Human food sex

Chapter 45 Growth

After Chigui finished smoking a cigarette, he took Haiwan home.

When he got into the elevator, he helped someone to tell him: "You are not allowed to run around in the past few days, and I will take you to work tomorrow morning."

"Got it." Haiwan didn't want to waste his time, but he didn't dare to say anything now.

Chigui walked out of the elevator, opened the door, helped him put on his slippers, and said, "I have something to talk to you tonight."

"...Okay." There was something to talk about again, and every time he asked for a conversation with such a serious face, Haiwan would tremble with fear.

He limped to the bathroom to change his dirty clothes, turned on the shower and took a shower, put on his pajamas and went out. Seeing Chi Gui standing in front of the window, he didn't know what to think, his brows were condensed together.

After the conversation in the car just now, he thought that at least [-]% to [-]% of the anger of late return should have disappeared, but seeing his expression, the feeling of anxiety and panic surged up in his heart again.

He hesitated for a moment, stepped forward, took his arm and asked, "Why are you standing here?"

"It's nothing." Chi Gui turned around, rubbed his hair and said, "Are you sleepy? Go to sleep first."

"Don't you have something to talk to me?" Haiwan lowered his head, "I'm not sleepy, so tell me."

He took two steps back and sat on the edge of the bed, like a middle school student listening to his lesson.

Chi Gui leaned against the floor-to-ceiling glass, stared at him for a while, and suddenly wanted to smoke again.He is not addicted to cigarettes, or not very addicted to cigarettes, and only when he is not satisfied, he can't help but light one.

Seeing his silence, Haiwan took the initiative to say, "Sorry, I let you down."

Can't let him down, can't let him down, can't let him down... What he thinks in his head every day is not to let him down.

However, the world follows Murphy's Law, the more you worry about something happening, the more it will happen.It's like wearing new shoes when I was a child, thinking not to get them dirty, but they will get dirty.

He didn't know what to do, no one taught him, no one cared whether he could handle these difficult problems.

Except for being late.

Haiwan looked at him and said, "I always seem to have this magical ability to screw things up and annoy you. I'm sorry, but I'm actually annoyed."

"I don't know what to do. If you're angry, just scold me, or... want to break up, that's okay too."

Chi Gui smiled, loosened his tie, unbuttoned it, sat beside him, and pulled him into his arms.

"What does today's matter have to do with you?" He said softly, "You just didn't ask me to pick you up, and you didn't expect—it's impossible to expect such a thing to happen, right?"

"You are a person, not God, and of course you don't know the future. Those people are clearly waiting for you, so how can you avoid it?"

"Even if you can escape today, you will always be alone, can you avoid it every time?"

"I can't ask you to do something beyond your ability, and I can't blame you for not doing it. Just like you can't ask a bird to swim, and you can't blame it for being useless because it can't."

"Actually, what happened today, I originally wanted to praise you."

Haiwan was stunned: "Praise?"

"Yes, praise." Chi Gui nodded, "According to your original personality, you probably rushed directly to fight them. But you didn't."

He chose to run away, to avoid the edge temporarily, instead of being caught in a deadly trap, and both sides would be hurt.

"I wanted to ask you this afternoon, what did you think at the time?" Chi Gui said with a smile, "This kind of choice is rational and calm, and you don't care about temporary gains or losses."

"It's a small fight, and the logic behind it is hard to come by. The old you would definitely think it was a cowardly act."

"I..." He didn't hesitate to praise, Haiwan was a little embarrassed, "I didn't think too much about it, so I ran away subconsciously."

He smelled danger, and the first thought in his mind was to escape, but he panicked and chose the most difficult desolate road.

Chi Gui patted him on the shoulder and continued: "This further shows that your subconscious mind has changed, you just haven't realized it yet."

"Which way to choose is the wrong judgment you made in response to stress, and immediately deciding to escape is your real progress. I am very relieved."

Haiwan was ashamed by his words, rubbed his eyes and said, "I thought..."

"Think I'm angry?" Chi Gui said, "I'm indeed angry, but not because of this."

"You want me to sleep with you because you like me. How could I be angry? You were stopped and chased, and you are the victim. How could I blame you for the accident?"

If he blames it for this, isn't it like blaming the person who was hit by a car for not being hit by too much trouble?

"These are not important, besides, you are the first to call me after the incident, I am more satisfied. Knowing how to ask for help and showing weakness is a very advanced psychological behavior of a person."

"Of course, you are the first to think of me. As your life partner, I am also happy."

Haiwan was at a loss: "Then why are you angry? You have been keeping a dark face tonight."

"My boyfriend was chased and sprained his ankle, and he was injured all over his body. Shouldn't I be shamed?" Chi Gui said naturally, "Are you angry? What do you think is the reason?"

"How do I know." Haiwan felt that anything was possible, "Is it because of what happened today, or because of something else?"

He probed cautiously, racking his brains but couldn't figure it out, if he wasn't angry because of the fact that he was intercepted, what else could he be?

After all, the matter of Gao Shan was no longer a problem between the two of them.

Chi Gui pressed his head on his shoulder, rubbed his arm up and down, and said, "I'm angry because of your attitude, as if you're going to be kicked out by me at any time."

"In your heart, the relationship between us is so fragile, can even a small cold war or a flying accident knock it down?"

Haiwan was speechless. He was right, he was indeed extremely insecure.

Deep in his heart, he always thought that Chigui and him were people in two worlds—it was true—and he also always thought that Chigui might one day get tired of him, or even loathe him, and he would go away and never look back.

Therefore, it is impossible for him not to be anxious, not to be cautious, and not to bear alone when the situation comes.

Chigui was enshrined on the altar and in the altar by him, so he didn't have to do anything, just let him watch every day.

Such feelings are indeed lifeless, but at least they can survive.

If even the flowers carefully cultivated in the glass house are going to wither, then he really doesn't know how or where in the world he can grow this Chigui rose.

"I'm just worried..." Haiwan bit his lip, put his arms around his waist and said, "You are my diamond, of course I will keep it in the safe. If you wear it, you will throw it away and feel unworthy."

Chi Gui smiled and said: "Don't say I'm not a diamond, even if I am, it's a waste if you don't wear it."

"A diamond can only reflect its value when it is used. It is always kept in a safe. It is a stone."

"Don't say anything about whether you are worthy or not. Whether you are worthy or not in this world is a value given by people."

"Even if you don't deserve it, it doesn't mean anything. If you feel that you don't deserve it, try to make up for it. This is the attitude I appreciate."

Haiwan was extremely ashamed by what he said, buried in his chest, and said sullenly: "I will definitely make it up, you must not be disappointed in me, give me a chance."

"Naturally." Chi Gui dragged him to the bed, lay down next to him, and covered him with a quilt: "It doesn't matter if you can't mend it, I don't care about the constraints of worldly values, it's best if you like it."

"Besides, Rome wasn't built in a day, so even if you want to change, don't rush for it."

"You're so kind." Haiwan nestled in his arms, rubbed his chin and said, "I'll get better soon, and then I'll be worthy of you."

Chi Gui hugged him, curled the corners of his mouth in the night: "I've been waiting."

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Today there are fewer, because there is a bicycle in the bib, if you are interested, you can take a look.

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