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Su Lang lay on the roof with his head resting on his hands, while Han Zhi sat beside him with his knees hugged. The two looked up at the starry sky and chatted casually.

"Does it still rain often in Qinghe?"

"Yes, sometimes I don't see the sun for days at a time."

"Is it time for the cargo ships to enter the port?"

"Well, it's quite spectacular. If you are here, you should like to watch it."

"Is the law and order on the street okay? It's too peaceful at night?"

Han Zhi went around and asked for a long time, Su Lang really couldn't listen anymore.

"The rumors have subsided, President Shen is fine."

"Yes, is it?" Han Zhi lowered his head and did not speak.

"Still miss him?"

"No." Han Zhi raised his head and raised the corner of his mouth at him, smiling very forcedly.

After getting along for a few days, Su Lang obviously felt the changes in Han Zhi. He was like a puppet whose soul was taken out, neither happy nor sad. Su Lang would rather watch him cry and make a fuss than see him Now I'm suppressing myself like this.This pair of trying to pretend to be okay is really distressing.

If it can make him return to the outspoken and agile Gu Hanzhi before, what's the point of pushing him to another man?

"President Shen saved you that day, and he was the one who was guarding the bed."

Su Lang threw out a word abruptly, Han Zhi froze for a moment.

"What did you say!"

"If you want to go back to Qinghe, I can take you back."

Han Zhi couldn't react, could it be that the situation at that time was not a dream?An He really came?He didn't hear what Su Lang said later, and he didn't come back to his senses until Su Lang asked again.

Han Zhiduo wanted to tell Su Lang immediately that he wanted to go back to An He, but he hesitated.He clearly remembered everything An He said that day, and if the separation was really what An He wanted, then he was willing to leave.In the end, Hanzhi shook his head and rejected Su Lang's proposal.

Su Lang was very surprised by this answer. He originally thought that Han Zhi knew the truth and would ask to go back immediately, but he didn't expect him to choose to stay.

"why?"

Han Zhi looked up at the distant night sky, and slowly said: "You know what? I fell in love with An He when I first met him."

Su Lang didn't speak, motioning him to continue talking.

"Just an inadvertent glance, and I can no longer look away. From then on, I can only accommodate him in my heart. He is so gentle, so different. That day, when he said he would take me away , do you know how happy I am? I have a chance to be close to him!"

"Later, I slowly discovered that An He was not as relaxed as he appeared on the surface. He was under tremendous pressure from all aspects, but he never told others, but just kept bearing it silently. An He was always unhappy, He always stood alone in the garden and thought, unwilling to get too close to people, and refused to open his heart to others. At that time, I thought, what can I do for Anhe? Maybe I am not capable of sharing Anhe’s worries, But at least I can make him less lonely."

"Meeting An He may be the greatest miracle in my life. I just hope he can be happy. If my existence becomes his burden and makes his situation more difficult, then I would rather never show up. Su Lang, I'm tired, I'm going to let go, I'm going to give up An He."

Before Han Zhi could finish his last words, Dou Da's tears could not stop falling down.

"Cry, cry all out, don't be patient anymore."

Su Lang's words were like a catalyst, Han Zhi's soft sobbing gradually turned into a loud cry, as if he wanted to cry out all his grievances and unwillingness at once.Su Lang took him into his arms, and gently stroked his back that was trembling from the extreme choking.