Don't let go gl[entertainment circle]

The moment he blurted out a sentence, Tan Snow regretted it.

Especially looking at Liang Yi'an's lost eyes for a moment, she suddenly didn't know how to save and remedy, she didn't want to tell the truth, if Yi'an felt that she was hiding it from her, let this delicate sense of balance continue between the two If it is the best state, it doesn't matter to her.

Regardless of whether Yi An has amnesia or not, this girl is her girl, and she will not let go of Yi An's hand easily.What's more, Yi An's so-called concealment is not a lack of that sense of security after all. Tan Snow feels that she has an obligation and responsibility to make up for this sense of security.

So, after knowing the truth of the so-called incident, Tan Snow buried it in her heart. If Yi An didn't tell her, she would always pretend not to know. This was her original and original plan.

But just now, when Yi An kept talking about how important Wen Tong was to her, Tan Snow couldn't help but blurted out.Tan Snow already knew the importance of Wen Tong to her. The cornerstone of that importance lay in Wen Tong's liking for her. Liang Yi'an said so seriously that Wen Tong was important to her, which made Tan Snow feel in a trance that if she If she doesn't come back, if she doesn't have that relationship with Yi An, it would be a breeze for Wen Tong to take her place!

This is not at all different from her psychological expectations. In her heart, if Wen Tong holds righteousness, she respects and respects Wen Tong. After the pure purpose, she couldn't get Wen Tong's feelings a little bit, and even in her heart, Wen Tong was just a coward to put it bluntly.

But Yi An's analysis just now overturned Snow's self-righteous cognition, Wen Tong is so important, and Wen Tong's position in Yi An's heart is much more important than she thought, this is the real truth. Let Tan Snow be unexpected, not within her psychological expectations, and then get confused for a while and say the wrong thing.

Liang Yi'an's face turned ugly for a while, he moved his wrist, broke free from the shackles that Snow should have opened, sat up, turned his face outward, and didn't look at Snow, his voice was weak and trembling: "I didn't Amnesia, you know." Yi An's focus was on Snow's previous sentence, as for the subsequent sentence, she seemed to have never heard it at all, and she was a little lost, as if she was taken by that sentence Gone is the soul.

At this time, Snow wanted to go back to make amends, but looking at Yi An's silhouette, he didn't know what to say, and finally he could only give a faint "hmm".

"When did you know?" Liang Yi'an grabbed the pajamas on his chest meaningfully, swallowed, and asked every sentence with great difficulty: "You already knew that I was lying to you, didn't you? You know, and you are so serious about acting with me, you, why didn't you expose me earlier?"

She wanted to show a relaxed smile, but in the end only a tear fell from the corner of her eye.

The tears were contained in the eyes, but only the invisible eye of Snow was dripping with big tears one by one. If there is a camera sweeping Yi An's side face at this time, the picture in the camera It was so mournful and beautiful, it was obviously too fragile to bear, but it stubbornly held on.

From Snow's point of view, Yi An's mouth could only be seen with a strange expression of wanting to smile or not. I can't tell if it's a feeling, but it's a feeling of aggrieved panic in my heart. It's obvious that she is the one who has been lied to. , but the person who did the wrong thing is also like her. This kind of mood made Tan Snow unable to coordinate for a while, and he was a little conflicted. That's what Guan Xiao said when Wen Tong was tossing with Guan Xiao before." She intentionally concealed the fact that this matter was actually revealed by Wen Tong, and in the current situation, it's best not to talk about Wen Tong of.

"Then do you want to ask me anything?" Liang Yi'an's nails dug into his palm, forcing himself to speak: "For example, five years ago, I didn't lose my memory, I know it all, have you thought about it?" Want to ask me?"

She forced herself to say such a sentence, and she had exhausted all her strength. She felt like a dying fish, gasping for breath, but could never be redeemed: "I thought I lost my memory, so Even I thought it was true, I thought I had forgotten everything, I could start over with you, everything about us is brand new, even the future is sweet."

"Yi'an." Tan Snow also noticed that she was obviously wrong emotionally. He stretched out his hand and pulled her into his arms, wanting to use a hug to ease Yi'an's obviously agitated mood: "I don't, I have nothing to ask. Then It’s all in the past, whether you have amnesia or not, it’s all in the past, it doesn’t exist, we have a future and a future, don’t tell me if you don’t want to tell me, I’m out of control, I shouldn’t mention this, our future is still In that future, nothing has changed, nothing will change!"

She hastily opened her mouth to promise something, but she realized in her consciousness that something was already changing.

"No." Liang Yi'an hugged her back hard, as if he didn't want to let go, but said in Tan Snow's ear: "You mind, you want to know. That's a gap between us, I thought that by pretending not to exist, I could really not exist, but in fact, I lied to myself and you, and even you, otherwise you wouldn’t have said that.”

Letting go, Liang Yi'an wiped his face, patted Snow on the shoulder, and then let go: "You don't want to ask, but I want to say, the feeling in my heart is really uncomfortable, I'm afraid that in case I don't know when I will be exposed by you again, I really can't bear the fear of being exposed again."

"Yi'an." Snow was pushed away, and he wanted to stop Yi'an from continuing in a panic.

No matter what happened before, she didn't care, and she didn't want to know. Now she just wants the two of them to live in peace and stability, and don't get involved in any other mess. Her relationship is too tortuous Now, she doesn't want to have any other wind and waves, she is afraid that if the wind blows, she will lose this girl again.

The moment he opened his mouth, Yi An stopped him.

"I pretended to have amnesia because I was afraid to see you again." Liang Yi'an felt that his hands and feet were superfluous at this time, and smiled at himself, but that smile was just a perfunctory tugging at the corner of his mouth to make sense When he arrived, he went on to say: "I am eager to see you, but I am afraid to see you, because I am sorry for you."

"I'm sorry for your affection, I don't think I'm good enough for you."

"Stop talking, I don't want to hear it!" Tan Snow stubbornly got up and chased after him, wanting to hold someone in his arms, but was dodged, and his face immediately turned a little ugly: "Liang Yi'an, I said I don't want to hear it, what on earth are you talking about?" What do you want? I said it all, I don’t care, it’s over when it’s over, you lied to me, you concealed your faking amnesia or something else, it’s all over, let’s not bother, isn’t it good?”

Liang Yi'an flinched, as if a little scared, and finally shook his head stubbornly and obstinately: "No! You don't care because you think you love me, you think I've been wronged, but in fact all this is my own fault! Yes I deserve it!"

Liang Yi'an turned his face away, controlled his emotions, and made his tone very cold: "We have been separated for five years, but who knows that you still haven't changed at all after five years, you are still so simple and pure, you It seems that there are no words with ulterior motives in this world. Fool, I lied to you, I lied to you from the very beginning!"

Liang Yi'an raised his head, trying not to let the tears fall: "We broke up five years ago, because I was inferior and cowardly, and I couldn't stand other people's eyes. I was afraid of being judged by others when I was with you. I couldn't bear those things." Whispering, they look at us like monsters."

Liang Yi'an wiped his face with his hand, took a deep breath and tried not to cry: "I can't see hope, the people around you at that time were more glamorous than the other, I couldn't bear it even more, the dark ghost hidden in my heart kept coming It was eating away at my thoughts and shaking my determination, I really felt that we couldn't go on, and breaking up was the best choice for each other."

Speaking of this, Liang Yi'an has lost control of his emotions. He leaned on the wall and couldn't stand still. He could only lean on the wall and support himself: "That's why I broke up." After speaking, he smiled wryly: "It's just time. It’s just a bit of a coincidence.”

Tan Snow knew that what she was talking about was the uncoincidental timing, referring to what her mother tossed about later, but Liang Yian didn't know, it wasn't that the timing was uncoincidental, but this time was chosen just right, when Liang Yian was already emotionally unstable, A bunch of rich and powerful friends were stuffed around her, and a series of misunderstandings ensued. Under such pressure, it's no wonder that the two of them didn't break up!

"I'm a coward! Selfish! Cowardly!" Liang Yi'an leaned his back against the wall and smiled wryly: "I didn't realize that I couldn't leave you until you left, and that's when I realized how much I love you." You are more than I thought. But in fact, Snow, our relationship has never been equal. When you loved me, I didn't love you that much. I just wanted your company. Waiting for you to go Now, my love has really come. I can't stand this matter, and I can't accept the fact that you have left and don't want me. That's why I made a fuss about coming out of the closet, dropping out of school and entering the circle. A little news, and then come back and see me."

"Isn't it despicable?" Liang Yi'an bent his eyes, as if asking if the weather was good today, but there was an indescribable sadness on his face: "But you didn't come back, you never came back, And I can't find you either."

This is different from what Tan Snow thought, or even what Tan Yue thought. She wanted to say something, but she didn't know where to start. She wanted to go up and hug this girl, but her feet were like It was as if they were fixed on the ground, and they couldn't move at all. They were so close, but they were so far away that she couldn't reach them with her hands.

"But the really despicable ones are yet to come."