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After the worship, An He asked everyone to wait in the car, and he had to stay for a while.

"I'll accompany you." Han Zhi said.

An He didn't speak, which was a tacit agreement. The two hadn't been alone for a long time.An He stood in front of the tombstone without saying a word, with a sad face, as if lost in memory.After a long time, he said, "Let's go back."

Hanzhi stood there without moving.

"Anhe, do you hate me?"

"No, don't think about it."

"Then why do you always avoid me?" Han Zhi asked.

An He didn't speak.

"I know you are afraid, afraid that the relationship between us will get out of control. But you avoid me like this, I feel too uncomfortable, you can't even deprive me of my right to love you." Han Zhi said sadly.

"I originally wanted to protect your nature and brought you back, but I didn't expect that it was me who hurt you." An He smiled bitterly, "Maybe I did something wrong in the first place."

"I'm not afraid of getting hurt! You love me too, don't you? You love me, An He?"

"..."

"Answer me!" Han Zhi shook An He's sleeve, "Please, answer me. Tell me, this is not just my wishful thinking."

The hand pulling the sleeve slowly let go, and Han Zhi's voice became softer and weaker.

Seeing him like this, An He felt very distressed. He wanted to hug Han Zhi and tell him that he loved him too, but he still didn't move.

"An He, don't you feel lonely?"

"I can bear it."

"Why do you have to be patient, why can't you be with me? Obviously we can be very happy."

"My love can't bring you happiness, I can't love you. Han Zhi, you are still young, the price of love is heavier than you imagined."

"You always say that I don't know what love is, so do you know?" Han Zhi lost control of his emotions, "You will only hide in your own world, and no one dares to love. You wear too much clothes for love. Too many definitions, too many shackles, and you forget what is the most essential thing of love! You don’t believe that I love you, you think it’s just my immature feelings. Just like you don’t believe that your wife will die because of loving you You are sick from depression, you don't believe that love can torture people to death. Are you sad because you love your wife? No! You are because of guilt! You regret not coming back sooner, you regret not being with her, you have to wait until she is gone , you know what you lost. But now, you still dare not face your feelings. I am leaving too. Since you don't love me, I don't want to stay here anymore. I don't want to see you again! "

Han Zhi's words hurt An He deeply, and the expression on An He's face became painful when he saw it. This was not the result he wanted.He didn't want to hurt An He, this wasn't his sincere words, but when he heard An He say that he didn't love him, his heart ached violently, and he began to blame indiscriminately, trying to transfer the pain to others, regardless of Can the other party bear it?

Han Zhi felt that he couldn't stay here for a minute, so he ran out desperately, no matter how An He behind him called him, or Shen Zhou's strange expression when he saw him.He ran desperately, desperately, just wanting to escape from this place as soon as possible.

"boom!"

Han Zhi just ran with his head down, without looking in the direction, and suddenly bumped into someone.

"Hey, isn't this the little painter of Shen's residence? What's his name? Oh yes! Gu Hanzhi! You also came to visit the grave?"

Han Zhi looked up, but unexpectedly it was Su Lang.

"Get me out of here!"

"What's wrong with you? Could it be that you offended President Shen and were hunted down? Then I dare not not take you." Su Lang said jokingly.

"Take me away!!" Saying that, Han Zhi was about to get into Su Lang's car.

Su Lang seemed a little frightened, so he let Han get into the car. He originally planned to go back to the city, so he went up too, and then asked the driver to start the car.

Along the way, Gu Hanzhi kept choking up, Su Lang didn't speak, just watched silently.The car drove for a long time, and when he was about to enter the city, Han Zhi finally calmed down a little.

"Tired of crying?"

"Aren't you going to ask me what happened?"

"Let me guess?" Su Lang still had that confident look, "Chairman Shen is not a stingy person, so you must not be kicked out for doing something wrong. Did you run away by yourself?" Then he continued Laughing, "Looking at you crying all the way, it can't be that your courtship was rejected by the president, right?"

"certainly not!"

"Hahaha, are you angry? That's what I said! You are so bold! Last time I met, I thought, how can you be called Hanzhi with your temper? It's obviously a flame! Hahaha... ..."

Han Zhi was so angry that he couldn't speak.

"However," Su Lang said again, "No matter what the reason is, I don't want to get involved in trouble. I'm going to the city soon, do you want me to send you back to Shen's residence, or go somewhere else?"

"I won't go back." Han Zhixin thought that An He must be very angry for saying so many excessive words, so it's better not to go back yet.

"Where are you going then?"

Han Zhi didn't speak, Su Lang knew that he had nothing to go to.

"Then you come back with me."