[Zhu Chaoyang X Zhang Dongsheng] If everything starts over again

(One)

"Look for yourself, is it your brother?"

Zhang Dongsheng was flipping through a picture album, and when he heard the sound, he looked up, and a beautiful image of a woman's beautiful face stuck to another person appeared on the glasses.

"Yes." Zhu Chaoyang responded in a low voice.

Sister Hong flung her elbow at Zhu Chaoyang ambiguously, annoyed, "How can I lie to you? Stupid boy."

"..." Zhu Chaoyang looked anxiously at Sister Hong who had already entered the state, then looked at the door, and said hesitantly, "What... are you here for?"

Zhang Dongsheng raised his hand and moved his glasses away from the two overlapping arms without leaving any traces, with his usual expression, "You left in such a hurry, I still haven't finished talking."

Sister Hong poked Zhu Chaoyang with her nail-painted finger, and the goosebumps came out of the person who poked it. "Why are you talking to your brother?" She leaned on the counter and smiled sweetly at Zhang Dongsheng, "I have heard Chaoyang talk about it for a long time. You really deserve your reputation, you can be seen as a gentle and cultured person."

"you flatter me."

"I'm the owner of this small bookstore. Chaoyang usually calls me sister, but I think you're older than me, right? Can I call you big brother?"

"Yes." Zhang Dongsheng smiled, and then fixedly looked at Zhu Chaoyang, "Can I chat with Zhu Chaoyang alone?"

Zhu Chaoyang was about to speak, but Sister Hong put her hand on his shoulder in silence, and stuffed the words into her stomach again, "It's ok, after all, you haven't seen each other for so long, but it's really not that I don't want to let you go. It’s time for the store to close, I’m a woman, and I can’t clean it up without a man to help me.”

Unexpectedly, he would be rejected in a roundabout way, and at the same time, he also noticed that the woman had a bit of yin and yang mood. The corners of Zhang Dongsheng's mouth were slightly rolled up, but there was no tenderness in his eyes, "Oh, it's okay, I can understand it. I should work."

Sister Hong raised her eyebrows, "Brother, are you going to sit here or come back tomorrow?"

The embarrassing and fragile strings pulled intensified in the air, and Zhu Chaoyang was anxious for no reason, he hesitated to speak, for fear that Sister Hong's persuasive energy would be blown away.

"I'll wait outside."

Unexpectedly, Zhang Dongsheng spoke directly, and Sister Hong didn't say anything else, shaking her fan and nodding slightly.

Zhu Chaoyang pinched the rag in his hand, but he couldn't hold it back. When the person lifted his legs and turned his head, he stopped and said, "Let's wait here, it's hot outside."

He gave him a desperate look, turned around and immersed himself in the night, "No need."

Leaning next to the tree, I can only see the back, the sweaty allowance of the thin shirt is on the back, and after a while, a cigarette is lit under the dim street lamp, a faint fire is shining hot in the night, and the smoke is lonely and scattered everywhere place.

Zhang Dongsheng doesn't smoke often, and the cigarette butts on his lips give him an indescribable feeling.

Zhu Chaoyang withdrew his gaze, frowned and said, "Is it too much?"

"Where is this! Don't you feel bad for this?" Sister Hong hated the iron and gave him a mop, "I didn't see that he didn't even care about it!"

"Why do I think he is angry?"

"How can you tell that people are angry? Don't you still smile at you? Your brother seems to have a good personality, so you are afraid of him?"

"Yes, speaking of it, I'm more afraid of you."

As she said that, Sister Hong moved her hands again, pinching and slapping her again, which seemed to be flirting and flirting in the eyes of others.

"Okay, sister, what time is it?" Zhu Chaoyang always cared about the gazes from outside, feeling awkward and uncomfortable.

"Are you worried about your brother waiting?" Sister Hong smiled and gave him a white look, stopped making trouble with him, and flipped through the account book, "Then you have to clean up for me, if it's not clean, don't even think about going out on a date!"

Zhu Chaoyang mopped the floor with a mop in a muffled voice. The shop was not big, and the floor was mopped up in a short while. After washing his hands and wiped his face in the sink, he walked out first.

Sister Hong turned off the lights and locked the door at the back, watching Zhu Chaoyang slip out without even saying hello, and helplessly pulled down the rolling gate, cursing inwardly that he was worthless.

Zhu Chaoyang stopped two steps away, didn't speak, and stood aside as if he didn't have any sense of existence.

After Zhang Dongsheng smoked a cigarette, the smell of the smoke had not yet dissipated on his body, feeling sluggish, squinting at the people beside him, "Why are you in a daze."

"What do you want to say to me?" The water drops on Zhu Chaoyang's face were still wet, and they slid down to his chin, wiping them off with one hand.

Zhang Dongsheng looked at the moon through the signboard on the bustling night market, and heard the sound of the iron gate, "This is not a place to talk."

"Then—" Zhu Chaoyang looked back, Sister Hong closed the door and went down the steps, met her eyes, and opened her eyes, "What are you talking about Chaoyang, has your brother eaten, we just happen to go to the night market to eat, let's go together?"

Before Zhu Chaoyang could speak, he declined directly, "Don't bother."

The attitude of refusal is thousands of miles away, but Sister Hong turned a blind eye and chatted enthusiastically, "Why are you polite, since he is Chaoyang's brother, I have to entertain him." She gave Zhu Chaoyang a deep look, "Otherwise you will have to blame me later. "

Zhu Chaoyang understood, hesitated for a moment and said, "Brother, you are welcome, sister Hong sincerely invites you, let's go together."

(two)

A bustling night market stall, the noisy yelling and the mosquitoes flying around on the yellow light above the head, people also become impetuous. Zhu Chaoyang is prone to sweating, and Sister Hong deliberately sat next to him, not moving It's not like moving, helping him with food from time to time, he can't say anything after the play is done, he just feels guilty for no reason.

"By the way, brother, I heard from Chaoyang that you are a teacher?" Sister Hong put another piece of meat in Zhu Chaoyang's bowl.

"Yes." Zhang Dongsheng fanned his shirt lightly, sweat dripping from his forehead.

"That's good, the job is stable. What kind of test questions will the students use in the future? Brother, please advertise. I have all kinds of tutoring materials." Sister Hong rolled her eyes with a smile.

"no problem."

"Really? That's a good thing. Come on, big brother, I'll toast you." Sister Hong got up and filled the glass.

"Pour some for me too." Zhu Chaoyang pushed his paper cup forward.

"What are you drinking? The capacity for alcohol is so poor." Even so, he still filled it up.

The coolness of the cold beer seeped into the paper cup, and it was very comfortable to hold. Zhu Chaoyang's mouth was dry and he put it into his mouth.

At the table, only Sister Hong seemed very talkative, "Chaoyang, this boy, can't drink very well, he doesn't recognize anyone after drinking, last time he hugged me when he was drunk and didn't let go."

"Ahem...!" Suddenly choked on cold beer, Zhu Chaoyang buried his head and coughed.

"What's the matter? Are you okay? My sister didn't sue you, it scares you." Sister Hong patted his back smoothly, "Can I argue with you little brat?"

"It's okay, it's okay." Zhu Chaoyang took away the woman's hand and stood up avoiding it, "I, I'm going to the toilet."

Sister Hong blamed his back, then poured herself some wine, and asked casually, "Brother, what type do you think Chaoyang likes?"

A disgusting fly buzzed around in front of him, Zhang Dongsheng flicked the handrail away, his eyelids moved, "I don't know."

Sister Hong was surprised, "I don't know? I thought he told you everything."

Seeing no one saying anything, Sister Hong rested her chin and stared at him without blinking, "I think Chaoyang should like someone older than him."

"Really." Zhang Dongsheng took a sip of the beer, leaving water stains on his lips.

"That's not true. Most of the people who come to my bookstore are female students, those who like Chaoyang, and those who give him notes. They line up every day." Sister Hong lit a cigarette, "I didn't see him agreeing to it." Who." A puff of smoke came out, blurring the face, and the words were vague, "I asked him to come to my house, but he ran quickly."

The fog cleared and caught the man's gaze. Sister Hong evasively said, "Damn, I like to talk nonsense after drinking." The phone in the bag suddenly vibrated, and the woman took it out to see that it was a text message from Zhu Chaoyang. : Sister, thank you for your hard work, forget it, I will talk to him alone.

Sister Hong scolded in a low voice the things that value sex over friends, then raised her head and smiled apologetically, "I'm really sorry, brother, I, my family sent me a text message, I have to go back because of something urgent."

Zhang Dongsheng nodded, "It's okay, you can go to work."

"Leave early when we meet for the first time. It's not polite. I'll punish myself with a glass." Sister Hong raised her head and drank her glass. "Chaoyang will come back later, tell him for me, and I'll leave first."

(three)

When Zhu Chaoyang came back, only Zhang Dongsheng was eating slowly, and the bottle of beer next to him was empty.

"Has Miss Hong left?"

"Well, there is something at home."

"Oh."

Although the environment was very noisy and stuffy, the quiet atmosphere of the two of them was surrounded by a bit of low temperature. Zhu Chaoyang took a sip of wine and asked thoughtfully, "What do you want from me?"

Zhang Dongsheng opened a new bottle of beer, filled it up for himself, poured it for Zhu Chaoyang, and gave him a sad look, "I can't find you if I have nothing to do?"

"You don't usually look for me when you have nothing to do." Zhu Chaoyang said truthfully.

Zhang Dongsheng moved his lips helplessly, and then lowered his voice, "I want to ask you, what do you mean when you said you killed someone for me when you left?"

"Literally."

"Don't be kidding, Zhu Chaoyang." Zhang Dongsheng's eyes were stern for the first time tonight, "This is not a fun thing."

"I'm serious." Zhu Chaoyang bit a skewer and rolled it from start to finish, leaving an oily mark on the corner of his mouth.

"What on earth do you want to do?" Zhang Dongsheng frowned with his casual attitude, "Do you not take your own life seriously? How smart do you think you are? How lucky you are?"

A series of questions came over, Zhu Chaoyang smacked his lips and wiped the cumin on his face, "What are you in a hurry for? What does it have to do with you? I can take care of my own affairs, not to mention that you hate me for offending you. Shouldn't you be happy that I'm dead?"

"It has nothing to do with me? You said you did this for me, so why doesn't it have anything to do with me?" Zhang Dongsheng finally couldn't hide the fire in his eyes.

"You don't appreciate it. I don't care if I'm for you." Zhu Chaoyang was also anxious, and the paper cup on the table was crushed with all his strength. My heart hurts, I didn't see you looking for it when my whereabouts were unknown, who should I show it to now? Is it interesting?"

Zhang Dongsheng was really angry with the child, his chest heaved violently, and piercing words pierced his heart, "Do you have any conscience at all?"

Zhu Chaoyang dodged his eyes, "Anyway, don't ask around, it's too annoying."

"Do you know what's good or bad, huh? You'll be happy if you get caught and shot?"

Zhu Chaoyang hated his preaching attitude the most, he was ready to say what he wanted to say, but when he looked up, he saw his eyes were red.

"This is your proof?" There was a trace of brokenness in Zhang Dongsheng's stubborn eyes.

Zhu Chaoyang's heart softened a little, and he was unhappy and silent for a while, and said frankly, "Actually, not yet."

"What hasn't?" Zhang Dongsheng caught something and quickly approached it.

"Not yet." Zhu Chaoyang whispered.

Zhang Dongsheng became even more angry, and his voice suddenly increased, "Then you said you killed people for me? After you said that, I couldn't eat enough to find you. I wanted to give you advice, but in the end I had to sit here and watch you disgusting for a long time! Your mouth Is there any truth in it??"

Zhu Chaoyang held back the relief in his heart, and admitted, "I'm going to kill her, and I'm still setting things up step by step."

"Set up a fart!" Zhang Dongsheng raised his hand and reprimanded him, "You stop here, don't do anything else!"

"Then how can I prove it to you?"

"The proof is that you have to kill someone? That's the only thing you have feelings for me?"

"No." Zhu Chaoyang seemed to have been scolded by the students, and he poured wine for him with a low eyebrow and a shameful face.

"No more." Zhang Dongsheng pushed the paper cup away.

(four)

The two people who had just finished arguing with red faces were squeezed into the small space, neither of them spoke, neither embarrassed nor embarrassed seemed to be busy.

Zhang Dongsheng went into the bathroom with a towel, and soon there was the sound of rushing water.

Zhu Chaoyang washed up by the sink, silently stared at the foggy bathroom door for a few seconds, finally took a big mouthful of water to rinse his mouth, and entered the room.

The bed was empty and there was only a quilt and pillows. When he opened the cabinet, all his things were piled up inside. He hesitated for a while, only took a pillow and threw it on the bed, and lay down deeply.

Staring at the ceiling, he didn't know what he was thinking, his eyes were shining like a deer, and he was struggling with complex and indistinguishable emotions in his heart. After all, it was excitement that occupied the largest position. It's not that he couldn't detect Zhang Dongsheng's care and worry for him. I can't stop thinking about it, savoring the anxious and angry face of that person carefully, this meeting is already floating without bounds.

He got up on his stomach, took out the knife that Zhang Dongsheng often hid under his pillow, threw it into the drawer, and turned on his phone to send a text message.

Just after sending the text message, the bedroom door opened. Zhang Dongsheng walked in while wiping his hair, glanced at Zhu Chaoyang who was lying on the bed leisurely, opened the cabinet, took his quilt and threw it over.

Zhu Chaoyang ignored it, pushed his own quilt a little farther away, and still covered himself with someone else's quilt with peace of mind.

"If you do that, you'll sleep on the floor."

Zhang Dongsheng ignored him and sat down at the desk next to the bed to flip through tomorrow's lesson plan.

Zhu Chaoyang leaned over, leaning his elbows on the table, "It's still working so late."

"Otherwise, what am I going to talk about tomorrow?" Zhang Dongsheng seriously made some comments without looking up.

"Dizzy, can you write?" Zhu Chaoyang looked up and couldn't see the content, so he simply stared at the person who wrote. Zhang Dongsheng's attention was completely on the book, warmed by the light, and his eyes drooped to read Looking at the test questions, he was methodical, plain and well-behaved. The people watching wanted to kiss him, but he said viciously, "It's easy to lose your hair if you stay up so late all the time."

Suddenly, a cold eye knife was thrown from behind the glasses.

Zhu Chaoyang's goal was achieved, and he smiled happily, "Brother, you look really good-looking when you are serious."

Zhang Dongsheng turned another page, glanced at it briefly, and wrote something on the blank paper, "You think it looks good even if you are a little older."

Unexpectedly baffled by these words, Zhu Chaoyang smelled a strong smell of jealousy, explained that he had no special hobbies, and expressed his heart by the way, "I just think you look good."

The black fountain pen paused for a moment, then calmly wrote the question, "Really."

"Of course, brother." Zhu Chaoyang was like a pleasing greedy cat at the moment, he put his hand on the man's shoulder unconsciously, and the raised eyebrows of the man almost bent into his heart, "How old are you in my eyes?" They all look good."

"Take it away." Zhang Dongsheng shook him.

Reluctantly retracting his hand, he lay back on the bed.After a while, Zhang Dongsheng finished correcting the lesson plan, turned off the lamp, and picked up the pillow and quilt.

"Where are you going?" Zhu Chaoyang hastily pulled him back.

"Go out and sleep."

"Where to sleep, the sofa is so hard, can your waist bear it? Don't go." Zhu Chaoyang moved in, acting like a baby, "Isn't it okay if I don't grab your quilt?"

Zhang Dongsheng had no choice but to cast the quilt, but just as he lay down, Zhu Chaoyang pressed on him when his eyes were dark.

They were all wearing short trousers with their legs touching their chests. He froze instantly and exclaimed, "What are you doing?"

Zhu Chaoyang had a panoramic view of his nervousness and smirked, "I've slept through it all, so why be shy."

His face was flushed immediately, he turned his head slightly to stare at the wall, his chest heaved and heaved, it seemed difficult to say, "Who is as shameless as you."

"The heartbeat is so strong." Zhu Chaoyang leaned close to his body, pressing his chest against him, his delicate skin couldn't hide any throbbing, he said in surprise, "You don't know how to change stones, do you?" Touch down.

"..." Zhang Dongsheng turned him over with a black face, "Stop making trouble, I have to go to work tomorrow!"

"Why are you so angry?" Zhu Chaoyang couldn't hide the corners of his mouth. Making Zhang Dongsheng shy and appreciating his embarrassing expression would become a great joy in his life, "I didn't say I would do it."

(Fives)

The reunion and reconciliation of adults lies in selective forgetting. Some people let go of their obsessions, some stop digging into the dead end, and some people's lives are saved.

In this way, the two returned to their previous cohabitation life. In the final analysis, Zhu Chaoyang thinks that he has a strong mentality of being abused. No matter what Zhang Dongsheng treats him, he will stick to it regardless of his previous suspicions. He thinks this is love and tolerance, not what Sister Hong said What a ridiculous "strict wife control".After all, at night, he had to be honest and breathless below, and during the day, let him show his prestige for the time being.

Bickering and bickering is normal, life is hard to avoid, although Zhang Dongsheng does not admit that they are living, saying that he is adopting abandoned children for charity, that is simply nonsense, how can an adoptive father hum when he is comfortable in the bed of his adopted son?

Zhang Dongsheng is a very twisted person. Zhu Chaoyang agreed to do that after a long time of hard work. He had to turn off the light during the process of doing it. He didn't dare to object. With a confused face, in fact, he can ascend to heaven just by listening to the voice.

In the first few days, Zhu Chaoyang had to pester him several times every night. This lasted for more than a week. Zhang Dongsheng held his waist and refused to let him touch him again. Later, he made a rule that he could only do it four times a week at most.

Zhu Chaoyang said that he is a man and has to support his family. He wants to open a bookstore opposite the Children's Palace. When the business is good, he will continue to open branch stores, open chain stores, win the Ningzhou market, and finally promote the whole country. The scale of a bookstore makes his blood boil and develop. Computer technology seems to be good, Zhang Dongsheng silently heard the fatal question at the end, do you have the money to drive.

Zhu Chaoyang froze in an instant, so I didn't come to you, brother, you can lend me some first, and Sister Hong said to help me provide the source of goods, the quality is also reliable.

Zhang Dongsheng joked, so you said to support me, and I have to pay for it in the end.That being said, the grade of car that I originally wanted to buy was discounted in half. I only paid a down payment and had to pay back the car loan for two years, and the rest of the money was given to Zhu Chaoyang.

Zhu Chaoyang asked, are you afraid that you will lose all your money at a loss? Zhang Dongsheng only joked, then you will treat me like a cow and a horse for the rest of my life and lose money.

All joking aside, Zhu Chaoyang really wants to change their lives. After investigating the audience in the nearby area and the same type of business model, it is the most suitable place opposite the Children's Palace. He knows that in a few years it will develop rapidly and build a large shopping mall. Only increase and not decrease.

There is not much profit from selling books alone. After a few months of opening, the second floor will start to sell some accessories and household sundries. It is necessary to buy goods from various places, and there will be unavoidable entertainment. Zhu Chaoyang usually picks up Zhang Dongsheng after get off work. Let's go together, and solemnly introduce to each supplier that this is an investor.

Once Zhang Dongsheng asked him why he said that, Zhu Chaoyang kissed him with the smell of alcohol, saying that this is called digging wells without forgetting them.In fact, he just wanted everyone to know that Zhang Dongsheng was the only one with him.

In the blink of an eye, it was cold, and after the winter vacation class ended, Zhang Dongsheng also started to take his annual vacation. Zhu Chaoyang went to the Children's Palace to pick up people early. The office colleague smiled and said to Zhang Dongsheng, your brother is getting more and more handsome, do you want to introduce him to someone?

Zhang Dongsheng laughed it off, depending on what he meant.

Zhu Chaoyang was very dissatisfied with this answer, he turned back unwillingly after leaving the door, and approached mysteriously to talk to his colleagues.

——Actually, I am not his younger brother, I am his dear.

Leaving the female teacher frozen in place, Zhu Chaoyang ran up to grab his brother's neck in two steps, and the two fought and shoved towards the white world.

You see, love is a beam of warm light that shines into a hidden corner, and all the haze disappears on the white land, and they move farther and farther toward the place where the warm sun rises.

(end)