To my love Yukimura

Sometimes the fate of people is a momentary thing. After Yukimura knew his illness, he immediately drove his girlfriend Chiba out of his world. Thinking of the girl's desperate eyes when they broke up, Yukimura felt a twinge of pain in his heart. He dared to tell the girl that he broke up because he was afraid. He was afraid that he would become crippled and useless in the future.

Genichiro has always disagreed with his thoughts. Although he didn't say it, Yukimura could feel it, because this friend who has been silently supporting him said for the first time, "You have to think clearly" instead of "I support you".

The high-spirited boy who used to be no longer exists, and even Yukimura himself looks down on himself. He wants to play tennis and recover, but he is afraid of the consequences of lifelong disability after a failed operation.

Looking at the children who surrounded him and called him "Japan's number one", Yukimura only felt ironic, he was almost becoming a useless person.

"...Xiao Lan, why are you in the hospital again, always bored in the room, aren't you afraid of getting sick?"

"Close the windows, I'm allergic to pollen, it wouldn't be too wrong to hang up like this!"

"Yes, yes, Xiaolan is so pitiful, the spring is endless outside, but Xiaolan can't appreciate it."

"Stop it."

The chirping conversations of the girls came from the next room, and Yukimura was a little stunned. Although he hadn’t lived here for a long time, it felt quite long. It seemed that he hadn’t heard such a lively conversation for a long time. People living in this area are all in need. No matter how bright the sun is outside the window, the patients he is taking care of cannot come here. He has seen some patients who have similar symptoms to him but have failed operations. Yes, the 40.00% success rate is less than half. Faced with the doctor's suggestion, Yukimura only felt at a loss. If the operation failed, would he also be disabled for the rest of his life?

How can he be like this, he is an athlete, he is a tennis player, how can he live his life and need others to serve him, if he can no longer play tennis in his life, what is the point of his life?

No one taught him what to do. He always thought that he was very mature and very assertive. Facing real setbacks, Yukimura realized that he was only 14 years old.

He wants to ask for help, the crying mother, the silent father, and Chiba who was driven away by him are not the objects he can confide in, oh no, there is also Genichiro, Sanada Genichiro, he is his good friend , he should be able to give himself a correct suggestion.

Do surgery, or continue passive treatment?

"Oh, it's A Yuan, come in quickly, come in quickly..."

"Sister Kubo, I heard that you are sick, so I came to see you."

"Oh, it's glutinous rice cakes, it must be made by Fujii's mother, right... Well, it's delicious... She's such a cute schoolgirl, I didn't expect that I'm so popular..."

"Sister, eat slowly and drink some water."

"Primary school girl, don't put on a stinky face, I'll think you put poison in it..."

There is a young girl living next door, who seems to be very energetic. The room is always very lively. Since the person next door moved in, people have been visiting her almost every day. The laughter inside is like a tea party. The nurses and nurses even like it. In that ward, Yukimura was a little envious. He used to dislike noise very much, but now, with the deathly silence, the noise would make him feel at ease.

It is impossible for Genichiro to understand these things. He is surprised at Yukimura's insistence on not changing rooms. For so many years, no one knows Yukimura better than Genichiro. In his opinion, it is inconceivable that Yukimura can endure such loud voices.

For patients like them who need intensive care, they need to rest quietly, and the visiting time of patients' relatives and friends is also limited, so the noise is only temporary. When the visiting time is over, the nurses rush to rush people away, no matter what the reason is, They all had to leave, so no matter how lively the room next door was, it was only for a moment. Most of the time, everyone was equally silent.

At night, Yukimura took the medicine, but he tossed and turned and couldn’t fall asleep. The sheets under his body were already soaked. He got up and wanted to drink, but his arms didn’t have any strength. When he was restless, Yukimura heard a noise coming from the next room. Severe coughing and heavy breathing, suffocating, hoarse, fragmented voices, severe panting as if the lungs are going to be broken and torn, this sound makes people feel hopeless, and even makes Yukimura have an illusion that the person in the next room The master will leave this world in the next second,

Suddenly the sound of coughing and panting stopped abruptly, and there was a dead silence in the next room. Yukimura's heart tightened suddenly, and he subconsciously wanted to fumble for the button to find a nurse.

Before Yukimura fumbled for the button, he heard the sound of chaotic footsteps in the corridor, mixed with panic screams, and the sensor light in the corridor turned on instantly, and the room was also bright.

Through the light, Yukimura saw a doctor in a white coat walking towards that room with an instrument. He was inexplicably terrified. Anyone with a little common sense knew that it was an electric shock for a patient whose heart had stopped beating.Is it serious enough?Yukimura thought dazedly.Inexplicably, he hoped that the girl who had never masked her face would survive.

Will he die without surgery?Will there be such a day, in this dead and silent ward, struggling, and then dying, until someone finds out the next day?

How beautiful it is to be alive, he is only 15 years old, and he still has many ideals and aspirations that have not been realized. Could it be that he just died silently?

You can't play tennis even if you live like this. Instead of dragging your life like this, why not give it a try, 40.00% is worse than 5.00%, [-]%, how bad is it?

The difficult night passed in Yukimura's wild thoughts. When he woke up, the girls in the next room were laughing and laughing. The rescue a few hours ago seemed to have never happened. , The little nurse who came to deliver medicine to Yukimura had dark purple circles under her eyes, and when she heard the noise from next door, her face showed obvious displeasure.

"Really, I don't know how to stop for a while... She didn't sleep all night..." the nurse complained in a low voice, seeing Yukimura looking at her, she lowered her head in embarrassment, "I'm sorry, Yukimura-kun."

"It's nothing, it's just the patient next door. I was on duty last night." The little nurse had a good impression of Yukimura, so she simply said to him, "Did you bother Mr. Yukimura?"

Knowing that he shouldn't ask, Yukimura still couldn't help asking curiously: "Last night, next door..."

"Ah, Yukimura-kun heard it." The little nurse was very surprised, because those medicines more or less contained sleeping ingredients, "It's Kubo, who is about the same age as Yukimura-kun." After a pause, she seemed a little regretful and said: " It's a pity that she is not in good health, she has asthma and has been hospitalized all year round, the side effects of those hormones are very serious, it seems that she can't walk for some reason because of the medicine..."

"..."

"She has asthma, alas, if it weren't for those little girls who come to pester her every day and don't let her rest, maybe she will be fine!"

As if remembering something, the little nurse blinked and said, "If Yukimura-kun is free, you can chat with Kubo, she is a very nice girl—"

In a word, Yukimura couldn't laugh or cry, "It's troublesome, I have a girlfriend."

Thinking of his girlfriend Chiba, Yukimura will feel sincerely happy, but he hurt her after all, no matter what the reason is.

Yukimura sighed slightly, he only hoped that Chiba could forgive him when he recovered from his illness.

This experience made him understand how happy it is to live healthy.

Knowing that Yukimura decided to have an operation, his teammates were all very happy. Among them, Genichiro was probably the happiest. This friend who is completely different from his personality usually doesn't know how to speak nice words, and his calm personality is a bit frightening. The way of expressing concern is also different, he heard his friend say this——

I will never break our agreement.

This is their ideal, to achieve Lihai's third consecutive hegemony.

The hospital knew that Yukimura was going to have this operation, and after many discussions, they decided to help him contact a major hospital in Tokyo for transfer treatment.Tokyo General Hospital, the method of treating acute neuritis in that hospital in Tokyo is second to none in the world, which can improve the success rate of surgery a lot.Yukimura and his wife were very grateful when they found out, and hurriedly went to go through the transfer procedures.

A beautiful boy passed away. Even though they were really happy for him, there are still many little nurses who would be reluctant to part with him.

"Then treat it well, and in the future, don't see you again."

"Oh, today is a good day, and Kubo-kun next door was also discharged from the hospital today."

"That's right, I don't know, Yukimura-kun, I'm leaving now—"

"Ah, then I will go first."

Obviously the patient next door is much more popular than him, Yukimura couldn't help laughing when he thought about it.

Yukimura didn't expect to see his teammates outside the ward. At this time, Kirihara had already greeted his parents very well. The shout of "Uncle and Auntie" made them elated. Not to be outdone, Wen Tai also started to shout. The ward was in chaos. It was lively like never before, Yukimura suddenly felt full of happiness in his heart, a gentle silhouette appeared in front of his eyes, if Chiba was here, it would be great.

The fly in the ointment is that when their parents left, Wentai and Qieyuan started to fight, the voice was a bit noisy, if he used to stop it, but now he enjoys this kind of quarrel, he didn't speak but it doesn't mean others won't say it , the first person to speak was Liu Sheng.

"Bunta, the one who lives next door is Kubo-senpai, why don't you go and see her?"

"Ah, Yagyu didn't tell me so late, Yukimura, I'm sorry I went out."

"Primary school brother, I won't give you general knowledge, let's go."

As he said that, he immediately flashed away.

In the direction where Bunta Yukimura left, he raised his head and asked, "Sister Kubo?"

"Bunta's neighbor." Yagyu couldn't say more simply, Yukimura obviously felt that he didn't want to explain more on this topic, Yukimura smiled and didn't pursue it, he was always unwilling to ask more about things that had nothing to do with him.

"Sister Lan..." Wen Tai's surprised noise came from outside the door, "How could you?"

"Ah, Mrs. Bunta, it's convenient to let me go, I'm going to go--" Yukimura was taken aback, feeling that the voice was somewhat familiar.

"Sister..." Mrs. Wen turned her back to everyone, she couldn't see her expression, but her voice seemed sad.

Involuntarily looking towards the door, like polio, legs twisted, hands holding on to the handle of the wall, every step is difficult, but these are not the main reasons that surprised Yukimura, neat ponytail, familiar with red wool skirt……

My heart trembled slightly, it was her...

The red figure slowly disappeared from sight, and it took only tens of seconds from appearing to leaving.

But every second seemed to be stepping on someone's heart.

"The one who just passed by..." Kirihara's puzzled voice came from next to his ear, and Yukimura subconsciously looked at Yagyu, who was inside the room.

"Senior Kubo is Bunta's neighbor, a senior who is a year older than us." Yagyu seemed to be thinking about something, "I have met Nioh many times at Bunta's house, and I heard that we used to be divers..."

"...She has asthma and has been hospitalized all year round. The side effects of those hormones are very serious. It seems that she can't walk for some reason because of the medicine..."

The nurse's voice echoed in my ears, and my heart seemed to be hit hard. How could such a body be a diver?

And his situation is surprisingly imaginable...

"Don't think about it, Yukimura." Genichiro's voice sounded reproachful, "You'll be fine."

Yukimura froze for a moment, looked up at the expressionless Sanada, and suddenly smiled.

Is he comforting him?There is no need for this, Yukimura Seichi, does not need the confidence of others.

He's strong and he'll be fine.

Their situation is similar, but they are not the same after all.

The author has something to say: the background is finally ready, thanks to the great administrator JJ~

It’s still a campus article, oh, oh, what, I feel very guilty for causing everyone to move to read the article~

sorry woo woo woo

☆、To my lover Yukimura 02