loop back

Waking up again and being alone.

Wei Youdong walked to the faucet and washed his face.

When he was a child, every time Wei Youdong got into fights with others and got a lot of color on his face, Xiao Wentong would not allow him to touch him. He always rubbed Wei Youdong's face fiercely with a sense of punishment. Wipe his face clean and apply medicine.

How old was he at that time, maybe sixteen or seventeen, I don't really remember.

Wei Youdong met Liao Wentong when he was ten years old, and Liao Wentong was seven years old that year, and he was soft and sticky.

It was Liao's father who took Liao Wentong to the orphanage to send the subsidy funds.

Liao Wentong's mother had been doing charity work during her lifetime, and Wei Youdong was the first orphan he sponsored.

Ten-year-old Wei Youdong was already in the sixth grade, and he also knew that Liao's father was not the one who came to adopt a child, so he didn't rush forward when he saw a stranger coming to the orphanage like other children.

But he didn't look down on those children either. People like them who were born alone, who doesn't want to have a home.

After lunch, he hid under the big willow tree and read a book. When he was tired, he leaned against the tree and took a nap in a daze.

His nose was itchy, and when he woke up, he saw this little man teasing him with a piece of dead grass, which shocked him.

"Why are you here? They are sharing the cake, so you should go too."

"Ah, this, little prince, I have seen it too... Do you like roses or foxes?"

Wei Youdong looked at the child who took his book away without saying a word, and sneered in his heart, how could this little kid understand the meaning in it.

What did you think at the time?

This kid is really annoying.

People who can't swim are pushed into the cold pool, there is only meaningless struggle and heart-piercing despair.

But the person who pushed you into the water is the person you love the most, what can I do, I am willing to indulge.

Loving you is equal to life.

The doctor declared that the rescue was invalid.

puff.

Wei Youdong was pushed into the deep pool by Liao Wentong.

Together with Hanyu.

Xu Hanyu fell to the ground.

In an instant, Wei Youdong seemed to be on the verge of time, pulling at the doctor and yelling, trying to find a sustenance for his emotions.

In contrast to Hanyu's silence.

No, he was not silent.

Without saying anything, he propped himself up from the ground, hugged Wen Tong who had already covered the white cloth, and then took off the ring on his hand.

He didn't say anything, and his tears didn't stop, but his actions were crying silently.

Cry this soul now.

very sad.

There is more than one sadness that can be described, this soul, because of the great despair and the cruelty of losing a lover, is rapidly stripping itself.

-

Wei Youdong was really annoying, since he got this kid from the orphanage, he couldn't get rid of it.

Liao Wentong has come to the orphanage for countless times to look for him. Does he seem to be idle?

"Why do you always come to me?" Wei Youdong raised his voice and yelled at the child who got closer to him little by little.

There are so many children in Mingming courtyard.

"I do not have friends……"

The child wrinkled his little face in grievance, Wei Youdong was damned guilty.

"Then follow me..."

-

This time, it entered my heart.

Then I don't know when Xu Hanyu was around me again.

"Brother Youdong, this is Hanyu."

After getting to know Xu Hanyu, Wei Youdong redefines the word trouble, and realizes how Liao Wentong is so cute.

"Xu Hanyu, come down from the tree... bring Wen Tong down with you!"

"Xu Hanyu, you are not allowed to peek at Wen Tong's test book!"

"Xu Hanyu! Get your dirty claws off Wen Tong's face!"

……

"Wen Tong, why don't you bring me breakfast...Only Hanyu has..."

"Because brother's high school is a little far away from me!"

At that time, Wei Youdong didn't understand what was sour in his heart, and when he realized it, he did something wrong.

"Uncle Xu, don't worry, there is nothing wrong with this stock, and the remittance of the HSBC project hasn't been reported yet, so let's sit on it temporarily and wait for the money to be returned before stuffing it back... Didn't you always want to split it from Uncle Liao... ..."

-

"You will find leisure for yourself."

Youdong sat opposite Xu Hanyu, watching him sign a stack of transfer documents.

"Brother, you should be busy!"

Wei Youdong was taken aback for a moment, Hanyu raised his head, looked at him and smiled.

When Hanyu left, he patted Youdong on the shoulder.

Enmity is gone.

-

"Mr. Wei, you drank a lot, can I help you call a car?"

Wei Youdong teased in his heart, it's not all because of you.

Fuck, it's so fucking ruthless, for the sake of millions of dollars, he took more than a catty of liquor, but all he could say was nonsense, "No, it's not far from my house, I'll just take a stroll back, Li Anyway, happy cooperation!"

After exchanging greetings and seeing off the fellow, Wei Youdong began to walk home slowly.

He was indeed drunk, but he tasted very well, and apart from the flushed cheeks and eyes, he had a good sense of self.

The cold wind at night is very cool, and only the lights in the surrounding office buildings can show the fireworks in the cold streets.

Wei Youdong went to the convenience store to buy another bottle of wine, he didn't want to be so sober.

Walking side by side, after a long time, your feet will become unstable.

In the end, he just sat down on the ground, just like a child who didn't get the candy he wanted and then sat on the ground to play tricks.

Liao Wentong's name was mixed in his mouth, and he didn't know what he was muttering.

Yang Ling saw such a scene on the road just after get off work.

He thought it was a car accident, but when he looked closer, he found that it was not the case.

"Hello! Are you okay?" Yang Ling patted the man sitting on the ground.

When Wei Youdong raised his head, he saw a pair of long and narrow red phoenix eyes, but he was helplessly drunk, and even the best self-consciousness was swallowed by alcohol.

"Hey?!"

Yang Ling was frightened, and the man fell into his arms in a daze.

Yang Ling touched his inner pocket and took out a business card, "Wei Youdong? Why is this name so familiar..."

Yang Ling helped Youdong up and carried him to his car. With the light in the car, Yang Ling felt that this man was not bad looking.

Yang Ling smiled, "Hi Wei Youdong, my name is Yang Ling."

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"Hey, hey, are you sure I'm dressed like this?"

Wei Youdong staggered a bit when he was dragged back, it was good, he could get into the car with one more step.

"Hey, take me home and change clothes first, I just took off my white coat and came out..."

Wei Youdong rubbed Yang Ling's head affectionately, and fastened his seat belt, "This is very good, just to meet friends..."

Yang Ling became angry and slapped Youdong hard.

"It's not all about you. You told me to meet ordinary friends, but now you tell me it's Jianfaxiao. Do you have a father or a mother? Isn't meeting Faxiao the same as meeting your in-laws?"

Wei Youdong smiled, said nothing, and started the car.

Yang Ling weighed it up in his heart, and suddenly felt guilty, resenting his unguarded mouth.

Isn't this a switch to touch someone's door... Could it be anger...

"Hey, are you angry?"

"Well, I'm angry, my wife keeps calling me hello, don't you know that husband is called this?" The car stopped at a red light.

Wei Youdong frowned and pretended to be serious, Yang Ling pursed his mouth and pushed Youdong.

"Come on, who is your wife!"

After speaking happily looking out of the window, Youdong turned Yang Ling's head over.

"Why, you're all clamoring to see your in-laws, do you hate getting married so much?" After speaking, a mean smile appeared on his lips.

The red light went off, Youdong started the car, and saw Yang Ling blushing from the rearview mirror, but he didn't refute his words.

After a while, Yang Ling's voice sounded leisurely, "Well, I want to get married..."

-

The weather is fine today, the sun is shining but not too hot, and the breeze is blowing and it is not cold.

-

After Yang Ling bought big and small bags in the supermarket, Youdong finally led his wife to knock on the door of Liao Wentong's house.

It was Hanyu who opened the door, "Can you slow down...you're starving to death." Hanyu muttered, Wen Tong kicked Hanyu's calf with the soup, Hanyu took the soup and brought it to the table, Cheng Junhe Yi Ning has already sat down.

"Wen Tong, this is my boyfriend," Youdong pulled Yang Ling in who was wearing a lot of bags.

Eyes met, speechless.

"Uh……"

Wen Tong was a little confused,

"No way..."

Yang Ling is even more confused!

Hanyu turned around and saw everyone standing at the door, he didn't understand anything until he saw, "Yang Ling?!"

'boom'

really……

The rock hanging in Yang Ling's heart was smashed down and shattered.

He looked at Youdong, "Well...it's too late to go back now."

-

Everyone sat down at the dining table, Yi Ning looked at You Dong who was staring at Yang Ling, and Yang Ling who looked smaller.

"Uh…"

"Eat, I'm starving to death."

Cheng Jun, who is big-hearted and winking, moves his chopsticks, but Yi Ning slaps the hand holding the chopsticks.

With rice in his mouth, Cheng Jun looked at his daughter-in-law with tears in his eyes.

-

"I knew Yang Ling from the beginning, so I naturally knew Wen Tong."

Han Yu scooped up soup for Wen Tong, as if explaining, but he didn't speak to anyone.

He deliberately avoided Wen Tong's psychological illness. It's not that he wanted to hide it, but he thought that if he didn't tell it, someone would.

Wen Tong didn't say anything, and started to eat. Chemotherapy has added benefits, his appetite has grown, and there is nothing to taboo about simply chemotherapy.

Yang Ling licked his lips, started to eat, and handed Youdong chopsticks, "I'll tell you the rest when I get home..."

Youdong smiled wryly, and muttered, "The world is really small enough..."

"How did you meet?"

Hanyu gave Wen Tong the fish with the bone removed, Yang Ling's eyes turned, and he turned his back on the customer.

"I picked him up." The little lips that said this were glistening and glistening.

Youdong smiled wryly again, and picked fish for Yang Ling, "Yes, he picked me up..."

-

After a lunch that gradually became better, Wen Tong went to the kitchen to get some fruit, and Youdong followed him calmly.

"Brother Yudong..."

Wen Tong called out.

"Ah."

Yu Dongying.

Pick up the apple and help Wen Tong wash it together.

"Going down...it's okay..."

Wen Tong's hand dipped in the water paused.

"Well, as long as you take medicine on time and stick to chemotherapy, there's nothing else..."

"Ah."

And then speechless.

"Brother Youdong, I will often bring Yang Ling to play in the future..."

Wen Tong fiddled with the apple, smiled at Youdong, and went out.

Youdong remained in a daze.

Well, I must come, I must come often...

Wei Youdong's eyes were a little moist, and there seemed to be something left in his chest, which was cool and warmed by the temperature given.

It was the loneliness he had accumulated over the years, the part that he could not melt for him when he met Yang Ling. At this moment, this ice buried in the depths of his soul is turning into a stream, lingering in Wei Youdong's heart, flowing slowly. back.

-

Send away Brother Yudong and send away the noisy Cheng Jun.

I was a little tired, so I handed over the washing of the dishes to Hanyu as a matter of course.

The window in the kitchen is very big, and it is a good time for the sun to set in the west. The whole duck egg yolk sun seems to be stuck on the window. Hanyu's whole body is stuck in this sticker, even the corners of his mouth that are slightly hooked become so Gentle and beautiful.

I pulled on my slippers, walked over, wrapped my hands around his waist, and hugged him from behind.

Yu Hui's tenderness made it hard to open the eyes, but it was very warm covering them.

"what happened?"

Hmm... the voice is also enchanted, so gentle.

"Hanyu... I had a dream..."

"Yeah, what did you dream about?"

dreamed... dreamed...

What did you dream about?

"forget……"

Hanyu laughed, set the plate, wiped his hands, turned around and hugged me.

I greedily got closer to Hanyu, hugging him without any gaps, I leaned forward and leaned closer.

"Forget it and forget it..."

I am enjoying Hanyu's heartbeat, here, it is because of me that I am angry.

-

Yes, if I forget it, I forget it, maybe it’s not a good dream that makes me forget it.

But I think this is the last unpleasant dream. In the dream, we may be separated or unfamiliar.

In our dreams, we all go to strangers, we all hide our feelings, misunderstand, quarrel, betray, and feel sad...

Even so, I am not afraid, because I know that as long as I open my eyes, I will definitely see your reassuring smile.

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The end is over~ Sahua~ less than half a month... Is there any one who is the fastest writer in Jinjiang Gengwen 2333... This is the first time a newcomer posts a post, thank you for watching (although I don't know if anyone reads 2333), Thank you, I will keep writing!come on!