Jedi strikes back

hatred?there is none left.

He couldn't even hate Wen Huai, as if he could only be angry in his heart, questioning whether he liked him or was angry with him?He has never quarreled with Wen Huai, but it does not mean that they will always be in harmony. Yang Zhi was also angry, but he never showed it. He was angry with himself. During the relationship with Wen Huai, he was angry. Can't do anything to hate him.

After hanging up the phone, Yang Zhi stood up, he didn't go back to the box just now, he opened another one, only himself in the space.

He felt a little tired.

Three hands of cards had passed, and Yang Zhi hadn't come back. Liu Yi asked, and everyone paid attention. Cui Chen looked around, and finally stood up and said to look for it, and asked other friends to fill his vacancy. step out.

There was no one in the corridor, but Cui Chen still found Yang Zhi, who was lying on the sofa in the box next door, empty and dim.

This is what he saw when he opened the door.

Yang Zhi was lying on the sofa, with several bottles of wine beside him. He re-opened a few bottles himself, and got drunk by himself in a private box.

Like a drug addict.

Cui Chen found out just now that Yang Zhi had something on his mind, but it's not hard to think about it. From the day they found out that they were betrayed, they had been celebrating and participating in this counterattack. No one had ever seen any displeasure on Yang Zhi's face, but it was like He fought back with such vigor, but when he thought about it carefully, he had a good time with Shen Yan. Seriously, Cui Chen had never seen Yang Zhi look so blissful when he was with anyone. Handing it over is enough to prove that he and Shen Yan have feelings for each other, although short, even though they were betrayed by each other.

But it's abnormal not to be sad at all.

I haven't seen them these days, it's because they have neglected it. Yang Zhi is such a face-saving person, a person who can't bear a little bit of suffering, the impression he gives them is that he is always alive, jumping, impossible to look at himself, just like Wen Huai At the end, I also lost my temper, and I don't have any negative emotions like now, unless I really haven't been moved, and I really don't feel anything about Shen Yan.

But he can fool others, can he fool Cui Chen who wears a pair of trousers too big?

Cui Chen came over with one hand in his trouser pocket, picked up the wine bottle that had fallen from the side of the sofa, and poked it through, "You're not acting anymore?"

Yang Zhi heard the sound of someone entering the door, but she didn't bother to look at it, so she responded by listening to the voice: "What am I playing?" She didn't understand.

Seeing him like that, Cui Chen smiled and sat down on the sofa next to him.

He can also be absorbed in being with girls, fishing for girls is his best time to be full of enthusiasm, he can still be distracted at this time, ask him what he is doing, Cui Chen just wants to give him a blank stare.

"If you feel upset, we can fix it again, but if you regret it, then I'm sorry, it can't be undone."

"Why should I regret it, fuck." Yang Zhi thought it was ridiculous.

Cui Chen said: "You don't feel regret doing it, it's best to do what you say, don't worry about others, you have a good man by your side now."

"Fuck, are you fucking with him?" Yang Zhi laughed angrily, "Am I hanged from a fucking tree?"

"Isn't it?" Cui Chen broke down ruthlessly, "Didn't you hang on Chairman Wen for many years?"

"Your uncle," Yang Zhi was annoyed at the moment by those who knew his dark history, "You are here to anger me? Thank you for being offended."

Cui Chen laughed, kicked the wine bottle at his feet aside, leaned on the sofa and became serious, "Child, to be honest, he really doesn't deserve you."

Yang Zhi didn't speak, only the sound of falling wine bottles in the box.

"I'm actually very scared. You fucking fell on him. Once for Wen Huai and once for Shen Yan. I think it's almost the end, and you are at the end."

"You cursed me?"

"No," Cui Chen said, "I think God is teaching you a lesson. Seeing that you have scummed too many people, I want to find someone to punish you."

"Then why did you tease me twice?" Yang Zhi smiled forcedly.

Isn't this kind of teasing once enough?

I always think of people as invincible, as if I can stand the test every time.

Cui Chen couldn't give an answer and kept silent. He just wanted to be with his buddies, not to comfort him. If he didn't adjust himself well, comfort was useless.

Yang Zhi suddenly said, "Wen Huai is back."

Cui Chen frowned, "What? How do you know?"

"He called me and asked me to meet tomorrow."

"What?"

"I don't know." Yang Zhi said without interest.

Cui Chen could only think about it by himself, he looked at Yang Zhi, he was not surprised, he was not at ease, so he asked: "What do you think?"

He was worried about the revival of the old relationship. He felt that Yang Zhi and Wen Huai were very inappropriate. Even if Shen Yan had betrayed him, Cui Chen felt that Shen Yan was more suitable for Yang Zhi.

He really didn't like Yang Zhi who made his position unbalanced with Wen Huai's. Yang Zhi lost too badly in Wen Huai's matter.

"I didn't think much about it, it's just a meeting." Yang Zhi regarded this as a reunion meeting of acquaintances after a long absence.

It's like this, once people don't love, they are indifferent to everything, and those beautiful and painful things can also be brought out, it's nothing, what happened between two people can be calmly told, it's probably time Really don't care about the boundaries anymore.

He has been bored, he has been attracted to others after Wen Huai, he only remembers loving Wen Huai once, but he doesn't remember what it was like, and he can't find that feeling anymore, because he is, Fall in love with someone else.

Cui Chen remained silent.

The next day Yang Zhi and Wen Huai met. In a restaurant, they made an appointment to have dinner together. Both of them came on an empty stomach. Huai really came too early.

When Yang Zhi saw him, he was slightly taken aback. Wen Huai's hair was cut short, and his bangs were combed back. Wen Huai is a gentle person. This hairstyle made him look a little more mature and indifferent, and his temperament changed a little. , after all, they are people who have experienced society, and are no longer students protected by the campus. They are still attractive, but it is really different. I used to like to wear customized school uniforms, white shirts and trousers. At that time There are still bangs, and the face looks kind, but at this time, it is a little restrained and kind, with a sharp breath that I have never seen before.

Wen Huai stood up, Yang Zhi didn't change, he still had the comfortable appearance in his impression.

Yang Zhi is still wearing long sleeves today, as if no matter how hot it is, he won't show up in short sleeves.

Wen Huai took the initiative to greet him, smiled at him, looked at his clothes and said, "As usual, I still don't like wearing short sleeves."

Yang Zhi looked down at his clothes, and replied, "Well, I don't like it."

In fact, Yang Zhi has a good-looking body, but he is always dissatisfied. Wen Huai remembers him saying that he likes to be more masculine.

"When did you come back?" Yang Zhi sat down.

"It landed only the day before yesterday." Wen Huai said.

"Not busy?" Yang Zhi asked.

"I haven't been very busy recently. The newly developed app has been launched, so we have time to spare." Wen Huai said.

Yang Zhi nodded, expressing his understanding.

Wen Huai gave him the menu, "Order, I'll treat you to a meal."

Yang Zhi laughed, and took it over, "The big boss invites you to dinner, I can't refute face, so I'll do as I please."

Yang Zhi was not short of money, but it was Wen Huai's wish to invite him.

Wen Huai sat across from him and looked at him. There were many people in the restaurant at noon, few students, and more white-collar workers. Wen Huai is now the same person as an office worker. He actually wanted to go back to school when he came back. Look, but it has something to do with Yang Zhi.

He heard that Yang Zhi had a new relationship, broke up a few days ago, and there was a lot of commotion. When everyone was discussing who this son of Yang Chaoliang was, Wen Huai could no longer believe that Yang Zhi was the protagonist of this incident. .

It was initiated by him, he didn't recognize Shen Yan, but he knew that Yang Zhi's family had a background, and Yang's father probably intervened in such a big incident, and Wen Huai was full of doubts, he didn't think Yang Zhi was the one who would take revenge , he judged from himself, from the reaction of Yang Zhi and him to end the relationship, but he was once Yang Zhi's favorite, how accurate is the judgment?

What's more, he doesn't know Yang Zhi 100%.

He was very curious, but he also felt that he didn't know what position he stood in when he asked, so Wen Huai could only say cautiously: "Child, you broke up?"

You broke up, which means that I know that you talked about a new boyfriend and it ended. The process did not ask how it ended, and it didn't sound like any ambiguity or other emotions that shouldn't be there.

Yang Zhi paused for a moment, she didn't expect Wen Huai to be very well informed, but what curiosity is there?He and Shen Yan are having such a big fight, if you don't know it, you have to know it, he nodded and said, "Well, we're separated."

A concise and concise answer, without any other emotions in it. Those are any emotions that should not be shown to outsiders. He has nothing to do with Wen Huai. time.

Yang Zhi almost ordered, closed the menu, greeted the waiter, and explained a few times, Wen Huai just watched the whole process, he felt that Yang Zhi was too indifferent to him.

But he won't blame, and he has no right to blame, Yang Zhi has always been a qualified predecessor.

predecessor.

"How are you? You should be having a good time with your boyfriend, right?" Yang Zhi asked amicably, not knowing what to talk about, polite and awkward.

Wen Huai was taken aback, thinking that Yang Zhi had said the wrong person, "Who are you talking about?"

What boyfriend?

Yang Zhiping looked at Wen Huai, and when he brought up this topic, he felt uncomfortable, after all, he questioned Wen Huai.

"Nothing." He didn't want to ask anymore.

Wen Huai didn't mean not to continue, on the contrary, he got excited, "You just said, my boyfriend? Me?"

He pointed at himself, with an unbelievable look on his face.

Yang Zhi put his hands on the table, with a well-behaved look, and seemed to respond casually, as if chatting about family matters, "Yes."

Wen Huai laughed: "What? Why do you think I have a boyfriend?"

Yang Zhi turned around and looked at him in astonishment.

Wen Huai said: "Who did you hear that from? How can I have a boyfriend? I'm so busy with work, why would I care about finding a partner in the meeting?"

Yang Zhi couldn't react, what do you mean?Wen Huai is single?Since when?

"Okay, Zhi, let me tell you. Now that you've mentioned this, I also want to tell you about our problems." Wen Huai crossed his hands, put them on the table, and said, "Didn't you always Ask me why I ended up with you in the first place?"

Yang Zhi didn't know what she was thinking, she was surprised.

Wen Huai ignored the surprise, and said to himself: "Let me tell you the truth, it really has nothing to do with you, and it's not that I don't love you anymore. On the contrary, I feel that I'm not good enough for you."

Yang Zhi raised her eyes.

Wen Huai let out a heavy breath with his eyes downcast, "Child, you are actually very serious. I ended up with you because of my pride. Do you know that when we met for the first time, you were arrogant and domineering, but it also made me I feel high-spirited, like a child who hasn't grown up, but I don't know why, but I have a special crush on you. I always feel that the publicity on your body is rare, and it makes me feel charming. I probably like you , That's why I didn't refuse that time at the bar, you thought you were chasing me, but I've already paid attention to you."

"But you have never been gay, never talked about a boyfriend, and you have nothing... The gay circle is different from me. I think you are clean and straightforward, and you are confused about everything. When I fell in love with you , those friends around me all know your existence, everyone thinks you are very good-looking, and often tell me that such a person is not easy to manage, in fact, I think what they mean is that I am not good enough for you."

However, it is unavoidable that he was thinking too much, Wen Huai is a person with strong self-esteem, and he wants to do the best in everything, which is why he has achieved what he is today.

"You are too enthusiastic for me. I know in my heart that you like me. You are suppressing yourself and restraining yourself. After you are with me, you have restrained a lot, and the wildness in your body has disappeared. I always feel that I did it. Not good enough, it made you work so hard, you gave too much in this relationship, it made me depressed, I couldn't bear to see you because I forgot what I was like, you can smoke, but you haven't smoked in front of me, you don't You know how to cook, but you taught me how to cook. You used to be surrounded by many suitors. After you were with me, you even sought my advice when talking to girls..."

Wen Huai shook his head: "This is not the Yang Zhi I want to see."

This is not the real Yang Zhi, but he is willing to do this, and because of his willingness, Wen Huai's heart is getting more and more troublesome.

Just because the other party paid too much and was too heavy, he couldn't let go of it.

"You gave too much and I have nothing to repay. I just graduated and had to travel far away. We were going to have a long-distance relationship. But I know that as long as we don't break up, you will always restrain yourself and even believe that you will You will travel thousands of miles to see me, you are too good, it makes me feel inferior, and makes me feel that I am not worthy of you like this."

"At that time, my friend asked me, if Yang Zhi didn't want you to go so far away, would you stay, but I hesitated, and the answer after my hesitation was no, I don't want to give up my job for anything, Just because I think so, I feel even more guilty, I know, if it were you, you would agree to give up, because you are too loyal to me, and I am so ruthless."

"One sentence from my friend woke me up. He said he thought I didn't like you that much. I never thought about this issue, but after hearing this sentence, I couldn't feel at ease anymore. I fell into self-doubt, doubt Do I like you or not?"

Yang Zhi stared at Wen Huai closely. He didn't know anything about the things he said, but the only thing he agreed with was that he really liked Wen Huai that way. For more than a year, he had loved Wen Huai seriously, passionately, and faithfully. with.

So much so that he never considered whether Wen Huai liked him.

"I once asked your child, do you remember? I asked you, where will we settle down in the future, and if you say where I am, you will go with me, the ends of the earth." He didn't think it was a love story, it was Yang Zhi, Yang Zhi who can do anything for him, "But I failed even the most basic test. Compared with you, I really enjoy too much, and that makes me feel like a burden."

"I never feel that I am a person who enjoys it. I like to work hard and work hard, but you are too supportive of me. I can't like you equally, so I don't want to drag you down. I found that I am a cold and ruthless person. I will hurt you sooner or later. It is better to end when we leave. After we leave, we all quietly think about whether we really need each other. I hope you will think about it, you Do you want to go back to your own life, or continue to be with me and make such sacrifices, I hope I will think about it myself, whether I really like you, whether I can give up for work without regretting you."

During the period of graduation, this was the best way. He wanted to form a family with Yang Zhi. Before that family came, they all had to think carefully about whether they could suppress themselves for each other and give with enthusiasm. , one just wants to work hard, are they suitable for forming a family?You need to think carefully and calmly.

"So what's your answer?" Yang Zhi asked him, his eyebrows and eyes vaguely resembled Wen Huai's memory. Yang Zhi has matured, not because he was naive before, but because he has matured during the relationship with him and no longer She looked at him eagerly, as if everything could go his way.

Wen Huai clenched his hands, raised his head and met Yang Zhi's eyebrows, "I'm back, this is the answer."

Hearing this sentence, Yang Zhi didn't react. He just lowered his eyes and glanced at his hands. He understood what Wen Huai meant. He never felt that doing these things would make him tired. He was willing to give, but not Did Wen Huai feel uncomfortable after paying too much?Not worthy, what is not worthy, there is no such thing as worthy or not in this world, I like this feeling, once you come, there will be no question of worthy or not, you are just afraid that what you have given is not enough.

It turns out that paying will also cause a certain amount of pressure on people, Yang Zhi is a little uncertain now, will he fall in love?So what should he keep?With Wen Huai, don't you care too much about his opinion?I can't do it, I like it so much, I care so much.

Yang Zhi took a deep breath, turned his head to look outside, saw the couples on the street, he understood, it was because he didn't know how to pay, how could it be right?I don't understand. Is it true that you don't care and don't contact, is it important?

From talking to each other every night, until Shen Yan didn't even want to answer his phone calls, the standard of giving exceeded the standard, but where is the standard?He was really confused, he didn't know how to talk about love, he wanted to smoke, he touched his pocket, and found that he didn't bring it.

He exhaled and said heavily, "Let's change the subject."

He doesn't want to talk about love-related topics, that will only lead him into self-denial.

He doesn't like this negation, this negativity.

"We..." Wen Huai struggled and said, "Forget it, I'm sorry."

He said sorry because Yang Zhi refused, Yang Zhi refused, and the relationship between them started again.

He knew that Yang Zhi understood what he said, but he was unwilling to go deeper and asked to change the topic, which was a tactful refusal.

Even at this moment when Wen Huai saw his appearance, seeing the lack of solicitude and eagerness in his eyes, he used to think that this should be the normal way for Yang Zhi to get along with him, but only after experiencing it at this moment did he realize that it is called dislike.

If you don't like it, it will naturally not make people feel burdened.

Because of him, I won't pay you any more.

Wen Huai tightened his hands.

The author has something to say: I hope everyone will not attack Brother Wen. I personally think that it is not necessary to give up your job for the person you love in order to prove that he is in love. Career is not inferior to love. Hard work is a good thing. The writing is just to express Brother Wen’s entanglement, and it’s true that he doesn’t love Brother Zhi enough, and he let go after weighing the pros and cons, and it’s true that he doesn’t want to delay himself or Brother Zhi, Brother Wen’s character design is thoughtful , the kind of person who is motivated, his request to get back together is purely due to his own reasons, so don't guess it will be a trick of the Shen family, brother Wen has nothing to do with the Shen family.