His women's clothing dumps all beings

Zhen Weiliang opened his eyes.

Already awake, but both his mind and body were so exhausted that he didn't want to move much.

Then don't move.

He closed his eyes and wanted to sort out his memory, but found that his brain seemed to be filled with paste, and he couldn't move.He just sat up as if he had just woken up and was not awake.

The process of sitting up was tough.His tired body made him want to collapse directly.But he still sat up firmly.

Tired is not tired, but a kind of inexplicable weakness and weakness.

Did this body go to dig coal yesterday?

After getting up, Zhen Weiliang struggled to sort out his thoughts.His mushy brain was running sluggishly, and he could almost hear the rusty gears creaking.

Zhen Weiliang suddenly turned over and got out of bed, picked up the medicine bottles in the desk drawer, and looked carefully one by one.

He sighed, sat on the chair half-paralyzed for a moment, and was too lazy to wash up for the time being.

Dazed for a while, he opened the closet and touched the clothes stuffed in the innermost part of the closet.

Feels smooth.

That is a very fairy chiffon skirt.

It's getting late, and all the roommates have gone to class, only Zhen Weiliang hasn't woken up yet.

The boy he dressed up this time looks normal, but in fact, he is a transgender person.

Simply put, although his biological sex is male, his psychological sex is female.

Since childhood, he has carefully concealed this secret.Fortunately, he is good-looking, and the world always gives preferential treatment to good-looking people.Occasionally, there are some activities to perform, and the classmates always make him play a female role, so that he can get a little satisfaction for a while.

After going to college, he secretly bought girls' clothes, but never had the courage to wear them out.He'd watch some videos of brave women dressing up, but he'd never try it himself.

His family is traditional.He firmly believes that he is a normal person and not a pervert, but he still dare not tell anyone about his situation.

Even so, his life can still be called plain and happy.

He didn't know why he was depressed.Although he kept a secret from childhood and dared not tell anyone, he didn't feel depressed.

——In other words, he didn't admit that he was vulnerable.

He just always looked forward to growing up, looking forward to living independently, and looking forward to the day when he lived alone and could wear girls' clothes in the house as he wanted.

That's all.

It wasn't until he stumbled and finished reading several psychiatric books that his thinking ability and memory declined, and even his reading was impaired, that he understood and deeply remembered a sentence.

“Mental illness is ultimately a physical illness.”

He can no longer attend class normally.He was not fat at all, but became thinner and thinner after his illness.He secretly went to the hospital alone to prescribe the medicine, which had many side effects.The drugs made his hands tremble and gain weight, and made him sleep for more than ten hours at a time when he was suffering from frequent insomnia.A dull brain is secondary.

He stopped the medicine without authorization.

Originally, with his living expenses, he could not afford the monthly medical expenses.

As a result, he gradually lost the ability to live a normal life.

The concept of time gradually weakened, and he forgot to eat from time to time.Brushing his teeth and taking a shower has also become difficult. He relies on his remaining sanity to maintain hygiene and basic survival.

He didn't think it was wrong for him to be sick, but he dared not tell anyone about his illness.

People around him complained about his abnormality, and he couldn't help imagining their ridicule behind his back.He gradually couldn't understand the teacher's language, and the courseware was like a bible.The former top students began to circle the passing line.Shocked by this, his parents asked him if he had just spent all his time in college.

He didn't even want to get up.

I don't like to go to class, anyway, I can't understand anything.

There was less and less communication, and he suspected that everyone was laughing at his every move.

He began to think uncontrollably about how to leave silently.

If he left, the parents wouldn't have a son who was considered a pervert.

He still remembers his father's mocking of a "girly" character on TV.The father looked down on any "unmanly" man, such as his son.

He still remembers the disdain and disgust of his parents when he tentatively mentioned a classmate with depression.

The community work was delayed a lot because of him, and he shouldn't continue to delay it.

He began to plan an eternal sleep.

——Then, Zhen Weiliang came.

Zhen Weiliang sighed.

The original owner obviously even read the "Psychiatric Medicine" textbook, so why didn't he realize it.

One of the most important social factors that lead to mental illness is the way parents are educated...

In addition to this, the social factors of his illness are actually obvious, but he himself has found reasons for those who hurt him, and attributed all the causes of the illness to physiology and psychology—his own personality characteristics.

In the era that Zhen Weiliang has been to, the cause of mental illness has not been found out, but it is basically believed that the root cause is the brain.As for the specific reasons for the illness, it is a multi-pronged approach of physiology, psychology and society.

But now, the original owner no longer knows where to go.For Zhen Weiliang, it is more important to treat the disease first.

So Zhen Weiliang soon realized that, as a chronic disease, depression is not as easy as high blood pressure and high blood sugar.

He tried to sort out his thoughts, but the rusty gears couldn't turn smoothly. He tried hard to think for a long time, and spent most of the time in a daze.

This disease is terrible.

Even though he had already heard about the horror of this disease, Zhen Weiliang couldn't help but sigh with emotion.

Mental illness is probably the best way to destroy a person... Starting from the mind and will, it is horribly cruel.

He got up to wash up, got something to eat casually, and then took the medicine.

Although the development of psychiatric medicine in this world is limited, there are not uncommon cases of recovery after insisting on taking medicine.The medical profession is not stupid, how can they continue to use methods that cannot cure patients.

At least this is the case in the current medical field. Psychiatry has gone through many detours in the past.

Although the side effects of the drug are annoying, but...

Zhen Weiliang remembered that in his own world, there was a female professor at his university who fell ill and stopped taking the medicine without permission because she couldn't bear the side effects of getting fat.In the end, her condition deteriorated and she chose to commit suicide.

He can feel that his way of thinking is affected by depression and has a tendency to develop in a negative direction.Needless to say, this shocked him.

Will a foreign soul like him be affected?

What a terrible disease this is.

Ignoring it in his spare time, he flipped through the original owner's "Psychiatric Medicine", and actually understood it.

Autism and Alzheimer's are also mental illnesses.

If he transmigrated into the body of a dementia patient, he would probably be dementia too.It's like passing through a body with disabled legs, it's impossible to stand up immediately.

It's just that mental illness is more elusive and elusive.

Depression is often referred to as an emotional cold. Although Zhen Weiliang doesn't know what kind of cold can follow him for several years, he knows that if he passes through the body of a cold, he will definitely catch a cold.

It has nothing to do with the strength of the soul.

This is enough.

Zhen Weiliang imagined how he would look like in a schizophrenic patient, and couldn't help but shudder.

…Thank you for being mentally healthy.

After thinking about it, he decided to go to the hospital.Since he came, he had to get his condition under control first.What if he also fell ill and committed suicide?

But he didn't expect that within a few steps of walking out of the school, his eyes darkened and he passed out.

……

"resembles."

The man in the suit inspected Zhen Weiliang from head to toe, and spit out these two words.

"pity."

He spit out two more words, his expression still indifferent.

Zhen Weiliang was tied up for no reason, and he couldn't break free from the rope for a while, so he had to wait patiently for the old man on the other side to finish his babbling.Seeing that he stared coldly at himself without opening his mouth after finishing the four words, Zhen Weiliang had no choice but to ask himself: "Sir, what's the matter?"

The man said: "Do one thing for me. Afterwards, I will give you 1000 million."

Zhen Weiliang: "???"

This is... very subtle.

Zhen Weiliang: "Sir, please speak directly."

"The old man of the Wei Group is seriously ill," the man said, "Put it down, whoever finds the only daughter he and his 'true love' in his old age can inherit the Wei family."

Zhen Weiliang noticed that when the word "true love" was mentioned, the man squinted his eyes in disdain.

Next, in the man's succinct narration, Zhen Weiliang roughly understood the specific story.

Mr. Wei and the old lady were married in a business relationship back then, and each played their own way.Later, Mr. Wei had a bunch of illegitimate children.Among them, what he loves the most is the daughter born to "true love" in his later years.

But later, "True Love" died unexpectedly during the trip-the yacht capsized and drowned on the spot, and the little girl who was traveling with her disappeared.Since then, Mr. Wei has been frantically searching for all news about his daughter, but found nothing.

Having said that, the man handed the phone to Zhen Weiliang.Zhen Weiliang glanced at it, thinking that it was indeed so.

In the photo, the woman in her 20s looks a lot like Zhen Weiliang.

This is probably the "true love".

Okay, I want women's clothing again.

But it can be regarded as fulfilling the wish of the original owner.How good it is to have him come.

Zhen Weiliang said: "What about genes, can you get away with it?"

The man nodded.

Zhen Weiliang: "Then if I'm exposed, how will you ensure my safety?"

The man said: "You don't have to worry."

As for what Zhen Weiliang will do after everything is over, the answer is natural: feign death to escape.

Zhen Weiliang then nodded and said: "Looking at the situation, I can't do it if I don't agree. How about this, I don't ask anything else, the only requirement is that, no matter what, I must be able to escape unscathed, and my relatives and friends must not be affected. Any negative impact. If it fails, my life can go back to the original track."

The man was a little surprised, but he still nodded: "It's not difficult."

Zhen Weiliang doesn't care if it's 1000 million or not. After finishing the plot, how should he live his life or what should he do? If he has no money, he can earn it by himself.

To his a little surprise, the man in front of him didn't seem to know that he had depression.

After thinking about it again, he calmed down again.Except for Zhen Weiliang and the medical staff in the hospital, no one knew that he was sick.And the hospital he went to protected the privacy of mentally ill patients very well.

The author has something to say: There are elements of depression in this world, but that's not the point.When I saved this manuscript, I was working on a dissertation on mental illness, checked a lot of professional information, and added this kind of setting to the protagonist unconsciously.

The "man" in this chapter is not Gong.There should be a lot of sugar in this world?

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