Rebirth of the Abandoned Son Without Regrets

Silence, deathly silence.Only the slight tinkling sound in the darkness echoed in my ears.An Ran listened to the sound like water dripping, and felt a little numb from the pain in her heart.He was just floating in the air, yes, floating in the air.An Ran didn't know how long had passed since the day Su Yuan fell into the river, in this silent darkness, he had already lost his sense of time.Without Su Yuan, nothing matters anymore.Without that person, really, nothing matters.

The subtle ding-dong sound was particularly noticeable in the dead silence, An Ran opened her eyes wide in the darkness, trying to see something clearly, but the image of Su Yuan smiling appeared in front of her eyes.He was still wearing the beige woolen sweater, just like the day he fell into the river on the London Bridge, with clear eyebrows and eyes.An Ran stretched out her hands, trying to grab him, but he pushed them away with a slight smile.The man who used to smile sweetly fell deeper into the river.

He could only watch the water pouring in from his seven orifices, his appearance of not struggling, the indistinct curve of his lips, and his gradually disappearing figure—Su Yuan, don’t… !An Ran shouted silently in the water, her eyes tearing open.He tried his best to chase after Su Yuan's sinking figure, but missed.He landed resolutely from his side, so close to him.And he couldn't catch him.

It turned out that Su Yuan was the cruelest person.He gave him the most selfless and tolerant love, but took it back the moment he turned around, without leaving anything behind.An Ran's heart seemed to have a big hole, and his strength was withdrawn from his body little by little. Soon, his consciousness began to blur.An Ran didn't struggle, and quietly waited for the arrival of death.The gap in his heart was full of scars, and the thin pain almost drowned him.Is it really that painful?

He still wanted to take another look at Su Yuan, but when he looked around, there was only the deep river, and there was no figure of a man.Su Yuan is gone.The feeling of suffocation hit, and at the moment before being completely plunged into darkness, An Ran thought: Su Yuan, I will definitely catch up with you this time! ——Catch up with you, and never let you go.If I can do it all over again, I will definitely watch over you.Su Yuan, did you hear that?

An Ran couldn't see everything around her, her eyes were completely dark.He doesn't know where this is, and he can't tell the change of time.Only the extra lightness of the body told him that he was dead.But why didn't he see Su Yuan?Su Yuan, where did you go?He didn't know why he was here, there was only silence.

An Ran couldn't do without this boundless darkness, so she quietly listened to the tiny tinkling sound in the silence.Time has long lost the meaning of existence, and in this oppressive darkness, everything has become a little chaotic.An Ran closed her eyes, and began to recall the reasons for the changes in his and Su Yuan's lives.

The more she recalled, the more An Ran regretted, and the more painful her heart became.In the pain that pierced deep into her heart, An Ran felt a sense of relief——Su Yuan, look, I'm in pain too.Little by little memories were displayed in front of him, and he finally saw his own cruelty, but there was no room for remorse.Su Yuan has completely left him, with the relief that belongs to him, away from that devastated love.

It was him who broke the beautiful and happy life with his own hands, built a wall between them with his own hands, and broke the two hearts into pieces.Su Yuan worked hard to maintain that increasingly dark love, bumping his head and bleeding again and again, until he couldn't get over that high barrier anymore.The bloody person guards that persistent heart until despair.Then, he turned and left, keeping his remaining dignity.

Why can't he see through those so-called provocations? ——Yes, he gradually lost himself and the definition of love in Su Yuan's inclusive love.The pride in his heart has evolved into a kind of morbid conceit, which makes all the tranquility and beauty unbearable when he is not aware of it.He trampled under his feet time and time again the love and happiness that he once cherished most. It was he who personally destroyed that hard-won love and happiness.

An Ran thought of the scars on Su Yuan's body, his pale and bloodless face when he was curled up on the sofa, his heart constricted suddenly, and the convulsive pain made him tremble all over.Su Yuan, it really hurts.I can finally feel some of your pain.Su Yuan, have you forgive me?In the dead silence, except for the sound of Ding Dong, no one answered.

Enron floating in the air, like a lifeless puppet, just waiting for the moment of complete decay, the moment of complete liberation.His memories kept reappearing, but they were all the sweet and warm appearance at the beginning, so wonderful and happy that he couldn't help but sink into it.Those distant and deep images are revealed little by little.

"Anran, drink a glass of milk, go to bed earlier." Su Yuan stood in the living room, and handed the warm milk in his hand to Anran who was beside him.An Ran wanted to take it, but could only watch in vain as her memory flicked the glass violently, the milk spilled on the ground, soaking the brown carpet.The glass shattered on the ground, as if Su Yuan's heart was broken into pieces.

Seeing this, Su Yuan forced a smile and whispered: "Sui Sui is safe, Su Sui is safe." An Ran stood in the void, feeling like a knife was twisting her heart.He watched Su Yuan's fingertips being scratched by shards of glass, and the bright blood dappled his vision; he looked at himself in the memory and turned around indifferently, without any emotion.He could only watch like this, but there was nothing he could do.

——Su Yuan, don't pick it up!An Ran walked through Su Yuan's body and opened his mouth, but there was only a silent cry.Su Yuan squatted on the ground, his fingers were mottled with blood.He threw the debris into the trash can in a daze, and stood in the living room lonely and confused.The light in his eyes was dim, as if he didn't understand why the relationship between him and An Ran became like this.

The night wind blew, carrying a slight chill, Su Yuan shivered.He frowned, and pressed his right hand tightly to his chest.He subconsciously picked up a piece of broken glass, his eyes were a little blank.An Ran saw that something was wrong with Su Yuan, and her body couldn't help trembling—so, was Su Yuan forced to be like this at that time?Unexpectedly, he didn't realize it, but he strangled his Su Yuan step by step, the Su Yuan who tolerated everything about him and loved him deeply.He actually... has no room for redemption.

An Ran desperately wanted to hug Su Yuan, to give him warmth, to beg his forgiveness, and to save the impending ending.In the end, but in vain.He passed through his body time and time again, not touching him at all.He stared wide-eyed, watching Su Yuan jump on the London Bridge, and breathless in the river.

"Su Yuan—" He shouted the name of the person whose body was getting colder hoarsely, but he couldn't make a sound.Tears fell like this, and a hoarse voice accompanied by a cry that was almost wailing came from the depths of the soul.Such a mournful voice, as if despair and regret were intertwined, filled the entire dead and dark world.

Have you ever heard the sound of soul crying?According to legend, that is the sound that people can only make when they are extremely sad, remorseful, and even their souls are mourning.

An Ran's sobs were hoarse, but the tiny ding-dong sound in her ear gradually grew louder.The sound of dripping water gradually became clearer, but it was like the sound of a clock ticking.An Ran only felt that the darkness in front of her eyes was being distorted, and everything was falling apart.Is it over?Can he finally find Su Yuan...

As the last ding dong echoed in his ears, as if it was about to shake his soul, the dark world began to collapse little by little, and An Ran's body became heavier and heavier.He closed his eyes with a peaceful expression, without any struggle.

"Anran..." Someone whispered in his ear, calling his name, the voice was full of worry and uneasiness.An Ran suddenly woke up, and a figure of a man was reflected in her hazy vision.The man held a glass of milk and looked at him helplessly.He saw a cold face, his face, in his eyes like spots of paint.

——Su Yuan?An Ran moved her lips, but her voice was too hoarse to speak.The man in white sweater in front of him had a familiar face, and he was clearly the Su Yuan in his memory—the person who was hurt by him to the point of despair, but still took good care of everything they had.An Ran couldn't tell the dream from reality for a while, but just stared at Su Yuan's brows and eyes affectionately.No matter what, he could finally see Su Yuan again!

"Anran, I'm sorry..." The very familiar words spit out from the mouth of the person opposite, Anran's pupils shrank slightly, and he looked up at the calendar and the clock in disbelief—he was actually reborn, and returned to the way he ignored Su Yuan and turned them away. The beginning of time finally pushed into the abyss.He still has a chance to do it all over again, right?

An Ran carefully touched Su Yuan's fingertips, when she felt the warmth.Only then did he have a sense of reality.He stretched out his arms and hugged Su Yuan tightly. "Su Yuan, I'm sorry." This apology was long overdue, but now he finally had the opportunity to say it.I'm sorry, Su Yuan.I'm really sorry, my Su Yuan...

"Anran...it's okay." Su Yuan was a little surprised by Anran's sudden attitude and behavior, this kind of intimate behavior made him blushed inexplicably.Today's An Ran is a bit strange.Soon, an eager and burning kiss grabbed all his attention.His originally sober mind gradually became confused.

The bodies that have been familiar with each other for a long time, ignited a fire under An Ran's actions.An Ran moved eagerly but tenderly to comfort the person under him, seeing the lost look in Su Yuan's eyes, he slowly took possession of him.After a night of obsession, the heat will not drop for a long time.

An Ran hugged the sleeping An Ran in her arms, and couldn't help but glance at the mottled hickey marks on his naked skin.The red marks bloomed on the man's body like roses, winding down from the neck.The man groaned a few times in discomfort, his swollen lips were beautifully shaped.An Ran covered the quilt that slipped off the man's body for him, and suddenly she felt a sense of reality.This is not his dream, the Su Yuan in front of him actually exists.

Su Yuan slept very deeply, last night he was tormented by An Ran, his body was very tired, and a deep tiredness surrounded him, which lasted for a long time.His eyes were closed tightly, and he slept peacefully.An Ran quietly got up and walked towards the kitchen.He had to prepare food for Su Yuan in advance.

Su Yuan slept for a long time, and when he woke up, it was already noon.His body was so sore that it seemed to be falling apart, he blinked, trying to see everything in the dim surroundings.What time is it now?Is it dark?An Ran, are you leaving?A slight sense of loss rose in Su Yuan's heart, and he tried his best to calm down and restore his calm state of mind.An Ran, it's time to go to work.

Su Yuan frowned, propped up his sore body, and put on his clothes with some difficulty.Walking towards the bathroom at a slightly slow pace, he raised his eyes and saw himself in the mirror, feeling a little dazed.He is no longer young.The youthfulness of high school faded away and became mature.He and An Ran have already passed through more than ten years.It's been so long.An inexplicable uneasiness emerged in Su Yuan's heart.

"Su Yuan—" An Ran hurriedly walked towards the bedroom, he heard movement in the bedroom, and reckoned that Su Yuan should have woken up.Pushing open the door of the master bedroom, there was no one on the large bed.An Ran panicked, where did Su Yuan go? !Those who have lost Su Yuan once, their hearts and souls are filled with uneasiness and anxiety.He tried his best to calm down, and when he heard the sound of water coming from the bathroom, he hurried to the bathroom.

The man in pajamas looked at the mirror in front of him in a daze, wondering what he was thinking.The confusion, loss, and uneasiness revealed in his eyes fell into An Ran's eyes.An Ran's heart ached.

"Su Yuan, I'm here." An Ran called out, gentle and focused, and a particularly soft smile bloomed from the corner of his lips. "Anran? Didn't you... not go to the company?" Su Yuan subconsciously looked back when he heard the pleasant voice like a clear spring, and a sweet feeling gushed out of his heart at the same time.He pursed his lips, and looked at An Ran with his dark eyes.

"Su Yuan, I'll take you back to An's house, we've been wandering outside for too long." An Ran surrounded Su Yuan from behind, her voice was slow but firm, "I'll take you home, An's house is the most peaceful place. Okay? Okay, Su Yuan?" When he arrived at An's house, he could take care of Su Yuan wholeheartedly.He must take Su Yuan back to An's house, to the place where he can really protect Su Yuan.

"Okay. Anran, I'll wait for you to take me home." Su Yuan's eyes lit up a little, and the uneasiness in his heart dissipated with Anran's words. He nodded vigorously and said with a smile: "Anran, where are you going? Just go there." An Ran hugged him even harder, and the two people reflected in the mirror interlocked their fingers.

in a few days.An Ran contacted all the matters of An's family, and took Su Yuan back to the long-lost family.He smiled easily, this time, he will take good care of happiness.Here, he and Su Yuan will have a new peaceful and warm life, he believes.

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