kaleidoscope

The noisy Lu Xiaochuan babbled on and on, but everyone gradually lost interest in what he said.

Ai Yu looked at Lei Jian beside him, it seemed that since entering the classroom, Lei Jian had been in the same posture from the beginning to the end: gracefully resting his cheeks, eyes half down, flipping through the books on the table with his slender fingers, as if It seems to be watching, but it also seems not to be watching.Although the expression between the brows and eyes was very lazy, there was an indescribable majesty.Like a recumbent lion, you find it majestic and charming, but you also know it is dangerous.

Ai Yu and Lei Jian met on the school basketball team.

The process of acquaintance is also very ordinary, there is no story of heaven and earth, and there is no story of sea dryness and stone decay.It's just that we got to know each other after playing a few basketball games together, and then we made friends, ordinary friends.

Ai Yu could feel that Lei Jian had a good impression of him, and sometimes he didn't even go to the company in order to accompany him in class.

And he likes men, and from the first time he met Lei Jian, he has a crush on Lei Jian. He doesn't know if Lei Jian knows this fact.

Lei Jian is not only rich, but also talented and handsome, so he knew Lei Jian's existence long before the school basketball team, but Lei Jian didn't know him at that time.

Later, when he was playing basketball, he even deliberately avoided Lei Jian for fear of revealing himself.

But Lei Jian didn't seem to notice what was on his mind, and still became friends with him.

It would be fine if we were just ordinary friends, but sometimes what Lei Jian did for him was really more than friends.While this made his heart flutter, he felt a little unbelievable at the same time.

Does Lei Jian also like him?It seems not.Because Lei Jian never said anything fanciful to him, not even the slightest flirtation.

He didn't dare to ask Lei Jian what he really thought.

In any case, if he kept his mouth shut, he could still be friends with Lei Jian.And once he opened his mouth, he was really afraid that they wouldn't even be friends.

What's more, Lei Jian is Lei Jian's son.Can a ship tycoon like Lei Ji allow his son to be gay?

Moreover, Ai Yu's background is not very good, but he is the only son of an ordinary family in this city A.Dad is a shoemaker, mother works as a sewing worker in a factory, and he is the future pillar of the family.

Ever since he learned that he had made friends like Mr. Ship King, his parents had become awe-inspiring in front of their neighbors.

And his own worth seems to have risen with the tide.At least those classmates who used to be from a little wealthier families didn't pay much attention to him, but now, they will scramble to talk to him, such as Lu Xiaochuan, such as Yu Lubin, are the best examples.

Although it was not his intention to add this realistic material concept to holy love, he was indeed a beneficiary.

"Go away, don't borrow, even if you have money, I won't lend you such dirty things."

The sudden noise from the front interrupted Ai Yu's thoughts, he looked up and saw that a male classmate was pushing Wan Yang.

Wan Yang crossed his waist angrily: "Who the hell are you calling dirty? Why is I dirty?"

"You know how dirty you are." The male classmate was tall and thick, and his temper was unambiguous. "You look like a kaleidoscope. I didn't expect you to do glass."

"you--"

Wan Yang angrily wanted to hit that boy.

But he was much stronger than him, so he pushed him to the table next to him.

He was unprepared, and his waist was hit hard by the edge of the table.When he stood up straight again, his waist was already shivering, and he was grinding his teeth in pain.

He stared at the boy, "You wait, I won't let you go."

The boy sneered and "hummed", but didn't take it seriously.

Wan Yang failed to borrow money, and was injured instead, so he could only walk out of the classroom in embarrassment.

The teacher walked in and said "class is over, sit down", he also pretended not to hear, and walked out the door.

"Dirty things? Huh!"

After walking out of the classroom, Wan Yang repeated what his classmates said just now, crying and walking towards the men's room, and walked faster and faster.

As soon as he entered the men's room, he turned around and closed the door, and then sat down on the cold floor regardless of the pain in his waist.

"dirty stuff"……

Ever since his parents passed away, Wan Yang, who grew up with Wanbao alone, has heard this word a lot.

When he first heard this word, he was only fourteen or fifteen years old.

At that time, as soon as his mother passed away, many people came to his house every day to ask for debts.And among them, some people see that he looks good, so they often have to touch him.

Then the wives of those men would come to his house and call him a "dirty thing" with the most vicious expressions.After that, he will be urged to repay the debt more frequently.

Helpless, he was fooled into selling the house, but the tens of thousands of dollars were snatched away by those creditors as soon as he got his hands.The little money left was also used by him to pay high school tuition.

After that, in order to survive, he started a life of being taken advantage of by others by default.

At that time, he was like Marina in "The Beautiful Legend of Sicily". He was watched by men and hated by women, and he traded his appearance for life-saving money.

But he was luckier than Marina because he was not a real woman, and he gradually learned how to deal with those people cunningly, so those people only touched his waist at most.

The little boy of fourteen or fifteen years old, just like this, has come to the present step by step amidst the abuse of the crowd.

Sometimes he doesn't even know why he is alive.He thought that if there was no Wanbao, he might have gone underground to find his parents.Because even if he really became a ghost, he still has his parents to rely on.

But living in this world, he wants to "sleep, eat and walk alone", lock the door when he goes out, and lock the door when he enters, no one will stand with him at dusk, no one will ask him how warm the porridge is, and he will be surrounded by people around him all day long. abuse.When you go out, you are like a mouse crossing the street, even if you are at home, you have to be trembling.

"You must... always have something to look forward to, right?! Why do I live? Why do I have to live like this?" He asked himself at least a hundred times every day.

Then when you lower your head, you will see Wanbao.

Yes.

As a brother, you are strong!For Wanbao, he dared not be vulnerable, nor should he be.

The splendid years have flowed to the present like a stinky ditch, and he must grit his teeth and continue to persevere.

Just wait, when Wanbao grows up, when Wanbao is safe enough, he can be freed...

just.

"woo woo woo woo……"

Please God allow him to be vulnerable at this moment, let him take a breath, because at this moment, he is so sad.

From an ordinary junior high school student to a "dirty thing" that everyone screams and beats in isolation, it is really not what he wants.

"Ding bang"!

The door of the men's room was suddenly pushed open.

Wan Yang hurriedly stood up.Originally, he thought that no one would come to the bathroom during class, so he indulged his emotions a little bit, but he didn't expect that someone would come now.

He hastily wiped away his tears, pretending to be okay.

Lei Jian walked in and took a look at Wan Yang, who had red eyes, and continued to walk towards the inner compartment with a blank expression.

After he came out, he went directly to the sink, and after washing, he turned and walked towards the door.

During the whole process, he didn't look at Wan Yang again, as if he was really just passing by.

However, when he was about to open the door to go out, Wan Yang blocked the door suddenly.