Jedi strikes back

After sleeping until midnight, Yang Zhi woke up.

He used to wake up until dawn, but tonight was an exception. He kept his mouth open, and he was still afraid that someone would really hang up.

Shen Yan seemed to lose his soul tonight, looking at the sick man, Yang Zhi was afraid that he would die in his own home, so he went downstairs in the middle of the night.

A plush blanket in his arms.

The living room was quiet, just listening to the sound of Yang Zhi going downstairs. He stood at the foot of the stairs and saw a naked person on the sofa. Shen Yan's clothes were soaked, so he took them off and put them aside. Close your eyes on the couch.

Only then did Yang Zhi see clearly that there was a bandage on Shen Yan's arm. His arm was very strong and muscular. When blood was seen on the wrapped bandage, Yang Zhi frowned slightly before remembering what happened today.

When he beat Shen Yan, he didn't know that this guy had an arm injury, and he didn't know why he suffered it, but Yang Zhi remembered one thing, one about Li Yinan and Shen Yan's fight.

So, that injury...was left by Li Yinan?

I don't know, it's just the white cloth oozing blood. It should be his masterpiece today. At that time, Shen Yan was wearing a sweater with long sleeves. He didn't know what kind of injury he was injured.

Blood can be seen, which means the wound is not small, Yang Zhi panicked.

Hearing the sound of footsteps, Shen Yan looked up at him, Yang Zhi was still in a daze, until Shen Yan softly called "Brother Zhi".

After regaining consciousness, Yang Zhi walked over, threw the blanket onto the sofa, and fell into Shen Yan's arms, he said, "Man, I'm really not afraid of death."

It was really courageous to sleep shirtless most of the night, even on a rainy night.

If you don't go back home, what are you planning?Do you want to die?

Shen Yan touched the blanket, looking at Yang Zhi with some surprise.

"Don't be thankful, I'm just afraid that you'll die in my house, what if I'm murdered afterwards?" Yang Zhi turned on the light, stood by the water dispenser, and pressed the button to boil water.

Shen Yan touched the blanket, unable to put it down, he put it in his arms, it looked really cold.

Seeing his little movements, Yang Zhi couldn't help but want to laugh, held back, and leaned against the cabinet to look outside.

The rain did not stop.

"Aren't you cold?" Shen Yan turned to look at him, Yang Zhi's legs were exposed, the boys have great firepower, most of them are not afraid of the cold, but he knows Yang Zhi's physique, he can wear a coat in summer without sweating, which means he Heat resistance also means that he cannot withstand the cold.

"It's not cold." Yang Zhi said.

Maybe it was too lazy to continue with him, saying that there was no answer to extend the topic.

Shen Yan fell silent.

They only listened to the movement brought about by each other's little rustling movements, and there was nothing else.

"You and him really had a relationship, right?" Shen Yan asked for a long time.

Yang Zhi looked back and glanced at the back of his head, so that he didn't know what Shen Yan's expression was, but he could think that Shen Yan had a virginity complex, but he didn't know if he had it. He took it easy.

"Yes." Yang Zhi responded.

There was silence again.

There is a couple for a lifetime. In the past, people were clean in body and mind, recognized each other, and then lived a happy life. Now people are chaotic, choose to change, have been with different people, and finally choose one, and this life will be over.

There is nothing wrong with adapting to this era, but it has deviated from his original intention. He always felt that he would be like his parents, talking about a relationship with only each other, and then starting to build a happy family.

Things backfired, he also became a random person, and he also became a person who chooses, exchanges, and finally chooses one.

It's too cumbersome. After finally getting to know a person from the name to the final determination of the mind, this process is tiring enough and consumes energy. If you can't go on, you have to repeat the same mistakes and change again. The little scumbag can't play. Yes, I want this once for the rest of my life, so I am serious and enthusiastic, and I am not afraid of doubts from others.

But Shen Yan couldn't understand.

"You are not... such a person." Shen Yan said, he thought that Yang Zhi would belong to him physically and mentally, even if it was broken, because he didn't believe that there was anyone who could make Yang Zhi willingly surrender his body and mind.

Yang Zhi laughed, he didn't feel embarrassed, instead he said frankly, "Have you ever heard the words "only zero times and countless times?"

Yang Zhi went on to say: "This kind of thing is like making an exception. Once you break it once, you will designate that there will be a next time, or you will stick to the principle. Once you take a step back, there is no way to turn back. Just like you can fuck me, Yi Nan Sure it can."

"Are you belittling yourself?"

"I got it wrong," Yang Zhi said, "I never belittle myself. I just know what I want. I like you, and I am willing to give it to you. If I can afford it, then I like Li Yinan, and I will definitely give it to you."

"Your thinking is very advanced."

"I can't help it. What era is this? Shouldn't this matter be taken lightly?" Yang Zhi said, "The only pity is that my first person is you. If I knew I couldn't go on, I should leave it to Yi Nan."

Yi Nan, when he called him, he always sounded nice and affectionate, just like when he called him back then, hiding his affection.

He could feel that Yang Zhi seemed to...really like Li Yinan.

Why can he always get out of a relationship quickly, but he can't?

After all, love is not enough. Is there any special explanation?

When Yang Zhi liked him back then, he left room for it. He didn't put himself on him. The so-called 30.00% for himself was serious, planned, and implemented.

And he was 90.00% joking, and he was serious like joking, he actually really likes Yang Zhi... over 90.00%.

"Virgin complex or something, it's really disgusting. You are not a clean person, so don't ask the other party to guard you like a jade." Yang Zhi said: "Shen Yan, be realistic."

"Am I unrealistic?" Shen Yan smiled wryly, "I accept that you have sex with others, isn't that enough?"

"I'm not talking about me, it's your first love," Yang Zhi said, "It's impossible for the two of us, you don't have to accept me, I mean you and your first love, just talk about it, what are you thinking about? When it's over, let it go If you love him, don't mind those."

"You still think I love him?"

How clear did he have to be to understand?

Yang Zhi said: "You don't love him, you love me? Isn't that more like a joke?"

"You just don't believe it," Shen Yan sighed, and said helplessly, "Why don't you believe it, you just don't believe that I love you."

He lifted the blanket, stood up from the sofa, and walked towards Yang Zhi.

Yang Zhi saw him coming, and looked at him calmly.

Shen Yan grabbed his hand, this was the moment he dreamed of having a peaceful conversation with Yang Zhi, he pressed his hand on his chest, and said close: "Yang Zhi, feel the frequency of your heartbeat at this moment carefully." How can it be? Can you stop pretending to be confused? Is it superficial to say I love you? Superficial, right? But I just have to tell you, I really love you, now and in the future. "

Whether it's warm or cold, Yang Zhi's feelings are vague, only the frequency of the heartbeat is real.

He tried to withdraw his hand.

Shen Yan suppressed him and didn't let him move, "I know what I did is outrageous. There are not many people in the world who are as stupid as me. I can't recognize my feelings at all. I and Ji Zeyang have sinned deeply. I can't judge. I didn’t know who I really liked, but when you told me that we were finished that day, it really hurt here, and you looked at me with disappointment, and I realized that I was wrong.”

"I made a mistake, brother, I'm sorry, can you forgive me?" The emotions in the rainy night were overflowing, and Shen Yan was pouring out and begging.

Yang Zhi just felt his heartbeat, her brows and eyes were calm, and she didn't make any waves to his words, like a sculpture without emotion, he didn't make a sound.

"I don't mind what happened between you and Li Yinan. I love you. When I can't see you, I'm always thinking about you. Didn't you say that you want to have a family with me? Can we continue? Can we go brother Zhi ?”

Shen Yan desperately wanted an answer.

Yang Zhi pulled out his hand, Shen Yan clenched it, he said coldly, "Let go."

Even though he couldn't hold back anymore and knew that he couldn't mess with Yang Zhi at this moment, Shen Yan let go of his hand, he didn't want to fight with him, he just wanted to talk to him, to talk about those important things with him.

The water boiled, Yang Zhi bent down to take the cup, poured hot water, and the steaming water mist lingered, Yang Zhi didn't give any answer, turned off the water dispenser, and walked away, "Leave at dawn."

He just left such a sentence, which is still the expulsion of Shen Yan.

No answer is the answer. I am an adult, I don't need to make my words clearer. Shen Yan understands and understands, and is even more helpless.

He leaned against the cold wall, the possibility that was ignited by one action, and the enthusiasm that was extinguished by one sentence.

No matter what, don't let go.

He never knew that getting back together was such a difficult thing, and he never knew that there was a kind of mistake made, and there was no room to make up for it.

One thing falls one thing, there is always someone more heartless than you.

In the upstairs room, there was still hot water on the cabinet, the windows were wide open, the room was filled with cold wind, and the balcony was soaked by rain.

Yang Zhi stood in the wind, only the cold wind could wake him up.

Shen Yan's heartbeat was real.

Will he fall into it again?No, no, why should he?Why should he betray him when he likes him?Why did he say he wants him when he has someone else?Like it?Can a heartbeat prove it?He doesn't believe him, he doesn't believe him, his mouth is so deceiving, he has already deceived him once, and he wants to be fooled?

I liked you once, and I liked you so much, how did you manage to ignore and betray me?Now you say you like me, your heartbeat is true, maybe you like me, but why not at the beginning?

Why do you want me to be tempted when I am desperate?

Have you ever heard a saying that belated affection is cheaper than grass?

I liked you warmly, we hugged each other warmly, why is your tired heart so cold?You can't cover the heat no matter what, I give you everything the fuck you are willing to throw me away...

Shen Yan, Wen Huai, all of them think it's my problem. If I give too much, you say it will put pressure on you. If I give less, you think I don't love you enough. What am I going to do?What do you ask me to do so that you won't leave me?

I’m serious, I’ve really liked each of you, even though I think it’s so troublesome to get to know someone again, even though it’s hard to get out of a failed relationship, I did it too, I have never failed any of you, but you just don't want to stay.

How bad am I?One by one, he really felt that he would never fall in love.

Yang Zhi squatted on the ground and made a phone call against the cold wind. He didn't know why, but felt very wronged.

I want to cry, my eyes are hot.

He raised his hand to wipe it away.

The person over there was already asleep, and the voice was a little hazy, "Yang Zhi?"

Yang Zhi broke down a bit, but he was trying to be rational, but he couldn't do it. When he heard his voice, he cried, "I miss you."

He said, with a sobbing sound.

Li Yinan sat up straight, no sleepiness at all, "What's wrong? Are you crying? Yang Zhi?"

Sure enough, when people are wronged, it's okay if no one cares about them, but once someone asks what's wrong with you, everything will collapse.

He tried hard not to vibrate, there were clear tears on both sides of his cheeks, he bit his arm, choked so that he dared not make a sound.

"Speak, don't force me to go over now." Li Yinan said impatiently, he couldn't bear the appearance and possibility of this person crying, because he couldn't see, he was more worried, more afraid, and more distressed.

Yang Zhi's arm was bleeding.

"My surname is Yang, do you fucking want to die, don't you? Tell me, I'll warn you, don't care what happened to you, if you hold back and tell me to find you, I'll cripple you if you don't die!" Over there were the sounds of getting dressed and going downstairs quickly. Li Yinan had never lost his composure in his life, except when he met Yang Zhi, he hardly passed by in front of him.

He said such cruel words, but it could make Yang Zhi's heart feel hot, he couldn't help laughing through his tears, the look of not knowing whether to laugh or cry was a bit funny, Yang Zhi whispered: "Li Yinan."

he called him.

Li Yinan yelled: "You still know I'm alive?!"

Yang Zhi was crying and laughing at the same time, he acted like a baby to him, "I'm cold."

"Where are you cold?!" Li Yinan scolded him.

"In... the wind." Yang Zhi said.

"Stupid or not? Go into the house and hurry up. I'll go over now, and you quickly get into the bed for me."

Yang Zhi stood up, the tears were dry, he could imagine Li Yinan's anxious expression at this moment, he faced the wind and asked clearly, "Do you love me?"

Li Yinan was frightened by him tonight, completely lost his composure, and his words were like gunfire-drug, "Are you fucking talking nonsense?"

"I want to listen to you." Yang Zhi persisted.

Li Yinan sighed, stopped, and said word by word: "I love you, Yang Zhi, I love you, I love you, I love you the most."

Today's kid is very disturbed, but cute, Li Yinan coaxed him a few times.

"Is that enough? Do you want more?" Li Yinan said, "I love you, I love you, don't cry."

President Li's heart is fucking broken, and he asked a disobedient kid to do it.

"Li Yinan," Yang Zhi called him softly. Holding the phone, he adjusted his posture and calmed down his emotions. He said in a firm voice, "Then... let's get engaged."

The author has something to say: get engaged.