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Chapter 46 Is importance the same as liking?

When the floor arrived, the elevator doors opened to both sides, making a muffled sound of operation.Gu Congran grabbed Xu Chenhe's shoulder and pushed him forward, saying, "Go back to the house."

It was hot in the room, Xu Chenhe turned on the air conditioner, sat down on the sofa and leaned his face up, a little dizzy and a little nauseous.

Gu Congran squatted in front of him with a pair of cotton slippers, and held his ankle to help him take off his shoes and socks: "Is there milk in the refrigerator? Drink a bottle of sober."

Xu Chenhe massaged his temples with his fingertips: "There are oranges, I bought them two days ago, and I haven't tried the taste yet."

Gu Congran put cotton mops on his feet and patted his knees: "I'll peel one off."

The orange peel was thick and fleshy, Gu Congran twitched a piece and stuffed it into Xu Chenhe's mouth: "I just tasted it, it's sweet enough."

When the finger was withdrawn, it barely brushed the tip of Xu Chenhe's tongue, and it was a little wet.Gu Congran wiped the wetness on Xu Chenhe's lower lip, leaned over and kissed it, and after a little taste, he maintained the original movement, propping up the back of the sofa with his hands and surrounding Xu Chenhe in the small space he surrounded: "Bite Oranges, how can you sober up if you don’t swallow them?”

Xu Chenhe moved his cheeks, and after swallowing the orange, Gu Congran stuffed another piece into his mouth until he ate up the whole orange. He breathed the smell of oranges in his mouth and said, "Can you stop evading my question?"

Compared with just now in the elevator, Xu Chenhe's eyes were much more stubborn, disturbing Gu Congran's heart.The back of the sofa bounced back, Gu Congran moved his hand away, and turned to go to the bathroom: "I'm going to take a shower."

"Gu Congran." Xu Chenhe called his name from behind, articulate, without the slightest timidity of calling his name directly for the first time.

The person who was called was stunned for a while, he didn't look back, probably because he didn't dare to face it, and he was afraid that his eyes would betray him: "Xu Chenhe, you are very important to me."

Gu Congran went to take a shower, and Xu Chenhe slumped on the sofa again. The fatigue from filming for several days and the slack after drinking both gripped his torso tightly, making him feel that his breathing was slow.

He kicked off his slippers, bent his legs and curled up on the sofa, turned on his mobile phone and swiped Weibo with a large size.Interconnected Yun Zhaoyu posted a short video of dancing practice, which caused groundhogs to scream in the comment area.Xu Chenhe didn't like it, so he quit and swiped Jianghua's Chaochao for a few minutes, watching fans with different IDs use Jianghua's old photos or his own photos as their avatars, and sent gorgeous good morning and evening greetings in Chaohua .

Thousands of fans remember him, and his former lover misses him. He thinks Jiang Hua is very happy, but he doesn't understand why people surrounded by stars would seek death.

Switching to the trumpet, Xu Chenhe posted a Weibo: Is being important the same as liking?

Not many people pay attention to the trumpet, they are all zombie fans, and he will clean it up every once in a while.Naturally, no one responded to the post he posted, Xu Chenhe didn't care, he only regarded posting on Weibo as a form of recording life, here he is not Jiang Hua, but Xu Chenhe of "there are stars on the river".

The taste of the orange in his mouth faded, Xu Chenhe peeled another one and ate it. After eating, he took the towel and clothes to the bathroom.

The water in the shower room just stopped, and the glass is not covered with frosted film, but it is covered with water mist, so I can't see clearly inside.Xu Chenhe put the clothes on the shelf, leaned on the bathtub wall and pressed the water release button, watching the clean water flow into the bathtub in a dizzy state.

Gu Congran put on his bathrobe and came out of the shower. His wet hair was dripping with water, which completely soaked into the absorbent bathrobe.

"Are you in a daze? The water is full." Gu Congran helped Xu Chenhe turn off the water. Seeing that there was no steam coming out of the water, he checked the temperature of the water and immediately drained the full tank of water. "Who told you to use cold water?" ? Don't care about your body?"

Xu Chenhe squatted until his legs were numb, he got up and stepped into the bathtub: "What season, what's wrong with using cold water?"

"You're really not afraid of catching a cold, and you don't think about your physique." Gu Congran grabbed Xu Chenhe who was about to sit in the bathtub, "Take off your clothes, do you want to rub the bubbles through the clothes?"

"The bubbles will not be rubbed off because of the barrier of a piece of clothing." Xu Chenhe said.

Gu Congran helped him put hot water in a funny way: "Next time you won't be allowed to drink, the more you drink, the more confused you become."

Taking off Xu Chenhe's wet clothes and throwing them in the laundry basket, Gu Congran moved the shower gel to his hand: "I'm going to dry my hair, can you wash it yourself?"

"A man can't say he's not good enough." Xu Chenhe said seriously.

Gu Congran dipped his hand into the water and rubbed Xu Chenhe's red fruit, then took it out and wiped the water on the other person's face: "Okay, you are the best."

The hair dryer was placed on the bathroom cabinet, the thread was tangled up, and Gu Congran took some time to untie it.From the corner of the eye, Xu Chenhe squeezed the body wash and wiped it on his body, slowly rubbing foam on his shoulders, chest and arms. He looked away and said, "You drink much better than before, at least you fell asleep without falling asleep."

A layer of pure white foam floated on the surface of the water, and with the cover, Xu Chenhe boldly washed his lower body in front of Gu Congran: "But you can't drink a thousand cups without getting drunk."

Finally untying the knot, Gu Congran plugged in the plug and said, "Not everyone can drink a thousand cups without getting drunk."

The whining sound of the blower made Xu Chenhe dizzy. He rubbed his body clean, changed a round of clean water, and washed away the foam on his body.

Gu Congran straightened his hair, came over to help get the towel, shook it away and waited for Xu Chenhe to get in: "Why are you so painful when you're drunk?"

Xu Chenhe thought to himself, don't they all look the same, he doesn't make noise when he's awake and drunk, doesn't he have a lot of sentimental expression now?While Gu Congran wrapped him up and carried him out of the bathroom, he looked at the mirror and was startled by his sad eyes.

When he was put on the bed, Xu Chenhe realized that he hadn't put on his clothes yet. He grabbed the towel and shrank under the quilt, and instructed Gu Congran who was standing by the bed: "Bring me the clothes."

"Do you still take it off after putting it on?" Gu Congran asked.

Xu Chenhe pulled out the towel from the quilt, kneaded it into a ball and threw it into Gu Congran's arms: "Don't take it off!"

Gu Cong caught the towel with a smile, and went back to the bathroom to get Xu Chenhe's clothes.

This time when he came to Weicheng, Gu Congran planned to stay for seven or eight days. Before coming, a lot of work was overfulfilled. The meeting can be held online, and important documents were notified to Zhou Tezhuo to sign. "Mrs. Dreamland" is still a long way from being finalized. If she separates from Xu Chenhe too early, she may have to wait until the year of the monkey when she meets next time.

Xu Chenhe put on his clothes, sat on the bed and stared at Gu Congran for a while, then climbed out of the bed without even wearing slippers, and was about to go out with his bare feet on the carpet.

Gu Congran was a little confused about Xu Chenhe's current state, he didn't stop him, and watched him disappear outside the door, and he came back after a while, with two more cans of beer in his hand.

The expression on his face changed slightly, Gu Congran snatched the two cans of beer after Xu Chenhe sat on the bay window: "Are you crazy, haven't you drunk enough?"

Don't worry that it's a lie, Gu Congran felt that Xu Chenhe was abnormal tonight, as if he was preoccupied.There were pillows on the bay window, Gu Congran threw away all the obstructions, and squeezed Xu Chenhe to sit beside him: "Tell me if you don't want to sleep, what's wrong?"

Xu Chenhe leaned back and looked at the ceiling lamp: "I don't seem to be very drunk today."

"Is it important?" Gu Congran said, "Whether you're drunk or not doesn't affect you turning off the lights and going to sleep."

"But it's easier to tell what's on your mind when you're drunk." Xu Chenhe clasped his ten fingers tightly.

Gu Congran was stunned, and he really didn't expect this reason: "You tell me, I will listen."

"I'm a little afraid of you," Xu Chenhe didn't look at him, "I don't know how to speak so that you won't lose your temper with me."

"I..." Gu Congran felt as uncomfortable as being stabbed by a knife. He thought that every page would be opened lightly, but he never thought that Xu Chenhe would bend all the corners, "Xu Chenhe, look at me."

Xu Chenhe didn't listen, and even closed his eyes.He babbled nonsense all night, and now he still pretends to be drunk: "If I ask you to put down Jiang Hua, can you do it?"

Rather than questioning, he was more like making a statement, as if he had already figured out the answer.

Gu Congran turned his face away: "This is not a question of whether it can be done, but something that is simply impossible."

Xu Chenhe's heart seemed to be soaked in bitter water, and he avoided it in a contracted state, even the nerves pulling on the heart of his left hand were throbbing.

Accepting the expected but unacceptable answer is inherently difficult.

"I thought I could change you and bring you out of past memories, so every time I'm wronged, I won't quarrel with you, I hope you can see my goodness clearly." Xu Chenhe opened his eyes, lowered his head and squeezed the palm of his left hand , "I never want to be anyone's backup. If in your heart my existence is to replace Jiang Hua, I would rather cut ties with you."

Gu Congran held the can of beer, pulled the tab with force with his index finger, took a sip into his mouth first, and finally understood why Xu Chenhe wanted to get drunk so much.

"I said that you don't need to maintain your personality in front of me, just be yourself." Gu Congran put down his beer, turned and squatted on one knee in front of Xu Chenhe, "You are not used as a substitute, you It's Xu Chenhe."

Xu Chenhe looked at Gu Congran with downcast eyes, and he saw a confused self in the other's eyes. For more than 20 years, he had never doubted his own existence like this.

Gu Congran grabbed his hand, Xu Chenhe wanted to pull it out, but the other party held it tightly, mixed with the cold sweat on his palm was Gu Congran's body temperature and the cold mist from the beer can.

"You can't let him go, but you stay with me with peace of mind." Xu Chenhe's left hand was numb, and he wondered if Gu Congran could feel it when he held him tightly, "Don't you think you are going too far?"

"Then what should I do?" Gu Congran let go of Xu Chenhe's hand and stood up, "Unless my brain is damaged and I lose my memory, how do you want me to erase the memory of the ten years with him from my mind? "

"I'm not forcing you," Xu Chenhe shrank his shoulders back, "Who can bear that his partner will always miss his ex in his heart? Instead of suffering this kind of pain, it's better to take advantage of it before I like you too deeply... ..."

"Pa—" A sudden clear sound interrupted his unfinished words.

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