loop back

Summer is gone, and autumn will be over in a blink of an eye. Hanyu is not so busy anymore. Hanyu and I basically keep going to the neighborhood for one day a week, and travel every month.

I went to Sung Joon's studio, otherwise there really isn't much else to do.Sung Joon is going to release an album next month when winter is about to enter, and after the album was produced, Sung Joon sent me a demo.

Hanyu praised me for a long time when he saw my name on the producer column.

My narcolepsy was almost cured by Hanyu, he was always with me, put me first in everything, and chose to believe in me in everything.

But the more he was like that, the more I felt like I had nothing to repay but to make myself look less bad to reassure him.

My stomach is still the same, and it doesn't seem to be much worse. I vomited blood once in the middle, and I have a burning pain for a short period of time every day, and the rest are nothing.

It’s just that Hanyu is not very satisfied with the gradual reduction of my appetite. Sometimes I endure the discomfort and force myself to eat a lot of meals to make him happy, but my stomach doesn’t seem to accept them. Just spit it out.

I really doubt I will starve to death before I die of illness.

Yi Ning.I never saw him again, nor did I contact him, and I don't know what happened to his sister.

-

This day, Hanyu and I were fishing by the lake, when my phone suddenly came to my mind.

This phone is just a decoration now, no one will call me except Cheng Jun and Han Yu.

Hanyu also put down the fishing rod in his hand to see my caller ID.

This is Wei Youdong's number.

"This is Wei Youdong..."

No name was displayed, Hanyu looked at me with a confused face, but when I said Wei Youdong's name, his frown deepened.

"Take it."

Hanyu didn't walk away, he stood by my side, I picked up the phone and turned on the speakerphone.

"Hey……"

"Wen Tong..."

Youdong's voice was weird, as if he had just woken up.

"you say……"

"Wen Tong...I have a fever...Can you come and stay with me..."

I looked up at Hanyu, he didn't show any expression, but he held me in his arms and listened with me.

"Go to the hospital if you are sick..."

"...um...okay, I'll go to the hospital..."

Youdong's words were accompanied by a severe cough, I was a little worried, but I couldn't show it in front of Hanyu, otherwise Hanyu would be unhappy.

"Wen Tong, can you have dinner with me tomorrow... I haven't seen you for a long time..."

I was stopped by the question, and immediately looked up at Hanyu, he still had no expression on his face, but his brows that had been frowning all the time relaxed now.

Hanyu leaned on my ear and whispered: "You go."

Then he smiled at me and walked back to fiddle with his fishing rod.

"Huh? Okay."

The person on the other end of the phone asked again, and I thought about it.

"okay."

"Then it's done, I'll send the time and address to your mobile phone."

"Ah."

-

I hung up the phone and walked back.

Hanyu caught another tail and showed it off to me.

I hesitated and opened my mouth.

"Hanyu... don't you mind?"

Still smiling, he put away the fish and took my hand to sit on the shore again.

"I don't mind. Isn't it just a meal..."

He kissed me, carried his things and me, and walked back all the way.

"Let's eat grilled fish tonight, and ask Cheng Jun to join us."

Hanyu didn't seem to be affected by Youdong's phone call, so I was a little uneasy.

Han Yu also noticed.

"It's okay, I'm really not angry, I trust you."

At that time, he said this to me with a bright smile, and he really couldn't help people believe him like that.

-

When I arrived by taxi, Youdong was already sitting there.

I inadvertently glanced at the back of his hand, which was bruised and purple with pinholes.

There was still no blood on his face, it seemed that he really didn't show pity yesterday.

I asked him worriedly, "How are you doing?"

He smiled, but I could see that his smile was weak.

"It's all good to see you."

"Don't be kidding."

He put away his smile, "It would be nice if I really saw you..."

"Wen Tong, I haven't seen you for a long time... I want to see more..."

Embarrassed, I took apart the tableware in front of me, and then helped him to do the same.

"What do you want to eat, I'll treat you to this meal."

He froze for a moment, then took the tableware I handed over.

"You have become cheerful..."

"Ah."

"Congratulations, I heard that the album you co-produced will be released."

Now I was stunned, "How do you know?"

After I finished asking, he suddenly panicked, and I immediately understood what had happened.

Youdong lowered his head and pursed his lips.

"Wen Tong, you can't go on with him..."

Bored for a long time, he told me this sentence.

He said this to me again.

I didn't get angry anymore, and handed the ordered menu back to the waiter.

"I'll walk as long as I can."

I don't refute him either, I know I can't be with him all the time.

No matter standing in his position, or standing in my position.

But I don't want to add to the web of trust we just repaired.

So there are some things that can't be mentioned or can't be mentioned.

"You're going to get hurt..."

Youdong looked weak and spoke in a low voice.

"I'm not afraid."

Of course I’m not afraid, I’ve survived what I’ve experienced before, and this time, there’s nothing like death that can separate us.

Youdong raised his head, raised the corners of his mouth, and smiled at me like he did when he called me for the first time, but the tears that seemed to flash in his eyes made this smile look a bit miserable.

"Wen Tong, don't blame me..."

I only thought he was sorry for what he said just now, but at that moment the food was already served, so I ignored him.

Just thinking, Wei Youdong, this is probably the last time I will see you.

I'm really sorry for disappointing your kindness, but things like feelings are out of my control. I love who I can't love, it's all a matter of fate.

Fate is so arranged, but I think, if there is an afterlife, I will still choose him.

I love him is the best reason.

Yi Ning Extra Story

-

"Doctor, my sister..."

My tongue was knotted, cold sweat broke out on my forehead, and the critical illness notice in my hand was about to tear apart.

The doctor shook his head and walked into the operating room with me.

The lights in the operating room came on.

What to do... what should she do...

My heart was instantly crushed by the sudden fragility, my whole body became weak, and I fell at the door of the operating room...

Please... please make it through...

-

The ten-hour minute hand passed the last number mark, and the lights in the operating room went out.

But after 5 minutes, 10 minutes... still no one came out...

I pushed the door suspiciously, only then did it open.

A bunch of people came out. If you look carefully, it seems that there are more medical staff than all the medical staff who went in. All the surgical participants have come out.

I didn't dare to ask rashly, the doctors didn't look very well, I just thought they were tired.

Of course, anyone who stands for ten hours will be unbearable.

I looked back and my sister's bed had been pushed out.

"...we did our best."

A doctor pats me on the shoulder and they all walk away.

OK, just do your best.

I ran over to see my sister, and it seemed that the operation was going well. My sister closed her eyes peacefully, although her complexion was not very good, how can a person who has undergone ten hours of surgery look good.

but……

"You don't need to wear an oxygen mask, what about the intravenous drip? When will she wake up from the anesthetic?"

I slowly pushed the hospital bed, and the two little nurses showed embarrassment and stopped me.

"what happened?"

I looked at them with strange eyes, I can't let a person who just finished the operation stay in the corridor all the time.

"Sir, please forgive me." The two broke my hands off the bed.

I looked at them even more strangely.

I'm sorry, the doctor said he tried his best, since he tried his best, there is no problem.

But why did my hands start to tremble uncontrollably, tears came out, and I didn't even care when the nurse pushed the cart away.

Before I wanted to care, the world in front of my eyes was like a switch being pulled, and darkness flooded.

-

"Mr. Li, are you feeling better?"

"Well, much better."

"That's good, you haven't eaten well for several days, you're hungry!"

The new nurse was chattering, I've been here for three days, and she didn't drive me away.

I still feel a little uncomfortable in my stomach.In the past few days, I have finally had nothing and no reason to make me not eat well, and I developed into overeating as a result.

The younger sister is gone, at the most fancy age.

It took me only 24 hours to react and accept this fact.

What if I don't accept it, I can't beat God.

Another doctor came outside the door, bringing an intern with him.

"Hello, your stomach feels better today."

"much better……"

"It's no big deal, just pay attention to your diet in the future..."

"Go to the office later and ask me to prescribe some medicine, and then you can be discharged from the hospital."

I nodded and said yes, but I thought in my heart that there is some reason why I can't leave, I don't want to leave here yet...

-

The doctor was obviously not waiting for me, and there was no one when I went to the office.

The intern hurriedly pushed the door in from behind, a little impatient.

"Teacher, do you still want Liao Wentong's medical records?"

Liao Wentong? !

I turned to look at him and he looked up at me too.

"Sorry, I didn't know anyone was..."

"You just..."

The two sentences overlapped, and he couldn't hear what I said.

"Are you talking about Liao Wentong just now?"

Before the intern could answer me, his teacher came in through the main entrance.

The intern also took advantage of the opportunity to go out.

I was puzzled, and after the doctor finished prescribing the medicine, I asked.

"Doctor, do you have a patient named Liao Wentong?"

Colorful expressions flashed across the doctor's face.

"Well, there is one, stomach cancer, and he doesn't even answer my phone..."

"Stomach cancer??!?"

I opened my eyes wide and confirmed to the doctor again that this must not be the truth.

"Yeah, after such a long delay, it must have gotten worse. I don't know what's going on at home, so I don't come to see a doctor."

"From, when?"

"At the end of July and the beginning of August... what happened? Is he your friend?"

I shook my head, took my list and went out.

I happened to meet that little nurse, and I stuffed her the list and the wallet all at once,

"Pay the fee for me, thank you."

I took out the passport and change from my wallet, and took a taxi to the sea of ​​flowers.

-

It's closed there.

That's right, this place is closed. I tried to call Wen Tong again, but no one answered.

sorry Sorry……

What else can I think of besides this at this moment.

I can still think that I am such a disgusting person.

I buried my face in my arms and squatted here all afternoon.

---------------

It was already late when I came out of the hotel.

It's not that I want to stay so late, Youdong procrastinated eating, and the whole banquet was filled with his speech, telling me all the things that happened to him in the past few months. One thing will be lost.

"Wen Tong, I'll take you home."

Youdong held me who was about to leave, he still looked very tired.

"No, you go home early and rest."

I rejected Youdong's request, and just as he was about to invite me again, I saw Hanyu walking towards me from a distance.

I walked towards Hanyu, and didn't care that Youdong was right behind me, he accepted me and held me in his arms.

"Are you full?"

He touched my head, and didn't look at Youdong, his eyes followed me all the time.

I smiled and turned my head to grab Hanyu's arms.

Say goodbye to Yudong as if you were a friend, without hostility.

"I'm going home, you go home and rest quickly."

After I finished speaking, I didn't stay any longer, and I didn't wait for Youdong to say another word, so I pulled Hanyu and left.

-

After walking half a mile, I took a deep breath, and Hanyu smiled at me brazenly beside me, "What's the matter, are you still reluctant?"

I glared at him and explained, "Of course not..."

"Where's your car?"

I just walked a short distance in a hurry, and now I have been strolling on this road.

"I didn't drive, let's walk back, we will take a taxi back when you are tired."

It takes about 10 minutes to walk home from here, and the scenery along the way is particularly good.

I thought about it seriously, "Okay, let's go back." It just so happened that my stomach wasn't hurting either.

I naturally took Hanyu's hand, causing the people next to me to turn their heads to look at me. I knew he was going to laugh at me again, so I didn't look at him, and continued to walk forward with the corners of my mouth raised.

I don't know what festival is approaching, and the trees on the side of the road are all hung with colorful lights.

I hesitated and opened my mouth.

"Hanyu, I won't see Youdong in the future...Hanyu...I don't know if you guessed it...The big stock that uncle bought at that time was indeed manipulated by Wei Youdong."

I looked at Hanyu, he didn't have any expression, so I continued.

"Hanyu, Youdong is not a bad person, he is just..." He is just because of me...

Hanyu interrupted me.

"Wen Tong, I really don't care about who he is and what he has done now. I just want to live a good life with you in the future. You have to love me and be loyal to me."

Han Yu hugged me, on this street which is still noisy with people coming and going, the sky is full of fiery trees and silver flowers, and I can clearly feel his heartbeat.

-

Cheng Jun is very busy these days, and even he and I are too busy to keep our feet on the ground.

If I had known that my small production would be exhausted, I would have said nothing to put my name on it.

Hanyu is free. This weekend, I have been nesting in Chengjun's studio for two days. Chengjun is several times busier than me. I just got hungry after arguing. After the ordered takeaway arrived, others didn't know how to run away. where it goes.

Hanyu came near the meal time, and when I thought I was going to take out the cold takeaway at noon today, I came here with a rice bucket.

"I knew you had to eat takeaway, and your husband delivered the food. Are you moved?"

I smiled and took the thermos.

"Impressed."

The busier I get, the less pretentious my stomach seems to be. I'm really hungry now, which is a good thing.

Hanyu suddenly answered the phone, not knowing what to say.

"what happened?"

I packed up the things spread out on the table, and put the dishes and food on the table.

"It's okay to say that there is my courier."

"Then why don't you go and see?"

"It's okay, I won't go there in the afternoon."

"it is good."

At this time, Cheng Jun also came back, and greeted me as soon as he opened the door.

"Wen Tong, I have something for you."

Cheng Jun held a small sealed document bag, and I took it in doubt, "I didn't buy anything."

Cheng Jun didn't answer me when he saw the prepared meals.

"Oh, don't worry about it, maybe it was sent to me. Don't talk about it, let's eat quickly. I was dragged to re-arrange the dance steps just now... These things are the most annoying..."

Cheng Jun just grabbed a bun and was slapped away by Han Yu.

"What are you doing?" Cheng Jun stared blankly at Hanyu.

"This is for my daughter-in-law, you can eat your takeaway."

Cheng Junyou complained and looked at Hanyu hard.

"Only your wife is human! I have to eat too, I don't care about you, I'm starving to death."

After finishing speaking, he grabbed the steamed stuffed bun and stuffed it into his mouth. Hanyu didn't stop him and called me to eat too.

-

Poor Cheng Jun didn't eat two buns and was called away. He angrily grabbed two buns and left.

"Being an artist is exhausting."

I sincerely sigh, I just do some small behind-the-scenes things in this studio, and I even have my husband come to deliver the meals.

etc..!

what was i thinking !

I subconsciously looked at Hanyu, he was peeling eggs for me.

"Yeah, but it's something he likes, and it's just a tired body...Hmm? Why are you so red all of a sudden, are you tired?"

I took his eggs, "No, it's all right..."

Fortunately, he didn't notice anything, and leaned over to wipe the corners of my mouth.

-

We still ate dinner in Cheng Jun's studio, which troubled me for several days, Cheng Jun was too embarrassed to keep me, and drove me and Hanyu away after dinner.

Hanyu and I went back home from a stroll, and felt sore all over our body as soon as we got home. I drank some hot water to press my stomach.

Then he washed up and climbed onto the bed, slumped on the bed from exhaustion.

Hanyu also came up lightly after finishing the work, I immediately leaned over, and soon saw Duke Zhou next to him.

-

That night, I had a beautiful dream, in which there were seas of stars and flowers everywhere, and Hanyu and I in academic uniforms.

Hanyu was holding a bunch of gypsophila stars of various colors, just like when he confessed to me for the first time, he seemed to be talking to me in a foolish manner.

Thinking back carefully, even my father, uncles and aunts are all around me.

In the dream, we are still young, and we are still fledgling and inexperienced.

Hanyu's smile is the same as before when he was a child.

And my love for Hanyu is even more unchanging and hot. The love at that time seemed to be brought into this world by nature, and it has not weakened at all, and it is still full to the point of overflowing.

The next day I woke up earlier than Hanyu, this man didn't know what was going on in the morning, just opened his eyes and saw me looking at him, he jumped on him.

Thank goodness, when the first time ended, Cheng Jun's phone call came in. I was tossed about doing this just after waking up and still in a daze.

Cheng Jun was stunned for a few seconds, and then he started to laugh out loud, a mocking laugh after having experienced this for a long time.

"Hahahahaha..."

I had no choice but to put on my comfortable pajamas and ran into the toilet.

"Have you laughed enough?"

"Hahaha, it seems that Xu Hanyu is not busy at all these days, he is so energetic in the morning."

Unable to refute, I stuffed the toothbrush with toothpaste in my mouth.

"Is there a problem."

Cheng Jun also finally remembered to tell me something serious, "Wen Tong, you still have to come today, so let's talk about things after you come."

"Are we leaving now?"

"It's okay to come now if you're done, it depends on whether Xu Hanyu will let him go, haha."

I hung up the phone before he finished laughing wretchedly, and quickly washed my skin that was about to bleed with cold water.

After I finished washing, I went out, and Hanyu was leaning against the doorway, which startled me. Hanyu was still naked, looking at me playfully, and my eyes were full of eyes, not knowing where to look.

Hanyu suddenly hugged me again, hugged my back and leaned against his chest, I could clearly feel something strange coming up.

"Cheng Jun wants me to come over later, I'm going to get some food."

When my lips were about to press down, I quickly pushed him away and ran to the kitchen in a panic.

But he pulled me back again, but he let me go with just one kiss. I could clearly feel the doting smile on the corner of his mouth.

It's not a taboo about Fang, but I still can't let go of the shyness I should have.

-

I got something to eat casually, and we left after eating. It seems that Hanyu is also busy, and he sent me to his company after sending me to the studio.

"Cheng Jun."

Cheng Jun was still eating breakfast when I entered the door, and he smiled maliciously when he saw me, I should really thank him for swallowing a big mouthful of noodles, so that he couldn't free his tongue to say obscene words that made my ears red.

Cheng Jun pointed to the table, ate noodles in two mouthfuls, and talked to me about business.

"Wen Tong, please sign this signing document."

"Sign?" I picked up the document.

"Well, I don't know what rules came out. You have to sign a contract with me before you can put your name on the album. You know that the album is ready, and it's too late to change it. You can only sign the contract and then change it. It's time."

I was stunned and looked at Cheng Jun.

"you……"

"Just sign it. Originally, you should have signed this contract." Cheng Jun took a pen by the way and handed it to me along with the contract. Seeing my hesitation, he continued.

"What's the matter, you still hate working with me in the future."

"of course not."

I punched Jin Chengjun on the shoulder and signed the contract without hesitation.

Cheng Jun's assistant took the file away with a wink.

"Oh, that's right, Wen Tong, the courier that came yesterday is not mine, hey, the recipient Liao Wentong is written under it."

I looked at the document bag in Cheng Jun's hand in doubt.

"mine?"

The recipient did write my name, but the sender didn't fill it in, and I don't know the address.

"Oh, just open it and have a look. I'm going to dance practice, let's go."

"Ah."

I sent Cheng Jun away. The file bag was tightly pasted. I tore it for a long time without tearing it open. After shaking the bag, there were some small things in it, so I simply cut off the seal with scissors.

I didn't hold it steady, and it fell to the ground. It was a few photos, and I bent down to pick them up.

The moment I saw these photos clearly, I fell to the ground.

I covered my mouth and stiffened.

-

+ + +

"No. 013, I will change your place for the last time, stay here honestly!"

The bearded man sneered and ignored the prison guard who closed the door.

Originally, there were six people in the No. 5 cell, and it was full, and the others looked at this unexpected visitor in blank dismay.

The uninvited guest also looked at them, "What are you looking at, why don't you make room for me."

The provocative look on the man's face was obvious, the little leader in this small cell couldn't sit still, he was the boss in this cell, and no one dared to shout at him.

He was about to walk over to show this smug guy a little color, but he was knocked down before he got close to the house.

"you!"

The other people couldn't sit still anymore, and stepped forward to help their boss, but without exception, they were knocked down before they got close.

Seeing that something was wrong, the little boss quickly stood up and apologized flatteringly,

"Brother, I'm blind today, I've offended my brother, sit down, sit down..."

Those who can be the first.

The leader of this small prison was changed so easily, and several other people also supported and quickly cleaned up their place.

The new leader looked around, with a look of contempt on his face, "Whoever wants your shabby place, there is no light at all."

After speaking, he walked forward and walked up to the huddled people.

"Hey, get up."

Liao Wentong looked up blankly at the person who was yelling at him.

"Let me talk about driving, your place is sunny..."

Liao Wentong was bored for a long time, then lowered his head again.

"Hey! You don't know how to flatter!"

The ferocious-looking man lifted Liao Wentong up with one hand and fell to the ground.

Liao Wentong still looked at him blankly, but frowned this time.

Seeing this, the others hurried up to explain.

"Brother, don't argue with him, this is a freak..."

After speaking, Liao Wentong still stayed where he was, and continued to shrink himself in that corner.

"Brother, this person doesn't say a word when he comes in, he only eats one meal all day, and he's hooked up with a ghost. Yes, it's better to stay away!"

Another person also came over to chime in, "But brother, this man has a lot of background, he is a rich young master, and there is someone to take care of everything, and the food delivered by the family two days ago was all high-end food!"

"Young master of the rich family?"

The man looked at Liao Wentong up and down, "He looks pretty good, really fair..."

Just as he was talking, the door of the cell was opened.

"No. 028, your family is here."

Liao Wentong was like a startled little animal, he trembled a bit before reacting, and walked in front of the prison guard.

"I don't see you."

The prison guard seemed to be familiar with it, and looked at it with disgust, "All right, all right, hey, something from your home."

Liao Wentong took the things, and the prison guards locked the door.

He just walked back to the original place and shrunk himself up again, like a child who didn't want to get up.

The others muttered, one of them walked over, picked up the thing in front of Liao Wentong, and brought it to everyone.

The former boss looked at him, and the item was handed to the current boss.

"Brother, here it is!"

The man looked down, then at the others.

"Yo, he is a rich young master, it's not good for us to do this."

He raised the volume, as if he wanted Liao Wentong to hear it on purpose, but Liao Wentong was indifferent, not even the reaction that should be an ordinary person.

The man dialed the little abacus in his heart and took the things.

"Come, come, eat together, eat together."

The rest of the people looked left and right, and also sat down.

After eating, several people started chatting.

"Hey, brother, what did you do?"

The man raised his eyebrows, stretched his arms, and leaned against the bed, "Kill!"

Several people were startled when they heard the answer, they all stopped their movements, and the atmosphere became quiet for a moment.

The original leader ventured to speak up.

"Then why did you come to our area? We are all petty people, how can we compare with you?"

Everyone else stopped eating, and the eldest brother also threw away what was in his hand.

"It's a pity that that person is dead, he didn't die." He waved his hand, and the other person got up and poured a glass of water. "I leave it in other places and make trouble every day. What can those cowards do with me?"

As he spoke, he drooled, and continued to ask: "Hey! What did that little brother over there do?"

Everyone looked at Liao Wentong, Liao Wentong was still in that corner, just avoiding the light area, looking a bit eerie.

"He is a prodigal son. I heard that he embezzled a lot of money from his old company..."

"Toys of rich people are not things, and a father who is so rich still plays in different ways."

"Hey, I'm sure the father of this family didn't give enough pocket money."

Everyone chatted one sentence after another, the volume was so loud that Liao Wentong could hear, but he didn't respond, just shrank there like a dead thing.

……

The elder brother didn't make any fuss in this cell anymore, he stayed peacefully for several days, and everyone could see that this guy had something to do with him, he brought in a lot of illegal items, even a mobile phone.

At this moment, several people are queuing up to send messages to their family members.

Only the elder brother stood there motionless and stared at Liao Wentong, his gaze was definitely full of ulterior motives.

After a while, the elder brother spoke.

"It's been so long since I've been here, I'm so bored."

Everyone stopped, not understanding what he meant.

"I mean, brothers, how long has it been since I saw a woman..."

Someone laughed, "Brother, what you said, I haven't seen you for a long time since I came here."

"Hey! Brother, tell me you can't get us a woman no matter how capable you are, hahaha..."

Everyone else was laughed, only the elder brother didn't smile, his face was slightly squinted.

"How can I make it, isn't there a ready-made one?"

Everyone still didn't understand, and followed the elder brother's gaze.

"A man can do without a woman..."

A little guy understood and opened his eyes wide,

"Brother, can this work? This..."

The elder brother glanced at the younger brother, "Why can't it work, try it once and you'll know the man is fine..."

As he said that, he walked towards Liao Wentong, and the others were also driven to act recklessly and slowly approached Liao Wentong.

It's a no-brainer to come in, who doesn't want to enjoy the enjoyment to quench their thirst, so let's be a man, just make do with it.

The elder brother dragged Liao Wentong up and threw him on the bed, and then began to roughly pick off Liao Wentong's clothes.

Liao Wentong finally stopped looking like a dead thing and began to avoid them.

"What are you doing?!"

"Master, I'm happy today. Please give us a break. She looks so fair, she's just a woman, isn't she just trying to seduce me all day long?"

Others also came to help, at this moment Liao Wentong was stuck on the chopping board like a lively fish by the executioner, unable to move, helpless and desperate.

"Brothers, one person at a time, big brother, I'm here first!"

"Don't...don't...beasts! You...ah..."

The screams were endless, but the blood of the onlookers was boiling.

Liao Wentong was captured by five people, and he couldn't see any light in front of his eyes, it was still a sunny day.

During the day?Sunshine?

Don't give me these things anymore, because I never got them, why give me some hope to make me more desperate.

In my world, there is nothingness, boundless darkness, how can there be anything with hope, expectation and color.

-

Time passed bit by bit, Liao Wentong was unconscious, his consciousness drifted away and was dragged back by the next pain.

The man who finished early held up the phone and threatened,

"Boy, if you dare to speak out about today's matter, I'll let others see how you behave!"

The sound of taking photos and videos sounded, and it was so piercing in Liao Wentong's ears,

"Don't...don't..." But he couldn't do anything, the words of begging for mercy lingered in his throat, no one could hear him.

-

"What are you doing!!"

The ear-piercing voice finally attracted the prison guards, who looked at the mess in surprise, Liao Wentong was finally relieved, trembling all over his body, relying on his last bit of strength, he slammed into the wall in front of him.

-

light?

Liao Wentong slightly opened his eyes, it was bright light.

He sneered and gave me these illusory hopes again.

There has never been a day that really belongs to me in my world.

"you're awake?"

The female prison guard gently patted Liao Wentong on the back, so frightened that Liao Wentong jumped up and shrank in the corner.

"Don't be afraid, you're fine, we've changed a cell for you, and you'll live here alone from today on..."

It's a pity that Liao Wentong didn't listen to anything, and neither could he...

The female prison guard sighed and went out.

Liao Wentong touched his head.

It hurts.

Why can't I die in such pain?

Liao Wentong stood up suddenly, looking around for something that could cause him pain in this room.

But there was nothing. No sharp objects were allowed in the cell.

Liao Wentong set his sights on the iron bed, only the border there was still angular.

He began to grind his wrist on it, as if he was grinding the rest of his life, he didn't cherish it at all, he didn't care at all.

"Hey! What are you doing!"

The female prison guard came back with food and saw this scene. The prisoner's life vein on her wrist was bloody, and a stream of blood lay on the ground.

The prison guard quickly grabbed Liao Wentong's wrist, clamped him in his arms, and called for help.

"Someone! Come outside!"

New prison guards came in and carried out Liao Wentong, who was already unconscious.

-

Woke up in the hospital.

Liao Wentong was too lazy to worry about whether he was dead or alive.

Youdong seems to have come to see him.

"Wen Tong, what are you... The doctor said you had a mental problem, and your sentence was commuted..."

What is he talking about, I can't understand a word.

Liao Wentong simply stopped listening, let himself go and fell asleep again.

-

Afterwards, I went back to the cell alone, but this time, I didn’t even have a bed, and I was tied to the wall by a rope. The length of the rope was a safe distance. Immortal.

But Liao Wentong didn't know this, he didn't think about anything, he just thought that he was dead, he was lethargic every day, and no one talked to him, and he wouldn't talk to anyone.

That's how he lived that year.

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-

The photo softened in the firelight and became a pool of ashes.

So is the past.

I wiped my tears and cleaned up the ashes that the photos had turned into.

Didn't you say that as long as I don't tell the story, no one will know about it?

what about now?Why take another photo