I who want salted fish became the leader

Ayatsuji subconsciously wanted to reach out to cover his face, but soon realized that he didn't have to.

In his peripheral vision, he seemed to see a three-coloured cat running past Dazai Osamu's feet, and the figure with its tail disappeared into the grass.

He was expressionless, narrowed his eyes slightly, and pulled the curtains to cover part of the light that dazzled his eyes: "You should be glad it's night."

Otherwise, Osamu Dazai is courting death.

Ayatsuji was worried about being seen by others because he was not sure whether the Supernatural Secret Service would release his information, but during the day he used [accidental death], like a bait thrown out, so the people over there People will definitely find a way to find him, instead of choosing to die.

His information is a state-level confidential project. Unless it is actively announced, it is impossible for anyone to see the detailed analysis report. Even Verlaine, Lantang and others obtained the information through negotiation with the French government. Therefore, Osamu Dazai just found no such person.

It's just that he doesn't want to be seen because of his personal wishes.

He is tired of people who come to disturb him without authorization.

And Ayatsuji didn't expect him to do this suddenly, because he forgot that people basically carry things in their mobile phones now, and he didn't care about modern technology at all, so the rare loophole let Osamu Dazai take advantage of it.

Maybe sleepiness affected his tone. When Ayatsuji threatened people, his words were soft, like a cool night breeze. Dazai used the light to look at the exposed half of his facial features, and said with erratic eyes: "I said The truth is, you look very good-looking..."

It's the kind of appearance that will make passers-by think about it just by walking on the road and passing by.

The blond hair was supposed to have some warmth, but it was all washed away by Ayatsuji's rare temperament of new snow. He had never seen such a type of peer. There was a little golden light in his scarlet eyes. It's dizzying, and even the expressionless look is several times more beautiful than the appearance of the doll Misaki Naruto.

Deer Valley, the name popped into Osamu Dazai's mind inappropriately, reminding him of the deer in the valley in the mountains.

Clean, clear, sacred and inviolable, this is the appearance of the 15-year-old Ayatsuji, which is unexpected but reasonable.

Osamu Dazai's curiosity was greatly satisfied.

But like a sea tide pushing layer by layer, only a few seconds later, he had new and more intense doubts, which drowned him like a flood.

Lu Gu...doesn't seem to mind being seen by him?why is that?

Is it true that Dazai Osamu can't find his information?

"Have you seen enough?" Ayatsuji said, glancing at the phone in his hand, "Did you take a picture?"

"No." Osamu Dazai replied, and Ayatsuji could tell that he wasn't lying about this kind of thing.

Besides, Osamu Dazai came here tonight to solve his own doubts. This is a secret he wants to find out, so he won't hide it in his phone. He doesn't trust these virtual data, and he doesn't want to crack it for others. Kazuya helps, especially Mori Ogai.

"I advise you to manage your curiosity," Ayatsuji warned coldly, "If you don't want to die, don't provoke me."

This is no joke.

Hearing this, Osamu Dazai still kept the smile on his face, put his hands together and said, "But I am longing for the death god to come, so Lu Gu is a kind person?"

He pinned his hair behind his ears with his hands, with a calm expression, looking up at Ayatsuji on the edge of the window expectantly, with a nonchalant look.

"You naive guy, you still talk about longing for death, then I don't have to save you the so-called face."

"..."

Ayatsuji sneered: "I really want to hear my analysis of you, suicide. You have been trying to commit suicide a year ago, but you have only limited yourself to entering water, hanging yourself, and taking medicine. You are afraid of pain. Of course, you are not Not really wanting to die, a person who wants to die won't pick and choose, still want to hear it? Do you want me to say it?"

Osamu Dazai didn't speak, he just froze in place.

"Speak out, I will be entangled..." After a while, he whispered.

But the voice was too soft, so Ayatsuji didn't hear it, so he just said: "I know that people like us are forced to accept pain that we don't want to know every day. When a person is happy, he has already anticipated it." When it comes to his sad end, it's annoying, but you don't know what death is."

Suicide is not a good word, but sad and depressed people always associate it with withered flower petals, forming a beautiful image.

But for a person like Ayatsuji who has [accidental death], he knows how fragile life is, and how many possible accidents can lead to a person's death, so although he feels that life is worthless, he doesn't like suicide Such indiscretion.

People live to be redeemed, and value is realized through living people.

As for Dazai...

As Ayatsuji said before, he can tell at a glance what happened to anyone, and most of them are bad, because only grief leaves a deep mark on a person, Dazai Osamu is much more sensitive than him , so his experience should be more profound.

The reason for his suicide... To put it simply, let's use a game as an analogy.

Life is like a game that cannot be paused. For Osamu Dazai, suicide is like the game screen is finally stuck. Only when the screen freezes and the machine crashes and restarts can he clear his mind at that time and take a short rest. Like cigarettes, it is addictive.

That's why Ayatsuji said he was naive, because he didn't die to die, but to seek death in order to live better.

"How do you know?" Osamu Dazai asked slowly, "...Have you committed suicide too?"

That suffocating, blank, and weird feeling.

"Anyway, don't bother me." Ayatsuji avoided talking about it, and said coldly, "You have also seen the death I brought to others. If you want to suffer so much, please feel free."

After all, Ayatsuji is really going to close the window, he is really sleepy, he doesn't want to talk about such unhealthy topics when it is time to rest, and he is not interested in spending time discussing other people's lives before solving his own troubles. Philosophers were never an option in his plans.

But just before he closed the window, Osamu Dazai suddenly raised his voice and asked, "Katani...will you become the leader?"

The three-colored cat that had disappeared suddenly jumped out at this moment and stood beside the lamppost, causing Ayatsuji to take a few more glances before looking back.

"Nonsense." After the words fell, he closed the window and his figure disappeared completely.

"Is that so..."

Osamu Dazai beside the lamppost's face was aching from the night wind, but his mood became strangely relaxed. He gathered his coat, and his eyes fell on the Sanhuamao, and he leaned towards it with crooked eyebrows and eyes. Said: "... Teacher Cat, I am so happy."

Why he was happy, he didn't quite understand.

But it seems... finally found something more distracting than suicide.Osamu Dazai made an important decision in his heart that although it was a temporary idea, he was willing to spend his time——

He was going to be one of the five cadres of the Port Mafia.

……

During the day, Ayatsuji got up very early, but unexpectedly, Rantang got up earlier than him.

Moreover, he actually prepared breakfast for him, which really surprised Ayatsuji. When he was hesitating, Lan Tang pushed him to sit at the other end of the long dining table, and then he pulled out the chair and sat down. Standing down, he looked at Ayatsuji expectantly with his hands on his face.

This was his first time taking care of others, and Lantang felt that he could do ten thousand times better than Verlaine.

But Ayatsuji stared at his breakfast.

A glass of milk, a glass of vitamin drink, and half an apple cut into several pieces...

Ayatsuji: "..."

He seemed to know why Lan Tang looked so light and light, and looked sad and thin.

"Yesterday you heard me talking to Osamu Dazai, right?" he said.

Lan Tang was drinking his share of milk, and he choked immediately when he heard the words. He coughed several times, put down the cup quickly, and admitted his mistake with erratic eyes: "I'm sorry, I didn't hear much..."

That is, I have heard it all.

He didn't sleep at that time, because Lantang was talking with Verlaine, and they were going to talk about Aragami, so by chance, the latter heard the conversation between Osamu Dazai and Ayatsuji through the phone receiver. Lantang remembered that Verlaine was hearing Dazai When Ji said that Ayatsuji was "beautiful", he clicked his tongue inexplicably.

Lan Tang really wanted to hang up the phone, and then opened the window to see what Osamu Dazai was doing at his house in the middle of the night.

But Verlaine stopped him, and the two of them listened to all the conversations between the two with a weird parental mentality. In the end, Verlaine asked "Are you gone?" Lantang replied that he was gone, and Verlaine specifically asked him to remember the instructions for strengthening the manor. After security, the phone was hung up.

The two of them didn't talk much about Aragami.

"Don't think too much." Ayatsuji said, taking the opportunity to push the milk away without leaving a trace, "Just talk."

Behind him, Hei Ni muttered: 【You just don't want to drink milk...】

"Oh..." Lan Tang didn't know anything about his small movements.

"But my opinion is to find other subordinates as soon as possible, because Ozaki Koyo, one of the five cadres, is also Mori Ogai's helper."

"I know, I'm thinking about it." Ayatsuji said.

Rantang was very relieved of Ayatsuji, so he didn't ask this question any more.

"I'm going out today, and if anything happens, they'll call you. I left your number."

Ayatsuji doesn't have a mobile phone, and he doesn't want others to be able to contact him casually. Lantang is a good middleman.

"...going out?"

"Just to do some shopping."

He had the black card that Verlaine left for him, but even so, Lantang stuffed him with some cash, and finally watched Ayatsuji leave the manor.Ayatsuji originally planned to take the subway, but he had a mask on his face. After considering it comprehensively, he chose the most convenient taxi.

It didn't take much time. When Ayatsuji arrived at the destination, it was still early and it was only noon.

But today's weather is rather abnormal, with plenty of sunlight, bringing a gust of heat, Ayatsuji untied the belt and took off the hood, walked towards the shop, the automatic door opened, and he walked in.

Ayatsuji originally focused his attention on the shelves, but was attracted by a figure sitting on the side of the road looking sullenly at the shop counter.

And through the glass, the owner of the figure cast his gaze at him without any concealment.

The sun made people's eyes dizzy. The tip of the boy's nose was red, one side of his cheek was slightly swollen, and there was a sense of aggrieved anger in his eyes. He sat on the ground with his knees hugged, like a pitiful kitten, His gaze has been on Ayatsuji's body, and he hasn't looked away since he got out of the taxi.

Ayatsuji: "..."

He put down the wave soda he bought in his hand, walked outside the door again, and looked down at him.

Seeing him appear, the other party wiped his face vigorously with the back of his hand, and turned his face away: "What's so interesting."

"That's what I want to say too." He said, "Then don't look at me."

"No."

Ayatsuji paused, and asked, "What's wrong with you?"

Hearing this, Hei Ni made an unbelievable voice beside him: [Ayatsuji, I heard that right, are you yourself? 】

For a person with the personality of Ayatsuji pedestrians, it is really rare to take the initiative to ask a stranger about his situation. It must be because he noticed a certain characteristic of this boy that he made such an abnormal behavior, and "how come?" Already", this sentence doesn't seem like he can ask it out.

But the reason is actually very simple - Ayatsuji can't see through any information on this boy.

This only shows two points: one, this person is difficult.Two, this man was as much a detective as he was.

"It's nothing." The other party pouted, his cheeks were obviously red and swollen, obviously he had been beaten, "Master Luanbu didn't bring any money, but he wanted to drink soda."

"I have no reason to buy it for you."

Heini could feel that Ayatsuji said this with a hint of a joke, and it was shocked again.

Ranpo's eyes flicked across Ayatsuji's body, and finally fell on the doll in his arms, and said slowly: "Irene, I can exchange things with you for soda."

He didn't know Ayatsuji's name, but he called him "Irene" in spite of himself. That was the first character in Sherlock Holmes that the detective couldn't see through, and the reason why Ranpo had been staring at Ayatsuji before See, because he couldn't find useful information from Ayatsuji either, Ayatsuji was his "Irene".

Curious.

I was so curious that I forgot how sad I was when I was slapped by Fukuzawa Yukichi when I was chasing the prisoner at the risk of my life, and I also forgot that I was busy getting angry and running away from home, just staring at him without blinking. Looking at each other's figure.

"What is it?" Ayatsuji said.

Luanbu buried his head, rummaged through the small pockets of his clothes, and finally held it in his hands with a look of reluctance, raised his head, and spread his hands towards Ayatsuji: "This."

——It was a scarlet glass marble.

"I have more beautiful marbles." Luanbu withdrew his hand, and carefully set out his own conditions, "I have nowhere to go. So, after buying marble soda, can I go home with you? "

The author has something to say:

You are such a clever little ghost who is good at opening a lion's mouth, baby Ranbu.

Thanks to the little cuties for catching bugs, I actually... forgot...

love you guys

感谢在2020-05-1218:00:00~2020-05-1519:02:02期间为我投出霸王票或灌溉营养液的小天使哦~

Thanks to the little angel who threw the grenade: I am @1;

Thanks to the little angel who threw the landmine: "Colorful Painting Collection", 1 piece of Sky Sound and Snow Color;

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