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In late autumn, the sun has curbed its sharpness, and through the clear and bright blue sky, it gently caresses the earth. The emerald green river is rippling like fish scales, which makes the autumn leaves on both sides of the river more gorgeous. Sky in the sky, fields of yellow leaves, waves of autumn colors, cold smoke and emerald green on the waves.”

With such a fine weather, Han Zhi couldn't stay in the house anymore, unfortunately, Su Lang has been busy with business recently, and he didn't have time to go out with him, but he had no choice but to go for a walk alone.Han Zhi walked along the riverside to watch, and unknowingly came to Linjiang Garden.Although it is called a garden, it is actually just a viewing platform with a few flowers and plants.Although the scenery here is good, but because it is far away from the city center, few people usually come here, but also because of this, there is a rare and clean place here. Hanzhi used to follow Anhe to come here to watch the fishing boats.

How is Anhe now?what is he doing?Han Zhi shook his head, trying not to let himself think about him.

Hanzhi walked up to the top floor of the observatory, ready to enjoy the beautiful scenery alone, but he didn't expect that someone had already climbed there first.The man stood on the outermost side of the terrace, quietly looking at the river, not noticing that someone was coming from behind.

Anhe!Although it was just a back view, Han Zhi would never admit his mistake.

Han Zhi felt that his heart seemed to have stopped beating. The moment he saw An He, he realized that his thoughts for An He had never been interrupted, but he was just reluctantly enduring it. At this moment, all the suppressed All the emotions poured out.

He walked towards An He step by step, he was so nervous that he even forgot to breathe.

"Anhe."

"Hanzhi?" An He turned around, apparently also taken aback.He was more haggard than before, and Han Zhi was very distressed.

The two looked at each other, not knowing what to say for a while.After a long time, An He broke the silence, "Long time no see."

"Are you still mad at me?"

"I'm not mad at you."

"You lie! If you're not still angry, why didn't you come to me?"

"I know that Su Lang treats you well and takes good care of you..."

"Don't you miss me?" Han Zhi interrupted him, looking at him with red eyes.

"Why do I miss you? I don't think about you for a moment! I'm afraid you'll be unhappy, I'm afraid you'll get into trouble with your petty temper, I'm afraid you'll catch cold by running around in your pajamas again, I'll send a small boat every day..." An He realized When he realized that he had talked too much, he stopped quickly.

"Since you are so worried, why don't you take me back?"

"Because I still can't make any promises to you, I can't keep you by my side selfishly, and then make you suffer. Leaving me is the best choice. After a long time, you will forget me. You should have your own new life."

"But I can't live without you! I don't want a new life, I just want you! Nothing hurts me more than losing you. Only you can fill the void in my heart and let me in this big world, won't feel lonely."

"You can live well without me."

An He caressed Han Zhi's hair lovingly, his movements were so gentle, but his words were so cruel.

"What can I do to keep you?"

"Don't do anything, just be yourself. I often wonder if it was wrong to protect you too much before, so that you can never grow up. Now is the time for me to let go. Go back , Hanzhi. Forget about me."