⑧The thing that is easier said than done is to be yourself.

BGM: BlueSide (Outro)—jhope

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Min Yunqi's words made Zheng Haoxi stunned in place, as if it sounded the alarm bell that they hadn't paid attention to.

Li Qicheng is very special, not like an ordinary 20-year-old college student at all. Perhaps when others are still confused, Li Qicheng has already determined the direction of the future and is working hard for it.

If it is said that Li Qicheng's life in BTS was an accident that fell from the sky, then in Li Qicheng's original life, BTS may also be an unexpected fate.

They are sudden enough for both parties.

It may be because of Li Qicheng's own personality, so everyone has ignored very important issues before.

That is, does Li Qicheng find it difficult to imitate them?Will it be very hard?Will she also have unbearable pressure?

There should be.

They themselves often have times when they are so stressed that they can't breathe, so when Li Qicheng becomes them, they will definitely have them too.

Thinking of this, Zheng Haoxi scratched his hair, his expression became embarrassing, he should be aware of things like disguising his true personality in front of the camera, but why hasn't he realized Li Qicheng's problem until now?

"Hoseok?"

Min Yunqi noticed Zheng Haoxi's abnormality and yelled out.

"I, I'm fine."

Zheng Haoxi forced a smile, and changed the subject unnaturally: "Brother, I will consider what you said, sorry, I have something else to talk about tomorrow."

"it is good."

Min Yunqi looked at Zheng Haoxi's chaotic steps when he turned around, and sighed softly in his heart, although he wanted Qicheng not to be too harsh when he became them.

But for people like Qicheng and Haoxi who are very strict with themselves, it may be difficult for them to relax.

In the studio, Zheng Haoxi was sitting on the sofa in a daze. In fact, when he had just taught Li Qicheng how to dance, he had already noticed that Li Qi would press his shoulders from time to time. This was a sign that his muscles were tired and needed to rest.

Situations like this have often happened to Zheng Haoxi since he started learning dance, so frequent that he has become accustomed to it, and there are no seven or eight old injuries on his body, but four or five old injuries, but in order to present the best effect on the stage, such efforts It should be.

For idols living in South Korea, it would be strange if there were no injuries from practice, right?

So Zheng Haoxi didn't stop or interrupt the practice when he saw it, because he had to perform the day after tomorrow, it was an important awards ceremony, and there was nothing wrong with it.

Weighing both sides, the stage must be more important, right?And there are fans who set up tents outside the venue a week in advance to see them, so we must not let them down.

but……

Li Qicheng is not them...

If Li Qicheng's dream is also to become an idol, then there is nothing to say about these things, everyone can understand, but Li Qicheng is not.

Li Qicheng obviously only needs to study hard, facing books and computers every day, and can go to the coffee shop in his spare time, and then graduated with honors three years later to become a lawyer.

Since when did I directly impose my thoughts on the stage on Li Qicheng, even thinking that she must be like me?

"Assi—"

Zheng Haoxi lay on the sofa, covering his eyes with his arms.

From becoming Tian Zhengguo and starting to contact BTS, to forcibly overthrowing his habits when he became Park Jimin, and finally changing his style again when he became him.

Qicheng, how did you feel during this process? Do you occasionally feel irritable like me and want to escape from everything?

In the dormitory, Li Qicheng was watching Zheng Haoxi's pen-hold shoot. It should have started a few days ago, but she was busy negotiating terms for the company a few days ago, so she left this side behind, and now she will be on stage the day after tomorrow , she just started cramming.

"Ugh……"

Li Qicheng looked down at his watch, it was already twelve o'clock.

"Is there still time? The time is too short..." And I have to change my rap style and dancing habits together.

"Qicheng, aren't you going to rest yet?" Park Jimin came out of the room and sat next to Li Qicheng and asked.

"No, my current style is still the fusion version of you and Zhengguo. It's too different from Brother Haoxi, and the rap is also a complete copy of Nanjun." Li Qicheng stretched out his hand to rub his shoulders, as if he forgot to warm up before practicing today It's a bit of a strain, so it's been hurting since the very beginning.

"Is your shoulder uncomfortable? I'll massage it for you."

Seeing Li Qicheng's movements, Park Jimin took the initiative to help press his shoulders, "Would this be better?"

"Thank you."

Li Qicheng frowned and thanked with a smile.

"Is it a lot of pressure?"

Park Jimin asked after a long while, noticing the strangeness in Park Jimin's voice, Li Qicheng looked up at Park Jimin, "Why are you asking so suddenly?"

Do you want to be so sharp?

Seeing Li Qicheng like this, Park Jimin hated her carefulness.

"When you became me before..."

"Actually, it's because I have too high demands on myself on stage, so you are so strict with yourself, right? Actually, you don't need it at all, because no one will blame you even if you don't perform well."

Li Qicheng was taken aback, won't you blame me?But it will be your fault.

Park Jimin hugged his knees, "I always feel sorry, just one person is already tired enough, but you have to become seven people."

Li Qicheng blinked, hiss...why did he suddenly become sentimental?

"There's nothing I can do about it. When I became you, I was you. If you don't behave well, it's irresponsible to you." Li Qicheng's tone was flat, and he clicked on the video on the iPad to continue watching. .

"But this will put a lot of pressure on you?" Park Jimin was a little angry when he saw Li Qicheng's disapproval.

If you are responsible to us, don't you need to be responsible to yourself? !

"Actually, you don't have to..."

Before Park Jimin finished speaking, Li Qicheng interrupted, "It's normal to be under a lot of pressure. Is there anything in this world that doesn't have a lot of pressure?"

Reaching out to rub Park Jimin's soft hair, Li Qicheng coaxed: "Okay, if you feel sorry for me, you don't have to, I'm much stronger than you think, so you should go back to your room and rest quickly, don't stay up late , do you know?"

"Oh……"

Seeing Li Qicheng like Park Jimin had no choice but to go back to his room, he suddenly felt the mentality of those fans who knew it was useless but still told him to take more care of his body.

Is this how it feels?

It was already 3 o'clock in the morning when Zheng Haoxi returned home. When he walked into the room, he saw Li Qicheng who was sleeping on the sofa in the living room and stopped in his footsteps.

"Why did you fall asleep here?"

Zheng Haoxi walked over and saw the iPad in Li Qicheng's hand and the earphones still on his ears. He shook his head dotingly, bent down and propped himself on the sofa with one hand, and gently helped him take off the earphones.

Because the living room is very quiet, Zheng Haoxi heard familiar music when the earphones were taken off. Isn't this...

(BGM: Hold me tight—V/JHOPE)

Did he and Kim Tae hum the cover of Senior Jung Jun Il's "Hold Me Tight"?

Turning the iPad over, the picture is also a pen-hold shot of him during the bloody, sweaty and tearful period. I have finished watching it. I guess I accidentally fell asleep while watching the video.

Zheng Haoxi flipped through the recordings and found that Li Qicheng had watched not only pen-hold shots and cuts, but also clips of variety shows.

"pat-"

The notebook on Li Qicheng's lap fell to the ground, Zheng Haoxi was so frightened that his body trembled, but when he quickly lowered his head to look at it, he froze.

[Jung Ho-seok's Little Habits]

① Occasionally tilts his head slightly to the left. (PS: Although this habit may not be very clear to me.)

②It looks good when you smile, and it will be accompanied by applause when you are excited. (PS: It may be exaggerated in front of the camera for the good effect of the show, but in fact, it looks just as good when you smile in front of the camera or off the camera.)

③Special effect sound. (PS: Probably because I don’t like the cold scene, so I will make a babbling sound, which is a bit cute~)

④ Active atmosphere. (PS: I will be very lively when recording variety shows, but I will talk less in private, um... a bit like me.)

"..."

After Zheng Haoxi picked up the notebook, he squatted next to the sleeping Li Qicheng, his heart was so soft that he couldn't tell what kind of feeling he was feeling, he was both moved and sad.

After squatting like this for a long time, Zheng Haoxi finally sorted out his mood, then lightly picked up Li Qicheng and walked to the room, put him on the bed, took off his shoes, and helped cover him with a quilt.

Before leaving, Zheng Haoxi bent down and lowered his head to kiss Li Qicheng's forehead, as gentle as a feather caressing, just like his mood at the moment, the mood he wants to cherish.

"Good night, my Seven Oranges."

smell again...

It smells like a very nice men's perfume last time.

Opening her eyes in a daze, Li Qicheng happened to see a black figure leaving her room. Who was it?

It seems to be the same person as last time.

……

During the second day's practice, Zheng Haoxi was still teaching Li Qicheng like yesterday. From the style of dance to the habits of rap, every detail and every movement was done to the standard. Do your best in your time.

When Min Yunqi got off work, he couldn't help frowning when he saw two people in the practice room who were still practicing, but in the end he left without saying anything, probably because he understood.

"Ba ba ba ba—"

At the end of the song, sweat slid from Zheng Haoxi's and Li Qicheng's cheeks and dripped onto the floor of the practice room at the same time.

"Huh...huh..."

Li Qicheng was so tired that he lay down on the spot, "It finally succeeded."

The dance finally has Jung Ho-seok's style, I'm lucky I learned it before going on stage tomorrow, otherwise I don't know what to do.

"Seven oranges."

Zheng Haoxi sat down cross-legged beside him, looking at the floor-to-ceiling mirror in the practice room.

"sorry."

"???"

Li Qicheng sat up and tilted her head in surprise, "Why did you suddenly apologize?"

"Brother Yunqi said that it doesn't matter even if you are different from us when you become us. I agree with that."

"But about the stage I still... still want to be the best, I can't help it."

"But this is obviously what I ask of myself, but I want to force you to bear it with me. I feel that this is too selfish, so I want to apologize."

For Zheng Haoxi, this was a very sincere topic, but Li Qicheng felt like laughing when he heard it. Wuli Xiaomei is really a kind person.

"Then let's bear it together."

"what is the relationship?"

Stretching out his hand to poke the corner of Zheng Haoxi's drooping mouth because of his seriousness, Li Qicheng tilted his head and smiled.

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