gentle beast

"..." Chu Mingyao still wanted to say something with guns and sticks, but found that he couldn't say it no matter what, "My sister looks more like her."

"But the stubbornness and ruthlessness in your eyes are really carved out of her."

Chu Mingyao almost wondered whether it was his memory or Xiao Suiya's memory that made a mistake, otherwise why wouldn't he remember "stubbornness and ruthlessness" in his mother's eyes?Obviously that woman is always so gentle and without edges.

"Believe it or not, what I'm going to say next is the 'truth' I want to tell you."

"You say it."

Chu Mingyao clenched his hands into fists and put them on his knees. He kept biting his cheeks, and the inner wall of his mouth was riddled with holes. The taste of rust spread like billowing gunpowder smoke on the taste buds.

"You are not Chu Jun's child, Chu Mingsi is, only Lingyu and I know about this."

"Lingyu is a prostitute in the prostitution street," Xiao Suiya looked at Chu Mingyao's eyes that suddenly widened, "Yes, it's a surprise, your mother is a prostitute. At that time, Chu Jun relied on the prostitution street to gain a firm foothold in Hongxiu. And Lingyu is a well-known prostitute in the street. When she was pregnant with you, Chu Jun married her. In fact, at first I thought you were Chu Jun’s child. Later, Lingyu told me that you are not Chu Jun’s. Child, I was surprised too, but she didn't tell me who your father is, so no one except Lingyu knows who your real father is."

"Can I smoke?"

"Please."

Hearing this, Chu Mingyao grabbed the cigarette case on the table as if he was on the verge of amnesty, and took out one. His hands shook violently, and he had to wipe the lighter twice before he lit it. He took a deep breath because he hadn't smoked for a long time. He was coughing because of choking, he coughed violently, tears flowed non-stop, he asked calmly, why should I believe what you said is true?Xiao Suiya also took out a box of female cigarettes and smoked, she shrugged, I never asked you to believe me.

"Ahem..." Chu Mingyao wiped his face in embarrassment, "You continue."

"Lingyu and Chu Jun have always had a physical relationship. After all, he is the head of the prostitute. Later, when she was pregnant with you, Chu Jun proposed to her, but your father never appeared again, so she agreed to Chu Jun's marriage proposal. I didn't doubt whether you were his own." Xiao Suiya's cigarette was very beautiful, and the filter was blue, which reminded Chu Mingyao of the twins' eye color inappropriately. "I followed Lingyu when I met Lingyu. Like a demon, even though I know she is married, that she has children, and that she is the wife of the head of the Chu family, I still love her desperately and crazily. What morals and ethics, fuck it," Xiao Suiya said. Yan Ash stroked her bangs, "I am Ai Lingyu, and I will only recognize her."

"Lingyu once told me that she has no feelings for Chu Jun, even though Chu Jun loves her very much, but she is indifferent. But she loves you very much, you know? I asked her, if she didn't love Chu Jun, why did she Do you love me so much? She told me that you are not Chu Jun’s child, but the man she loves. A woman’s jealousy is terrible, so I asked her if you still love that man? She said no I know, but I understand her very well. Women know women best," Xiao Suiya shook her head with a wry smile, "While she loves me, she still has that man's place in her heart, and there will always be that man's place. "

"Have you ever been in love?"

"Me?" Chu Mingyao took the cigarette butt full of tooth marks out of his mouth, and said truthfully, "I'm talking."

"What do you think it's like to be in love?"

This question was very inexplicable and irrelevant, but Chu Mingyao still answered after serious thinking:

"Probably, a sense of security."

Chu Mingyao has always never felt that he is an insecure person. It is more appropriate to describe it as "not aware" rather than "not feeling", because Chu Mingyao doesn't dare to think about what he wants.

"At the beginning, I wanted to swallow Lingyu alive and loved her like a hungry dog ​​staring at an empty plate. I wished I could be by her side every minute. Later, Hongxiu suffered a major cleansing, and the three families of Xiao Chu and Ruan I told Lingyu that as long as she brought down the Chu family for me, she would be able to leave the Chu army and be with me. But after she leaked the secret to me, she regretted it,” Xiao Sui Ya crushed the cigarette in the ashtray, snorted coldly, "Because she fell in love with Chu Jun, she loved me and Chu Jun at the same time, it sounds unbelievable, right? But she is like this, no one can Unable to let go. Chu Jun was furious at her after knowing that she had told her the secret, but he still loves her, this worthless dog man," Xiao Suiya laughed loudly, "but I do too, I also love Lingyu, I begged her to come with me, I let go of all my pride and self-esteem and begged her to come with me, but she didn't want to, she couldn't let go of you and the newborn Chu Mingsi, and felt that she owed Chu Jun, so I threatened If she doesn't come with me, I will marry, but she still refuses me, so I got married in a fit of anger."

Xiao Suiya took off the pearl necklace around her neck and handed it to Chu Mingyao:

"This pink pearl necklace was given to Lingyu by the Chu army. The earliest mermaid trade started from the prostitution street. In the last century, almost all mermaids changed hands from the prostitution street, because the prostitution street is close to the sea. This mermaid is very beautiful. In particular, the pearls formed from tears are pink, so Chu Jun stringed these pink pearls into a necklace and gave them to Lingyu. Lingyu gave me this string of pearls when I got married. It’s ironic, isn’t it? The Chu family was in a slump, Lingyu committed suicide, and Chu Jun committed suicide. Do you think I ruined your family? It doesn’t matter if you think so,” Xiao Suiya raised her head and choked up a few times, trying not to let tears fall from her eyes Rolling out, "I apologize to you about the prostitution, because of my younger brother's nonsense, his lover is from the prostitution, so... I will compensate you with Vision, and from then on, the Xiaochu family can be regarded as clean."

Chu Mingyao rubbed the string of necklaces into the palm of his hand. Due to the excessive force, the originally round pearls hurt his palm, almost embedded in his flesh.After a long silence, Chu Mingyao asked lightly:

"Do you still love her?"

"Love."

"Then why did you get married in a fit of anger?"

"Because I, I thought she...she would change her mind..." Xiao Suiya's eyes could no longer resist, and despite the hot tears pouring down, she was just sobbing softly, but she lost control of her emotions and broke down. Crying bitterly, "I really regret it, I regret it...I shouldn't be angry with her," Xiao Suiya's makeup was all washed out, Chu Mingyao realized that Xiao Suiya was also in such pain, like a stick The barb stuck in the heart can't be extricated. Even if it is torn apart again after many years, it is still bloody and painful. "I just want her to come back, and she will be fine. Why can't I start again? Why... ...It doesn't matter even if there is Chu Jun...It really doesn't matter, as long as she is still there, we are all so stupid..."

It’s not like Chu Mingyao didn’t think about "what if", if he had been living happily in Hongxiu with a happy family, studying seriously, and being an honest person with all his duties, how would the story develop?Will there be no more Du Zhe, Yu's twins, and Feng Si in his life, and there will be another one or a few by his side—but it's just "if" after all. is no longer possible.Chu Mingyao stood up and walked out slowly:

"Thank you for the necklace."

Feng Jinghong had been waiting outside the door the entire time, and with his personality, he would definitely not eavesdrop. Seeing that Chu Mingyao's expression was not very good, he said:

"what happened?"

"fine."

"You don't look like you're okay."

"I want to be alone."

"I'll give you the key. I'll take a taxi back. I won't go to your house tonight."

Feng Jinghong took out the car key from his pocket and handed it to Chu Mingyao, and found that he was still holding something in his hand. Chu Mingyao spread his palm, and the pearl necklace dangled from between his fingers, round and bright, magnificent and brilliant. Hong felt familiar, Chu Mingyao grabbed his wrist with his backhand, his fingers slid along his wrist to the cuff, and he licked his lips ambiguously:

"I'm just kidding."

It seems that there is nothing wrong with telling Yu You that they come to open a room... Chu Mingyao pressed Feng Jinghong on the bed and kissed him crazily and roughly. Chu Mingyao kissed fiercely, but Feng Si could tell that he was just Just looking for a vent.When the tip of Feng Jinghong's tongue scraped across the scarred inner wall of his mouth, some blood streaked out again, but it was quickly diluted by the mingled body fluid of the two of them, and Chu Mingyao had no time to swallow it, and it overflowed from the corner of his mouth.He seldom frowns when kissing, Feng Jinghong couldn't help pointing Chu Mingyao's knotted brows with his fingertips, Chu Mingyao slowed down his attack, took Feng Si's petal-like thin lips and sucked them carefully, Feng Si was kissed so beastly by him, he took off Chu Mingyao's coat, ripped off the shirt to release the pair of plump and tight chest muscles from the tightly bound shirt.

Perhaps because of being often played with, Chu Mingyao's nipples are very straight, darker in color, and the shape is a standard spherical shape.Feng Jinghong lowered his head and held it while sucking it vigorously, while the other hand did not forget to take care of the nipple on the other side. Chu Mingyao held his head and panted lowly, inserted his fingers into Feng Jinghong's silky hair, tightened it vigorously and pulled back , lowered his head to bite Feng Si's thin neck that was as white as frost and snow, felt the strange touch of his Adam's apple rolling over the tip of his teeth, and the nimble snake-like tongue slowly moved up along the elegant neckline of Feng Si's swan-like neckline. There is a kind of unrestrained wantonness and strong charm, and she sends out a courtship signal to Feng Si nakedly:

"Can you fuck me until I'm dizzy? If not, you can call those bastards."

"You have no confidence in me?"

"I'm afraid I'll drain you."

"Try?"

The warm breath of the two sprayed each other's cheeks, Feng Jinghong smiled evilly, he took the condom on the bedside and tore it with his teeth, then put it on the protruding fleshy blade under him, muttering something small Then he casually threw it on the ground, Chu Mingyao spread his legs and held his penis against the opening of the acupuncture point and slowly squeezed it into his body, Feng Jinghong was pinched a little uncomfortable:

"Do you want to expand before you come in?"

"No need, fuck me hard." Chu Mingyao lowered his waist and took all the thick penis into his body. He hugged Feng Jinghong and pecked him on the lips, "Fuck me."

The author has something to say: Uncle Chu is not the Holy Mother, although he is very tolerant of Xiaoyu, it is because Xiaoyu is his lover.

In his opinion, Xiao Suiya is still one of the people who caused his family to be broken up. She is a victim but also a perpetrator, so he didn't go to comfort her - Uncle Chu also needs comfort wwwww

It's not good to let Uncle Chu hide and cry, let him be fucked and cry^q^

The easter egg this time is Yu Zuo’s www feeling that he is the weakest Xiaogong even though he and Uncle Chu have been born and died together(?)

How come no one calls him Uncle Chu for not eating a few times 23333