Jedi strikes back

Reconciliation was not easy, but it was even more difficult as before.

If they hadn't experienced other people, they might return to the original state of getting along faster, but each of them has had others. During this time, the person who was with each other was not the other person. Maybe Ji Zeyang didn't bring Shen Yan any trouble. It's a new experience, but Li Yinan is a cinnabar mole on the tip of Yang Zhi's heart.

It is impossible to completely deny it, he liked Li Yinan, he has to admit it.

That's why he felt that tonight was so chaotic, he must have gone to the doctor in a hurry, how could he kiss Shen Yan, why...

Yang Zhi was mad on the bed, his head was going to explode, he sat up and looked for his phone, he knew that night was the most amorous, he didn't want it anymore, he didn't want this relationship, even though he knew that he hadn't completely let go , but he doesn't want it, he minds.

Yang Zhi didn't sleep well all night, he had a headache until late at night, he really felt like he was going to die.

Early the next morning, he got up, with swollen eyes, he stood in front of the mirror with empty eyes, about five or six minutes before he groped down the stairs.

He didn't know that there were guests at home, but seeing his parents' worried faces and a familiar profile, Yang Zhi stopped at the stairs.

It is Shen Yan.

"Brother Zhi," he stood up and walked towards him quickly, Yang Zhi's expression was not very good, Shen Yan said: "What's wrong with you?"

Yang Zhi walked down, "Okay."

He went into the living room and called his parents.

Parents stared at him and Shen Yan, flustered with discomfort, Yang Zhi has been out of shape for the past two days, unless he treats his parents a little better, it is ridiculous enough to be fake and stiff, what they are worried about is whether Yang Zhi is because of being with her parents. Li Yinan stayed in this state until he was finished.

In fact, the second elder did not guess wrong, but it was more serious, and Yang Zhi fell into a dilemma.

While he hated Li Yinan, he didn't want to forgive Shen Yan, but the flooded night did something ridiculous again last night, he didn't know what he was doing at all.

Yang Zhi changed his shoes, stood at the door and said, "Let's go, I have something to tell you."

Shen Yan was stunned for a moment, and followed.

Yang's father and Yang's mother didn't have a good attitude towards Shen Yan, but they didn't give a lot of face, a little indifferent in the plain, Shen Yan played with Yang Zhi, and Shen Yan also saved Yang Zhi.

Yang Zhi drove the car and sat in the driver's seat. Shen Yan stood beside him and asked, "Can you drive?"

His face was very pale, causing Shen Yan to worry.

"Come on." Yang Zhi said without emotion.

Shen Yan had no choice but to go to the co-pilot.

Yang Zhi didn't say a word, the two of them remained silent along the way.

From the three relationships, Yang Zhi has also grown up, not only for things like love, but also for his own life. What he is going through now, he wants to deal with it in the most rational way, and being emotional...is no longer suitable for him. .

They arrived at a coffee shop, they were just sitting quietly, without ordering, Shen Yan had a bad feeling, he was actually very afraid of the gloomy Yang Zhi, you would never guess what he would say.

"I'm sorry about what happened last night," Yang Zhi said, "I haven't been in a good state lately, I've gone too far."

Shen Yan was extremely vigilant, he squinted his eyes and said, "What do you mean?"

Yang Zhi said: "Literally, I've played it, and I apologize for delaying your schedule."

"Brother Zhi..." This is a trial, a life sentence for Shen Yan.

"We have nothing to do with each other, and there won't be any in the future," Yang Zhi said rationally, "I don't want this relationship, I don't want to be with you, I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore."

Last night's heartbeat, last night's passion, and last night's embrace were like a dream. At dawn, when I woke up from the dream, I became rational.

"You're sensible, aren't you?" Shen Yan looked at him, his brows and eyes full of clarity, and he said, "Do you think the heartbeat can be pretended?"

Yang Zhi was silent.

"I don't know what to say to Brother Zhi, and I don't know how to compensate you so that you will really forgive me," Shen Yan said, "But Brother Zhi, don't lie to yourself, you like me, maybe...really It's not as deep as it used to be, but you still have feelings for me, don't you?"

You can tell him it's fake, deny everything, only the violent heartbeat, but Shen Yan is right, if he is going to leave today, then Yang Zhi's emotions last night were not fake, he was nervous, he was His eyes lit up after hearing that he would not leave, this cannot be denied.

But Yang Zhi didn't admit it anymore, he tilted his head to avoid sight, and his side face also became pale.

Shen Yanxin suddenly felt very painful.

Yang Zhi has been hurt too much by love, and he never saw the half enthusiasm before. His eyes are full of sadness and entanglement, and he is entangled in the world. He has experienced too many things this year, and it seems that he has experienced all the emotional growth that he should have in this life. again.

He said a long time ago that one test is enough, three times, no one has chosen him firmly, and he can't understand Li Yinan's approach at all. He can't understand why he suddenly left him and said it's over. How is he?But now he only has resentment left, and he doesn't want to think about the reasons behind it at all.

He felt that many people were baffled.

Wen Huai, Shen Yan, Li Yinan, and Zhao Ze.

Everyone says they love him inexplicably, but they hurt him in various names. Every time he is left behind, there is no specific reason, and he has to find it himself. No one will choose him firmly, but leaving Firm.

He doesn't want... to talk about feelings anymore, he wants to leave.

He wants to escape the right and wrong of this year, go to a place where no one knows him, and he wants to live his life by himself.

The corners of his eyes were wet, Yang Zhi raised his hand to wipe it away.

Shen Yan got up from the sofa and walked to Yang Zhi's side, he saw him shed tears again, Shen Yan grabbed his wrist, held his palm, and squatted beside Yang Zhi's legs, he said: "Brother Zhi, I don't know what you're thinking, I can't accept it again, I'm fine, I didn't force you, and I didn't let you quickly find our original feelings, shall we take our time? Step by step, we were originally It was too fast, this time we made up all the links that we missed at the beginning, and our relationship is warming up step by step, don't worry, come little by little."

Yang Zhi was like a dull robot, Shen Yan stood up, knelt on the sofa beside him with one leg, bent slightly, and wiped away his tears with his hand, "Don't cry, you have cried many times this year .”

He held Yang Zhi's hand, put it on his lips and kissed it lightly, "I know you are afraid, but no one is forcing you, it is you who will not let you go."

The wet and hot tears at the fingertips tore Shen Yan's heart. He had never been more sober than now, and he could better understand the feeling of his lover. Knowing why he did such a stupid thing back then, how could he be willing to play such a good person.

"Okay, listen to me, okay? Don't force yourself to make a decision so quickly, take your time, we still have a lot of things to do, right? Do you still want to learn photography? That's right, I will accompany you to learn photography, we can start from the most basic, and when you do well and become a professional, we will travel far and wide to take pictures of all kinds of beautiful scenery." Shen Yan knew that he was serious about his work. When Yang Zhi was learning about photography, he knew it.

"What about you?" Yang Zhi asked.

Shen Yan chuckled: "I, I... continue to open the store, I will not hold the competition, let others take over, and there are people in the clothing store to help, I can accompany you on long journeys to various places, to heaven and earth. "

"You want to follow me?"

"Correct."

"Don't follow me, you do what you like." Yang Zhi said.

Shen Yan looked at him and said: "Brother Zhi, I like you the most, and the thing I like the most is staying with you, I put my affairs first, and most of my affairs don't need to go through my own hands." , I will accompany you to do what you like first, and when you become the person you want to be, we will talk about feelings, and then we will talk about it later, okay?"

Yang Zhi fell silent.

"I know you are scared now, but let me follow you these few years. If you tell me in a few years that you still like Li Yinan, or someone else, then I won't force you, I will let you go, just now I like you very much, I don't want to be separated from you, okay?"

In fact, this is not a fair way of saying it. Shen Yan followed him for one year, two years, three years, or even longer. How could Yang Zhi guarantee that he would not fall in love with him in these few years?Shen Yan is a very cunning person. He clearly understands that Yang Zhi will not be able to leave in the past few years, and even the person he can't let go of now will be completely over in the past few years. He has planned very well. If Yang Zhi After staying with him for a few years, it is very likely that the old relationship will rekindle, because Yang Zhi has his place in his heart.

More or less, there must be a little bit, Shen Yan has already verified it last night.

The little scumbag who once blatantly pursued "the former dies, the coffin is covered, and the matter is buried", but now this Yang Zhi who is timid about feelings, Shen Yan has taken on no matter how much responsibility he can't escape, he thinks Bringing that Yang Zhi back will make him full of confidence, and he will not become cautious because of any relationship.

Yang Zhi didn't speak, didn't respond, Shen Yan took it as acquiescence, he said: "Don't have any pressure, just do what you like, don't show it to anyone, and do everything as you like."

Shen Yan pulled him up and held his hand. Yang Zhi didn't respond, he was indeed scared, Shen Yan said: "Okay, let me take you to relax, where do you want to go?"

Yang Zhi raised her head and looked at him quietly.

Shen Yan raised his eyebrows, Yang Zhi clenched his hands, but held Shen Yan's hand even tighter, he was startled, and wanted to let go, but was held tightly by Shen Yan again, Yang Zhi looked up at him, and finally gave up , let go and said: "It's all fine."

Shen Yan finally smiled, stretched his brows, he held him and said: "Well, I'll make the decision, I'll take you to the place I often visit, the scenery is good, you can take the opportunity to pick the scenery, we... "

Yang Zhi didn't hear the chatter, he just walked forward with his hands clasped, he just followed Shen Yan's footsteps, he just lowered his head, looking at the hands he held with him, he just felt that everything was long gone.

Shen Yan's grip on him was so tight, it seemed... that he couldn't break free anymore.

The author has something to say: Wenwen is serious about every relationship, what he fears most is leaving without a reason, so no matter whether Li Yinan thinks about him or not, it does hurt him.

The authorities are confused by the onlookers, he loved Li Yinan, seriously.