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The house where Han Zhi lived was not strictly guarded, but the door was only symbolically locked. If he wanted to escape, it should not be difficult.But he never thought of leaving.He was obviously locked up, and he should be resentful, but why was he so worthless, and why did he always miss the person who locked him up?

Han Zhi's biggest wish every day is that Su Lang can come earlier, even though his face no longer has the doting and smile, Han Zhi still wants to see him, just seeing him is enough.Except for the food delivery person, Su Lang did come over for a while every day.But after the meeting, the two formed a strange tacit understanding: Han Zhi was doing his own thing, while Su Lang watched silently from the side, neither of them would speak.

I don't know when Su Lang came later and later, sometimes even at night.At that time, Su Lang would sit by the bed without saying a word, quietly looking at Han Zhi with his eyes closed on the bed.With such a weird atmosphere, other people would definitely not be able to fall asleep, but Han Zhi slept very peacefully under his sight, and he couldn't really fall asleep until Su Lang.

After confirming that Hao Hanzhi was really asleep, Su Lang slowly said: "Gu Hanzhi, are you a fool? Why don't you run away? Don't you like Shen Anhe? Why don't you run away to him? "

"I thought I was in control of my feelings, but I was wrong. I couldn't let myself go, I'd rather you hate me, hate me, than let you leave me. Why don't you go? It's the only reason I can convince myself to give up. But why don't you go? Since you don't like me, why do you want me to have unrealistic hopes? You know how much I pretend to not care about you in front of you Is it difficult? I'm afraid I'm almost reaching the limit of my patience."

Han Zhi never knew when Su Lang left, only the indentation on the chair beside the bed proved that he had been here.

But one night, Han Zhi couldn't feel Su Lang's gaze. He lay on the bed until midnight, and finally couldn't help getting out of bed to check.Su Lang did not come.Han Zhi stood in front of the window, watching the silent street outside turn from black to white.Maybe Su Lang was delayed by something yesterday, but he will definitely come today, Han Zhi comforted himself.

But Su Lang didn't show up for several days.Su Lang won't come again?Han Zhi was terrified.Why didn't Su Lang come? Did something happen to him, or...he's tired of me already?Han Zhi has no answer.

Didn't Su Lang ask me to draw here?If I'm worth anything, he'll definitely come!In a panic, Han Zhi found out the dusty rice paper, and hurriedly began to grind the ink, perhaps because he was too anxious, the ink stick broke, and due to the uneven force, the inkstone turned over, and the ink splashed him. all over.

But at this moment, the door opened, and at the time when Han Zhi was in the most embarrassing situation, Su Lang came.Seeing his appearance, Su Lang frowned slightly.Han Zhi didn't care, he ran over and stopped in front of Su Lang, the two looked at each other with complicated expressions.In the end, it was Su Lang who spoke first.

"You go, I will not lock you up again. You are free, go where you want to go."

Han Zhi thought he heard it wrong, and stood there in a daze without saying a word.Su Lang turned his head away and repeated again: "Let's go! Before I change my mind."

Su Lang didn't want to stay in the house anymore, he was afraid that he would lose control at any time, he raised his feet and walked towards the door, but before he could get out, he was hugged from behind.

"I'm not leaving." Han Zhi whispered behind him.

Su Lang's heart beat wildly, but he was too afraid of being disappointed, so he could only respond calmly: "Do you know what you're talking about? Don't be stupid, let's go."

"I'm not leaving. Didn't you say that I still owe you a lot of money? Why did you let me go? I will paint seriously, so don't stop coming."

"Why? I did such an unreasonable thing to you, why don't you go, why don't you go find..." Su Lang couldn't continue.

"Because I want to stay by your side. During these days, I never think of An He again. All I think about is you. Even though you lied to me before, even though you never liked me, I still like you , I can't lie to myself. Even if you are tired of me, I won't leave, I..."

Before Han Zhi finished speaking, Su Lang turned around and kissed him.Han Zhi was bound into a strong embrace in an instant, and the unfinished words were drowned in the affectionate kiss.Su Lang's slightly cool tongue slipped into his mouth, greedily snatching every trace of breath, and deftly exploring every corner.The throbbing of this moment is enough to make each other forget everything around them.

"Ha...ha..." This kiss seemed to take away all of Han Zhi's strength, he collapsed into Su Lang's arms, Su Lang hugged him tightly, afraid that he would run away if he let go.

"You confuse me, you say you don't like me, and at the same time...kiss me," Han Zhi blushed, and his voice became smaller and smaller, "What on earth are you thinking?"

"Han Zhi, I'm sorry." Su Lang buried his head behind Han's neck, he didn't want Han Zhi to see his embarrassment, "From the first day you came to my house, I have seen your deep affection for Shen Anhe." In my eyes, and because of this, I have never been confident in our previous relationship. I am afraid that you will not really like me in the end. But I can't control myself, I want to possess you so much, as long as I can hold you Stay here and let me do whatever you want, even if it means making you hate me."

"Then why did you let me go again?"

"Because I know it's useless. Even if I keep your people by force, I can't get your heart. Instead of letting us torture each other, why don't I let you go, at least in this way, one person can get Happiness. Now it seems that the two of us are really awkward."