Jedi strikes back

who I am?where am I?What did this guy just do in front of him?

Yang Zhi raised his head and punched Shen Yan's face, irrational at all, Shen Yan grabbed Yang Zhi's wrist as if he had practiced it, and swiped his fingers, "The wrist is so thin, childish Brother, are you the reincarnation of a girl?"

"I'll fucking kill you!" Yang Zhi was furious. He and Wen Huai had never kissed in public before. He was quite restrained in school, and he didn't do anything out of the ordinary. Big one, Yang Zhi exploded.

"Don't be angry, Brother Zhi, no one saw it," Shen Yan said, "If you don't believe me, take a look, no one pays attention to us."

Yang Zhi turned her head, there were indeed few people looking this way, but what were those players doing?It's not about them, it's about ghosts!

"You, are you sick? Fuck!" Yang Zhi was angry and speechless, he didn't want to mess with Shen Yan, Shen Yan was too shameless, he couldn't handle him, so he had to stop.

Shen Yan said: "Brother Zhi, don't be angry, what's the point of just kissing? I didn't even kiss."

It's nothing, Yang Zhi didn't think it was anything, the whole school knew about his homosexuality, he was just angry that he was hit by a ball just now, but after thinking about it, it wasn't the reason, all kinds of messes mixed together, he was boring.

She knew Shen Yan, so it was impossible for Yang Zhi to really fight him.

"It has nothing to do with you," Yang Zhi shook his hand annoyedly, at this time Shen Yan was still holding him, Yang Zhi didn't shake off, turned around, Shen Yan didn't let go, he frowned: "What are you doing?"

"Have you seen the photo I sent you yesterday?" Shen Yan asked.

Shen Yan took photos of Yang Zhi's upper body sweater, and sent a few photos to Yang Zhi.

"I didn't read it." Yang Zhi said angrily.

"Unfortunately," Shen Yan said, "That style of clothing is selling well."

"What does it have to do with me?" Yang Zhi doesn't think it's his credit, the sales of clothes are entirely due to Shen Yan's management, the styles are good-looking, Yang Zhi has seen each one, and they are all good, and they are very aesthetic to him. He lowered his head and said, "You still haven't let go?"

Shen Yan looked at it, loosened his fingers, and Yang Zhi turned around and left.

Shen Yan followed.

"Why are you so angry?" He had a bad temper, but as far as Shen Yan knew, he was not a troublemaker.

"Can you solve it if you ask?" Yang Zhi retorted.

"Tell me, there's nothing I can't solve, it's about your matter." Shen Yan said.

Yang Zhi rolled his eyes at him, and sat on the horizontal bar on the side of the playground, "There is no solution."

"You haven't said anything yet?"

"It's useless to talk about it," Yang Zhi emphasized, "There is no solution."

Shen Yan smiled and stopped asking.

I don't know what's going on, Yang Zhi actually felt a little relieved, it's very strange, he obviously didn't like Shen's call, but he felt inexplicably comfortable when he was by the side, and he didn't want to worry about any troubles.

Maybe it's because he's used to being bored. Compared with him, all the troubles are not enough.

"Brother Zhi, I was about to kiss you just now, so you can't do me?" Shen Yan asked.

Yang Zhi sat on the horizontal bar, looked down at Shen Yan who was standing on the side, "Well, you must be lying on the ground right now."

Shen Yan smiled and said nothing.

Yang Zhi exhaled: "Why did you just kiss me? There are so many people."

"I like you," Shen Yan touched the corner of his mouth, "I can't help it."

Yang Zhi leaned on the railing and looked down at him, "That's why you like me so much?"

It is indeed a joy to be liked.

"Well, I like it so much that I want to fuck it just by looking at it." Shen Yan said boldly.

The way the boys chatted was frank and frightening. Yang Zhi said, "You like me so much, why don't I have the slightest impression of you at all?"

Yang Zhi wasn't proud of it, he spoke very calmly, without any sense of joy in it, as if he was chatting, talking about someone else's business, it was true that he had been chased too many times, he didn't think it was fun.

It's just that Shen Yan is a man, he just has some special feelings, he wants to know, he wants to ask, after all, he has experienced Wen Huai, a boy, and then changed his ways, and Wen Huai is also his pursuit, he understands what it feels like to like someone, absolutely It's not that Shen hates this amazing way, but that he is cautious, for fear that the person he likes will be unhappy.

Shen Yan just made him unhappy.

"If you don't have an impression, create an impression, Brother Zhi, is it me who impresses you the most?" Shen Yan said.

Yang Zhi shook her head, "No, you are just the tip of the iceberg."

"I'm still not working hard enough, since I've left you so unimpressed."

It's not true that there is no impression, but Yang Zhi's deepest impression is only Wen Huai, and it is Wen Huai's face at every turn, and Wen Huai's words, Wen Huai's appearance sneaks into the dream.

"Shen Yan, you don't like me, do you?" Yang Zhi sat up straight and dropped the words plainly.

"Why do you think so?"

"Intuition," Yang Zhi said, "I think you are interested in me. You should have talked to many people, and you have a good way of speaking and doing things. I admit, it's quite amazing. You're captivated."

"If you want to understand me, why not stay with me, and I will let you understand slowly." Shen Yan said flirtatiously.

In the duel between two masters in love, Yang Zhi smiled, "Forget it, I'm straight."

Shen Yan smiled: "Brother Zhi, are you embarrassed?"

"Excuse me."

"Are you straight?" Shen Yan nodded: "Awesome, do you still want to straighten a guy who fucked him?"

"Why not?" Yang Zhi said, he was only interested in women.

"Come on, let me ask you, do you like women?"

"like."

"You like Ruan Qin, how do you feel about her? Do you want to kiss her?"

Yang Zhi didn't respond, he really didn't think it was necessary to kiss, and he should maintain a gentleman's demeanor first, but it didn't mean he didn't like women anymore.

"Brother Zhi, if Wen Huai comes back now, will you accept it or not?"

A deadly question.

This answer doesn't need Yang Zhi to say, Shen Yan said: "Brother Zhi, do you think this thing can be changed at will? If it was so easy, the gay circle would not exist."

Yang Zhi turned her head to look at him.

"Honestly speaking, I also want to change. It's not that I never liked other people's young brothers. If I like someone, I don't even have a sexual impulse towards her. Is this called liking? Sorry, I don't think so."

Shen Yan continued: "What is liking? I feel comfortable when I see him, and I am very satisfied when I stay with him. Occasionally, I will react to him. It is liking when there is both love and desire."

"For example, you are comfortable with your friends, and you will be satisfied when you play games together. It doesn't matter if you are of the opposite sex or the same sex, as long as you have desires when you see the other party, you are not normal. This is not a simple friend. Got it, do you understand?"

How could he not understand?Yang Zhi was taught this for the first time in so many years. He really wanted to laugh, but he couldn't laugh at all, because it denied his efforts to return to the past. He tried hard to be normal. Yes, he felt He is abnormal, he is afraid of men, he feels that men are difficult to control, he doesn't want to like men anymore, he is very cowardly, this disastrous love affair made him guard against men.

Didn't it just start because he liked a man?He refused the man's contact, but was subtly influenced by Shen Yan to the point that he was familiar with it but not repelled, and acquiesced to this kind of behavior.

"Brother Zhi, you want to see if you can change back to the past," Shen Yan said, "I can tell you for sure, it won't happen."

"Because you have discovered that men are more exciting than women. If you have desires for men's bodies, will you still be greedy for girls' bodies? You won't, brother Zhi, don't deny it. I have experienced all of these. "Shen Yan grabbed Yang Zhi's wrist, supported him, and pulled him down. Yang Zhi bumped into his chest and looked up at him. At this moment, Shen Yan's charm was infinitely magnified. Yang Zhi was somewhat persuaded, and Shen Yan lowered his head slightly. Said: "Brother Zhi, you don't reject me when I kiss you, and you will blush. This shows that you are used to the contact of men. Do straight men blush? Contact with men."

"Stop talking." Yang Zhi didn't want to hear it.

Shen Yan grabbed his chin and forced him to look up, "It's okay, don't be afraid, sexual orientation is not important, we just accept it, it's just Wen Huai, brother Zhi, are you so afraid of men?"

"It has nothing to do with him," Yang Zhi denied, "It doesn't matter."

"I can't go back, brother Zhi," Shen Yan said, "Because the society doesn't recognize it, many people want to be real men again, but is it useful? Are they unresponsive to women?"

"So what?!" Yang Zhi stared at Shen Yan, with dissatisfaction in his eyes, "I've been dating men secretly for so long, and I finally made up my mind to announce it. Fucking dumped me, this is gay Circle? This is the love between men? Go fuck it!"

When he liked Wen Huai, he was very nervous. He knew that it was abnormal for him to like men. He delayed telling people around him for a long time, broke up with his parents for a while, and finally made up his mind to chase him. Wronged Wen Huai, talked about a secret love, it seemed that he was very cowardly, so he made it public, and the whole school knew it, but it turned out that the joke was his.

Wen Huai is gay, he doesn't care about it, but Yang Zhi can't.He was just at the beginning, and he was very afraid of this unhealthy relationship. After being with him for so long, he finally accepted and adapted to other people's strange vision. When planning for the future, people left as soon as they said.

It's like a joke, the reason is vague and unclear, uncle, what's wrong?

"I like a man, is it useful? Can he give me children or get married? He can't do anything, and he can leave as he pleases. Instead of this, it's better to talk to girls, get married and have children, and live in peace. The key is not to suffer. People are cold-eyed, don't let my parents worry about it, let the people around me try their best to persuade me, isn't that good?"

"Brother Zhi, your life cannot be changed by anyone around you."

"But I don't dare, understand? I don't dare to like men anymore, the uncertainty in men..." Yang Zhi closed his eyes, "I'm scared, I'm scared."

You are cowardly, but why am I so jealous?Shen Yan pulled his lips, you really fucking like Wen Huai.

"I don't know why I tell you so much," Yang Zhi said, "I'll just tell you, anyway, you should give up after listening to me, don't like me, I won't provoke men anymore."

Seven aunts and eight aunts came to persuade them, but it was useless. Yang Zhi and Wen Huai started, vigorously, he thought that he had found true love in this life, and there would be no next person, so he talked vigorously, and it turned out Woolen cloth?

His mother passed out from anger at that time, and after a long time, the family saw that he was serious, so they were forced to accept it. Even Cui Chen was a little afraid of him during that time, but after talking for more than a year, many people I gradually got used to it, so I didn't pursue it anymore.

The main reason is that his parents dote on him and make a big fuss, but it ends in a fiasco. This kind of ending is quite chilling.

"Shen Yan, I don't know what you like about me. Anyway, it's definitely not like I like Wen Huai. I don't have the energy to get along with men. Maybe this kind of feeling shouldn't be recognized in the first place. I really don't know. How should we maintain a relationship with a man, purely by love? Or body?"

Yang Zhi said: "You are also a man. In fact, you understand what men are. Women tie men with their children and families, so what do men use to tie men?"

They are all men, and they all know how flamboyant men are. Yang Zhi himself admits that the novelty of a person will disappear after a while, and once it disappears, there will be a reason for the so-called tiredness, and then they will break up.

Sometimes he wishes he was a girl. He Wenge is such a gentle person, he must be reluctant to hurt a girl. He can use his child to tie the person who wants to leave, yes...he is so humble.

He just loves him that much.

Just because he is a man and a man, what reason does he have to keep people?

A relationship that can only be maintained by love is full of uncertainty.

There are so many people in the world, who can you guarantee will not empathize?

Shen Yan didn't open his mouth to speak again, look, that's it, Yang Zhi pulled his lips, turned his head over, then turned around and said, "Shen Yan, I'm different from you guys in the gay circle, although I don't know what you rely on to maintain your relationship, But I'm afraid, so you change the target, it's really impossible for us, don't play that what you can't get is the best, I tell you as someone who has experienced it, it's nothing good if you get it, you have to get bored greasy."

Men have a desire to conquer, the more they can't catch up, the more they miss it. It can't be called a man anymore, it should be a natural human nature.

"That's you." Shen Yan said.

Yang Zhi pursed her lips, not wanting to say anymore, "Whatever you think, I'll leave my words here, goodbye."

Shen Yan rubbed the corner of his mouth, stared at Yang Zhi's back, his eyes were full of aroused fighting spirit, "The ones that can't get in are the best."

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