loop back

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"Why are you doing this?!"

Wei Youdong lost his temper as I expected, and the documents fell on me, and the white papers were scattered one by one.

I had been thinking about what he would look like before he lost his temper, and I guessed it.

I lowered my body a little funny, picked up the documents one by one, and signed...the documents with my name on them.

"Did you know you were going to jail?"

I don't know whether he was irritated by my indifferent appearance or the result of the matter did not go as he wanted, Wei Youdong seemed to be holding back, talking to me panting heavily.

"I know." I said.

I said it plainly, as if I was talking about someone else's results.

Youdong snatched the document from me, "Youdong..."

I grabbed him, "My father's funeral... please."

As soon as the picture turned, I felt tingling pain all over my body, and all around me were staring at me, howling.

There are always Hanyu, uncle, and father's voice,

why did you do this...

why did you do this...

why did you do this...

Ask me over and over again...

Everything began to shrink again, and I began to fall into the darkness, into the abyss.

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White occupies the line of sight, and the surrounding things come into view,

I woke up peacefully, I was dreaming...

I sat up to let off the fatigue from my body.

My mind is still fuzzy, and the transition time for sobriety has been getting longer and longer recently...

"Baby you're awake."

Hanyu just walked in and kissed me lightly on the forehead.

My head was a little dull, I was stunned for a while, and realized that this was at Hanyu's house.

This is... Hanyu...

"Yeah." I smiled and looked up at him, but I noticed a bright red on his neck.

"What's wrong with you here?" I frowned.

"You don't remember?" He also frowned at me.

"what?"

He looked at me strangely, looked at me for a while, and then said again.

"It's okay, let's go to eat, I accidentally bumped into..."

I realized something was wrong, the memory of the early morning flashed intermittently in my mind, I got out of bed and looked at him, "Hanyu, did I make trouble again last night..."

He froze, then picked me up.

"The floor is cold, well, you had a nightmare last night." He put me in the dining room and put my shoes on.

"...Since when did this start?" he asked me.

When did it start?

I forgot……

The only thing that is clear is those dreams, as long as you close your eyes, all the past will follow...

All those accusations and abuse made me sober, and I dare not go back to sleep...

"Ah...it hasn't always been like this, maybe I suddenly changed the environment and didn't adapt..."

I was telling lies, suddenly sad, Liao Wentong, you are lying to him again...

"Well, let's eat."

I ate without washing, and felt that my teeth were sticking to my tongue. I brushed my teeth and felt much refreshed. I went back to my room and prepared to take medicine. I have been hiding from Hanyu to take medicine these days, but Hanyu was in my room , sorting out the things I bought yesterday, I walked over and hugged him.

"what happened?"

"I want to hug you..."

He put down what was in his hand, turned around and hugged me.

"I am here……"

"I'm going to work today, why don't you go to the store?"

I thought about it, "Hmm."

"Then I'll take it to you."

"No, no, it's too far from the store, I'll take the subway..."

It takes at least an hour from here to my store, and I began to complain to myself, why did I choose the store location so far away!

Hanyu suddenly put on a straight face, "How dare you take the subway!"

"I'll ask about the route this time..." I said aggrievedly.

"No! Whether I send it or not, you choose one!"

In the end, Hanyu still didn't hold me back, and took a step back. I chose to take a taxi, and I was a little bit pained when I paid.

The store is already open, Yi Ning is always so diligent, some people who live nearby come to buy breakfast.

"Store manager!"

"Ah."

I smiled and sent an old customer away and changed into clothes.

"Yi Ning, teach me a few more things today!"

Yi Ning laughed, "My God, store manager, can we let go of those poor materials?"

what the hell!Laughed at me again.

"Li Yining!" I pretended to be angry and called him slightly angrily.

"I'm not kidding you anymore, okay, I'll teach you, hey, store manager, who was that man who pulled you away that day?"

Yi Ning took out all the materials and looked at me like gossip.

"Hmm..." I thought for a while, took a deep breath, and spoke briskly,

"my husband!"

There are guests, I went to the front desk to record the list, leaving someone choking on the spot!

At three or four o'clock in the afternoon, the busiest time has passed, I am a little tired, and the slight pain in my abdomen reminds me that I should take medicine. Something forgot about it.

I took a big sip of water and swallowed the medicine. The lukewarm water warmed my stomach.

In the past few days, I received another call from the doctor, as if... I have missed the best treatment period... Forget it, I don't think about it anymore.

I've been very sleepy lately, sleepy during the day and night, probably because I didn't sleep well at night, and I remembered those dreams again, I sighed, and handed everything over to Yi Ning, and just found a place in the store to take a nap .

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I don't know how long I slept, but I was woken up by the phone ringing,

It's Hanyu, "Hello..." I quickly picked up the phone.

"Wen Tong, are you sleeping?"

"Well... I'm a little tired, let's sleep for a while...", I replied obediently, seeing that people were already coming to the store one after another, I got up and gave up my seat.

"Then when will you close the store? I'm already on my way to your store..."

"Ah?" I suddenly woke up, "I, I, I can go back by myself..."

"Fool, but I'm off work, why don't I see my wife when I'm idle..."

I couldn't help raising the corners of my mouth. I don't know if the blush has crawled up my cheeks. I don't shy away from calling Hanyu anymore, but I still feel a little at a loss.

"Then drive slowly, I still have an hour."

"okay……"

I hung up the phone and went to the front to help Yining, the order in Yining's hand was over, I trotted outside the store to have a look, there were few people on the road, I greeted Yining.

"Yi Ning, don't do it anymore, let's close the shop early."

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Hanyu came over in less than an hour, I welcomed him in, and finally thought about having dinner here, Yi Ning and I made some simple meals.When Hanyu inhaled the third egg tart that I made, Yi Ning, who had been looking at Hanyu with the eyes of a monster, finally couldn’t sit still, because the egg tart that Yi Ning made hadn’t been touched, and Yi Ning filled one of her own. .

"No problem...Wen Tong, try it." Yi Ning handed it to me, and I quickly took it.

"Right, no problem?"

I smiled awkwardly, "It's delicious..."

"Then why..." Yi Ning paused in the middle of speaking, as if she understood something.

"...Damn it, you guys are too tired of crookedness, you have to protect the calf even for this little thing! Tsk tsk, if you don't eat it, I will eat it myself."

I could only laugh dryly until Hanyu finished filling the last egg tart and was still smirking at me.

"Wen Tong, let's go on vacation tomorrow."

I've eaten too, and I've lost my appetite recently, "Huh? Where are you going on vacation?"

Hanyu seemed to be in high spirits, "Cheng Jun said that his friend built a resort, and it's just finished, and it's not bad. He invited us to go and have a look. If you want to go, you can leave tomorrow."

"Okay, but..." I hesitated,

"Let's go. I just happen to have a big case in my hand recently. Go there to relax and write the copy quickly."

Hanyu held my hand with anticipation in his eyes.

"Ah..." I looked at Yi Ning.

Yi Ning also looked at me, "It's okay, I'll come and see the store, you can go and play at ease."

I thought about it, "Hanyu, take Yi Ning with you, Yi Ning, you come with us..."

Before I finished speaking, Yi Ning interrupted me, "You two are on vacation, why should I join in the fun..."

I felt hot all over my face.

"Come together, it's not the two of us, let's go, where do you live? Take you back." Hanyu said, standing up, the city will be a bit cold in summer, Hanyu put his coat on on me.

"Ah, no, no, I'm riding a bike, you guys go home quickly."

Yi Ning waved his hand, trotted on the bike and left, I smiled helplessly, turned around and pulled Han Yu up.

"Let's go."

I took two steps but found that the person behind was not moving. When I turned my head, the kiss had already landed on the lips. The lips were a little impatient. I reacted and responded passively.

As soon as the kiss was over, I panted slightly and put down the foot I didn't know when I lifted it.

"Liao Wentong, you know, this is the first time you took the initiative to hold my hand... no matter before or now..." He was still pressing against my forehead, his warm breath filled my senses unreservedly, it was extra warm .

"I thought... I thought you didn't want me anymore." He continued, taking me into his arms, what he said was heart-rending, my eyes became hot, and I pressed him tightly.

I said, "Let's go home."

-

What is profound is the immortal person. Over the years, I have let go and abandoned many things, but you have always been entrenched in my heart.

Then we don't care about all the secrets of few words. There is no audience behind me in a hurry, and I only have you.