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Send me.

Are you trying to humiliate me?

There must always be a way to solve things, but I don't even know their purpose.

My heart panicked from the moment I thought of Hanyu, so flustered.

I called Cheng Jun, and Cheng Jun was still in the dance room, he told me it was fine and we could go back.

Where are you going back...

Before I could think of an answer, Hanyu came.

My heart skipped a beat, like a kid who didn't complete the task and hasn't found an excuse to prevaricate, but even if he has an excuse, he still has to face the person who inspects the task.

I stared at Hanyu closely and stood there stiffly.

Hanyu didn't show any expression, and didn't realize how wrong my silence was.

"Let's go home."

He took my hand, pulled me to the car, and drove home.

Why are you going home now, the company has nothing to do.

It didn't take long for Hanyu to give me the answer to this question.

"what is this."

When the photo fell on the table, I was surprisingly calm. I don't know if I have realized what the situation is now, as if I have fallen into the chaotic darkness again.

No, I was the one who was always in the dark.

Hanyu spread the photo with his slender fingers, revealing the ugly face and dirty scene.

don't...don't...

They can't see the light...

The most fragile point was touched to the dull and trapped nerves. I was no longer indifferent, picked up the photos and tore them hard.

In Hanyu's eyes, this action is like a clown taking off his makeup in the background, trying to erase his ugly appearance in front of the audience.

Hanyu grabbed my collar and pushed me back into the seat.

"I'm asking you the fuck what the hell is this?!"

Hanyu's eyes were red, and the veins on his forehead were bulging and about to break through his skin.

That look is the same as the last look I saw in the court that year.

I was suddenly scared, not afraid of those photos, not afraid of what I experienced, I was only afraid that Hanyu and I would be separated again, and we would return to the original point, and the happiness that was already at hand would become drowsy again, and it was nowhere in sight.

Hanyu... why don't you listen to my explanation...

I kept looking at him, the way he looked at me didn't change, even though my tears kept flowing, but his eyes never changed.

wrong.

There is no explanation, this is a fact, a fact that has already happened and cannot be changed.

Where is the explanation?

"...Do you still love me? It's always been..."

Hanyu's eyes were filled with tears, but they didn't fall, and he asked me every word.

My eyes widen at this question,

Xu Hanyu, you can't ask this question, you can't question my feelings for you, even if it's... even if I'm such a despicable and broken me, the only thing you can't question is my feelings for you.

Therefore,

Xu Hanyu... Xu Hanyu, Xu Hanyu...

I really like you.

For so many years,

so many years,

I have loved you for so many years...

How can you not know...

You know all too well, you who have loved me all my life,

How can you deny my humble and cowardly intentions so easily.

Seeing that I didn't answer, he threw me down, then turned his back to me, propped it on the table, and his shaking shoulders told me that he was forbearing.

"Hanyu..."

I whispered softly, and he trembled even more.

The person who sent the photo has already achieved his goal. I can't think of anything other than driving a wedge between Hanyu and me.

I poured myself a glass of water, not just Hanyu, I was also shaking non-stop, not just my limbs, my heart, inside and outside, were all dominated by panic and trembling with sorrow.

After a while, Hanyu faced me and sat in front of me.

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His eyes were red, he was going to punish me.

"Liao Wentong... Let's break up..."

This first sentence hit me right in the head with a stick,

I put down the cup in my hand and quietly listened to his words...

"I don't know you very well, no matter from the beginning or now...I, I am not a big-hearted person, I can't accept the person I love being unfaithful to me..." With a calm tone, Hanyu paused, tears had already flowed down up.

"I thought everything was not as I thought, I told myself to believe in you, and I fumbled to do so... Liao Wentong, I..."

Hanyu, why...don't you listen to what I have to say?

I still listened quietly, with my head down.

"I appreciate everything you've done for me, but... what have you done!"

"...Let's cancel the relationship, I'll treat it as if I never met you..." He picked up his coat, "You can live in this house with peace of mind...and don't treat yourself like this in the future, just take care of yourself... ..." The voice was cold, without any nostalgia, and the figure walked out of the house resolutely.

Like, like I don't exist anymore...

I tidy up the table, tidy up all the places in the house bit by bit, and tidy up the luggage.

Xu Hanyu... I can't stay in a place without you.

I stood in the living room, panting heavily, my chest was so painful that it was about to split open, and my whole body was weak, I fell to the floor, my stomach was unwilling to join in the fun, I took out my phone with the last consciousness.

"Hey, Yudong..."

Waking up is all white.

this time……

Can it really be mine... or I lose to this white

My throat was so dry that it hurt, Youdong was next to me, with red eyes, holding my hand.

"Liao Wentong, why didn't you tell me anything..."

I am puzzled, tell you what?I propped myself up and sat up.

Ah...it's a hospital.

I still had a drip in my hand, and I felt that my brain was congested and my nose felt swollen.

"It's okay...it's okay...as long as we cooperate with the treatment, everything will be fine. Don't be afraid."

I know it.

It seems that the stomach disease did not let me go, it really turned cancerous.

Afraid.

I am not afraid at all.

Wei Youdong seemed to be in tears, so I hugged him with the IV tube.

Whispering softly in his ear: "...he doesn't want me anymore."

Wei Youdong was startled by my sudden action, and was taken aback when he heard my words.

"I want you……"

Then hug me tighter.

"He didn't listen to me, he didn't know anything about the photographs, he didn't want to know..."

"...We don't care anymore, he doesn't want you, I want you, we don't care about anything else, you will be with me from now on, okay?"

I sneered, pushed Wei Youdong away, and looked at his ridiculously dazed expression.

I looked straight into his eyes, and there was no longer anything familiar to me in my eyes.

"Aren't you going to ask me what photo it is?"

He froze, the panic in his eyes was clear at a glance.

"Go out, I'm tired."

I lay down on my side, Wei Youdong stood up, wanted to cover me with a quilt, then put down his hands, looked behind me for a while before going out.

So be it.

I don't have much time left, and I really don't have the energy to hate someone.

I still hope that at the end of my life, I can be as I thought at first, even at the end of my life, I will not spare any effort to love you only.

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