loop back

Time doesn't stop, August has just started, the weather is getting hotter and hotter, not like the warm sun in winter, dazzling and scalding, the world flooded by ultraviolet rays is so unreal.

It's as unreal as I am standing in Han Woo's house right now.

When I left at the airport that day, I thought he was just joking, but I didn't expect him to call me as soon as he got off the plane.

"I'm back, come to my house..." The voice was clear.

I can't remember what I said at all.

I looked at Hanyu's house, but I didn't see it clearly last time. It's still a duplex house, but it's not double-storey, and the area on the stairs is only the size of a bedroom.

"Sit down."

Hanyu poured two glasses of water and motioned me to sit down.

"What do you want me to do?" I asked.

"Uh huh... that, ah yes, your shoes are here..."

He hesitated, his face full of embarrassment, I took his bag, "Thank you."

Yeah, it should be embarrassing.

"Then I'll go back..."

I got up and walked, and when I got to the door, I was suddenly grabbed by the person behind me. Before I could react, someone turned over and pressed against the door. I couldn't help but tremble.

"...Are you just waiting to see me?" the man asked.

I looked into his eyes, but didn't know what to say,

"Do you have to disguise yourself like this, deliberately put yourself in the victim's position...you're shaking, huh?" he asked again.

"No..." I broke free from his restricted space.

I still can't meet his eyes.

"Well, I have nothing to do, I'll go back first..."

"Wait..." After he finished speaking, he turned and went upstairs again, and took down a black package.

Give me.

"I saw it outside and thought you would like it, so take it."

for me?I looked at him suspiciously.

It is a SLR, this brand is not cheap, let alone bought abroad.

"No, no, I can't accept it, it's too expensive..."

But he chuckled, "Don't you know that buying abroad is cheaper than domestically... Take it, I bought everything, I don't understand if you let me..."

"Thank you."

I hugged the camera tightly in my arms, and those hurtful words just now were blocked by me in a way of rapid amnesia.

He is still that Hanyu, that Hanyu who knows what I'm thinking without saying anything.

I held it in my arms all the time, and I didn't feel the SLR was heavy, and I missed several traffic lights along the way.

As soon as I got home and put down the DSLR, Yudong came back.

With a hand full of things,

"Did you not entertain at noon?" I asked him.

He smiled helplessly at me.

"Well. It's not easy. I'm fine in the afternoon. I'll have dinner with you when I come back..."

"Um, okay."

Youdong put the things in the kitchen, turned around and saw the SLR on the table.

"You are willing to buy this camera. I saw that you liked it last time in the mall, and you threatened me not to let me buy it..." He smiled and said to me, and took the SLR out of his bag to play with it.

I immediately grabbed it with both hands, really, what should I do if I break it.

"Hanyu gave it to me..." The voice was so small that I couldn't hear it myself.

When Youdong heard this, his smile immediately froze on his face.

Then he smiled again, "Very good, I'll cook for you."

He said this, but I know that Yudong's smile is fake, but now I don't care about it, I really can't realize how dazzling the expression on my face is in Yudong's eyes.

After eating, I felt sleepy again, so I pushed all the bowls and chopsticks to Youdong shamelessly, and then dumped them on the bed.

It was only when my eyelids were fighting that I remembered the medicine prescribed by the doctor. I got up again in annoyance, procrastinating looking for medicine and water.

The medicine slid down my throat before I realized what a mistake I had made... Wei Youdong is now standing behind me.

Out of instinct, I put the medicine on my back and faced him face to face.

He just came out of the kitchen, with water still dripping from his hands, and looked at me in surprise.

"What's the matter with you?" He didn't say any more, and stepped forward to snatch the medicine bottle from my hand. I was terrified, and I was glad that I had torn up the instructions.

"Well... didn't I go to the hospital? The doctor said that I lacked exercise, so... just give me this..." Youdong still stared at me. Since I was a child, no one could tell that I was lying, but Wei Youdong must not be able to hide.

"What is this for?"

I, ah, ah, wasted time and told a lie in my head that could fool Youdong.

"Vitamins, what else can they be for..." I tried my best not to sound so weak. "I'm sleepy, I'm going to sleep..."

Youdong returned the medicine to me and let me go to sleep. I breathed a sigh of relief, but this man also rubbed into bed with me.

"What are you doing..." I put my elbow on his chest,

He continued to rub against me, "Sleep together, I finally took a nap, anyway, the bed is so big..."

I don't care about him anymore, move in, stay away from him, further away...

"Wen Tong, do you like me..."

I was completely exhausted and lay on the big soft bed, but I did hear Youdong talking when I fell asleep.

"Um……"

I also answered in a daze, but I didn't hear what he asked at all.

Sleeping until nightfall, Youdong has already gone out, leaving a note: Wen Tong, I won't be back for dinner tonight, you go out and find something to eat after you sleep well, no roadside stalls are allowed! !

I threw the note away, picked up my wallet and left the house.

The lights are just coming on, the night is still young, and the sky is still wrapped in orange and red, bordered with black and purple.

I walked on the street with nothing to do, not because I wasn’t hungry, but because I really didn’t know what to eat. I walked from the unfamiliar downtown area to the street I was familiar with, and walked to the place where I grew up. Someone else has already lived on the first floor, and I stay under the tree at the door, looking at the light from the window upstairs, which is the warmth of others.It’s been so long, and this locust tree was planted by my father. Hanyu and I were just able to hug it when we graduated from high school, and now probably including Youdong, we can’t even hug it.

I didn’t have a mother since I was a child, and my father was very busy with starting a business, but he never let me suffer a little bit. No matter how tired I was, he always let me be by his side. When I grew up, he learned everything for me. The employees of the company should be hard to imagine. The boss's cooking is still at the level of a chef.

I couldn't help smiling, until someone came out of the small courtyard and looked at me inexplicably. I hesitated and walked forward in embarrassment. I walked all the roads I was too familiar with until I reached the university where Hanyu and I were. , At that time, Hanyu was sticking to me all day, and he really liked me at that time.

He is younger than me. In order to go to college with me, he worked hard to study for the skipping exam.

what about now?I probably regretted even meeting me...

I sat down at the stall in front of the school gate and ordered a bowl of pork chop rice. I used to skip class and play late with Hanyu, and when the school was closed, I would come here to eat something before climbing over the wall. At that time, we so young...

Before the rice was on the spoon, my cell phone rang,

It's Hanyu...Hanyu? !

"Hey……"

I hurriedly picked up the phone, my heart pounding.

"Well, Wen Tong... oh, Xu Hanyu, take it easy! Wen Tong, I'm Cheng Jun, Hanyu is drunk, I'll give you an address, you can come..."

Then the phone hung up, I was speechless, I didn't have time to say anything.

I looked at the unmoving rice with pity... Forget it...

He picked up his things and ran to the street to stop the car.

music room?I'll double check the address...that's right.

Looking at the big glass door in front of me, I was a little confused, but when I walked in and saw Cheng Jun, I didn't feel confused. Yes, I forgot that Cheng Jun is an artist.

"coming……"

He saw me, rose from his chair to meet me,

"Where's Hanyu? How's he doing?"

I hurried in, but Jin Chengjun stopped me, and I frowned at him.

"Hey, don't worry, don't worry, Hanyu is fine, he is asleep in the room."

I looked in the direction where he was shaking his head. Hanyu was lying on the small sofa and fell asleep, and I was relieved.

"come in."

Cheng Jun led me in, and he went back to the desk to do his things.

I walked up to Hanyu, squatted down like a cat and stood in front of him.

After drinking the wine, Hanyu's face was flushed, red to the roots of his ears,

"He's asleep, why did you call me here?"

Cheng Jun is still fiddling with his creation, the monitor is full of audio cables,

"I didn't want to bother you, but this bastard called your name over and over again, and played tricks in the bar, so I called you..."

Hearing what he said, I smiled wryly, how did I hurt you so much that you could care about me so much even when you were unconscious.I turned my head to look at him again, he was still whispering, but I found that something was wrong with him, Hanyu is not allergic to alcohol, but the color is red along his neck to the neckline.

"Cheng Jun, something is wrong with Hanyu..." I called Cheng Jun, he unbuttoned Hanyu's shirt, the color darker than pink spread all the way to his chest.

Jin Chengjun smiled lightly, and calmly went about his own affairs, "It's okay."

How could it be all right, Han Yu was already tossing and turning in pain, probably couldn't stand my hot eyes, Cheng Jun picked up his phone.

"Okay, I'll call someone to help."

I continued to look at Hanyu worriedly, is he... allergic?

"Is he going to the hospital?" I asked Cheng Jun who had put down the call.

"Which hospital are you going to?" He looked at me inexplicably.

"Then he..."

"Drugged..." Cheng Jun chuckled.

"So you just called..."

"It's called the antidote, otherwise, why don't you go?"

"But……"

"Oh, don't worry, I didn't call you a dirty person..."

Cheng Jun became impatient, and I had nothing to say.

Continue to squat in front of Hanyu, I feel really sad, but thinking about it, this discomfort is unnecessary, Liao Wentong, Xu Hanyu is not your turn to intervene now...

I sigh and have to go back.

When he left, he saw the audio cable stopped on Jin Chengjun's monitor.

"Use keybord to adjust C in this place to see if it will be better..." I really can't bear to see Cheng Jun's depressed face, it must be very tiring to create.

He looked back at me in shock, then adjusted where I was pointing, and the effect was not bad after testing.

"Have you ever learned how to make?" he asked.

I smiled at him, "I went to college for a while, and then..." Then something terrible happened, "Then I gave up if something happened..."

"Hey, look at this place..." Cheng Jun pulled out several clips with great interest, and the audio cables were all stopped at the connecting part. It seems that he is not very good at machines.

I looked at the time and said, "Okay, but I haven't touched it for a long time, so I will slow down..."

After watching with Cheng Jun for a while, a boy came into the music room, with a bewitching appearance, his already long eyes should be lined with eyeliner, charming but not feminine.

"Brother Cheng Jun, I'm here."

Cheng Jun put down the machine in his hand and walked over.

"Xiao Li, today you can be regarded as a success, the medicine is so ruthless..." Cheng Jun stepped forward and lifted the boy's chin.

"Haha, I don't understand what Brother Jun said, what about Hanyu? How is he?"

"Okay, you know what's going on with Hanyu, right? He's inside, go and take good care of him."

"Thanks, Brother Jun."

The boy took out his mobile phone and shook it, called Chengjun to wink, and walked towards Hanyu, and a sticky voice came from inside after a while.

I'm embarrassed, overwhelmed, and ready to leave.

Cheng Jun thought I was worried about Hanyu, so he explained to me.

"It's okay, this child is clean, no one can look down on her, the unrequited lover, Boss Xu, has been with her for more than a year, but she is good at bed... Tsk tsk, hey, what's wrong with you, why is your face so pale?"

"I'm fine, I'll go back first."

"Oh, good." Cheng Jun turned sideways and opened the door, "But what's the relationship between you and Hanyu, Xu Hanyu actually knows someone who can play music like you."

Does it matter?Saying it will make you feel disgusted.

I didn't answer, and continued to walk forward in a daze. Just as I touched the doorknob, Hanyu's angry voice came from inside the room.

"roll!!!"

I turned around, the boy from just now ran out in a hurry, saw that Cheng Jun and I were looking at him, and added a bit of arrogance to his embarrassing face, pushed me away slightly angrily, and went out.

Han Yu also came out from the back room, and when he saw me, he glared at Cheng Jun viciously, and then walked towards me.

"Wen Tong, listen to me, I'm drunk but I have nothing to do with him..." Hanyu took my hands and explained to me anxiously.

explain?Why explain it to me?

I pushed his hand away and spoke hesitantly.

"You were... drugged..."

"So you don't care, do you?"

He looked at the hand that was pushed away by me in a daze.

How could it be indifferent, my heart is... so sad that I'm going to die.

"If you don't find someone...you will be very uncomfortable..."

"Then you can't do it?"

He suddenly asked me that, and I looked up at him in surprise.

Me?I looked up at him, looked into his eyes, looked into his eyes.

I seemed to see seriousness in his eyes.

Looking back, I realized I was joking.

Are you crazy, Liao Wentong?

Don't you understand the truth that the higher you fly, the more painful you fall?