I'm just rotten

"Mom, it's for you."

Zhai Jian's deep voice rang in his ears.

Zhai Jing was lowering her head and arranging the things on the table. When she heard this, she raised her head, and when she saw the things handed in front of her, the movements of her hands suddenly stopped.

It was several bulging envelopes.

At this time, Zhai Jian handed her another stack of honorary certificates, and said in a low voice, "This is the certificate."

The circles of Zhai Jing's eyes gradually turned red, she took them with trembling hands, put them in front of her eyes and looked at them one by one carefully, the corners of her mouth were gradually stained with a smile full of happiness, she murmured: "That's awesome!" , my Ah Jian is awesome..."

Warmth quickly spread from the hearts of the two of them, and in the next second, Zhai Jian was hugged tightly in her arms.

Zhai Jian was still as thin as ever, holding him in his arms was like hugging a stiff skeleton.

Zhai Jing hugged him tightly, and said in a low voice, "A Jian, Mom is sorry for you."

Zhai Jian shook his head, then hugged her tightly.

Now, he really only has his mother left.

Zhai Jian thought silently.

The strong wind whipped the rain and beat the windows fiercely like countless whips, and the lightning flew through the clouds like a giant python, and then, a thunderstorm exploded in the sky.

The overwhelming coldness was blocked outside the doors and windows.

How fierce it is outside, but inside the house, it is full of tranquility and warmth.

But sometimes, God just likes to tease people.

After a bolt from the blue tossed him half to death, he told him slowly that this was not a proper meal.

Since Cheng Hao left, Zhai Jian became more and more silent.After school, Zhai Jian's heart will feel a little warm only when he sees his own door.

Because he knows that there will always be someone at home waiting for him.That person would call him "Jian" in a soft voice, and would never abandon him.

But today, when he opened the door of his house as usual, what greeted him was not Zhai Jing's gentle voice calling, but the smell of... gas leakage that permeated the entire room!

Zhai Jian only felt his brain explode with a "boom", and he yelled: "Mom!!" Before he even had time to take off his schoolbag, he rushed into the room like crazy, and desperately searched for Zhai with his eyes wide open. Jing's figure.

Zhai Jian searched all over the hall and bedroom, but he didn't find Zhai Jing. He was so anxious, his eyes were red, and he was on the verge of collapse.

Finally, he found Zhai Jing lying motionless on the ground in the kitchen, not knowing whether he was dead or alive.

Zhai Jian choked for breath, and rushed towards Zhai Jing with all his strength.

Rushing to the front and back of Zhai Jing, Zhai Jian half-knelt down very quickly, gritted his teeth with all his strength and dragged her half-embraced to a place far away from the house, then took out her mobile phone and quickly dialed 120 .

After doing all this, Zhai Jian lowered his head and untied Zhai Jing's collar, raised her shoulders a bit, tilted her head back, and turned her face to one side to ensure unobstructed breathing.

After carefully removing all the secretions from Zhai Jing's mouth and nose, Zhai Jian looked down at Zhai Jing, and shouted hoarsely with red eyes: "Mom..."

Zhai Jing breathed weakly and closed her eyes tightly without any reaction.

Zhai Jian lowered his head and touched her face, calling "Mom" over and over again with a trembling voice, but no matter how he called, there was no response.Zhai Jing was quiet, as if she had fallen asleep.

During the whole process of Zhai Jing being carried into the ambulance, Zhai Jian stared at her unblinkingly with his bloodshot eyes.

When the medical staff said loudly, "Perform cardiopulmonary resuscitation immediately", Zhai Jian's blood froze instantly.

how so!

He clenched his fists, his whole body trembled uncontrollably, and his heart was suspended high, as if he would fall at any moment.

Doing cardiopulmonary resuscitation means that the patient's heartbeat and breathing are gone.

The process of going to the hospital was as long as a century. Zhai Jian watched the medical staff perform cardiopulmonary resuscitation on Zhai Jing, and his heart was tense.

He was terribly frightened. He had never been so frightened.

This feeling of losing something made him panic to the extreme, he was at a loss, fidgeting, but could only suffer and wait.

That day, many passers-by could see a thin and small boy sitting motionless on a hospital bench, with red eyes, corners of his mouth tightly pursed, and a stubborn look trying not to let himself cry.

However, when the door of the emergency room opened, the doctor came out with a pitiful expression, and after a few words with the boy, the boy's suppressed tears finally stopped.

"The patient is weak and his blood pressure is unstable, so he cannot perform hyperbaric oxygen therapy."

"Please be mentally prepared."

"Sorry……"

Zhai Jian rushed towards the motionless and lifeless Zhai Jing in three steps at a time, hugged her tightly, his eyes were red, and he shouted in a hoarse voice, "Mom, mother..."

The person in front of him quietly closed his eyes, his lips were cherry red, as if he was asleep.

Zhai Jian did not want to believe that the redness of Zhai Jing's lips was a sign of death from poisoning. He kept trying to hint to himself that his mother was just tired and wanted to sleep, just wanted to sleep, maybe she would wake up sometime It's over.

But why is my mother's body so cold?

Zhai Jian deeply remembers that when he was very young, every winter, he and his mother would sleep in each other's arms. In the middle of the night, when the cold wind blew through, his mother would gently hold him in her arms and wrap him in warm hands. holding his little hand, and at the same time sticking to his little feet with warm feet, giving him the heat he possesses, although the touch is dry and rough, but Zhai Jian feels warm from the bottom of his heart, and yearns for the wordless love .

But now, the body in his arms was so cold, no matter how hard he tried to warm her up, he couldn't warm her up.

What to do, the heat will dissipate soon, and it will never come back...

Mom's body shouldn't be so cold.

Zhai Jian hugged his mother tightly, carefully pressed his face to her cold face, and closed his eyes.

Can no longer hear Zhai Jing's gentle answer.

Those hands that held him tenderly will never be there again.

"Mom, I'm so cold."

Zhai Jian said in a low voice.

There was dead silence all around.

If he came home in time, would his mother be rescued?

How could he let her lie on such a cold floor for so long?

Finally paid off the last debt completely, and finally touched the hope of the future...

He hasn't brought his mother to live a carefree life yet!

But where is the light of birth?He just felt the slightest bit, but before he could grasp it, it had completely disappeared.

never come back.

Never again, never coming back...

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When Zhai Jian came out of the funeral home, he held a box wrapped in black cloth tightly in his arms.

The box exuded a chill from the inside to the outside, but he carefully warmed it with his thin body, and walked through the crossroads against the cold wind.

The setting sun shone on his thin body, casting a tiny shadow on the ground.

So helpless, so alone.It seems as if the wind blows and it disappears.

Those who were kind to him and loved him all left him.

His world fell into complete darkness.

This time, he was the only one left.