unattainable cuteness

Cool rain on the long street, warm porridge with thin wine, drunk talking about the mistakes of teenagers, and not too much to share.

Every time Shen Mu woke up lightly, he felt that this was the only thing that happened in his long, long dream.

He often fantasizes that he and Qin Shen can grow old slowly in loneliness.

However, the person in the wound of his heart finally came back, and what he dreamed about was his acquaintance.

That's right, there is no past, and there is no future.

-

The rain that raged all night during the Mid-Autumn Festival finally stopped, and the morning was full of early sunshine.

When Shen Mu opened his beautiful eyes in the thin light, he saw Qin Shen's smile in an instant.

He was still sleepy, coughed lightly and said, "Suddenly remembered that you were injured and hospitalized, and pestered me to visit every day."

Qin Shen took the Liangbai light cup on the bedside, gently helped Shen Mu to feed it, and then said, "I speak so reluctantly, but you come every time."

"That's because you acted like your father doesn't love your mother." Shen Mu forcefully opened his dishonest hand, turned over and frowned tiredly: "Why did you wake up so early?"

"Didn't sleep." Qin Shen insisted on hugging, kissed the bare and warm shoulder in front of his eyes and said, "Every time I want to fall asleep, I am afraid that everything is an illusion, my heart beats faster, and I naturally start to suffer from insomnia."

"Hey——" Shen Mu held on to his pajama pants helplessly, closed his eyes and said, "Can you stop talking sanctimonious things and doing shameless things?"

Qin Shen suddenly pressed him flat under his body, and straightened his chin with all his strength: "What I said was love words, and what I did was love affairs, is there anything wrong?"

Shen Mu couldn't look at this man frankly, he was afraid of being weak, and even more afraid of showing resentment, so he struggled painfully: "Don't force me to get rough with you, get away."

"It's good to be fierce." Qin Shen would not have flinched when he heard the rejection, otherwise it would have been impossible to catch up with him seven years ago.

After saying such shameless words, it turned into an affectionate kiss.

Shen Mu's skin began to turn red and hot under the gentleness of the rising sun, but he had too many knots in his heart that he couldn't untie, and he didn't want to go on so absurdly, so he inevitably began to resist fiercely.

The two big men got out of control on the single bed, and finally they both fell on the wooden floor.

Qin Shen instinctively put his arms around Shen Mu as a backrest.

Shen Mu heard a very clear thud, and then pulled back to ask: "Are you okay?"

Qin Shen smiled helplessly: "Murder your husband?"

"The two of us have nothing to do with each other." Shen Mu shook off him and got up, went to the closet to search for clothes he could wear, while rubbing his red wrist.

Qin Shen sat up lazily on the spot, lighting a cigarette habitually.

His hair was very short, showing his still delicate and charming face, but stubble grew out around his lips overnight.

Shen Mu, who caught a glimpse, began to feel pain again, put on his baseball shirt and said, "Go home if you have nothing else to say, it's time to be filial since I haven't been by your mother's side for so long."

"Why not, I can't finish what I want to say in my life." Qin Shen still sat there smoking, and moved left and right because he couldn't find the ashtray.

Shen Mu handed it to him,

Qin Shen flicked down the cigarette ash, and continued: "After Bai Jinbo died, my mother married my father. Otherwise, why do you think I came out early?"

For this person's family, Shen Mu always kept a distance, and he really couldn't make any comments.

When he was bending over to the side and distractedly folding the quilt, he took the opportunity to be pulled and kissed by Qin Shen.

The bitterness of the tobacco, accompanied by the hopeless throbbing, is really dizzying.

Shen Mu pressed Qin Shen's shoulder, and suddenly bit his tongue hard, not expecting that the other party would still not flinch, adding a bit of blood to the kiss.

Time is like a second and a year.

They didn't leave in a hurry until the unsuspecting doorbell rang.

Shen Mu tilted his head worriedly.

Sure enough, a familiar shout came from outside: "Brother, I'm here for breakfast!"

-

Seven years ago, Qin Shen couldn't figure out why Shen Mu and Shen Ge's looks were so different from the same parents.

One looks like a proud and elegant leopard, and the other is purely a little white rabbit with long ears.

It's a pity that Shen Ge, the little white rabbit, will bite people in a hurry when he sees someone who threatens his brother.

He was still grinning when he entered the door, and found that Qin Shen, who had seen the ghost, was standing in the living room fiercely. As expected, he immediately scolded: "Why are you here? Didn't you get shot! The criminal should stay away from my brother, why don't you still think about it?" How did you hurt him!"

Shen Mu helplessly pinned the hair on his younger brother's head: "Okay."

Shen Ge was devastated: "What's wrong? You won't be soft-hearted again, this person is a disaster! Brother!"

Shen Mu, who couldn't tell, started coughing again, waved his hands and said in a hoarse voice: "He has eaten...he will go back...don't be mad at me..."

Shen Ge hurriedly ran to boil warm water for him, muttering to restrain his corrupt emotions.

Qin Shen quickly extinguished the cigarette and asked, "What's wrong with you, you were coughing when you slept last night, did you catch a cold from the rain?"

"In the rain?" Shen Ge poked his head out of the kitchen again, waving his arms and said, "My brother was under house arrest for so long, he was injured and had a high fever, and his lungs were injured—"

"Shut up! Stop arguing!" Shen Mu suddenly became angry.

Shen Ge bowed her head in embarrassment: "...I'm sorry."

In fact, Qin Shen wants to understand those painful memories better than anyone else, but he is also afraid of understanding, afraid that his heart will be dug out and cut into pieces and bloody.

Fortunately, Shen Mu was too lazy to talk to these two people anymore, and chose to go to the kitchen in silence to make breakfast.

-

After breaking up the fresh eggs, add noodles, water, and a little sea salt, then scoop them into a hot pan and fry them into thin pancakes.

Stir-fried pork mince with spicy cabbage, and green pepper egg sauce, you can eat a lot of them just by rolling them.

Qin Shen, who had already sat at the table, was dissatisfied while rubbing his meal: "You are quite an adult, why don't you do more work, and ask your brother to cook for you?"

"I can't." Shen Ge's baby face was suddenly depressed: "I helped with laundry and cleaning, what are you doing, how can you talk nonsense?"

Qin Shen was speechless, and changed the subject: "Graduated from university? What work do you do?"

"Teacher." Shen Ge was still unhappy.

"Childish." Qin Shen spat.

Shen Ge bit the burrito and said, "It's better to be naive than to have a high school diploma. Now, if you don't rely on family relief, you can still—"

Suddenly a pot of preserved egg porridge was placed heavily on the table, interrupting their quarrel.

Shen Mu sat down with a cold face: "What should I do when I'm full?"

"I'm sorry." Shen Ge lowered his head.

In fact, he knew his brother's heart, and knew that the hurdle that his brother couldn't let go of the most was that Qin Shen's life was ruined by going to jail.

The small dining room was cramped and awkward with three men sitting.

Qin Shen put down his chopsticks and said, "Thanks for your hard work."

Shen Mu ignored it.

Qin Shen said: "I want to see Qin Fengqiao and tell him that I'm out, will you accompany me?"

-

The autumn wind blows through the pure white cemetery, blowing the petals flying around.

There are basically no extra pedestrians in this kind of place on weekdays, so it can be as quiet as it needs to be.

Qin Shen deliberately bought a box of maltose from the street, and after finding the tombstone, he attached himself to it and put it down, sighing to his handsome and youthful brother in the photo: "It's really that there are too few opportunities to get along with each other, I only know that he likes to eat this ancient thing. "

Shen Mu stood behind silently.

Qin Shen looked into the eyes in the black and white photo: "Up to now, only you know who the murderer is. Brother, don't you really plan to tell me?"

Shen Mu couldn't help turning his head.

In the eyes of the world, Qin Shen was an evil man who killed his brother in order to fight for inheritance.

People are always more willing to believe the bad than the good.

Qin Fengqiao's death changed the fate of many people, and everything started from the moment his body was carried out of Dongshan.

Shen Mu took a deep breath, and his thoughts returned to the horror experience a long time ago.