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I must become a director within ten years, and within 15 years I must make this novel (forgive me for using this amount of times, to satisfy my vanity).The prototypes of the characters in this novel are the people around me. Of course, unconstrained imagination is necessary.

Bai Xiao and I have a lot of similarities in personality, but there are also many differences. For example, I am more pragmatic, and I will always leave myself behind if I don’t say anything.When I was writing this character, I was very worried that the university would think that she was extreme, indifferent, and irrational. Although this is true, I just ask everyone to imagine what would happen if she didn't do this. If she hadn't met Sue Mei, what will happen in the end? Doing a job I don’t like, marrying someone I don’t love, maybe I will get used to it one day, maybe I will never, after all, Bai Xiao is not me, she has never been a person who is good at self-suggestion people.

I originally wanted to show the conflict between dreams and family, but gradually I found that the story began to deviate from my pen. Bai Xiao’s dream is not pure, her dream is a combination of her brothers and sisters, she wants to be something, and longs to escape from her family.The essence of Bai Xiao's desperate pursuit is a kind of escape.

The characters in my writing have their own regrets, and their regrets are also my regrets: the 47 seconds that Bai Xiao still missed in the end, the seemingly unbearable love between father, mother and aunt, the peony and white deer lost by the elder brother, the aunt The college dream that is difficult to reunite in this life, and the second sister-in-law, what kind of regret did she have to marry the second brother?

Regarding the ending, the current ending is very sloppy, I will write the second part, but it can only be an outline (I am about to be a third year in high school, so I have to be careful).But there are still two questions in my heart: Can Su Mei and Bai Xiao really enter the palace of marriage and get everyone's blessing?How should the "bloody storm" caused by Bai Xiao and his father end? I am not optimistic about the former, but the answer to the latter is still unclear.

In my opinion, family is inclusive and selfish. Time can heal wounds and deepen estrangement. Bai Xiao, as one and the first person to stand up and take action to resist, no matter what her motivation or method is, It is unlikely that her ending will be a song with appropriate tune and proper melody.Bai Xiao's insistence is inappropriate for emotion, but understandable for reason.I sometimes think desperately: The correctness that Bai Xiao insists on can only be printed in textbooks, and only those lucky ones who have all the hardware facilities such as economic intelligence online and have "proper" dreams can achieve it.At this point, Su Mei, who had to support the family business because she was an only child, could not be smoothly classified as LuckyDog.

"The economic base determines the superstructure", as my father said, "Maybe there will be 18 at that time, and we won't stop you so much." "Can and can't" costs.

As an insider, I can't see clearly what quality education has become after so many years. I also don't know whether our family education has been implemented in place. Is this kind of family education still stuck in the one-way indoctrination of parents to their children? I only know that my friends dare not mention their dream of being a writer to others, including their parents. I only know that my classmates will secretly and desperately do their best to solve the problems in the reading class that the Chinese teacher strives for.

I don't like literary works with a strong political color, but I think literary works also need to reflect the present, even if it is to capture an aspect of social life?It needs to help us jump out of a corner of our own life, get close to others, strangers, to feel the connection and influence between people, to feel the legal provisions on a line and a half on paper, and what policies/policies/systems have brought us. What.

Finally, I would like to wish Su Mei and Bai Xiao: it's okay, just go and love.

Finally, I want to say good morning, good afternoon, and good night to you who read my novel every day.

Thank you.

The author has something to say:

Thank you very much, thank you very much.If you like it, recommend it to your friends, if you don't like it, thank you very much.Please leave a message if you have any suggestions, thank you.

I strongly recommend "Green Waist", you may have read it, it is so sweet, and you are intoxicated by the beauty of the goddess Yinyin and the author's writing style.