To my love Yukimura

The next day, Yukimura didn't go to the studio, he wandered outside the studio for a long time but didn't go in.

He didn't know what kind of mentality he should use to face a girl who had rejected him.

Maybe the girl didn't do it on purpose, but it was just because it wasn't intentional that it was embarrassing. He seemed to have lost the courage to try again.

In the face of love, even the proud son known as the "Son of God" will inevitably hesitate and vacillate.

To enter, or not to enter?

After thinking for a long time, he decided to give up, turned around, and then stopped——

He saw Kubo Arashi with two dark circles under his eyes looking embarrassed.

"So, you're here too—"

The girl grabbed the corner of her clothes awkwardly, her face full of embarrassment.

"yes……"

"Haha, haha, what a coincidence—"

The girl smiled dryly.

Seeing the girl's unusual behavior, Yukimura's heart suddenly brightened.

It turned out that hesitation, embarrassment, tossing and turning... I am not alone.

Looking at the blush on Kubo Lan's cheeks, new hope rose again in his heart.

"you you……"

The two spoke and shut up at the same time.

"You speak first." "You speak first."

The girl's face turned even redder, and Yukimura also felt his cheeks starting to heat up, so he said, "You go ahead."

"It's nothing..." Kubo Lan lowered his head and twisted his fingers.

"You didn't go to the studio?"

Isn't this obvious?

Yukimura laughed.

The girl's clumsy technique of changing the subject put Yukimura in a good mood, he smiled brightly, and he always believed in his own feelings—the girl also had him in her heart.

"After all, being rejected is a very embarrassing thing, Kubo-kun must give me time to adapt..." Yukimura sighed pretending to be disappointed.

I thought I would at least see the flustered expression of the other party, but found that the reality was far from what I thought it should be.

Kubo Lan was slightly surprised, and then burst out laughing.

"I thought you were joking, hey, aren't we good friends?"

Naturally teasing, the girl's eyes shone mischievously. If it was a mask, it must be a mask that completely concealed the truth.

Yukimura's smile froze for a moment.

Do you really not like it?

Yukimura couldn't guess the answer.

In the face of love, smart people also become stupid.

"Are you really just joking?" Yukimura asked in a low voice.

"That's, that's, I already have someone I like!" the girl said happily.

"..." Yukimura looked at the girl with a complicated expression, but couldn't say a word, his chest was so stuffy, he just wanted to find a place to breathe and shout.

She said that he had someone he liked, and her heart was not with him from the beginning to the end, and he turned out to be a one-man show from the beginning to the end.

Laugh, his ridiculous self-confidence, sad, his pathetic self-confidence.

"Yukimura..."

Kubo looked at the boy with a complicated expression, as if he was surprised by his gaffe, and there seemed to be something else in it, but Yukimura couldn't see it, and couldn't see it anymore.

Because he has turned away.

The proud boy who is the son of God, even if he is broken in love, he must turn around with a high-profile angle, and never let himself fall into obsession to the point where he has no self-esteem.

After playing tennis all afternoon as a way of venting, Yukimura was able to face Kubo Arashi with a normal heart the next afternoon, so he went to the studio.

But Kubo Arashi wasn't there.

The first day, the second day, the third day...

She never showed up.

Yukimura began to feel vaguely ominous, calling her cell phone, but it was connected, but there was no one answering.

Finally on the ninth day, the phone was connected.

It was a very gentle woman who spoke, but it wasn't Kubo Arashi that he was thinking of.

The woman told Yukimura that Arashi Kubo was sick and hospitalized, and probably couldn't attend their class reunion.

The woman is Arashi Kubo's mother, and she regards Yukimura as a high school classmate.

Yukimura didn't tell the difference, but just asked the woman which hospital the girl was in.

Jinjing Hospital.

Yukimura will never forget that place for the rest of his life, and it was there that he met the girl for the first time.

It wasn't a very good memory, but it was unforgettable, because there he knew what it was like to be thrown into hell.

Yukimura did not expect to come here again after he recovered.

He hesitated, at the door of the girl's ward, he dared not go in.

In the Department of Respiratory Medicine, the nurses whispered to each other, and he heard the conversation he didn't want to hear——

"Why is it this little girl again?"

"It's really pitiful. You are so young, you can't survive it, right?"

"It's all about the medicine, tsk tsk tsk, her family is really rich."

"If you want me to die, it's really hard to live!"

How can you talk like that, how can you talk about her like that!

How could she die?How could it be possible to die.

Severe coughing sounds came from the ward, one after another, as if the lungs were about to explode, and every heavy and hoarse breath was so painful.

— Every breath is a luxury.

Yukimura remembered what the girl had teased.

Asthma, severe, can be fatal.

Many public figures have died of this disease, watching their lives passing by without any way to stop them, taking every breath they take, thankful that they can see the sun tomorrow.

The god of death is actually very close, but you don't know who he is taking away.

Know or do not know, always by your side.

Yukimura felt that it was unfair. She used to be an athlete. She was a seed player personally selected by the national diving team. She couldn't dive, couldn't do strenuous exercise, and even deprived her of a bone, making her unable to walk normally.

He suddenly felt that he was very incompetent, he couldn't help her at all except to watch.

She is still in pain.

"Yukimura-kun won't you go in?"

A surprised voice sounded.

Yukimura's body froze, unexpectedly meeting the person he least wanted to see at this moment.

Bu Er was still smiling, as if he hadn't heard the painful panting in the ward, but the faint worry in his brow showed that he was not in an optimistic mood.

Before Yukimura could respond, the chestnut-haired boy spoke again:

"But it's fine if Yukimura-kun doesn't go in, Xiao Lan probably doesn't want Yukimura-kun to see her at this time."

With a trembling heart, he involuntarily locked onto the boy's expression.

The young man had a calm demeanor, as if he didn't see the horrifying gaze of the other party, and said to himself: "Although I don't know what happened that day that made her stable condition suddenly worsen, but Xiaolan told me not to tell others, hey, you It’s better to pretend not to know…”

The boy turned his head and squinted his eyes to look at the other party, "I didn't say anything, did I, Yukimura-kun?"

After speaking, he pushed the door open and entered the room, and closed the door without leaving the back of his head.

Yukimura stared blankly at the closed door of the ward, feeling a turmoil in his heart.

He, what do you mean?

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☆、To my lover Yukimura 12

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