unattainable cuteness

Black and white is our initial attitude towards the world, but time is like a stirring spoon, which will eventually mix all the truth into fuzzy ashes.

Seven years ago, when his brother's body was carried out of Dongshan, Qin Shen certainly thought the heavy slander of "suspect" was extremely ridiculous.

But after months of disdain, struggle, and interrogation...until seeing Shen Mu also being dragged into the abyss of "death if you plead not guilty", I finally recognized the cruel truth of life, bowed my head in my mother's tears, He took on the sins he didn't commit, and even ruined the promise of love that he said "I will stick to it no matter what".

Should we talk about heartache?

It must have hurt at first.

But later, he was tortured half to death in the prison, and he realized that as long as he was alive, there was hope, and he was no longer so hypocritical.

The past cannot be pursued, and the past does not need to be pursued.

Compared with the heart-piercing hatred and resentment, what Young Master Qin wanted to do most after finally regaining his freedom was to make up for the stability and happiness that Shen Mu had never brought him.

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The autumn wind was still there, and when they walked out of the dead and silent cemetery, neither of them spoke much.

It wasn't until he found that the driver of the Qin family was still waiting by the side of the road that Shen Mu said, "I have to take care of the shop, so don't come looking for me."

After speaking, he tried to find a taxi with his stiff legs.

Shen Mu used to be used to driving, but unfortunately, his legs are slightly disabled now, so he really can't step on the accelerator and brake in time.

Hearing this, Qin Shen immediately stopped him: "Don't be angry with me, okay? I'll take you somewhere."

"Not angry with you?" Shen Mu slightly opened his beautiful eyes: "How can you say it so easily?"

"Otherwise? I understand that you don't want me to plead guilty, and you don't want me to destroy my youth, but at that time there is no other way! Do you want me to let you die?!" Qin Shen grabbed his arm: "I want You are alive, so I would rather have this result now."

"And I'd rather die." Shen Mu struggled angrily.

"If you die, I will die too. Then your brother will die, and my mother will die too!" Qin Shen slightly raised his voice: "There are always humiliations and compromises in the world, please accept the reality, okay?"

Shen Mu still did not look at Ken him with a cold face.

Qin Shen asked softly again: "Or you just don't want me to suffer, and are annoyed that I haven't heard from me for many years?"

Shen Mu took a deep breath, and finally insisted with a choked voice: "You are not a murderer."

Qin Shen remained silent.

"And now, everyone in the world treats you as a murderer." Shen Mu usually doesn't care about everything, but unfortunately, when he mentioned this matter, he couldn't distinguish every word.

Qin Shen looked away and smiled, then suddenly stretched out his arms and hugged him: "I don't care what people in the world think, if they think I'm guilty, just treat me as guilty, but I care about your opinion, I don't want You refuse to give me any chance to forgive, and always think that I have betrayed the promise between the two of us. This is the biggest crime for me. Don't make me a sinner in front of you, okay? "

Shen Mu's body trembled slightly, and finally he could only sigh silently.

Qin Shen pulled him back into the car with all his might, and said softly to the driver, "Go to the hospital."

In fact, Shen Mu knew that Qin Shen would definitely want to heal his leg injury, so he was not surprised at what he was going to do now.

But he still hasn't recovered from the experience of this day and night, and he can't help but look sideways at his lover's real face, and confirm in his heart: this person is really back...

The answer to Shen Mu was the warm palms slowly holding each other.

Qin Shen didn't speak any more, he looked at the familiar and unfamiliar street scene outside the window with ups and downs, and was concerned about the joys, sorrows, sorrows and joys of the people around him.

In past memories, Shen Mu was a very generous, even overly tolerant man.

Now that they have reunited after a long absence, they are still angry with themselves for what happened back then. Such a preoccupied attitude may make some people think it is too hypocritical.

After all, although Young Master Qin has experienced a painful few years in prison, he still has money he can't spend and the rest of his youth, and he is not in a desperate situation at all.

But Qin was very knowledgeable, and felt deep love just because of Shen Mu's caressing: At this moment in the world, except for Xu Jiazi and Shen Mu, no one else cares whether there is a sign next to his name. Branded as a murderer.

Because to them, Qin Shen is just the second son of the Qin family, an identity that can be contacted, used, or needs to be avoided. It's just a normal story, it's not painful at all, and it's not worth noting.

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When the car passed by a small flower shop, Qin Shen, who was always in thought, suddenly called the driver to stop, then opened the car door and strode over in a hurry.

After a while, he returned to the car with a flawless rose, held it in front of Shen Mu and said, "For you."

Of course Shen Mu was not in the mood to accept it, and sat by the side coldly and looked back.

Qin Shen smiled flatteringly: "There are really no gardenias in this season and in this kind of shop, but I promise you will see them tomorrow."

Shen Mu suddenly felt that he should be very tired, and finally caught it slowly.

The car restarted.

Qin Shen said again: "Many things are like this. Although it is difficult, as long as you are willing to do it, you can definitely do it, including buying flowers and living."

Shen Mu's tone became gentle: "You have changed a lot, you are almost like another person."

Qin Shen supported his knee: "But you haven't changed much, you are still exactly the same as I remember."

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Seven years ago, in order to force Qin Shen to plead guilty, Qin Fengqiao's biological mother naturally used Shen Mu, who he cared most about, as a threat.

Since Shen Mu's calf was broken when he was under house arrest and he didn't receive timely medical treatment, no matter how he went to the hospital for rehabilitation, he couldn't exercise and walk normally.

This time Qin Shen specially invited experts to carefully take a film for him.

Reluctantly, the doctor finally shook his head: "If you feel that it really affects your life and you are particularly concerned, you can consider another operation and another operation."

Qin Shen was very serious: "Is there a gentler way? I don't want him to operate."

The doctor smiled wryly: "The ligaments are damaged, and the leg bones are also somewhat misaligned. There is no other choice."

Qin Shen's hopes were immediately dashed, and he held Shen Mu's hand sadly.

But Shen Mu stood up and said indifferently: "I knew this was the result, now that you have given up, can I go back and open the shop?"

Qin Shen hurriedly followed beside him to support him: "Then I'll accompany you and help you with some work."

Shen Mu has always been self-reliant, and hated that he was treated like protecting the weak, so he struggled immediately and said, "I can walk by myself, what can you do?"

Qin Shen smiled: "Is it okay to help you pass the dishes? How can I say that she looks pretty good."

Shen Mu glared at him: "What do you think is a high-end place, my shop is not suitable for young boys."

Qin Shen was not angry, but still pestered with a smile: "Boss, you've already called me a little boy, can you consider taking care of me?"

Shen Mu really couldn't understand why this person always wanted to tell jokes.

He turned his head and sighed, after all he admitted the fact that Qin Shen would always be by his side.

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Noon is the time when the first wave of bustle of the snack street comes.

After the baptism of autumn rain all night, the street became very clean.

The fragrance of the food on the roadside and the bright sunshine above the head create a lingering warmth of fireworks in the world.

Shen Ji Niuhe is located at the end of the street. Although the store is not big, it is cleaned very well.

In addition to the wok at the door, there is also a small kitchen for cold dishes.

Seven or eight tables are placed indoors, which is refreshing and not greasy.

A man with a mustache was wiping carefully with a rag. Qin Shen, who had already put on a well-made new shirt, didn't dislike it at all. He rolled up his sleeves when he entered the door, and went to him and said, "Let me do it."

Mustache was taken aback, looked up at the handsome and extravagant man in front of him like a movie star, and said doubtfully, "Brother Shen, this is..."

Qin Shen rushed to answer: "Hi, I'm his boyfriend."

Mustache was suddenly startled again.

Shen Mu checked the kitchen, and when he came out slowly, he said disdainfully, "Don't listen to his nonsense, he's just an acquaintance I knew before."

Mustache smiled and said, "Oh, so it's my ex-boyfriend, hello, my name is Chen Sheng, and I'm the chef here."

Qin Shen stretched out his slender hand to shake him, peeked at Shen Mu's back smoking at the door of the store, and asked, "How long has this store been open? How is the business?"

Chen Sheng replied: "It's been five or six years, but I've only worked for a little over a year. It's not bad. There are quite a lot of customers in the snack street."

Qin Shen smiled: "It's good if there are more people, what else do I need to do?"

Chen Sheng refused: "Brother, stop making trouble. What if you get your clothes dirty? You should go and accompany Brother Shen."

Only then did Qin Shen walk outside the door, looking at Shen Mu squinting his eyes under the sun and slowly swallowing clouds, he couldn't help asking: "Why are you so addicted to smoking now? I was smoking when I saw you last night , I haven’t stopped today, I remember you didn’t smoke before.”

Shen Mu's eyelashes that were too long to hang down: "Insomnia, I always find something to do for myself, and it becomes a habit later on."

When he was in the hospital just now, Qin Shen took the opportunity to force him to have a physical examination. Although he didn't get the report, he guessed that the result would not make people happy.

He suddenly reached out and snatched the cigarette away: "Quit."

Shen Mu looked at him unhappily and coldly.

Qin Shen smiled: "If you quit smoking, I will stop smoking. Is it fair?"

Shen Mu watched helplessly as he threw the remaining half of a cigarette into the trash can, and finally asked patiently: "What are your plans next? I'm telling you seriously, since you have to come out, you must find something to do, right? "

Qin Shen said: "Now my father's health is failing, and my mother is acting as the representative of the board of directors. You also know what kind of material she is? So I have to go back to the company to help, otherwise I will let them go on messing around. What about my father? The family fortune will be taken away by the cousins."

Shen Mu walked towards the nearby milk tea shop with his pocket in his pocket, and said softly: "I don't know the situation of your house, just do something."

Qin Shen walked leisurely with him: "I don't expect to make much money, I just do my duty. Of course, the most important thing is you, so I won't be too busy."

Shen Mu ignored this guy's self-serving arrangement, raised his head and said to the little girl in the milk tea shop, "Two cups of ice cream and black tea."

"Okay, brother Shen came so early today." The cashier girl smiled happily: "Aren't all the relatives and friends of the handsome guy handsome?"

Qin Shen immediately shook hands with him across the counter, and again introduced himself sincerely: "It's the first time we meet, I'm Shen Mu's boyfriend."

Shen Mu really wanted to beat him up like before, but considering that this person was not young after all, he had to save some face, so he just snorted disgustedly, leaned to the side and waited, took out the lighter and pressed it on or off. .

Qin Shen took the drink that was quickly made, helped to insert the straw and handed it over, took the opportunity to smile and said: "Do you still remember that I love sugar water? But you didn't drink it before. Could it be that you can't help but find some when you miss me?" comfort?"

"Did you spoil your head in there? There's no need to say everything affectionately, is it disgusting?" Shen Mu snatched the drink over: "I'm just thirsty."

"It's disgusting for others to do this." Qin Shen looked at him intently: "But I only feel happy when I tell you."

Shen Mu bit his thin lips faintly, as if he was suppressing the urge to punch him twice.

Unexpectedly, Qin Shen was extremely shameless, and suddenly leaned his hand against the wall and kissed his thin lips. He tasted the sweetness without drinking half a mouthful of sugar water.

Poor Chen Shengzheng was shaking at the door of the store with a feather duster. He looked up and saw this shocking scene, and immediately ran back to the store to gossip with other guys in shock: "Go and see, go and see! There is a kissing scene outside! Then What the hell does the man do, and the expensive car he parked in front of the street, is the boss being taken care of, and is the store still open? Are we going to lose our jobs? "