remarriage

That day was the afternoon of the rehearsal for the school celebration party. I went to the music club to find a partner to match the lyrics. When I was about to arrive, I saw Liu Xiyin playing the violin under a tree.He has a slender neck, and the frequency of swinging his arms is as graceful as the notes he draws. The sunlight shines through the tree gaps on his sad face, giving off a kind of holy light.

The momentary heartbeat made me stop, thinking in my mind that this is probably falling into the mortal world and becoming an angel.

Deep down in his heart, he clamored to leave this angel completely in the mortal world, to stay by his side, to break his wings, or to defile him...

The music stopped.I woke up instantly.

Liu Xiyin turned to see me and smiled at me.

That smile is very naughty like a peer.

After finishing the words with my partner absent-mindedly and discussing the solution to the problem, I asked her about Liu Xiyin, and learned that he was a sophomore like me, and that his name was in a professional class.

The evening went well. When Liu Xiyin and his partner performed, I realized that the song in the afternoon was Yavsky's "Legend", but it was not as good as a glimpse of it in the afternoon when paired with the piano. It may be my psychological effect Bar.

But I'm still drawn to him.

When he was on the stage, he still had that sad expression, but when he stepped off the stage, he showed a relieved expression, as if he was happy because the performance did not mess up, and he seemed to be sighing because the performance was not enough.

I started to approach him and pursue him.

I don't know why he always refuses my courtship.That period of time was when I was the youngest and most frivolous. In order to get someone’s love, my heart seemed to become hot and my mind was burning, and I could clearly feel various emotions such as happiness, sadness, loss, and surprise.

Then one day, he dragged me to the music club and looked at me with a painful expression—I could clearly feel his emotions at that time.

"Are you gay?" He asked me, fingers cramped at the hem of his clothes.

"Yes." I don't know why, but seeing him so anxious, I felt a little helpless. "I just like you and want to pursue you. If you feel uncomfortable, don't force yourself to face me."

And I will change tactics.

"That's not what I meant, I want to tell you..." He gritted his teeth in the middle of speaking, and began to take off his pants.

I panicked, my heart started beating wildly, do I want to do it here?I'm not mentally prepared, this is the school's music club, it's an unprepared night...

Just thinking wildly, he pulled my hand between his legs, and I was so surprised that I didn't know what to say.

He is not constructed like I am, he has female organs and male organs are incomplete.

I looked up at him in a daze, only to see him biting his lip and crying, tears covering his eyes. While my heart ached, I felt a strange sense of security in my heart.

That way he won't leave me, he's afraid he's different from most people.

I smiled, raised my hand to wipe away his tears, and said softly, "Don't cry, you can't watch ugly ones anymore. I like you, and you're the only one I like." Young people who are passionately in love are always disgusting to die.

But he cried even more fiercely, crying on my shoulder, and I stroked him along his back, not knowing what else to do.

After a while he stopped crying, as if he felt ashamed or embarrassed, his face flushed and he quickly pulled up his pants and put them on.

Oh my god, I actually forgot that he hasn't put it on yet, I'm not Liu Xiahui!

After that night, the relationship was confirmed, and sometimes I would take him to my house, but the Queen Mother could clearly see something was going on, but she didn't say anything.I am very grateful for her wink. After all, my sexuality should have a lot to do with her. If she objects, I may quarrel with her for several years under the instigation of my love.

When she was young, she engaged in women's rights, and her father was a wife-slave. Both of them were busy and didn't care much about me. This made me very disgusted with this family model. When I saw a handsome guy in high school, I bent over.

But the one I like the most is Liu Xiyin.

One day I finally couldn't help dreaming about his torment every night. I saw every inch of his body clearly on my desk, and possessed him on my bed. I was never satisfied.

Because I was still in a long period of passionate love, and I had the conditions, I got married as soon as I graduated.

The turning point should be that after Xiaoxiao was born, he began to learn to take care of his daughter, more and more like that adjective: a good wife and mother.

The Empress Dowager has limited experience in taking care of children, and she often goes out due to work reasons. Her father was not very supportive of this marriage from the very beginning, and his attitude became better after he realized that Liu Xiyin was fertile.

I was busy with company affairs during the day, so I couldn't take care of the children at all, and there was only so much I could do when I went back at night.

When Xiaoxiao was two years old, we bought a villa and hired servants, and it was only then that Liu Xiyin started her official first job.

It was Xiaoxiao who was there during the honeymoon, so he has been out of work, making music in his spare time.

It was also at this time that there was a rift between us.

When Xiaoxiao was four years old, she quarreled over all kinds of trivial matters because of her enrollment, and quarreled about her relationship, and then got divorced in anger.

I knew in my heart that there were many reasons for it, but I was too depressed at the time, and I just wanted to get rid of it.

If Liu Xiyin hadn't been so stubborn to leave later, she might not have been able to leave under the persuasion of the Queen Mother.

But once a gentle person becomes stubborn, he is still someone he cares about, and it is difficult not to make compromises.

He asked for custody of his daughter and rented it in a nearby community. Sometimes he sent his daughter home when he was on a business trip.

In less than a year, I found out that he wanted to get back together, and I started to avoid him a little bit.But I can't refuse any order from the Queen Mother or the Princess, including Liu Xiyin's business and Xiaoxiao's questions to me.

At this moment, the scene in his memory overlapped again, and his heart beat unexpectedly.

I hurriedly went out to buy food, Xiaoxiao and him should be hungry.

Because I was not sure what to eat and what not to eat with appendicitis, I bought lighter porridge and Xiaolongbao.

When I got back to the ward, I stopped abruptly.

Liu Xiyin was crying.

He still did the same action when I left, looking at Xiaoxiao, tears slid down his face to his temples, wetting his black hair.

He saw me coming back and looked up at me, "A Yuan, let's get back together."

At this moment, I almost agreed with him.

I turned my head in embarrassment, touched Xiaoxiao's face with my empty hand, and the ninja restrained himself from looking at him.

A soft heart will only lead to the unknown.

It may have been less than a second, or it may have been a minute, and I finally calmed down.

I know I'm cruel, but I still said: "Don't say this a second time."

He didn't seem surprised, wiped away his tears, got up and went out clutching his belly.

I put the food on the bedside table and stared at the direction he was going out.

Memories and reality kept intertwining in my mind, and I was panicked. I took out a cigarette from my coat pocket, remembered that this was a hospital, and stuffed it in again.