiles with a tea tong and throwing them into the kettle, he said, "Let's play the guitar."
The young man said "hmm", went to the corner and took out a guitar, sat down on the floor and began to tune the strings.
Since he switched careers and started acting, Xi Changlin has less time to practice playing. In addition, he has been in the fast-traveling dungeon for hundreds of years, so he doesn't have much exposure to music in his old profession, and his fingering is even more unfamiliar.Xi Changlin practiced climbing the grid for a few minutes according to his memory, and the music under his fingers became smoother, and then he played "Farewell".
He Chi, who came out of the kitchen with chamomile tea, was slightly taken aback.
"Why play this song?" the man asked in a low voice.
Although there was no answer, Xi Changlin changed the tune without hesitation, and the tune dripping from his fingertips changed to "Rush Out of Your Window".
"...
Get out of your window,
Just use your speed without looking back.
Through this darkest valley,
Look for the gift that was given to you.
You are free, free to fly.
Do you know that there is a distant place waiting for you to imagine.
The reef of life is a distant spark,
How can we wither without waiting for her to open.
......"
His slender fingers danced on the strings, the afterimages rose and fell, and he suppressed his clear voice to a low voice. There is a lonely courage hidden in the vicissitudes of life, and his blood is not cold in the rain.
It seems to be a young man who is struggling to run, and it seems to be a gray-haired regret, accompanied by the rain outside the window, which makes the listener's emotions surge.
After playing the song, He Chi walked over and held out his hand, "Stop sitting on the ground."
"You have to sit down to play the guitar to feel it." Xi Changlin smiled softly, and the pale yellow light shone into his eyes, crushing into an inverted galaxy.
He Chi turned back and picked up a pillow from the sofa, "That's the cushion."
"Playing the guitar must be close to nature in order to play a pure tone." Xi Changlin smiled with crooked eyes, and his tone was righteous.
As he spoke, he plucked the strings with his fingers, and the clear and cool sound of the piano flowed out instantly like moonlight.
This is not a well-known song, but his improvisation.
His long eyelashes were lightly drawn, his eyes fell on the piano, and he lowered his voice very softly, "You know what? I thought I would make music for the rest of my life.
"Usually, this sentence will be followed by a 'but'." He Chi said.
Xi Changlin's nose fluttered, and he smiled lightly: "But this road is too difficult, and there are few people who support it, so I have to give up."
The sound of the piano changed from bright to low, and the gurgling was like rain hitting plantains. Xi Changlin ran away from home and sang along the street. Then he was spotted by a talent show, debuted as a group, and the story of the final disbandment slowly unfolded.
It was a young but heavy road. There were times when people sang freely on the streets when the night was cold, and there were times when people roared on the stage amidst the lights and shadows;
"Then do you regret it?" He Chi sat opposite him, picked up the kettle to refill the glass, "regret giving up music."
"Is it useful to regret it?" Xi Changlin tilted his head, stopped his fingers, and heard the crisp sound of unmelted rock sugar hitting the kettle.
He Chi asked again: "Then are you satisfied with your current life?"
"Of course I'm not satisfied." Xi Changlin took a sip of tea, leaned against the wall with his guitar in his arms, and twitched the strings with his fingers.The tone of the hollow string was clear, he bent his eyes, and said slowly: "It's very tiring now, it's more satisfying to live a life of eating and dying."
He Chi also laughed.
Not long after, the dinner was delivered, and Xi Changlin put away his guitar, opened the table, and sat opposite He Chi.
The two seldom talked during the meal, but in the middle of this time, Xi Changlin suddenly asked: "Do you know the CEO of Yundan Huyu?"
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