unattainable cuteness

The love in any story always makes people get better and better, but Shen Ge feels that he is incomparably worse. Ever since he had an accidental relationship with Qi Lei after he was drunk, his whole mentality has completely collapsed. Breaking off friendship, even wanting to find a safe object to end this chaos, but he is too young to do anything.

Did the two really make it to the last step?

Or is there some misunderstanding?

What was said and what happened before doing it?

Otherwise, how could there be such incredible progress?

Countless question marks linger in the bottom of my heart, and there is no standard answer at all.

And since that day, Qi Lei didn't show up much for a while, and the person who sent the children was replaced by Feifei's grandma, so the two didn't even have a chance to confirm the explanation.

Shen Ge listlessly worked in the kindergarten as usual, except for the visits to his brother, his life became nothing to look forward to.

-

Just in time for what should have been a great weekend.

Shen Ge, who refused to go out with his colleagues, was cleaning the classroom alone, while preparing for next week's handicraft class. When he was sweating profusely, a familiar figure of Lawyer Qi suddenly appeared at the door, and his shape against the light seemed unusually tall.

After all, there was such an intimate relationship, Shen Ge suddenly blushed and tightened his body, holding the broom hard and asking, "Why are you here?"

Qi Lei shook the document in his hand: "Bringing you good news, your brother's, don't you welcome it?"

Shen Ge couldn't refuse this reason, so he walked over and asked, "What?"

"Because of the proper preparation and the recent up-and-down activities, his application for a three-month commutation of sentence has passed." Qi Lei handed over the folder.

Shen Ge looked and looked tremblingly, and finally said softly: "Thank you."

"I thought you didn't plan to talk to me again." Qi Lei smiled with relief.

In fact, this lawyer has never been considered a bad one. He has nothing to do with the Qin family, and he has devoted himself to it for so many years.

Except for the slight indifference at the beginning of the acquaintance, it really belongs to a very good person after contact.

But the better the situation, the more flustered Shen Ge became. He put away the files and backed away, "Thank you so much, you've worked hard, but I still have things to do."

Qi Lei was already in his thirties, and he was not a blank sheet of paper when it came to love or feelings. He was not drunk that night, and he was even more sober than before, so now there is no regret, but the reaction of this young man made him feel a little irritated in his daze. Feeling the pain, I couldn't help asking: "Do you really mind that much? It's just a night of sleep."

Just slept through the night.

These few words knocked Shen Ge down like a bolt from the blue, the flush on his face faded to pale, and he realized that the watershed that he felt as if he was overwhelmed was no different from eating a meal in the eyes of others. Frustrated, he said, "That's right, I shouldn't mind that much."

Qi Lei was silent.

Shen Ge's self-esteem forced him to look up: "It's just that it shouldn't have happened, I really drank too much, can I pretend it never happened?"

"Up to you." Qi Lei did not choose to argue.

Shen Ge's heart was empty, and his expression became lonely.

Qi Lei sighed helplessly: "Since you thank me, it's not too much to treat me to a meal, right?"

"What do you want to eat?" Shen Ge tilted his head.

"Just go to the Niuhe store before your brother, and see if there is anything that needs help." Sure enough, Qi Lei will not choose to do everything in vain.

Shen Ge was so confused by this arrangement that he couldn't say no, so he finally nodded in agreement.

-

Although Shen Mu lost his freedom in prison, his former buddy took good care of the inside and outside of the Niuhe store, and when he saw his family members coming, he immediately put out a table full of side dishes to entertain them.

After sitting down, Shen Ge inevitably felt a little guilty, and whispered: "I don't usually help much, but my brother spent a lot of effort in this shop."

"It's you who makes him spend more effort, and the biggest expectation is that you live well." Qi Lei replied.

Shen Ge looked up at him, and found that the other party really didn't say a word about Yiye Chunxiao, and couldn't help but secretly mocked his own humbleness and uselessness.

Unexpectedly, Qi Lei raised his glass suddenly: "Happy birthday."

"Eh?" Shen Ge was very surprised, after a long while, he realized that this year was really muddled, and he even forgot such an important day.

"One year older, it's time to restrain your temper." Qi Lei said: "People who don't grow up have the benefits of not growing up, but you don't seem to be happy because of it."

"Am I that useless in your opinion?" Shen Ge frowned at this blessing.

"It's not useless, I pretended how old you are, and I've gone through a lot of twists and turns, so it can be regarded as a useless remonstrance from the bottom of my heart." Qi Lei smiled.

Only then did Shen Ge clink glasses with him.

The refreshing beer dilutes the irritability in my heart.

Qi Lei also said: "Drink less, knowing that you can't drink enough, just stop in moderation."

Shen Ge asked back: "You remember my birthday a long time ago, so you worked hard to successfully apply for commutation of sentence for my brother before this day, do you make me happy?"

"Yeah." Qi Lei said, "You probably don't need other gifts."

Hearing this, Shen Ge had no choice but to scold and blame him unreasonably.

At least Qi Lei was not obliged to do these things, but he did his best.

Shen Ge took a deep breath and said: No matter what, you are my friend, and I am not acting out of anger when I tell you thank you. "

Qi Lei was also not ready to accept a new relationship, so he accepted the current situation, took out a crooked greeting card from his bag and said, "This is made by Feifei, I'm sorry to hand it to you."

Shen Ge took it and opened it to stare, realizing that his fate with this father and son is probably like this in this life, so he couldn't help showing a weak and sincere smile.

-

There are really very few people who have walked a hundred steps in their relationship. Both of them lacked the courage to go to the end. On the contrary, their relationship calmed down because of that hot-headed night. Song's attitude is not only a little better, he often brings Feifei to play with him, and invites him to eat or watch performances more than usual.

Shen Ge really wanted to say: Don't make me soft-hearted, don't let me get lost, but he lacks the courage to resist decisively.

Time passed quickly amidst all kinds of tangled days, and Shen Mu was finally released from prison.

The day when he reunited with his brother made Shen Ge feel the warmth that he had not seen for a long time, but their brotherhood is so close, how could Shen Mu not feel the change in his brother.

Occasional insinuations, occasional thoughts.

All these made Shen Ge feel that his hidden thoughts had already been exposed, and the calmness accumulated through hardships gradually disappeared without a trace.

The whole world knows that I like Qi Lei, right?

I like it but it's impossible to be together, but I just hang out by my side. Isn't this kind of relationship ridiculous?

But when facing Qi Lei, probably only quarrels can break that unnatural calm, right?

Turned his face, resigned, locked at home all day to update his resume, and ate takeaway food. The originally good life was messed up again.

One night, Shen Ge got drunk watching American dramas, fell down on the wooden floor and thought sadly: So I like someone in my heart, and I really don’t get entangled in gender, because besides gender, there are many, many other reasons. It's still painful, but it's much easier not to like it, as long as there is a reason, Qi Lei can't like himself.

He confessed to the air what he was most afraid of, and then buried his face in the pillow and sobbed non-stop.

Just at the saddest moment, the phone that was thrown in the garbage suddenly rang.

It's a strange number.

Shen Ge frowned and answered: "Hello?"

Unexpectedly, Qi Lei's voice came over: "I'm on a business trip in Japan, didn't you say that you want a figure of Naruto, what does it look like, I can ask my assistant to go to Akihabara..."

"Why are you so nonchalant, there is something wrong with you!" Shen Ge broke down even more, and hung up the call after scolding like this.

He felt that all the strength in his body had been sucked out, and he had become a paralyzed useless waste.

Qi Lei's text message came again: "I don't understand what you want, to be friends, or more than friends, I'm up to you, what can you express by breaking up friendship?"

Perhaps Shen Ge was most annoyed by his calmness, so he stared at the computer for a long time, and replied drunkenly: "Is what I want to express really important to you? I never regarded you as a friend, I don't mind being in charge of you, I hope we will be strangers who hate each other in the future!"