To my love Yukimura

Boys, first a man, then a child.

At the age of 15, it seems that there are more male components. What children get together to talk about is nothing more than ideals and ambitions, and some cynical views. As they grow older, the topics of boys seem to have a little color, such as Bunta, who has always been considered childish, was found kissing a girl in the same class, Kazama, in the abandoned sports equipment room. Kirihara is called a satyr and also smiles. For example, the most honest Sangyuan is even more shocking and moves directly to the apartment where his girlfriend Nakai lives. In the math book, put it in the drawer and read it secretly.

He seemed to have calmed down a bit. When he was with Chiba back then, many senior seniors all threw "olive branches" at him, expressing their willingness to help him become a man.

For frivolous girls, Seiki itself feels disgusted, he can't imagine himself doing that kind of intimate thing with someone he doesn't like, it will make him feel dirty.But probably because of his young age, he never had that kind of desire when he was with Ah Fei. Ah Fei is too clean, even though he is a grade higher than him, but she is more like a little sister who needs to be taken care of.

It seems that something is different recently, his body seems to have some kind of change, after falling into a dream at night, he is hot and weak, and after a hazy dream, facing Kubo Lan again, there is an indescribable embarrassment.

"Are you avoiding me recently?"

The girl was still smiling, her eyes were clear, she was holding a half-dry paintbrush in her hand, not far away was the unusually feminine and gorgeous rose bush she painted, she was a little embarrassed, she drooped her long eyelashes, but immediately covered up her emotions, clear Clearing his throat, "No, you're overthinking."

"Cough cough, yes, yes." The girl covered her mouth with her hands and coughed twice, her pale and almost transparent cheeks were flushed sickly, "tell me, what happened recently."

Jingichi's face turned cold, and he said in a slightly serious tone, "You care too much, Kubo-senpai."

Lan was taken aback, opened his mouth slightly, but quickly returned to his giggling appearance, "That's because I was thinking too much, sorry, elementary school boy."

Jingshi wanted to apologize, but Lan didn't give him a chance. She packed up her things and carried a sketch folder on her back and quickly disappeared in the direction of his sight. She didn't show up on the second day, and didn't show up on the third day. The sky also didn't show up...

As if it will never appear.

This feeling inexplicably reminded him of Qianye, as if she was the same, disappearing silently into his life.

At this time, Jingshi realized that he was not as free and easy as he imagined.

He began to try to find Lan, just like he was looking for Fei at the beginning, maybe even Yukimura himself didn't know why he put these two people together.

The result was different from last time, this time he found Lan.

At Tokyo General Hospital.

Yukimura never thought that he would encounter such a scene again. In the intensive care unit, a floor-to-ceiling glass window cut off all possibility of contact with the outside world. Lan's shadow can be vaguely seen. There are many pipes and wires plugged into the girl's body, red and yellow, and each wire is telling a fresh life that is about to leave.

The so-called fool is that she is not in good health, but she insisted on becoming a hero, and jumped into the water to save a little boy, but the one who was sent to the hospital turned into a fool who rescued him, her muscles spasmed, and she might have cramps at any time. She has been warned many times not to go into the water again. She usually remembers it very clearly, but she forgot it at the critical moment.

Wasn't there anyone who could swim by the pool at that time?If so, what do you want the police to do?

The parents of the rescued child came many times, but they were all driven away by the father who loves his daughter. The children appeared around the deep water area. This is the responsibility of the adults, and their negligence indirectly caused their own Daughter's coma.

If he doesn't wake up again, he will probably be declared brain dead by the doctor, and there is no possibility of waking up again.

Brain death means that a fresh girl is about to become a vegetable.

Yukimura looked at the girl lying in the glass window with complicated expressions. Her face was pale, but her expression was very serene. Her quiet appearance was like a sleeping cat, just like the soft girl in the dream, lying beside her. The soft and beautiful girl moaning|groaning, but in the dream the girl's eyes are open, crisp and soft, calling herself Ashi over and over again...

Faced with that absurd charm, he was unwilling to let go, and just wanted to sink into the soft interweaving in his dream.

Liu once said before that the coldest person among them is not Sanada, but himself who often laughs. Laughter is a weapon to conceal oneself. He is gentle and considerate to everyone. In fact, it is the cruelest rejection. He He used to think that he was doing a good job, but he didn't know that there are people whose fake smiles are more sincere than real ones and make people feel warmer until he met Lan.

How can I feel happy? Even the most common breathing rate has become a luxury. Oxygen inhalation and eating have become one of the daily life. I take a handful of medicine every day, and I have to take out the emergency spray and open my mouth to spray it when I go up the stairs. In hot weather, she has to wear high-necked clothes to protect her trachea. She sweats constantly all year round, and her hands will convulse at any time. She will break bones when she moves a little distance... Before that, she was an athlete.

"Yukimura-kun, thank you for coming to see Lan. I will let her find you when she wakes up." The kind and gentle Mrs. Kubo said softly, her lower eyelids are blue no matter how superb makeup skills are. Purple.

"Okay, Mr. Kubo, Mrs. Kubo, goodbye."

He forced a smile, then turned and left.

He is not qualified to stand here, he is not who she is.

Yukimura Seiichi is nothing to Kubo Arashi.

In this way, during the day-by-day waiting, the girl did not wake up, but his junior high school life ended. He entered the high school affiliated to Lihai University with excellent grades. On a sunny afternoon, he came to the girl's ward again , but was told by the medical staff that the patient was discharged from the hospital accompanied by her family after waking up, and no one knew where she had gone.

The girl who accompanied him through the whole year of junior high school disappeared from his life as if she had never appeared before.

He felt that fate was really a joke. After Chiba disappeared, he experienced the same thing again, and this time he had no strength to look for it.

Probably never again.

There will probably never be such a girl again.

The author has something to say: In fact, Japanese novels rarely use surnames when narrating, and generally use first names. I will change it a little bit, can you adapt? Yukimura is changed to Seiki, and Kubo is changed to Arashi

I unexpectedly discovered that there have been more and more articles about Lord Master recently, wipe my sweat~

☆、To my lover Yukimura 08