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4 The biggest difference between the past and the present is: I am no longer alone.

bgm: even if no body cares for you

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The embrace of two equally cold bodies does not bring the warmth it should. This may be because they have not hugged for long enough, or it may be because the two people who are embracing have not really understood each other.

"I didn't cry."

Li Qicheng said calmly, her hands dropped naturally, and she had no intention of hugging them back.

"You were crying."

Sensing that Li Qicheng wanted to push him away, Jin Taiheng hugged harder. He is not very good at comforting girls, so he can only use the method of comforting other members on Li Qicheng.

"I just……"

I remembered someone I hadn't seen for a long time.

Li Qicheng's eyelashes trembled to hide the moisture in her eyes, and Jin Taiheng's hands tightly wrapped around her shoulders seemed to be giving her strength.

"Bit sad."

Jin Tai snorted, and quickly raised his hand to stroke the back of Li Qicheng's head, "Is it just a little bit?"

If it's just a little sad, then why are you hiding?

"Sorry……"

Li Qicheng closed her eyes, reached out and grabbed Jin Taiheng's thin coat, "I'm causing you trouble, I just...just need time to calm down by myself."

In the past 20 years of my life, I have engraved a subconscious mind in my soul and body. It is better to save myself than to wait for others to save me. I am afraid of placing my hope on others, and I am extremely afraid of being abandoned.

I am too early to be independent, it is already very difficult... very difficult...

No more relying on others.

"Seven Oranges!!!"

Just when Jin Taeheng wanted to tell Qicheng that this is not causing trouble, Park Jimin's voice came from behind him. When Park Jimin saw Jin Taiheng and Li Qicheng hugging each other, the unexpected emotion hardly stayed in his mind for a second and he did not hesitate. ran over.

Pushing away Jin Taiheng, Park Jimin looked at Li Qicheng nervously, "Qicheng, are you alright?!"

"I am fine."

Li Qicheng had sorted out his emotions at this time, and could even shake his head at Park Jimin with a smile. Jin Taiheng, who was next to him, heard Li Qicheng's words and retorted: "Ani, didn't you just..."

"I'm really fine!"

Looking up at Jin Tai, Li Qicheng emphasized every word, with a very serious look.

Don't say it!please!

"What isn't Qicheng?" Park Jimin, who vaguely sensed that the atmosphere between Li Qicheng and Jin Taeheng was not right, turned his head and asked.

"No, nothing...haha..."

Jin Taiheng, who received Li Qicheng's prayer, shook his pupils and explained, holding back the words that he almost blurted out.Park Jimin looked into Jin Tae-Hom's eyes suspiciously, and Kim Tae-Hom immediately lowered his head to avoid it.

"..."

lie.

Park Jimin, who knows Kim Tae-hyung very well, thought to himself, there are a lot of things he wants to ask but finally he endured it, "Since it's all right, I'll send a message to Brother Yoon-ki and the others."

(BTS 7+1 group chat)

Park Jimin: @全员, Qicheng found it, it's on the bench in front of the neighborhood convenience store, Taehyung and I will take her back later.

Jin Suozhen: Just find it, just find it.

Jin Nanjun: Is Qicheng all right?

Park Jimin: She should... be fine.

"Should be all right? Then there is something wrong." Jin Shuozhen muttered when he saw Park Jimin's words in the group chat, looked up and said to Jin Nanjun, "I'm going to the kitchen to make ginger tea, and Yun Qi and the others are probably still looking for someone who doesn't have time to look at their phones. Nan Jun, call them back."

Jin Nanjun nodded: "Yes, I see."

……

After Li Qicheng returned to the dormitory with Jiuwuliang behind, she found Jin Shuozhen standing in the living room expressionless and looking at her silently. For some reason, she felt very guilty, as if she had done something wrong and was caught by her parents Feel.

"I, I'm back."

Lowering her head, Li Qicheng whispered, her fingers tightened because of nervousness.

Park Jimin saw Jin Shuozhen, who was staring at Li Qicheng's expression without showing any joy, and Jin Taeheng next to him looked at each other, and moved closer to Li Qicheng tacitly.

"Hahaha, Brother Seokjin, I'm hungry, shall we have supper?" Park Jimin changed the subject, trying to divert Jin Suozhen's attention.

"That's right, isn't today the day when Qicheng's final exams are over? Let's celebrate together, right?" Jin Taiheng looked at Jin Nanjun, winking wildly, but Jin Nanjun was standing by Jin Suozhen's side, seeing Jin Taiheng His eyes also acted as if he hadn't seen it.

"..."

Li Qicheng carefully raised his head and glanced at Jin Shuozhen, and found that his expression hadn't changed, then quickly lowered his head, as if admitting his mistake, standing at the entrance and taking off his shoes, and it's not wrong if he didn't take them off.

how do i feel...

So guilty?

Just as the atmosphere continued to be quiet, the door of the room behind Li Qicheng was forcefully opened. From the sound, one could feel that the person who opened the door must be very impatient, and broke in almost the moment the door opened.

"Seven Oranges!!!"

Li Qicheng turned around and saw Min Yunqi who was running drenched in sweat, Tian Zhengguo, and Zheng Haoxi. It seemed that because they saw Qicheng, the expressions on the faces of these three people became relieved.

The difference is that Tian Zhengguo is the most obvious, while Min Yunqi and Zheng Haoxi are much more restrained.

At this moment, the guilt in Li Qicheng's heart became more and more serious. He bowed his head like a frosted eggplant, and said apologetically, "I'm sorry for causing you trouble."

Tian Zhengguo immediately waved his hands when he heard it, "No, no, no, no trouble, we are just worried about you."

"It's not troublesome, you didn't go too far, we made a big fuss hahaha, and it's not even ten o'clock now!" Park Jimin stretched out his hand and patted Li Qicheng's back to comfort him, but his eyes were watching The faces of the members seemed to be covering Li Qicheng to the end.

Don't worry about Zhengguo, Yoonki, Hoseok, Taihenger, the most important thing is Seokjin and Namjoon.

These two seem to be really angry, and they have maintained the same posture since just now!

Min Yoon-ki and Jung Ho-seok also seemed to sense that something was wrong with the atmosphere in the room. Seeing Kim Seok-jin's "angry" face, the two thought of something at the same time, changed their shoes silently and stood next to Kim Nam-joon.

Park Jimin's eyes widened for a moment, why did Brother Yunqi and Brother Haoxi stand by Brother Seokjin? !

Jin Nanjun noticed Li Qicheng's desolate expression after Min Yunqi and Zheng Haoxi walked over, and couldn't help but admire Jin Shuozhen in his heart.

Obviously he is the one who is the least angry, but he is also the one who pretends to be the most like him.

Looking at Tian Zhengguo's staring eyes and subconsciously trying to protect Qicheng's hand, maybe he really thinks they are angry?

"Sorry…"

Li Qicheng's eyes began to sore, obviously she didn't like to cry a long time ago, but the grievances that the members who were angry with her were accustomed to endure seemed to boil again.

Jin Shuozhen felt even more uncomfortable when he saw Li Qicheng who didn't even dare to look him in the eye and would just bow his head and apologize.

angry?How could they be angry, they were just worried.

"It's a little bit of a pity..."

Jin Shuozhen pretended to be injured and said, Li Qicheng raised his head in surprise, but Jin Shuozhen turned his head away, although he said that he would not force Qicheng, but when necessary, Qicheng must understand that she can completely trust her them.

If possible, no matter what it is, it's best to carry it together.

"What I said last time, I was the only one who took it to heart."

When Jin Shuozhen said this, he lowered his head and sighed sadly, "Oh..."

After sighing, Jin Shuozhen turned around and walked towards his own room. Li Qicheng's eyes looked bleak from that back. Jin Shuozhen raised his hand to support his forehead, "We are outsiders after all..."

!!!

Li Qicheng's pupils constricted, she didn't even take off her shoes, and quickly ran to Jin Shuozhen's side, grabbed his wrist, and explained in a panic: "No, no! I didn't treat you as outsiders! You are very important to me! It really matters! I just... I just... I just..."

"Are you okay? Seven Oranges!"

Seeing that Li Qicheng was in a hurry, his eyes were red and he wanted to speak but couldn't speak, and he was still gasping for breath, Jin Shuozhen immediately regretted it.

He shouldn't have pretended to be sad in order to make Qicheng truly trust them, he really didn't expect that this would irritate Li Qicheng.

"Brother Shuozhen, you believe me... believe me..."

"I believe in you! Of course I believe in you!"

The movement here made the other members couldn't help but ran over, Min Yunqi hurriedly patted Li Qicheng on the back to calm her emotions, and blamed Jin Shuozhen in his eyes.

Li Qicheng grabbed Jin Shuozhen with trembling hands, and even his body was trembling, his eyes were red, his breathing was short of breath, and he looked very uncomfortable.

Seeing Li Qicheng like this, the members who gathered around comforted each other: "Qicheng, are you alright?"

"Qicheng, you don't have to say anything you don't want to say, it's fine."

"We are just worried about you, don't be afraid."

"Yes, yes, you breathe slowly, don't worry."

"Little Orange..."

When the emotions collapsed to the extreme, they would collapse, and when they were depressed to the extreme, they would go crazy. Li Qicheng saw the worried, nervous, and caring eyes of the members, and the tears that had been restrained for a long, long time burst at that moment.

"I'm sorry woo woo woo..."

"I'm just used to being alone..."

"I'm so scared……"

Li Qicheng knelt on the floor with limp legs and cried out emotionally.

Like a wronged little girl.

It's hard for you to imagine the impact everyone received at that moment. What kind of person is Li Qicheng?When we first met, he was more determined than BTS that he could replace Tian Zhengguo on stage, and he did it successfully.

Finding that Min Yunqi replaced the menstrual period, he immediately became gentle, considerate, and considerate, which not only calmed Min Yunqi's emotions, but also made other people unable to find fault.

Not to mention when it turned out to be Kim Seok Jin and Park Jimin later on...

Sincerely treat everyone well, try my best to do my best not to cause trouble to anyone, I can even take care of my studies, I don’t have any extra hobbies, and even Dahei’s staff can’t find any faults.

So why did Qi Cheng, who is so strong, so gentle, and so distressing, cry like this?

"That person came out..."

"It took me two years to finally send someone in, why did he come out after only two years..."

"Why does he..."

Li Qicheng lay on Jin Shuozhen's lap and grabbed her collar, crying loudly, releasing all her emotions, whether it was grievances, resentment, or pain, she finally no longer restrained, no longer suppressed , no longer choose to be alone.

Jin Shuozhen blinked and at the same time tears fell out, he hugged Qicheng patiently and comforted him: "It's okay, Qicheng, it's okay, it's okay..."

Looking up at his brothers who were suffering from pain, Jin Suojin said, "Hoseok, go get towels, and Jimin, go get hot water."

"Ok."

……

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Regarding the night of the emotional breakdown, Li Qicheng's memory only left Jin Shuozhen's wet sweater from crying, and other members' frantic movements and consoling voices that they wanted to comfort but didn't know what words to use. Finally... …she cried herself to sleep.

Before closing his eyes, Li Qicheng remembered something in a trance.

When was the last time she cried like this?

Ah... It seems to be the time when the seven-year-old chased his mother's car and accidentally fell down but there was no one to help him.

"Don't go..."

Jin Shuozhen saw that he was sitting on the bedside again with his sleeve being grabbed, and handed the towel to wipe Li Qicheng's face to Tian Zhengguo who had been standing beside him, refusing to move, "Take it."

"okay."

Tian Zhengguo took it and continued to stand still. Jin Shuozhen was silent for a moment, then turned to look at the other members who were crowded in the room and did not intend to leave. .”

"We've slept like that before anyway."

I really want to comfort you, but the seven of us big men are really clumsy, and we can't even think of a slightly gentler way. In the end, we can only be like this, reckless and straightforward.

I hope you won't be intimidated when you wake up the next day and see seven big men lying in disordered sleeping positions on the floor next to your bed.

"Seven oranges."

"Good night."

After the lights in the room were turned off, Jin Shuozhen said softly.

The author has something to say: By the way... Qicheng and Taehyung seem to be swapping tomorrow, so...

(ps: To be honest, before writing this chapter, I didn’t even know the plot was like this. I obviously didn’t want to write like this at the beginning.)

And this part of the plot should be over, and the Thai-style little dick that none of us can do anything about him is finally going online.

。感谢在2020-05-1619:20:41~2020-05-1719:41:30期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angels who threw the mines: Yu Jun, Suga Mint Meow, Linlin Yitian, and Mu Yimama one;

Thanks to the little angels of the irrigation nutrient solution: 10 bottles of slightly slightly; 5 bottles of strawberry Jiuke; 1 bottle of glutinous rice with Ni;

Thank you very much for your support, I will continue to work hard!