Baby girl, don't mistake your parents

Li Yanran's inner monologue

When I met Yang Yanyan for the first time, she was in a daze. The strange thing is that it was the first time I saw her, but there was a sense of intimacy. She was cheerful, optimistic and funny like a big child. She always seemed to have a hippie smile, so I Deliberately angry at her, like to see her angry and helpless to me.I have been relatively cold since I was a child, especially after the incident with Ning Anxi, I have become more indifferent, and I will not joke with others, even those few close friends have always behaved well, and sometimes they even complain I have facial paralysis, everything will fall apart when I face Yang Yanyan, maybe it's the kindness she gave me!Under my intentional connivance, the relationship between her and me has also increased day by day, but I have never told her everything about me, that simple person even thought I had a husband, but she is really stupid, obviously I have been to my house many times and have not found that there is no fourth person in my house, and I am not going to explain to her, I like to see her pretending to be smart and nonsense.I don't know if I don't want to explain to her or because I'm afraid that she will know the truth?I woke up from her bed after being drunk that day and intentionally attacked her. In fact, it was to cover up the panic and fear in my heart. I was afraid that I would be tempted by someone other than Ning Anxi. She would never know that my heart beat when I fell on my body. Rugu is also afraid that she will not be able to face such feelings, after all, she is a person who grew up in the sun, but I live in the dark.Look at the date, it will be the anniversary of Ning Anxi's death in a few days, every year I will go to LPS City to visit her and tell her my feelings.This year is no exception. I packed my luggage early in the morning, but I didn't know that Aunt Wu's daughter was about to give birth, so she asked me for a month's leave. I was wondering who should I give Nianxi to take care of?None of my friends have ever been married, let alone brought up children. I was really worried about entrusting them to them. I suddenly thought of Yang Yanyan. She happened to live in the same community as me, and I gave Nianxi to her. I was very relieved, for some reason I always felt that she would be kind to Nianxi, and sure enough when I asked her, although she looked embarrassed, she finally agreed.Send Nianxi to her home when I get off work, and tell Nianxi to be obedient

Be sure not to make trouble, etc., when you turn around, tears will slide down for no reason.After several hours of ups and downs, I finally came to the city of Ning Anxi, facing her tombstone again, on the tombstone she was always young and smiling, and I started to tell her what happened in the past year as in previous years, It's just that I don't know why my heart is not as painful as last year.Thinking back to when Ning Anxi first left, I once wanted to follow her away, but luckily I had the unwavering company of my friends to survive those dark days. , In the end, they persuaded me to have a child. They were also for my own good, thinking that with the company of a child, I would have a reason to live and would not give up life easily.Accompanied by them, I came to the hospital to receive a sperm donation. I chose a photo of a boy who looks like a sunny college student. After ten months of pregnancy, I finally gave birth to Nianxi. She smiled at me, very much like the way Ning Anxi smiled when she doted on me, so I named her Li Nianxi.Three years later, Nianxi also grew up a lot. I came to the unfamiliar Zhongshan with Nianxi alone. When I first saw the city of the future, I fell in love with this architectural style, especially the food. The downstairs was very lively after dinner, so I bought a house here and hired an aunt who seemed relatively honest. By the way, my aunt's surname was Wu, and Nianxi and I called her Aunt Wu.

When I go to work during the day, Aunt Wu helps take care of Nianxi. When I come back at night, I will take Nianxi downstairs for a walk.Such a stable life lasted until Nianxi was five years old, and Nianxi was at the age of kindergarten. In order to pick up and drop off Nianxi conveniently, I changed a company that was closer to the kindergarten.I never expected to meet such a person. She is very interesting, cheerful and sunny, as if God has bestowed all good things on her.