Rebirth of the Abandoned Son Without Regrets

The rain finally fell.The heavy rain washes away everything in the world and washes away the old traces.Gu Yuanyang was the only one left in the intensive care unit.He saw the determination in Yin Chuan's eyes before he left, he was destined to survive, no matter what.only……

Gu Yuanyang moved his hands and pressed the switch with all his strength.Only the sound of his breathing remained in the air, and the machines in the room were already gray.The sound of the rain outside became louder. Gu Yuanyang listened attentively to the sound of the first rainstorm in summer, and his heart felt calmer than ever before.

Gu Yuanyang's breathing became rapid, his consciousness began to blur, and everything in front of him seemed to start to distort.There was a relieved smile on the corner of his lips, and he vaguely recalled his short life: the happy and warm, dream-like life before the age of five was shattered with the death of his parents. At the age of 16, he met the boy in black and started the second half of his life as a pawn.For eight years, as a "weak underbelly", he was struggling on the verge of life and death, surviving repeated spies and kidnappings. At the age of 20, Yin Chuan annexed the Hai Gang, and he was imprisoned by Ling (He Xie) and humiliated for three whole days.The cold and bitter liquid finally fell down without hesitation, and slowly swallowed with blood in his mouth.For three days, no one came to rescue him.He was abandoned in that dark corner, and those hopes and throbbing that had arisen were all buried in that summer, and disappeared without a trace with that summer rain.

And now, he was finally free.His whole life was full of helplessness and unable to choose. This time, he finally had a choice.Really tired... Yin Chuan, this time I can no longer follow your orders.All the freedom he had, he had finally seized.

The eyelids are getting heavier, and every breath seems to exhaust the strength of the whole body.With the passage of life, those tiny throbbing that persisted deep in the atrium and refused to disappear finally disappeared.Gu Yuanyang tilted his head sideways, as if he wanted to see the last sunshine in his life.He exhaled lightly, a tear fell from the corner of his eye, and dried up in an instant.In the intensive care unit, there was finally silence.And the downpour finally stopped.

Yin Chuan's heart throbbed suddenly, and he subconsciously ran towards the direction where Gu Yuanyang was.His heart was extremely restless, as if something was out of his control.When he walked into the intensive care unit, he caught sight of the man looking out the window.

The room was completely silent, not a single sound of machinery operating could be heard.For the first time, he, who was always cold-hearted, felt a kind of fear.Yin Chuan walked to Gu Yuanyang's side, and saw that bluish-white face.He seemed to be having a sweet dream, with a relaxed smile on his lips.His fingertips touched his skin tremblingly, only cold.His heart was full of strange emotions, depressed and sad.Bitter and warm liquid fell down the cheeks, is that tears?Yin Chuan's heartache became more and more acute, and those hazy and hidden emotions poured out at this moment.

He stared blankly at Gu Yuanyang's lifeless face and the curvature of his lips, his heart ached as if he was suffocated.Why must he be rescued, why must he be kept alive, why must he be trapped by his side... everything has an answer at this moment.

The pain in the heart tore away all the confusion, leaving only Chi Guoguo's answer - love.He was born cruel and ruthless, and he didn't understand the feelings in the world, but now, he finally understood, but it was so painful.It was he who ruined Gu Yuanyang, and it was his subconscious imprisonment that pushed Gu Yuanyang away from him forever.In the end, he has no way to repent.

The machine was turned on again, and the voices of the medical staff were mixed, "Mr. Yin, please mourn." What is the condolence?His Yuanyang is clearly here, by his side.His cold eyes scared away everyone around him, only his breathing in the room.Suddenly, a sob of depression, despair, sorrow, and regret sounded, as if it frightened the soul.Gu Yuanyang on the hospital bed seemed to be asleep, but his smile was also tinged with sadness.

For three days, Yin Chuan guarded Gu Yuanyang's body almost motionless until the traces of corruption spread on Gu Yuanyang's exquisite face.Someone persuaded in a low voice: "Mr. Yin, let Mr. Gu go to the ground and rest in peace!" He closed his bloodshot eyes tiredly as if he had just woken up from a big dream, and said slowly and with difficulty: "Let's be cremated." Yang has always liked sunshine, so he must not be willing to sleep forever underground alone.He looked at his lifeless face, and a kiss fell gently like that.Fire is the cleanest thing in the world...

The fire burned extremely brightly, and Gu Yuanyang lay in the fire, his slightly tilted eyes seemed to be looking at the sunlight falling in the sky.After the rain rested and passed away, he finally turned into dust and smoke with the wind.The small porcelain bottle was handed to Yin Chuan, who took it silently and disappeared into the crowd.

It turned out that his existence was so tiny that all he was left with was a porcelain vase.He recalled the details of the past eight years with Gu Yuanyang, so clearly, as if yesterday.He still remembered the bright smile on the boy's still childish face, but it was hidden by the drooping eyelashes at some point.That's right, after Gu Yuanyang was 20 years old, he never smiled again.The last smile he left for him in this world was actually a smile of relief.

Yuan Yang... When he didn't know love, he was cold-hearted and devoted himself to planning for his career; when he was emotional, he pushed that life to the end of destruction.But now, he knows how to love others, but no one can hold him in his heart anymore.

His hands trembled slightly, and the small porcelain bottle couldn't wait to escape from his side, falling to the ground and shattering.Gu Yuanyang is truly free.The gray ashes were blown away by the wind, without a trace of memory.Yin Chuan looked at Gu Yuanyang, who was leaving with the wind, in a daze, and felt great pain in his heart, his eyes darkened, but the corners of his lips curled up. ...I'm sorry, Yuanyang, I still can't bear to part with you...

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