loop back

Facts proved that Hanyu's judgment was wrong. We waited until the morning to wait for someone. I was in a deep sleep, and I didn't even know when Hanyu left. Fortunately, Wei Youdong was on a business trip, otherwise he would have to be unhappy.

Well, I lied, actually there is Youdong's number in the phone, I didn't delete it.Still the only one.

I don't know why, I always don't want to call his phone, like paranoid, but now I have Hanyu's phone number saved, but I can't call his phone either...

I'm on the way to the hospital now, so many checks cost Hanyu a lot of money, it's not that I feel sorry for the money, compared to these Hanyu should have spent a lot of effort...

Well, I still feel a little worried about money...

I paid the taxi fare and stood in the lobby of the hospital depressed with all kinds of laboratory tests. Where should I go? He was dragged by Youdong occasionally.

"Sir, is there anything I can do for you?"

Probably seeing that I was too pitiful alone, a little nurse came over and patted me.

"Ah, this...where are the results of these tests?"

I showed her the test sheet, she flipped through it and said

"Come with me."

After running around with her for a long time, I finally got all the results. I thanked her and wanted to leave, but she stopped me again.

I was puzzled, "Sir, there is something wrong with your result, I suggest you see a doctor."

"Oh, thank you." I flipped through the test sheets, but couldn't figure out what was wrong.

Well, it just so happens that I've been feeling sick to my stomach recently.

When I finished taking the medicine and walked out of the hospital, my legs were already so weak that I couldn't walk anymore. I sat down on a chair in the small garden, and Liao Wentong's face was already pale.

"You have chronic atrophic gastritis, that is... the early stage of gastric cancer. But don't worry, your gastritis is only getting worse, and no cancer has been detected yet... I suggest you treat it as soon as possible."

The doctor's words were powerful and unambiguous.

But in my head, it's vague and unreal at all.

I don't have any other emotions except a little accident. The dream in the dream is too hard. It's God who wants to pull me out of the sea of ​​suffering.Thinking about it, I find it ridiculous that I, a person who has done a lot of evil, can also get the joy of God's mercy.

It doesn't matter if you don't want either dream or reality.

I threw all the results into the trash can, and then tore off the wrapping paper on the bottle of medicine bit by bit.

I myself am amazed at my composure.

But suddenly someone patted my shoulder, and out of instinct, I immediately carried the bottle of medicine behind me.

There are unfamiliar faces in front of me,

"Uh...hello?" He seemed to be frightened by my actions, and greeted me in a daze.I didn't talk to you,

"...you don't know me?"

I shook my head, I don't remember knowing such a person.

"You don't know me?! I'm Cheng Jun!"

His eyes widened with the look of me feeding him flies.

I looked at him blankly, "Oh my god, I'm a star, superstar, am I out of breath? So fast? How could you not recognize me..." I couldn't help laughing as I watched his series of small movements. Cut off the people who are still struggling with 'out of breath'.

"Well... what do you want from me?"

"Oh, it's nothing. I just ran into you. Are you feeling unwell? Come here..."

He pointed to the hospital behind him and asked me like an old friend, "...I'll get the test results."

"Oh, by the way, I'm that person, the one who went to your store with Hanyu that day..." He patted his head and said again.

I also remembered that when we were talking to Hanyu that day, besides Youdong, there was another person watching us.

"I remember, are you Hanyu's friend?"

It should be a new friend... I know all Hanyu's former friends.

"Should I ask you this?" He said to me with a smile.

I'm stunned, new friends don't know old friends at all...

Now Hanyu and I are not friends, maybe even strangers. In his heart, I am still his father-killing enemy.

I smiled wryly and didn't answer him. He then gave me his business card. I held the business card and looked up at him.

"Hi, I'm Cheng Jun, a friend of Han Yu's."

The boy in front of me was grinning, looking a little silly, I smiled at him too, the raised corner of his mouth felt a little strange, even I myself forgot when was the last time I smiled.

"Hi, I'm Liao Wentong."

After declining Cheng Jun who wanted to take me home, I got into the car and was about to get home when Youdong sent me a text message.

"Wen Tong, I'm almost at the airport, come pick me up."

I sighed, "Master, please, I have to go to the airport."

After waiting at the airport for a while, I received Yudong. He looked a little tired, and I avoided his hug.

"How are you these days?"

I'm used to it, and he doesn't care about my dodging movements. He is obviously the one who suffers, but he still asks me if I'm doing well...

I don't know how to answer him, I don't want to tell anyone about my illness, besides, Wei Youdong is not someone I can tell everything.

Youdong was not angry even after the long silence, instead he pulled me up,

"...Let's go, let's go home."

I still broke away, "You go home first." I said so.

Because when I looked to the side, I saw a familiar person.

I passed the crowd, "Hanyu...Hanyu..."

The person being chased was on the phone, but he didn't hear me calling him behind me. From the side of the passage, I grabbed Hanyu who was about to check his luggage.

"Hanyu..." What a coincidence, where are you going...

I just called his name, Hanyu looked back at me, he was still on the phone, and made a silent gesture towards me.

By the time he finished his call, his luggage was already on the conveyor belt, and I was separated from him by the fence, and he kept holding my wrist.

Before I could react, a light kiss had already landed on my forehead.

"Wait for me to come back," he said.

He looked into my eyes seriously and said to me.

After many years, Xu Hanyu said to Liao Wentong, "I was really afraid that you would push me away..."

It's a pity that the scene can no longer be reproduced, and the past seems to be the past. No matter what is beautiful or unforgettable to us, let it fade away with the years.

When Liao Wentong returned to the waiting area in a daze, Wei Youdong was still there, with an expression that couldn't tell whether he had seen the scene just now.

"Youdong, you..."

When I called him, he raised his head, and then I could see his face clearly. His eye sockets were red and swollen after a long journey, and the dark circles under his eyes were heavily reflected.

"Well, go home." He pulled me up, but I didn't break free.

You should have seen it...

That's fine, it's always painful for a lover, let alone guarding a loved one who has no feelings for him.

So Hanyu, why are you, I am not as good as Wei Youdong, I can't even guard you.

But I, like Wei Youdong, am the lover.