The day when the golden finger is lit in another world
Chapter 22 (1)
A rare sunny day, no more snow on the ground.The clouds finally parted and the sun shone on the earth.It seems to wash away all darkness and filth.The snow of the previous night buried the corpses left behind, and the blood had disappeared from sight.If no one mentions them, they will be reduced to ashes in the course of history. Since then, no one will know that there was such a group of people living on this land.
Shan Qun looked around the land, he was still holding the dead body of Pai Lun in his arms, no matter how his companions persuaded him, he did not bury the child.He just sat there, doing nothing, just staring blankly.
Even if Kesi came to persuade him, it was useless. The mountains were like a stone, and they were as immovable as a mountain.
In the end, Lin Xu walked over. In fact, he didn't know what to say to Shan Qun. When it comes to the passing of human life, maybe Shan Qun actually has more insights than himself.In the first half of their lives, when they were soldiers, they should have witnessed more lives lost due to war.
Lin Xu also sat on the ground, sitting beside Shan Qun. The two just sat like this, silently in a daze.
The sun shone on Pai Lun's face, his head was tilted back, and his expression was peaceful. At least when he died, he didn't suffer too much pain.The stone knife stuck in his chest has been pulled out by the mountains, and the child was replaced with a replacement animal skin coat.In addition to being a little white, it seems that the child is still alive.
It seems that he will still open his eyes, and ask the mountains without knowing the heights of the sky and the earth: "If I grow up a bit, can I go hunting with you? Patrolling the tribe together?"
This child still has many fantasies about the future. Sometimes he wants to be a soldier, and sometimes he wants to be a doctor.It's just that in all his futures, none of them are the result of today.
Shan Qun suddenly asked: "Chris, am I wrong? I thought that men need to be honed, and I thought I could protect him."
This is where the depression of the mountains lies. He thought it was his wrong decision that made the child never see such bright sunshine again.
No one can make decisions for others, Lin Xu looked at the dazzling sun, and felt an indescribable distress in his heart: "I don't know, maybe I was wrong too."
He can't change this continent, in fact, this continent is constantly changing him.It is pervasive, constantly feeling the incompetence of being powerless.
"What are we fighting here for?" Shan Qun was a little angry, and he covered his face. "We lost so many soldiers, just to save those who have nothing to do with us. They know that because of them What are the names of the dead warriors? Do they know how hard it was for these warriors to survive?"
Shan Qun's voice began to choke, he was helpless and very angry.
At least this time, he did not hide his anger and dared to vent to Lin Xu.
"I thought..." Lin Xu wanted to argue, but at this moment, all the words began to seem weak, even pale.Lin Xu suddenly asked, "This child was rescued before? Who is taking care of him?"
These half-grown children are all taken care of by women. One woman will take care of five children, and the soldiers are responsible for their teachers.
Shan Qun coughed, and he looked down at Pai Lun's cheek, "Tiri took them, he is the most disobedient among them. He always followed us quietly, and Tiri scolded him every day. He... "
"What's the use of saying that?" Shan Qun shook his head mockingly, and suddenly turned to look at Lin Xu, "Chris, after they die, will they go to the sky? Go back to where you used to be?"
Lin Xu froze for a moment, but still nodded with difficulty.
When a person dies like a lamp going out, he only knows where he came from, but he doesn't know where he is going.
In fact, Lin Xu himself thought about building a fortress that is safe enough so that the people in the fortress can live and work in peace.He has the time and ability to create the fairest possible rules on a small scale.It's just that he didn't dare—the danger of being closed to the outside world is deeply embedded in his mind.People can't stand still and have to go out, but he didn't expect that the price to be paid for going out is so high that he can't bear it anymore.
He still doubted whether his choice was wrong. If he stayed in the tribe all the time, at least these people would not have to sacrifice.
However, Shan Qun was the only one who felt heartbroken because of the sacrifice of his comrades, and the other soldiers were celebrating this war of winning more with less.They rejoiced—after all, in their eyes, the comrades who died in the war were worthy and honorable deaths.They don't care about human life, or other people's, or their own.
Blood and bones piled up layer by layer, forming this huge forest tribe, each tribe may be different in one way or another.But deep down, they are all the same.Worship the strong and yearn for war.
At least they respect and love Lin Xu even more than before, because they saw Lin Xu's unusual force.This kind of physical strength convinces them more than their minds.
"Chris!" Someone ran over. This was a young soldier who seemed to have just grown up. His muscles were not so strong, his face was green, and he seemed to have never been on the battlefield a few times.This should be the first time he faced killing and blood directly.But the genes in his bones make him fearless, even the blood in his body hasn't stopped boiling.
He seemed dissatisfied with Shan Qun's attitude, but because Shan Qun was the vice-captain of the vanguard, he didn't dare to reprimand him directly, so he could only say to Lin Xu: "We are going to hold a celebration banquet tonight! There is dried meat in those people's tents. Koma has seen it, it’s not human flesh. The patriarch said, you can open your belly to eat meat tonight.”
Lin Xu nodded, and he said to the young man, "Go ahead, don't wait for me. You can start first, and I will sit with Shan Qun for a while."
The young soldier saluted Lin Xu. He couldn't understand why Shan Qun could be so defiant, and even disrespected their gods so much, so before leaving, he gave Shan Qun a hard look.I fantasize that one day I will be stronger than the mountains.Just like this time, it is eligible to sit with Chris.
"Chris, do you know what the sky looks like?" Shan Qun suddenly asked.
Lin Xu was silent. He opened his mouth several times, but in the end he could only describe a beautiful world: "Everyone can eat enough, there are all kinds of delicious food. There is a warm house, and there is no need to go hunting. There is no persecution by war. People You can choose what you will do in the future. There are no bad people, only good people..."
Lin Xu couldn't continue, he knew how false this position was.
But he once, really wanted to turn this tribe into such an ideal land.But the reality is cruel. In the face of this reality, Lin Xu is struggling to resist. He doesn't want to bow his head and surrender so quickly.
"Chris, you want to build a tribe like the sky." Shan Qun stood up, he finally put the body of Pyren aside the small hole he had dug long ago, and he took a deep look at Pyron for the last time , covered the little corpse with snow in handfuls.
Looking at the sunlight shining on the snow, he was in a daze for a moment, and finally he stood in front of Lin Xu.
Lowering his head, he knelt on the snow: "If your wish is such a tribe, I am willing to be your knife, your sword, your shield. Be your most loyal servant. I don't want to see Any kid like Pyron goes to war and I can't even protect them."
Shan Qun finally figured it out, it was not Lin Xu who made all this.but ambition.
It is the desire of man himself.
Hiding in a dark corner, what you get is not safety, but fear.
They must come out, even if it costs a lot.
"If I offended you just now, please forgive me." Shan Qun just knelt in front of Lin Xu, so humble.Like a father who has lost his own child.The great anger that surrounded him before made him lose his mind.
Now that his sanity has returned, he has a firmer goal instead.He has lived for so many years, and he has never known what he wants to do for a moment like now-he wants to protect those weak people.Just like his mother and father once did.Protect the weak him.
He can't protect Pai Lun, but he can use the rest of his life to protect people like Pai Lun as much as possible.
As a soldier, he is not afraid of death at all. What he fears is that he will not know what the meaning of his life is until the day he dies.
Lin Xu helped him up, and now the "law" has less and less restrictions on him, and even almost left him.
He himself didn't know what the "law" was, but obviously, it wasn't God.If God wants to change the world, it doesn't need His power at all.As long as God waved his hand, everything in the world would surrender, so why bother?
Lin Xu believes that the law is the consciousness of this planet, this land.It led Lin Xu here, but it cannot give this land anything by itself.
Neither Lin Xu nor Shan Qun participated in the celebration banquet. The two of them just sat and chatted about the world in the sky and what Shan Qun had seen and heard.Talk about some thrilling wars and heart-warming stories that took place on this continent.Basically, the mountains were talking, and Lin Xu listened quietly.
Not far away, Kos stood there, looking at the two people who were talking with a gloomy gaze.His heart seemed to be tightly grasped by two hands, preventing him from breathing.He clenched his teeth and clenched his fist.For the first time, he felt that the mountains were so intrusive that he couldn't control his killing intent.
Why is he sitting next to Chris?Kesi looked at the back of the mountains with cold eyes—that was his seat, from the beginning to the end, it was his seat, and no one could try to snatch it.
Not just that seat, but the person next to it.
No one knows Chris better than him, and no one knows what Chris is thinking better than him.He is Chris' warrior, and Chris' servant, and he has a wishful thinking-to be Chris's man.
He knew how terrifying and outrageous this idea was, but once this idea popped up, he couldn't hold it back anymore.Kos remembered his dream.
In the dream, he was cooking for Lin Xu. They lived in a cave, and there were only the two of them in that cave.He is not a patriarch, and Lin Xu is not a god.They are just ordinary people, surviving in the forest.
During the day, they would go hunting together, bandage each other's wounds, laugh and chat.
When night fell, they would hug and kiss each other and do all the intimate things in the world.
Ke Si could still remember Lin Xu's firm and delicate waist in the dream, the gentle and longing smile on Lin Xu's face, and Lin Xu's long legs coiled around his waist.They were so close that they slowly became one.
When he wakes up the next day, Lin Xu will complain that he is too rude, and he will let him rest and go hunting by himself.
When they were old, neither could walk, hunt, or earn a living.
On a starry night, lying side by side on the animal skin bed, chatting about their love life, holding hands.No longer eating, no longer drinking water, embracing each other and dying.
What a beautiful dream, Kos woke up with a smile.
He is extremely eager for this day to come. He now feels that not only the mountains, but also all the people here are too intrusive.
"Patriarch." Someone called him.
Ke Si turned his head and saw that the tribesmen were happily grilling meat and cooking corn paste. The soldier handed over the portion of barbecue that belonged to Ke Si and said with a smile: "These pieces are the best I have roasted. Jiao. It smells delicious, you can eat it."
Ke Si took it over and replied with a smile, "Thank you for your hard work, don't worry about me, just go about your business."
The soldier nodded, turned around with a smile, and continued to work on his own affairs.
The snake god tribe didn't know that the wandering tribe that wanted to attack them had been wiped out. They were still waiting anxiously in their own tribe, wrapped in animal skins shivering, and holding blunt stone knives in their hands.Danger hangs above their heads, making them restless for a moment.
The woman is sharpening her small knife. She is the woman who entrusted the child to Cos and the others. She looks at her man and her patriarch. She has lost weight rapidly this winter, and she is a little powerless. She said fiercely to the snake : "I heard from them that they all want to go with those people."
Snake nodded fiercely, he knew that as the patriarch himself, he couldn't fill the stomachs of the clansmen, and even sent some weak clansmen to see the snake god every winter.As the patriarch, he is really useless.He looked at his woman and asked, "What about you?"
The woman smiled: "You don't have to ask, I won't leave, I will accompany you."
Even if there is a dead end ahead, I will accompany you.
Snake grabbed the woman's hand fiercely, his eyes were deep, desperate but relieved: "I'm sorry for not letting you live the life I promised you."
The woman shook her head: "I am willing."
"However, that tribe is really powerful." Shemeng sighed, "They have so many people, and they haven't starved to death in winter. They haven't dedicated their gods either."
"Is there really a god?" The woman suddenly asked, "We worship so devoutly, but God has never responded to us. If God is merciful and knows our call and prayer, how can he give up his believers..."
The snake sighed sharply.
"Those people are coming!" The clamor of the tribe came from outside.
Snake opened the tent and went out, and his people rushed to the entrance of the tribe happily.When they saw Kos and his group approaching, deafening cheers erupted.Looking at these sturdy fighters, they felt a kind of envy and jealousy in their hearts that they couldn't even detect—they are also human beings, and they are also surviving in such a predicament.But these people are well fed and clothed, and don't have to worry about being abandoned due to injury.On the other hand, they didn't even dare to go hunting, for fear of being injured, it would be fine if they died, but if they were disabled, what awaited them would be endless hell.
They certainly have affection for their tribe and offer their allegiance.
But people have their own choices.
After Kos told them that the enemies were all wiped out and the head of the leader was raised, these people were overwhelmed - they didn't desire everything from Kos and his tribe, but they also wanted to be like these warriors, to do their own matter.
Whether they are participating in war or hunting, they should always have their own place, instead of living in fear.
In the dark tent, I waited endlessly for the arrival of the next day, and then day after day, I wasted my will and courage.
What people are most afraid of is not sharpening, but wear and tear.
Once the fighting spirit is lost, it is basically ruined.
A thin and thin man tremblingly walked out of the crowd and came to Cos. He asked humbly, "Are you going to take your tribe away?"
Ke Si was stunned. He thought he had been ordered to evict him, and his smiling expression sank, but he quickly controlled his emotions and raised the corners of his mouth again: "Of course, we're just here to tell You are safe now. And we have to leave. As neighbors, I hope that whether it is us or you, when we need help, the other side can extend our hand."
What he said was a bit high-sounding. Who knows whether what Coss said was true or not, and he said it for others to hear, but he really thought so.
The thin man looked at Ke Si's face again, and then looked back at his patriarch.She Meng stood at the end of everyone. He didn't come over, didn't say a word, and didn't even go to say hello to Ke Si—he had already predicted the end of the matter, and that was not something he could reverse.
The man swallowed, and under the hopeful eyes of all the weak fighters like him, he said cautiously: "Is your tribe still short of people?"
This time, Ke Si finally understood what this person meant. He also saw the snake standing at the end, and knew that this was the acquiescence of their patriarch.Kos breathed a sigh of relief, after all he didn't want to conflict with Shemeng.From the bottom of his heart, he actually admired this warrior who was able to resolutely lead the tribe down in such a harsh environment, even in the status quo of the tribe without fire.
"Of course, we will never be too crowded. As long as they are our loyal and reliable friends, we welcome them at any time." Ke Si said with a smile.
Those thin fighters were all excited. They formed a circle around Kos and asked excitedly, "What about us? Can we do it too?"
"There are many things I can do, and my traps are the best!"
"I could kill a cow with my bare hands in spring!"
"I can……"
They are scrambling for the first place, lest they be left behind, they can only keep promoting themselves, proving that they are more useful than others and can make greater contributions to the tribe.
She Meng didn't speak, he stood there all the time, seeing his people eagerly wanting to leave here, he suddenly felt a kind of desolation.He looked around his tribe.Granted, the tribe wasn't that big, and maybe not that safe.But these are all built up bit by bit by everyone, with the efforts of many people.But so quickly, it was abandoned here.
People themselves will pursue a better life, but on the way of their pursuit, there will always be some things in the past that will be left behind.This is an unavoidable brutal fact.
And the fierce snake is one of the abandoned things.
He looked at Kos, the young head of the clan, he was tall, handsome and strong.He is neither thin nor overly strong.Just the best physique for a fighter.Kos was still so young, he was just getting his way.And the snake fiercely himself, the person is not old, but the heart is already old.
"Kose." Lin Xu called out Kesi's name from the back of the team.
Ke Si told Dili a few words and then left the team and came to Lin Xu's side. When he stood beside Lin Xu, Lin Xu felt a sense of oppression from the same sex.It turned out that without knowing it, Kos was already a few centimeters taller than him.
This child grows up too fast, his age does not match his appearance at all.He looks so responsible now, walking beside him, there is a sense of security for no reason.
Lin Xu sighed, and said to Ke Si: "If you take these fighters away, have you thought about what will happen to those who stay here?"
Of course Kos thought about it, but he was pretending to be stupid at this moment: "What's wrong?"
"The people who are left here have no hard work, and what awaits them is death." Lin Xu said.
But isn't death inevitable?Ke Si was expressionless. He looked at Lin Xu's face, and his possessive desire seemed to be about to break out of the cocoon.But he still nodded pretendingly: "Then what can we do now?"
"Our tribe is very big, we can invite them to migrate together, and we will provide them with a piece of land for them to live in. But they have to work with our tribe to share the results. After a long time, everyone gets used to it. Such a way of life, and after intermarriage, it is inevitable that the two tribes will merge into one tribe." Lin Xu said to Ke Si, he still maintained his previous habits, and wanted to touch Ke Si's head again.
Only this time, Kos escaped his palm.
Kos nodded: "Okay, Chris, I'll go and talk to them."
Lin Xu, who was standing there, looked at his palm and smiled dotingly. The child is getting older and disobedient.The wings are stiff and ready to fly.But he didn't feel disappointed or regretful. Instead, he was glad that Kos had his own ideas, likes and dislikes, and he could rest assured that he would no longer participate in the tribe's decision-making.
He watched Ke Si grow from weak to strong. Although he didn't feel like raising a child, emotionally speaking, he was almost done.There is no parent who does not want their children to be able to be independent, and so is Lin Xu.
Lin Xu is not worried that these people will rebel when they arrive in Kesi's tribe.Their current tribe already has a collective concept and a common concept of honor and disgrace.Once there is such a concept, it is impossible for outsiders to have the opportunity to seize |power.Unless there is more powerful force to suppress.
And looking at all the people in this tribe, their physical fitness can't be called good.
It can even be called weak.Even if they were given sharp weapons, they might not be able to defeat unarmed tribal fighters.
She Meng looked at the name of the person Dili was registering to leave with a somewhat dejected look. This person was illiterate, so Dili naturally didn't know him either.But he has his own way, using the pen and paper that Lin Xu gave him, to draw graphic-like characters on the paper. Only Dili knows this kind of characters, and even Lin Xu couldn't help but eat when he knew it. Surprised.
It is very difficult to create characters, otherwise, in the present world, the small countries around his country would not modify their own characters to form their own characters.
Moreover, Dili's characters also gave Lin Xu a sense of intimacy. His ancestors also used pictographs.Step by step, it gradually evolved into square characters.This kind of pictographic text is easy to recognize and read, a word has multiple meanings, and can be combined at will, which is very flexible.
Lin Xu didn't expect that before he started teaching characters, the people here had actually started to create by themselves, and the creations looked good, Lin Xu was amazed.
Kesi and Shemeng walked away from the crowd. After Kesi told Shemeng about Lin Xu's suggestion, Shemeng looked at Kesi with complicated eyes. He wanted to get angry, but suddenly found that he didn't even have the strength to get angry. No more, he sighed: "I don't need your pity and charity."
"This is not pity, Chris said, this is symbiosis and survival." Kos explained.
But She Meng didn't care about his words: "This winter is colder than in previous years, and you don't have much food, right? Even if you rely on your Chris, what if he leaves you? You can only Are you waiting to die?"
Kos was stunned, and great fear struck him, his eyes became dark and terrifying at that moment.The snake was startled and took a step back unconsciously.Fortunately, Ke Si also reacted quickly, he patted She Meng's shoulder with a smile, and said, "Don't say such things in the future."
"Just like you chose to believe me for the people of your tribe, why don't you trust me again for yourself and your woman this time. What's more, your child is still in our tribe. Don't you want to see him? He It's still so small, so pitiful." Cos threatened, but he didn't push harder, "We will stay here for another night, you can think about it, but I want to remind you, you only have this chance. "
"Luck never comes a second time."
Snake swallowed fiercely. He found something in this young patriarch that he didn't have in him—aura. Even if this man named Kesi just stood there, people could feel his strength and strength. ambition.
Perhaps, I can look forward to it a little bit.
After all, the snake god tribe is a small tribe, not much better than the wandering tribe. They only have their own patriarch, and they don't even have priests or witch doctors.Sickness or injury can only be left to fate.Including major events such as the migration of the tribe, as long as the patriarch makes a decision, it is basically settled, and they just wait for the sun to rise the next day, and they leave with their own things.
But their animal fur clothing is already very worn out, and if the thick animal fur clothing is not tanned well enough, it will be difficult to keep warm for a long time. Even if they are all wearing the thickest, they still cannot resist the invasion of cold air.At this time, Kos asked the soldiers to contribute their second set of animal skin clothes, and promised that they would have new ones after returning.
The soldiers don't care, their physical fitness is better than that of the snake god tribe, even if they don't wear much, they won't feel cold.They were smiling and handing out animal skin clothes, and they were in a good mood—with these people to share the work, the people in the tribe would be much more relaxed.
After all, there is no idle manpower in the tribe now, and everyone has their own things to do during the day.Their tribe has no slaves and does not attack other tribes, so a group of laborers joined them.It's also a good thing for the Horde.
"Are you in a bad mood?" Lin Xu suddenly asked when they were alone with Ke Si, "I always feel that there is something wrong with you."
Ke Si smiled noncommittally: "I'm not in a bad mood, it's just that there are too many things. It will be fine when I return to our tribe."
This scheming man secretly used the word "we".
It's just that Lin Xu was slow to react and didn't think too much about it. He didn't think there was any ambiguity in these two words.I also don't understand Coase's cryptic declaration of ownership.
Lin Xu and the others returned to the base area. Everyone was very tired these two days. They had already made an appointment with the people from the Snake God Tribe where they would meet the next day.Lin Xu's spirit is not very good, his upper and lower eyelids are constantly fighting, he is a little sleepy, very like sleeping in a warm cup.
It's just that outside, there is no condition for a person to sleep in a tent in the tribe. The soldiers set up tents with several people.Lin Xu and Ke Si shared a small tent.Lin Xu hadn't slept well in the past few days, so he yawned uncontrollably at this moment.
Kos noticed, and he asked, "Are you tired?"
Lin Xu nodded: "Well, I'm going to rest first, call me if you have anything to do."
This time, Ke Si did not agree. He said to Shan Qun who was counting the number of people: "The post-war summary is postponed until after returning to the tribe. It happens to announce several new systems. Let everyone rest early and stay where they are after counting the number of people." Disband."
Shan Qun nodded: "Okay, I think everyone is tired too, after all, it's such a long road. We still have to go starting tomorrow."
Lin Xu almost fell asleep on the bed, he didn't dare to think about more things, because he had already realized his powerlessness.Also understand that he can't reach the sky in one step.He had read novels, even if those protagonists were not called by the "law" to go to the wilderness, they could build their own empires by their own abilities.
He felt that he would never be able to do this again.He is just an ordinary person, he doesn't know how to mix the ingredients of explosives, and he doesn't know how to make cannons and planes.He can talk about the new weapons shown on TV.However, once he was here, his shallow knowledge was useless.
For the first time, he clearly felt his own incompetence.
This feeling exhausted him physically and mentally, and he wished he could die in bed.
When Kos opened the tent and came in, what he saw was Lin Xu lying on the mattress. Lin Xu was covered with a duvet, huddling himself into a ball, just like in a mother's womb, his brows were tightly frowned, as if There were also things that bothered him in the dream.
Ke Si's eyes dimmed, he knelt on the ground with one leg, and gently stroked Lin Xu's brow.It seems that he wants to see Lin Xu's frown smoothed out, and wants to get Lin Xu out of the things that make him unhappy.As if Lin Xu felt his thoughts, his brows relaxed, his limbs no longer tightened, and he naturally relaxed his body.
This person is so good, why can't he belong to me?Ke Si's eyes were deep, he didn't want Lin Xu to be everyone's Chris, he only wanted to be his own.
Ke Si bent down slowly, carefully kissing Lin Xu's forehead and temples, devout and full of frightening love.
Maybe even he himself can't tell whether it's worship or possessiveness.
But he didn't want to make it clear, he only knew that every inch of his body was clamoring to get this person, to infuse this person with his breath from inside to outside, until the moment he closed his eyes.
In the end, Ke Si obeyed his deepest desire and kissed Lin Xu's lips.
With just a light touch, Ke Si felt unprecedented happiness, his heart beat fast, and his blood seemed to be boiling.He suppressed his predatory instincts and gently climbed onto the bed.
Ke Si stared at Lin Xu's face, his heart was full of tenderness.He forgot the unhappiness he felt when he saw Shan Qun and Lin Xu sitting together.At this time, only Lin Xu was in his mind, he thought of the first time he met Lin Xu, he woke up in that strange house, what was waiting for him was hot food, and Lin Xu who was gentle and not like a god,
At that time, he was full of worry, full of fear, but also full of hope.
It was as if everything about him broke through all difficulties and obstacles and appeared before his eyes.
Ke Si swallowed a mouthful of saliva. In his eyes, there is nothing more important than Lin Xu in this world tour.
At this time, the sun has set, the earth has fallen into a deep sleep, and darkness covers every inch of it.In the depths of the uninhabited forest, the soldiers were already tired after several days of trekking and fighting, and they probably slept soundly in their own beds.
At this moment, it seems that there are only Lin Xu and Ke Si in this small world.
As soon as Ke Si stretched out his hand, he hugged Lin Xu into his arms.
Maybe he can't get this person in his arms in his whole life, but he can prevent others from getting him.Keep everyone else away from his God, and still further away.In this way, in Lin Xu's heart, he will always occupy the most important and nearest place.
Ke Si humbly prayed, hoping that before his life ended, every day would be like today, that he could secretly love this person, protect him, and prevent anyone with evil intentions from approaching him.And this person will never discover his despicable side and still trust him.
Lin Xu had a dream. In the dream, he returned to his own house, a big city full of tall buildings.Everything in the other world was a strange dream, and he had forgotten it a few hours after waking up.
The sun had just risen, and there were already old men and women walking outside, some of them were holding a dog, and young people came out for a run.Some people even organized morning exercises.Music was played in the square next to it. Obviously, the square dance was about to start.
Lin Xu covered his ears with a pillow, he really didn't want to get up, he finally took a day off, and really wanted to sleep in.In his current opinion, there is nothing more important in this world than a late sleep, if there are, then two.
It's just that Lin Xu couldn't resist the magic sound piercing his ears in the end, and couldn't fall asleep anyway, so he could only obediently get up and wash.
At this time his cell phone rang, two text messages.
One is to remind him that the date for repaying the credit card is up, and the payment has already been deducted.
The other one is also to remind him to repay the mortgage, and the payment has already been deducted.
Lin Xu looked at his salary balance, sighed dejectedly,
He didn't know when he could fully pay off these debts, he was like a snail with a huge shell on his back.It's just that he can't do it as easily as a snail, and now he is already overwhelmed and out of breath.
The phone rang again, this time it was a phone call, and the caller ID was "Mom".
Lin Xu pressed the answer button and asked, "Mom, what's wrong?"
The old woman's old voice came: "Why, I can't call you if I have nothing to do? But there is something to do. Your Uncle Yang's daughter went to your place to find a job. The little girl is alone, and your Uncle Yang also I feel unsafe. I told him that you go to the airport to pick up someone at eight o'clock, and let someone stay with you for a while, and cultivate feelings by the way."
Lin Xu didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Mom, how talented you are, you are five or six years younger than me."
"What's wrong with five or six years old?" Mother Lin quit. "Your father is ten years older than me. These days, it doesn't matter if a man is older than a woman. When a girl in her teens marries an old man, it's still true love." What? Why can’t you be five or six years old? Anyway, you have to pick this person up for me.”
After all, it was an order from the elders, so Lin Xu could only say: "That's it, what's the girl's name? Yang what?"
"Yang Keke, I told you a long time ago, I don't have any memory at all." Mother Lin sighed, "I didn't say you, you are such an adult, you still don't fall in love, and you don't have a single person around you who knows the cold and the hot. you
Shan Qun looked around the land, he was still holding the dead body of Pai Lun in his arms, no matter how his companions persuaded him, he did not bury the child.He just sat there, doing nothing, just staring blankly.
Even if Kesi came to persuade him, it was useless. The mountains were like a stone, and they were as immovable as a mountain.
In the end, Lin Xu walked over. In fact, he didn't know what to say to Shan Qun. When it comes to the passing of human life, maybe Shan Qun actually has more insights than himself.In the first half of their lives, when they were soldiers, they should have witnessed more lives lost due to war.
Lin Xu also sat on the ground, sitting beside Shan Qun. The two just sat like this, silently in a daze.
The sun shone on Pai Lun's face, his head was tilted back, and his expression was peaceful. At least when he died, he didn't suffer too much pain.The stone knife stuck in his chest has been pulled out by the mountains, and the child was replaced with a replacement animal skin coat.In addition to being a little white, it seems that the child is still alive.
It seems that he will still open his eyes, and ask the mountains without knowing the heights of the sky and the earth: "If I grow up a bit, can I go hunting with you? Patrolling the tribe together?"
This child still has many fantasies about the future. Sometimes he wants to be a soldier, and sometimes he wants to be a doctor.It's just that in all his futures, none of them are the result of today.
Shan Qun suddenly asked: "Chris, am I wrong? I thought that men need to be honed, and I thought I could protect him."
This is where the depression of the mountains lies. He thought it was his wrong decision that made the child never see such bright sunshine again.
No one can make decisions for others, Lin Xu looked at the dazzling sun, and felt an indescribable distress in his heart: "I don't know, maybe I was wrong too."
He can't change this continent, in fact, this continent is constantly changing him.It is pervasive, constantly feeling the incompetence of being powerless.
"What are we fighting here for?" Shan Qun was a little angry, and he covered his face. "We lost so many soldiers, just to save those who have nothing to do with us. They know that because of them What are the names of the dead warriors? Do they know how hard it was for these warriors to survive?"
Shan Qun's voice began to choke, he was helpless and very angry.
At least this time, he did not hide his anger and dared to vent to Lin Xu.
"I thought..." Lin Xu wanted to argue, but at this moment, all the words began to seem weak, even pale.Lin Xu suddenly asked, "This child was rescued before? Who is taking care of him?"
These half-grown children are all taken care of by women. One woman will take care of five children, and the soldiers are responsible for their teachers.
Shan Qun coughed, and he looked down at Pai Lun's cheek, "Tiri took them, he is the most disobedient among them. He always followed us quietly, and Tiri scolded him every day. He... "
"What's the use of saying that?" Shan Qun shook his head mockingly, and suddenly turned to look at Lin Xu, "Chris, after they die, will they go to the sky? Go back to where you used to be?"
Lin Xu froze for a moment, but still nodded with difficulty.
When a person dies like a lamp going out, he only knows where he came from, but he doesn't know where he is going.
In fact, Lin Xu himself thought about building a fortress that is safe enough so that the people in the fortress can live and work in peace.He has the time and ability to create the fairest possible rules on a small scale.It's just that he didn't dare—the danger of being closed to the outside world is deeply embedded in his mind.People can't stand still and have to go out, but he didn't expect that the price to be paid for going out is so high that he can't bear it anymore.
He still doubted whether his choice was wrong. If he stayed in the tribe all the time, at least these people would not have to sacrifice.
However, Shan Qun was the only one who felt heartbroken because of the sacrifice of his comrades, and the other soldiers were celebrating this war of winning more with less.They rejoiced—after all, in their eyes, the comrades who died in the war were worthy and honorable deaths.They don't care about human life, or other people's, or their own.
Blood and bones piled up layer by layer, forming this huge forest tribe, each tribe may be different in one way or another.But deep down, they are all the same.Worship the strong and yearn for war.
At least they respect and love Lin Xu even more than before, because they saw Lin Xu's unusual force.This kind of physical strength convinces them more than their minds.
"Chris!" Someone ran over. This was a young soldier who seemed to have just grown up. His muscles were not so strong, his face was green, and he seemed to have never been on the battlefield a few times.This should be the first time he faced killing and blood directly.But the genes in his bones make him fearless, even the blood in his body hasn't stopped boiling.
He seemed dissatisfied with Shan Qun's attitude, but because Shan Qun was the vice-captain of the vanguard, he didn't dare to reprimand him directly, so he could only say to Lin Xu: "We are going to hold a celebration banquet tonight! There is dried meat in those people's tents. Koma has seen it, it’s not human flesh. The patriarch said, you can open your belly to eat meat tonight.”
Lin Xu nodded, and he said to the young man, "Go ahead, don't wait for me. You can start first, and I will sit with Shan Qun for a while."
The young soldier saluted Lin Xu. He couldn't understand why Shan Qun could be so defiant, and even disrespected their gods so much, so before leaving, he gave Shan Qun a hard look.I fantasize that one day I will be stronger than the mountains.Just like this time, it is eligible to sit with Chris.
"Chris, do you know what the sky looks like?" Shan Qun suddenly asked.
Lin Xu was silent. He opened his mouth several times, but in the end he could only describe a beautiful world: "Everyone can eat enough, there are all kinds of delicious food. There is a warm house, and there is no need to go hunting. There is no persecution by war. People You can choose what you will do in the future. There are no bad people, only good people..."
Lin Xu couldn't continue, he knew how false this position was.
But he once, really wanted to turn this tribe into such an ideal land.But the reality is cruel. In the face of this reality, Lin Xu is struggling to resist. He doesn't want to bow his head and surrender so quickly.
"Chris, you want to build a tribe like the sky." Shan Qun stood up, he finally put the body of Pyren aside the small hole he had dug long ago, and he took a deep look at Pyron for the last time , covered the little corpse with snow in handfuls.
Looking at the sunlight shining on the snow, he was in a daze for a moment, and finally he stood in front of Lin Xu.
Lowering his head, he knelt on the snow: "If your wish is such a tribe, I am willing to be your knife, your sword, your shield. Be your most loyal servant. I don't want to see Any kid like Pyron goes to war and I can't even protect them."
Shan Qun finally figured it out, it was not Lin Xu who made all this.but ambition.
It is the desire of man himself.
Hiding in a dark corner, what you get is not safety, but fear.
They must come out, even if it costs a lot.
"If I offended you just now, please forgive me." Shan Qun just knelt in front of Lin Xu, so humble.Like a father who has lost his own child.The great anger that surrounded him before made him lose his mind.
Now that his sanity has returned, he has a firmer goal instead.He has lived for so many years, and he has never known what he wants to do for a moment like now-he wants to protect those weak people.Just like his mother and father once did.Protect the weak him.
He can't protect Pai Lun, but he can use the rest of his life to protect people like Pai Lun as much as possible.
As a soldier, he is not afraid of death at all. What he fears is that he will not know what the meaning of his life is until the day he dies.
Lin Xu helped him up, and now the "law" has less and less restrictions on him, and even almost left him.
He himself didn't know what the "law" was, but obviously, it wasn't God.If God wants to change the world, it doesn't need His power at all.As long as God waved his hand, everything in the world would surrender, so why bother?
Lin Xu believes that the law is the consciousness of this planet, this land.It led Lin Xu here, but it cannot give this land anything by itself.
Neither Lin Xu nor Shan Qun participated in the celebration banquet. The two of them just sat and chatted about the world in the sky and what Shan Qun had seen and heard.Talk about some thrilling wars and heart-warming stories that took place on this continent.Basically, the mountains were talking, and Lin Xu listened quietly.
Not far away, Kos stood there, looking at the two people who were talking with a gloomy gaze.His heart seemed to be tightly grasped by two hands, preventing him from breathing.He clenched his teeth and clenched his fist.For the first time, he felt that the mountains were so intrusive that he couldn't control his killing intent.
Why is he sitting next to Chris?Kesi looked at the back of the mountains with cold eyes—that was his seat, from the beginning to the end, it was his seat, and no one could try to snatch it.
Not just that seat, but the person next to it.
No one knows Chris better than him, and no one knows what Chris is thinking better than him.He is Chris' warrior, and Chris' servant, and he has a wishful thinking-to be Chris's man.
He knew how terrifying and outrageous this idea was, but once this idea popped up, he couldn't hold it back anymore.Kos remembered his dream.
In the dream, he was cooking for Lin Xu. They lived in a cave, and there were only the two of them in that cave.He is not a patriarch, and Lin Xu is not a god.They are just ordinary people, surviving in the forest.
During the day, they would go hunting together, bandage each other's wounds, laugh and chat.
When night fell, they would hug and kiss each other and do all the intimate things in the world.
Ke Si could still remember Lin Xu's firm and delicate waist in the dream, the gentle and longing smile on Lin Xu's face, and Lin Xu's long legs coiled around his waist.They were so close that they slowly became one.
When he wakes up the next day, Lin Xu will complain that he is too rude, and he will let him rest and go hunting by himself.
When they were old, neither could walk, hunt, or earn a living.
On a starry night, lying side by side on the animal skin bed, chatting about their love life, holding hands.No longer eating, no longer drinking water, embracing each other and dying.
What a beautiful dream, Kos woke up with a smile.
He is extremely eager for this day to come. He now feels that not only the mountains, but also all the people here are too intrusive.
"Patriarch." Someone called him.
Ke Si turned his head and saw that the tribesmen were happily grilling meat and cooking corn paste. The soldier handed over the portion of barbecue that belonged to Ke Si and said with a smile: "These pieces are the best I have roasted. Jiao. It smells delicious, you can eat it."
Ke Si took it over and replied with a smile, "Thank you for your hard work, don't worry about me, just go about your business."
The soldier nodded, turned around with a smile, and continued to work on his own affairs.
The snake god tribe didn't know that the wandering tribe that wanted to attack them had been wiped out. They were still waiting anxiously in their own tribe, wrapped in animal skins shivering, and holding blunt stone knives in their hands.Danger hangs above their heads, making them restless for a moment.
The woman is sharpening her small knife. She is the woman who entrusted the child to Cos and the others. She looks at her man and her patriarch. She has lost weight rapidly this winter, and she is a little powerless. She said fiercely to the snake : "I heard from them that they all want to go with those people."
Snake nodded fiercely, he knew that as the patriarch himself, he couldn't fill the stomachs of the clansmen, and even sent some weak clansmen to see the snake god every winter.As the patriarch, he is really useless.He looked at his woman and asked, "What about you?"
The woman smiled: "You don't have to ask, I won't leave, I will accompany you."
Even if there is a dead end ahead, I will accompany you.
Snake grabbed the woman's hand fiercely, his eyes were deep, desperate but relieved: "I'm sorry for not letting you live the life I promised you."
The woman shook her head: "I am willing."
"However, that tribe is really powerful." Shemeng sighed, "They have so many people, and they haven't starved to death in winter. They haven't dedicated their gods either."
"Is there really a god?" The woman suddenly asked, "We worship so devoutly, but God has never responded to us. If God is merciful and knows our call and prayer, how can he give up his believers..."
The snake sighed sharply.
"Those people are coming!" The clamor of the tribe came from outside.
Snake opened the tent and went out, and his people rushed to the entrance of the tribe happily.When they saw Kos and his group approaching, deafening cheers erupted.Looking at these sturdy fighters, they felt a kind of envy and jealousy in their hearts that they couldn't even detect—they are also human beings, and they are also surviving in such a predicament.But these people are well fed and clothed, and don't have to worry about being abandoned due to injury.On the other hand, they didn't even dare to go hunting, for fear of being injured, it would be fine if they died, but if they were disabled, what awaited them would be endless hell.
They certainly have affection for their tribe and offer their allegiance.
But people have their own choices.
After Kos told them that the enemies were all wiped out and the head of the leader was raised, these people were overwhelmed - they didn't desire everything from Kos and his tribe, but they also wanted to be like these warriors, to do their own matter.
Whether they are participating in war or hunting, they should always have their own place, instead of living in fear.
In the dark tent, I waited endlessly for the arrival of the next day, and then day after day, I wasted my will and courage.
What people are most afraid of is not sharpening, but wear and tear.
Once the fighting spirit is lost, it is basically ruined.
A thin and thin man tremblingly walked out of the crowd and came to Cos. He asked humbly, "Are you going to take your tribe away?"
Ke Si was stunned. He thought he had been ordered to evict him, and his smiling expression sank, but he quickly controlled his emotions and raised the corners of his mouth again: "Of course, we're just here to tell You are safe now. And we have to leave. As neighbors, I hope that whether it is us or you, when we need help, the other side can extend our hand."
What he said was a bit high-sounding. Who knows whether what Coss said was true or not, and he said it for others to hear, but he really thought so.
The thin man looked at Ke Si's face again, and then looked back at his patriarch.She Meng stood at the end of everyone. He didn't come over, didn't say a word, and didn't even go to say hello to Ke Si—he had already predicted the end of the matter, and that was not something he could reverse.
The man swallowed, and under the hopeful eyes of all the weak fighters like him, he said cautiously: "Is your tribe still short of people?"
This time, Ke Si finally understood what this person meant. He also saw the snake standing at the end, and knew that this was the acquiescence of their patriarch.Kos breathed a sigh of relief, after all he didn't want to conflict with Shemeng.From the bottom of his heart, he actually admired this warrior who was able to resolutely lead the tribe down in such a harsh environment, even in the status quo of the tribe without fire.
"Of course, we will never be too crowded. As long as they are our loyal and reliable friends, we welcome them at any time." Ke Si said with a smile.
Those thin fighters were all excited. They formed a circle around Kos and asked excitedly, "What about us? Can we do it too?"
"There are many things I can do, and my traps are the best!"
"I could kill a cow with my bare hands in spring!"
"I can……"
They are scrambling for the first place, lest they be left behind, they can only keep promoting themselves, proving that they are more useful than others and can make greater contributions to the tribe.
She Meng didn't speak, he stood there all the time, seeing his people eagerly wanting to leave here, he suddenly felt a kind of desolation.He looked around his tribe.Granted, the tribe wasn't that big, and maybe not that safe.But these are all built up bit by bit by everyone, with the efforts of many people.But so quickly, it was abandoned here.
People themselves will pursue a better life, but on the way of their pursuit, there will always be some things in the past that will be left behind.This is an unavoidable brutal fact.
And the fierce snake is one of the abandoned things.
He looked at Kos, the young head of the clan, he was tall, handsome and strong.He is neither thin nor overly strong.Just the best physique for a fighter.Kos was still so young, he was just getting his way.And the snake fiercely himself, the person is not old, but the heart is already old.
"Kose." Lin Xu called out Kesi's name from the back of the team.
Ke Si told Dili a few words and then left the team and came to Lin Xu's side. When he stood beside Lin Xu, Lin Xu felt a sense of oppression from the same sex.It turned out that without knowing it, Kos was already a few centimeters taller than him.
This child grows up too fast, his age does not match his appearance at all.He looks so responsible now, walking beside him, there is a sense of security for no reason.
Lin Xu sighed, and said to Ke Si: "If you take these fighters away, have you thought about what will happen to those who stay here?"
Of course Kos thought about it, but he was pretending to be stupid at this moment: "What's wrong?"
"The people who are left here have no hard work, and what awaits them is death." Lin Xu said.
But isn't death inevitable?Ke Si was expressionless. He looked at Lin Xu's face, and his possessive desire seemed to be about to break out of the cocoon.But he still nodded pretendingly: "Then what can we do now?"
"Our tribe is very big, we can invite them to migrate together, and we will provide them with a piece of land for them to live in. But they have to work with our tribe to share the results. After a long time, everyone gets used to it. Such a way of life, and after intermarriage, it is inevitable that the two tribes will merge into one tribe." Lin Xu said to Ke Si, he still maintained his previous habits, and wanted to touch Ke Si's head again.
Only this time, Kos escaped his palm.
Kos nodded: "Okay, Chris, I'll go and talk to them."
Lin Xu, who was standing there, looked at his palm and smiled dotingly. The child is getting older and disobedient.The wings are stiff and ready to fly.But he didn't feel disappointed or regretful. Instead, he was glad that Kos had his own ideas, likes and dislikes, and he could rest assured that he would no longer participate in the tribe's decision-making.
He watched Ke Si grow from weak to strong. Although he didn't feel like raising a child, emotionally speaking, he was almost done.There is no parent who does not want their children to be able to be independent, and so is Lin Xu.
Lin Xu is not worried that these people will rebel when they arrive in Kesi's tribe.Their current tribe already has a collective concept and a common concept of honor and disgrace.Once there is such a concept, it is impossible for outsiders to have the opportunity to seize |power.Unless there is more powerful force to suppress.
And looking at all the people in this tribe, their physical fitness can't be called good.
It can even be called weak.Even if they were given sharp weapons, they might not be able to defeat unarmed tribal fighters.
She Meng looked at the name of the person Dili was registering to leave with a somewhat dejected look. This person was illiterate, so Dili naturally didn't know him either.But he has his own way, using the pen and paper that Lin Xu gave him, to draw graphic-like characters on the paper. Only Dili knows this kind of characters, and even Lin Xu couldn't help but eat when he knew it. Surprised.
It is very difficult to create characters, otherwise, in the present world, the small countries around his country would not modify their own characters to form their own characters.
Moreover, Dili's characters also gave Lin Xu a sense of intimacy. His ancestors also used pictographs.Step by step, it gradually evolved into square characters.This kind of pictographic text is easy to recognize and read, a word has multiple meanings, and can be combined at will, which is very flexible.
Lin Xu didn't expect that before he started teaching characters, the people here had actually started to create by themselves, and the creations looked good, Lin Xu was amazed.
Kesi and Shemeng walked away from the crowd. After Kesi told Shemeng about Lin Xu's suggestion, Shemeng looked at Kesi with complicated eyes. He wanted to get angry, but suddenly found that he didn't even have the strength to get angry. No more, he sighed: "I don't need your pity and charity."
"This is not pity, Chris said, this is symbiosis and survival." Kos explained.
But She Meng didn't care about his words: "This winter is colder than in previous years, and you don't have much food, right? Even if you rely on your Chris, what if he leaves you? You can only Are you waiting to die?"
Kos was stunned, and great fear struck him, his eyes became dark and terrifying at that moment.The snake was startled and took a step back unconsciously.Fortunately, Ke Si also reacted quickly, he patted She Meng's shoulder with a smile, and said, "Don't say such things in the future."
"Just like you chose to believe me for the people of your tribe, why don't you trust me again for yourself and your woman this time. What's more, your child is still in our tribe. Don't you want to see him? He It's still so small, so pitiful." Cos threatened, but he didn't push harder, "We will stay here for another night, you can think about it, but I want to remind you, you only have this chance. "
"Luck never comes a second time."
Snake swallowed fiercely. He found something in this young patriarch that he didn't have in him—aura. Even if this man named Kesi just stood there, people could feel his strength and strength. ambition.
Perhaps, I can look forward to it a little bit.
After all, the snake god tribe is a small tribe, not much better than the wandering tribe. They only have their own patriarch, and they don't even have priests or witch doctors.Sickness or injury can only be left to fate.Including major events such as the migration of the tribe, as long as the patriarch makes a decision, it is basically settled, and they just wait for the sun to rise the next day, and they leave with their own things.
But their animal fur clothing is already very worn out, and if the thick animal fur clothing is not tanned well enough, it will be difficult to keep warm for a long time. Even if they are all wearing the thickest, they still cannot resist the invasion of cold air.At this time, Kos asked the soldiers to contribute their second set of animal skin clothes, and promised that they would have new ones after returning.
The soldiers don't care, their physical fitness is better than that of the snake god tribe, even if they don't wear much, they won't feel cold.They were smiling and handing out animal skin clothes, and they were in a good mood—with these people to share the work, the people in the tribe would be much more relaxed.
After all, there is no idle manpower in the tribe now, and everyone has their own things to do during the day.Their tribe has no slaves and does not attack other tribes, so a group of laborers joined them.It's also a good thing for the Horde.
"Are you in a bad mood?" Lin Xu suddenly asked when they were alone with Ke Si, "I always feel that there is something wrong with you."
Ke Si smiled noncommittally: "I'm not in a bad mood, it's just that there are too many things. It will be fine when I return to our tribe."
This scheming man secretly used the word "we".
It's just that Lin Xu was slow to react and didn't think too much about it. He didn't think there was any ambiguity in these two words.I also don't understand Coase's cryptic declaration of ownership.
Lin Xu and the others returned to the base area. Everyone was very tired these two days. They had already made an appointment with the people from the Snake God Tribe where they would meet the next day.Lin Xu's spirit is not very good, his upper and lower eyelids are constantly fighting, he is a little sleepy, very like sleeping in a warm cup.
It's just that outside, there is no condition for a person to sleep in a tent in the tribe. The soldiers set up tents with several people.Lin Xu and Ke Si shared a small tent.Lin Xu hadn't slept well in the past few days, so he yawned uncontrollably at this moment.
Kos noticed, and he asked, "Are you tired?"
Lin Xu nodded: "Well, I'm going to rest first, call me if you have anything to do."
This time, Ke Si did not agree. He said to Shan Qun who was counting the number of people: "The post-war summary is postponed until after returning to the tribe. It happens to announce several new systems. Let everyone rest early and stay where they are after counting the number of people." Disband."
Shan Qun nodded: "Okay, I think everyone is tired too, after all, it's such a long road. We still have to go starting tomorrow."
Lin Xu almost fell asleep on the bed, he didn't dare to think about more things, because he had already realized his powerlessness.Also understand that he can't reach the sky in one step.He had read novels, even if those protagonists were not called by the "law" to go to the wilderness, they could build their own empires by their own abilities.
He felt that he would never be able to do this again.He is just an ordinary person, he doesn't know how to mix the ingredients of explosives, and he doesn't know how to make cannons and planes.He can talk about the new weapons shown on TV.However, once he was here, his shallow knowledge was useless.
For the first time, he clearly felt his own incompetence.
This feeling exhausted him physically and mentally, and he wished he could die in bed.
When Kos opened the tent and came in, what he saw was Lin Xu lying on the mattress. Lin Xu was covered with a duvet, huddling himself into a ball, just like in a mother's womb, his brows were tightly frowned, as if There were also things that bothered him in the dream.
Ke Si's eyes dimmed, he knelt on the ground with one leg, and gently stroked Lin Xu's brow.It seems that he wants to see Lin Xu's frown smoothed out, and wants to get Lin Xu out of the things that make him unhappy.As if Lin Xu felt his thoughts, his brows relaxed, his limbs no longer tightened, and he naturally relaxed his body.
This person is so good, why can't he belong to me?Ke Si's eyes were deep, he didn't want Lin Xu to be everyone's Chris, he only wanted to be his own.
Ke Si bent down slowly, carefully kissing Lin Xu's forehead and temples, devout and full of frightening love.
Maybe even he himself can't tell whether it's worship or possessiveness.
But he didn't want to make it clear, he only knew that every inch of his body was clamoring to get this person, to infuse this person with his breath from inside to outside, until the moment he closed his eyes.
In the end, Ke Si obeyed his deepest desire and kissed Lin Xu's lips.
With just a light touch, Ke Si felt unprecedented happiness, his heart beat fast, and his blood seemed to be boiling.He suppressed his predatory instincts and gently climbed onto the bed.
Ke Si stared at Lin Xu's face, his heart was full of tenderness.He forgot the unhappiness he felt when he saw Shan Qun and Lin Xu sitting together.At this time, only Lin Xu was in his mind, he thought of the first time he met Lin Xu, he woke up in that strange house, what was waiting for him was hot food, and Lin Xu who was gentle and not like a god,
At that time, he was full of worry, full of fear, but also full of hope.
It was as if everything about him broke through all difficulties and obstacles and appeared before his eyes.
Ke Si swallowed a mouthful of saliva. In his eyes, there is nothing more important than Lin Xu in this world tour.
At this time, the sun has set, the earth has fallen into a deep sleep, and darkness covers every inch of it.In the depths of the uninhabited forest, the soldiers were already tired after several days of trekking and fighting, and they probably slept soundly in their own beds.
At this moment, it seems that there are only Lin Xu and Ke Si in this small world.
As soon as Ke Si stretched out his hand, he hugged Lin Xu into his arms.
Maybe he can't get this person in his arms in his whole life, but he can prevent others from getting him.Keep everyone else away from his God, and still further away.In this way, in Lin Xu's heart, he will always occupy the most important and nearest place.
Ke Si humbly prayed, hoping that before his life ended, every day would be like today, that he could secretly love this person, protect him, and prevent anyone with evil intentions from approaching him.And this person will never discover his despicable side and still trust him.
Lin Xu had a dream. In the dream, he returned to his own house, a big city full of tall buildings.Everything in the other world was a strange dream, and he had forgotten it a few hours after waking up.
The sun had just risen, and there were already old men and women walking outside, some of them were holding a dog, and young people came out for a run.Some people even organized morning exercises.Music was played in the square next to it. Obviously, the square dance was about to start.
Lin Xu covered his ears with a pillow, he really didn't want to get up, he finally took a day off, and really wanted to sleep in.In his current opinion, there is nothing more important in this world than a late sleep, if there are, then two.
It's just that Lin Xu couldn't resist the magic sound piercing his ears in the end, and couldn't fall asleep anyway, so he could only obediently get up and wash.
At this time his cell phone rang, two text messages.
One is to remind him that the date for repaying the credit card is up, and the payment has already been deducted.
The other one is also to remind him to repay the mortgage, and the payment has already been deducted.
Lin Xu looked at his salary balance, sighed dejectedly,
He didn't know when he could fully pay off these debts, he was like a snail with a huge shell on his back.It's just that he can't do it as easily as a snail, and now he is already overwhelmed and out of breath.
The phone rang again, this time it was a phone call, and the caller ID was "Mom".
Lin Xu pressed the answer button and asked, "Mom, what's wrong?"
The old woman's old voice came: "Why, I can't call you if I have nothing to do? But there is something to do. Your Uncle Yang's daughter went to your place to find a job. The little girl is alone, and your Uncle Yang also I feel unsafe. I told him that you go to the airport to pick up someone at eight o'clock, and let someone stay with you for a while, and cultivate feelings by the way."
Lin Xu didn't know whether to laugh or cry: "Mom, how talented you are, you are five or six years younger than me."
"What's wrong with five or six years old?" Mother Lin quit. "Your father is ten years older than me. These days, it doesn't matter if a man is older than a woman. When a girl in her teens marries an old man, it's still true love." What? Why can’t you be five or six years old? Anyway, you have to pick this person up for me.”
After all, it was an order from the elders, so Lin Xu could only say: "That's it, what's the girl's name? Yang what?"
"Yang Keke, I told you a long time ago, I don't have any memory at all." Mother Lin sighed, "I didn't say you, you are such an adult, you still don't fall in love, and you don't have a single person around you who knows the cold and the hot. you
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